| omg longest survey ever |
[18 Jun 2006|01:31pm] |
1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or in and start the water? get in first
2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle? yes i read the lables on everything. did you know hostess cupcakes and everything else by hostess except their muffin loaves have beef fat in them?!
3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial? not by myself
4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? yes
5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? probably as a child. more than likely a bath though, i didnt start taking showers untill middle school or something.
6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? yeah
7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot? mmhmm
8.) How old do you look? 22
9.) How old do you act? depends. usually my age, sometimes like im 40 sometimes like im 5 and sometimes like im 14. its great!
10.) What's the last song you sang? neverending math equation
11.) Have you recently become a member of anything? what does that mean. a member of anything?? no?
12.) What are your plans for the weekend? the weekend is over. NOT. im going out to sachi tonight. and next weekend should rock too. this weekend was the best. :)
13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed? closed usually. sometimes i like to spy.
14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? haha no. i'd probably kill myself.
15) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating? no
17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut? yeah but i dont think ive ever meant it
18) Have you ever been called a slut? yeah but i dont think they ever meant it
19). Have you ever smuggled something into America? yes
20.) Does playing a guitar make someone more attractive? more attractive? no. but is it hot? yes.
21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team? no
22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn? wtf yeah probably
23) How many people would come to your funeral if you died? hopefully at least 6.
24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead? none
25). Do you have more enemies or more friends? friends
26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? yes
27.) Can you fix your own car? in some regards. simple shit. flat tires, check my oil. otherwise, no.
29.) Are you smarter than your friends? oh thats mean.
30.)Have you ever stolen anything from your friends? ive borrowed forever :)
31.) Have you ever been to jail? soon i hope
33) Do you like the smell of beer? yes
34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream? yes
35.) Have you ever given to charity? i always do
36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000? no!
37.) Do you sometimes get depressed? yes
38.) Do you live with your parents? no
39.) Do you have plans for your future? kinda
( you really want to know more?? )
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[11 Jun 2006|11:45am] |
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[09 Jun 2006|11:02am] |
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went to stubriks last night with francine and sha, had a good time. saw us some hot panda. saw us some good friends. but now im really tired.
today is going to be un-fun, i dont want to go to work. boo work.
that is all.
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[06 Jun 2006|07:11pm] |
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i need to give sigma away. :( im really sad about it. i dont want to at all. but i need to. awwwwww.

i totally suck. i fucking love this dog. :'(
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[03 Jun 2006|09:41am] |
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i really need to stop shopping. seriously, cut me off of it. i spent close to $200 yesterday. i got a really really cute skirt that looks like this, except its denim not camo. i got these shoes that are soooooo cute and were the reason i went to target. well except i needed to exchange some undies too. and i got a black and white striped tshirt there and a black bracelet that is made of big hearts. then i also got two t's at the place i got the skirt at, one is white and sorta see-through with an art nouveau print on the front of a woman and some cherubs and stuff. so cute. the other is black with bleach-coloured birds all over the front. then i got a bunch of panties that are so cute, and 2 shrugs with hoods and big buttons. ones black and ones white. and i think thats all! gawd! shit adds up. oh! and i got another bracelet and a necklace with a gun and skull charm.
so cut me off ok? i do not need more clothing. you seriously have no idea.
soooooooo i get home last night, well this morning at like 3am, and derek is on the phone with his the girl he dated before me. its getting so strange to live with him and not be together. i like the not-being-together part, but the living with him part? its so akward sometimes!! i really need to find a place to live! im so goddamn lazy. maybe i'll go look...i dont work till 1, and i only work for 3 hours doing some class-preview thing for kids, so i'll have time. francine says i should live in anaheim but shit. ive been to anaheim oh. never. wait we drove through last night. does that count? and when i was little i used to go to disney land every summer. but then again, when i moved to LB i hadnt been here really either. so what. i learn. i just dont fucking want to move, thats my problem. packing up all my shit. ugh. and splitting all the shit. THATS going to be fun. fuuuuuuuuck. someone just find me a place, ok? maybe i'll magically find the perfect place the first one i look at. like i did with my car. I'LL TAKE IT. ha.
so im supposed to hang out with sha tonight, girl what are we doing? i hope something fun!! :)
i get frustrated about certain things in my life that i have no business being frustrated about. at least thats what i tell myself. but i know its ok to be, but still! shit! why cant i just get what i want? honestly, its very rare that i dont. and i really should just give it time. but dood. im frustrated as hell. people need to get their shit together. i hate drama. this is all mine though, shut the fuck up brenna.
ok so things to do today: install xm into the jetta. find an apt (ha). not shop. eat some food (tina you fat lard). continue to not shop. hang out with sha. do something interesting tonight. oh yeah, and go to work.
