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[May. 29th, 2007|11:51 pm] |
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1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship?
Long distance.
2. When was the last time you showered?
Today at around 4pm.
3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Sleeping.
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Watching Criss Angel: Mindfreak with Simon.
5. Are you any good at math?
Hells no.
6. Your prom night?
Didn't care enough to go.
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
I don't think so.
8. Have you ever taken out a loan for school?
I'm currently trying to.
9. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
MySpace sucks.
10. Last thing received in the mail?
junk mail.
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
water...thats pretty much it.
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
Yeah, I actually prefer to get an answering machine since I hate talking on the phone.
13. Who did you lose your concert virginity to?
New Kids on the Block. *tumblweed*
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
I rarely go to the beach so..no.
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
A cavity filled...though I need my wisdom teeth out eventually.
16. What is out your backyard?
I have no backyard.
17. Any plans for Friday night?
Working 11am to 4pm. Afterwards...no idea.
18. Do you like the ocean?
From what I've seen, I like.
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas?
Actually yes.
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
Pretty sure I went to one on a school trip.
22. Something you are excited about?
Europe!
23. What is your favourite flavor of JELLO?
Not a fan of JELLO.
24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Nope.
25. Describe your keychain:
I don't have one.
26. Where do you keep your change?
At the bottom of my purse.
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
Highschool...*shudders*
28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
A dark gray pea coat.
29. What was the weather like on your graduation?
It was cold since for some weird reason I didn't have my graduation until November of the year I graduated.
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
Open. |
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| Random |
[May. 27th, 2007|01:43 pm] |
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I think I'm gonna import all my DJ entries to LJ and then close my DJ for good. I'm sure people are wondering why even go to the trouble to do that. Well as embarassing/bad/stupid as some of my past was, I like to hold onto it and remember stuff cuz to me its sorta funny/interesting to look back on how I used to be and be like...wow I was lame. Also I have some good memories too that I'd like to keep. I will import them all and you LJ peeps can read them if you want (not that you care that much about my life, but say if you are extremely bored one day). I had DJ for about 2 or 3 years longer than LJ so its going to take me awhile to get them all over here.
In other news...I hate working closing/pre-closing shifts and thats what I gotta do today/tomorrow. Guh..I want Tuesday! |
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| stupid people |
[May. 25th, 2007|12:20 am] |
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So wanna hear how totally loserish I am? I actually posted an ad on Craigslist looking for friends... Wow am I lame. I got people who have replied, but I dunno if I want to meet up with them cuz I always feel like I have something to prove when I meet new people. Which is stupid, why do I even care.
I guess I've been lonely lately. I don't really see my friends all that much, and Simon is fucking boring. All he does is work or sleep. I'm starting to get irritated.
Today I offically booked my flight to Germany. So I'm going July 12 to the 26th and I'm so excited. I've never been to Europe before, so it'll be great. When I told Simon he got all pissy at me and said we never do anything together. Well first of all before this Germany thing even came into my mind he said we could go anywhere I want. So I wanted to go at the end of August to Europe with him. He said yes, and then later on he said no cuz he didn't have enough money. Then he gets mad at me cuz I want to go and I can go and just cuz he can't go he's being a jerk. Its not my fault he can't save his damn money and this is a good oppurtunity for me cuz my friend lives there and when the hell else will I ever get the chance to go over there and have someone I know be there? He's being a totally baby and ignoring me and going into any room I'm not in. I don't really care. Its my life and I'll do what I want. He knows I want to travel and too fucking bad if it bugs him. Its just like with the dog. He said I could get one if I found it myself and then when I do he claims he never said that. I hate his stupid back and forth bullshit.
Anyways, yeah...otherwise today I went to the driving range with my dad and then we got ice cream. It was really hot here today, around 33C. Then I was leaving to go on the subway and I saw my mom so I went to her place for a bit.
I came back here around 10pm.
Yeah...so I'm annoyed and my stomach hurts. I need to get a new keyboard too cuz this one sucks and it hurts my fingers when I use it.
Ah well. People piss me off.
P.S. I think my FF12 is broken. It won't load. I cry. |
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| A Whole Lotta Nothing |
[May. 23rd, 2007|03:22 am] |
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Yeah...so I haven't felt like updating lately, because I feel like my life is really at the all-time high in terms of boredom. I really can't wait to go to school in the fall, cuz at least I