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| for tc and sha <3 |
[01 Jun 2006|11:03pm] |
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what happened to #s 4, 37, 39 and 41?? someone make up questions for me to answer!! ;)
1. FIRST NAME? brenna 2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? no 3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? i dont know, a day or two ago 4. (is missing) 5. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? not today, but usually yes 6. WHAT IS YOU FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT? tofurkey 7. KIDS? what about them? do i want them? someday. 8. WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? of course! 9. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? lj 10. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? sometimes 11. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes 12. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? yes but i think i'd rather sky dive 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? golden grams 14. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? no 15. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? for my build, yes. i have good leverage thats all i can figure. 16. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? omg i dont know. all of them except mint chip ew. 17. SHOE SIZE? anywhere from an 8 to a 10. my right foot is actually a size 9, and my left is a 10.5. go figure, thanks ballet. 18. RED OR PINK? PINK what is wrong with you girls. red?! wtf. 19. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? im bad at money and my willpower is strange 20. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? oh i dont know. buffalonians. 21. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? sure 22. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES YOU ARE WEARING? black capris and barefoot. i had on my pink vans earlier with a big skull on them. 23. LAST THING YOU ATE? pizza 24. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? people outside. 25. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? black. like my soul. 26. FAVORITE SMELL? pineapple vanilla or peach vanilla or nag champa or gingerbread or the beach or campfires. i like smells. 27. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? doug 28. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO? first thing? what sex they are i guess? 29. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? i love them both so much 30. FAVORITE DRINK? choc silk or plain ol water. 31. FAVORITE SPORT? baseball is cool 32. HAIR COLOR? pink 33. EYE COLOR? green 34. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? no 35. FAVORITE FOOD? all of it. if its vegitarian. except for certain combonations of things. like corn and potatoes. well mostly corn in general. and i hate strawberries with any sort of milk product, or with banannas. sick. dont get me started... 36. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING? i like really sad tragic endings 38. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? pink 40. HUGS OR KISSES? why do i have to decide? it depends on who it is, i guess!! 42. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? francine, do it. 43. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? sha and tc, they just did it 44. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? hit list, its ok. 45. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? alienware 46. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV? i didnt watch tv. i watched the making of doom though. the rock is weird. 47. FAVORITE SOUNDS? there is this water tower in olympia, and if you throw rocks at it it makes this amazing ping noise. i also like the regularity of a sleeping persons breath. yes, im creepy. 48. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? beatles. hands down. 49. THE FURTHEST YOU BEEN FROM HOME? where do you consider my home? ive lived in 3 corners of the us... 50. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? i have a few...
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[30 May 2006|10:07pm] |
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i bought the car! woo! its so fast and smooth. i <3 it. i really really really hope i keep enjoying it and not end up loathing it like the last one...
so yeah, gotta burn some cd's bitches! suggest something!
ummmmmmm my dog annoys me, i am not a dog person.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVE! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBEN! except ruben doesnt even know my lj exists. but just in case.
so i heard today there are some 2 bedroom apts here in lb near 4th and alamitos for like $625! and thats not a bad area. so im gonna look into that, and shit, i wouldnt even need a roommate and i could have a SEWING ROOM!!!! OMFG! i need one. bad. the mess in the corner sucks.
iieee! im excited about my new car! im going to drive it around all day with francine and bob inside. its gonna be a good time!
ok time to do...something. oh yeah burn cds. <3
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| lust for life! |
[29 May 2006|09:48am] |
i actually found this one to be fairly interesting...and truthful? and my fate is true, as long as you dont relate lust to sexual desires alone...
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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[27 May 2006|07:40am] |
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ok so im going to get that car! i just have to wait for ing to xfer my funds into my wamu so i can get it out and pay those bitches. doug checked it out and he says it looks fine from what he can tell. plus they give me a 15 day warantee, so i can have it checked by a mechanic each day if i want and if i find anything wrong, the dealership will fix it. hurrah! too bad i need it this weekend, because derek is using his car, and i have no way to get home from work. :( i will figure something out.
my abs hurt, why? i dont know. but i think they're toning up. woo! im not excersizing either! i should though. i have a rad pilates video that i like doing but im so goddamn lazy.
i read my last journal entry and it made me laugh. im not eating the interior of my car, haha...
there are flamingos on my shorts. i decided flamingos are my spirit animal. because they stand like trinas (ballerinas) and they are pink. so i like them :)
ive got to find a house to live in. im not a big fan of house hunting. but im looking for a 3 bedroom so my friend tammy from work and her sister can live with me. probably in anaheim somewhere. closer to work, then i can ride my bike. because hey, that is better than wasting gas! but i will probably be lazy and drive. plus i would be scared my bike would get stolen. and i dont think im allowed to bring it inside.
ok time to go walk sigma and then go to work!! have a good day everyone!
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[26 May 2006|10:11am] |
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xmen last night was bomb!!! such a good movie. saw the midnight showing. THANK YOU BOB FOR SAVING A SEAT FOR ME. i dont think he reads this. but whatev. so yeah, awesome movie, awesome company. i had such a good time. you dont even know. francine knows because she was motherfucking there. biatch.
so i think i found a car, gotta call my friend doug bc hes going to take a look at it for me. w00t! its a 97 jetta. ok i know. ive had 2 jettas. i just cant get away! its the only car ive tested. its really the only one ive looked at. so i feel kinda stupid if i buy it, but shit! i like it! its a dark blue with a purple fleck, and its a glx. leather interior. which omg i know im a vegitarian but im not eating the inside of my car, ok?! so whatev. glx means its a gls (sports edition) but it also has a v6 (orgasm) and a 5 disc changer in the back. AND a tape player! in the front, not the back. so i will be in music heaven since i also have xm that i prefer to hook up using the tape deck. iieee!!
aw man i get so distracted!
i wish i didnt have to work ever!!! then i could do funner stuff!
a bolt of fabric fell on my eye bone the other day. it hurts. but i will survive.
OMG LAST NIGHT WAS FUN. what am i going to do this weekend?!
ok time to peace out. so. peace out.
ps vegas was AWESOME! never had so many people talk about my hair, but fuck that shit. i had so much fun. the strip was great, the shopping was great, the food was great, the parents were great! i got the CUTEST shoes ever. i have to take pix. OK I DID.
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[21 May 2006|10:35am] |
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ok. so the best place for parents to live is vegas!! i get free room and board, and free internet!
OMG we had so much fun last night. where didnt we go. i cant remember ;) started out in the parking lot of the flamingo and even that was fun. seriously, we busted into dance with pimpin black guys to "play that funky music, white boy" on the street. yeah, the street. then we were in burger king and everyone started singing. i forget the song. oh! it was "baby you, got what i need, but you say you're just a friend. you say you're just a friend!" that was amazing. only in vegas. met up with this guy loki who was pretty cool. he's from the OC originally and turns out he got his tattoos at this place my friend david works! so francine gave david a drunken phone call about it, but he didnt answer. so we left a drunken message. i love her.
yesterday, before we went out, we just chilled at my parents house. the drive was aweseome, i think i could be hung by my toenails with that girl and have a good time. we rocked out with our cocks out. and sigma was so good!! i rented a compact car, and apparently enterprise things a dodge durango is compact! it was the only thing they had, so i got it. sweeeeeeet. so i got to bring sigmas cage and we had enough room for my huuuuge suitcase and frankie's TWO suitcases. you'd think we were here for weeks. silly girls.
so we hung out with my parents, which was super sweet, and swam all evening. i <3 swimming. i need a new suit though, thats one of my goals while im here. we'll see though. i also want a sweet lighter. i'll probably just lose it though. im good at that.
so today im gonna go shopping or looking at cars or something, but first i think im going to go lounge by the pool/in the pool. and im going to get sigma something to play with because im a bad momma and havnt done that yet!! also, i may get a tattoo on my right wrist, we'll see. i found the perfect heart to match up with the one i have currently on my left. i love that i can just do that if i want to! being single definately has its perks :)
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omgomgomgomg vegas tomorrow!! im so excited to see my parents. SHIT I FORGOT TO GET A MOTHERS DAY THING. im the worst daughter ever. godd. i have to stop by joanns tomorrow. she wants a flamingo thing. and i guess i'll just save my half finished card for next year...
so i'll be gone untill tues. w0rd.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
im tired. can you tell?
aaaaaaand me and derek are fine, i mean still not together, but its...almost better? i mean. im reluctant to say that because i know its gonna be a roller coaster, but right now we're rad. its like having a roommate.
like totally.
im excited for things to come! not just vegas, but i mean life in general. im meeting some REALLY COOL people (franSEEN) (and her friends) so im pretty pumped about life. im going to take pictures of opportunities in vegas and send them to ron, and maybe you all will get to see them too. i mean y'all. because im from the south. except im not.
ok holy shit time for bed im spent.
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ok first off. derek and i officially broke up. we are both fine, its all good. its been coming for a while i think. and it is better this way. so far ;) yes, we still live together. its kinda weird, but not really because we're very used to each other, you know? no kissing or anything like that. just roommates. strangely, its not very akward. we get along pretty good and i think we'll be good friends, which is very important to me.
so on that note, im looking for either someone who wants to live with me (i'll find an apt) or someone who needs a roommate. i have a dog, so thats gonna be tough i think. i havnt looked too hard, i just dont have time right now.
i also need a car. i should be looking for a car instead of updating, but oh well. i want a mid ninetys vw golf/gti. manual. 6 cylander, preferably. sports edition. meaning power windows and sun roof and heated seats and shit. i want one in a silver or black colour, but i guess thats not too important. ive always had white vws, so im gonna try something different now.
ok well i have shit to do, just thought this was a pretty important step in my life that i should probably post about :)
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its so hard for me to choose what song to listen to on xm. goddamnit. i love johnny cash! and i love phil collins! and and and. 33hz, pink floyd, rem, sex pistols, the vapors, madonna, cheap trick, tom petty ACK! i chose phil...
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[15 May 2006|06:19pm] |
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ok so i went out the other night with frankie again and we had a bomb ass time. again. saw her friend's band play covers at a sweet lil bar in fullerton. met a lot of rad people, hope to see them again!!! but yeah. got way more drunk than ive been in a loooooooong time, and forgot to come home. whoops!
soooooo then this weekend was really boring. my dog got sick, so i got to spend the day cleaning his puke and hanging out at the vet. hurrah. then i didnt do anything. and then i did more nothing. fun.
today i worked, that went by pretty fast actually. which was nice. got a lot done too. there was supposed to be a huge visit tomorrow from this head honcho (ha, honcho) and she fucking canceled. let me tell you what. im so goddamn pissed off, you cant even understand. i requested vacation time for last week/this week and was denied. so i requested less days, also denied. all due to this vp for the west coast blah blah. this was like 2 months ago. then after that, TWO OTHER SUPERVISORS were granted vacay for the time i requested. FUCK THAT SHIT. and now she fucking cancels. can i say fuck again? yep. FUCK
yeah.
so now im gonna go do pilates because its been a while. i need to do it more regularly. then i have goddamn chores to do. shoot me in the face. this entry has pissed me off. frankie what are you doing tonight i could use a drink ;)
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[09 May 2006|08:12am] |
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ok!! thanks for all the name suggestions :) they were all great! derek decided on a name, and i like it too. Σ. yep, Σ. its pronounced sigma, for those of you who dont speak greek ;) he's a hyper lil guy. he's housebroken (phew) but not trained. he's gonna be a toughie!! he is so strong, its crazy. really hard to walk him. but im sure we'll get it down. he's such an attention whore, if you pet him hes fine, but if you stop he starts wagging his tail and getting hyper. hehe. he's got a vet appt this morning. hurray.
in other news, nothing. thats all that has happened to me lately. :) just kidding. i went out with frankie last week, that was super super fun and i love that girl to pieces and want to hang out with her more! i get to work with her tonight, should be fun. then i went out again friday night? yeah i think so. with the sunshine girls. that was pretty fun too. i miss sha lots, i feel like i havnt seen her in forever. <3
ok time for vetness! (it sounds like wetness with a german accent)
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im gonna get a dog! im gonna get a dog!!! i think a bulldog <3<3<3 im so excited! me and derek are going looking tomorrow!!!!!!!!!
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IM SICK AGAIN. fuck you, immune system. also, fuck myself for not taking my medicine. now im all fuckt up. fuck!
so otherwise, today was nice. yesterday was nicer. good ol 420. met up with my new friend doug. yay new friends in long beach!! about damn time. he lived in olympia and buffalo just like me! how weird.
i should be sewing. like always. or changing out of my work clothes. but they dont look like work clothes anymore because its just a skirt and a tank, no white polo (bleh). i bought more material today, goddamnit. why do i always have to do that. but it was $1/yard and it looks just like this dress i saw down at a fancy store in belmont shore for like 3092-4-3-23=000483924 dollars. so imma gonna make one. all tattered and gauzy. im not too great at dresses yet though...
i really love the band imogen heap. she is so amazing. go check her out. http://www.myspace.com/imogenheap
im so excited to get all my new earrings in the mail next week!! that also reminds me i need to buy new hair dye IM ALL OUT. and that reminds me i need to stop spening moneyyyyyyyy. oh well thats what its for right?? im going grocery shopping tonight finally. we have NO food. well some, but nothing i want to eat. why do i even buy shit i dont want to eat?! but i havnt felt much like eating lately, anyways. i go through phases.
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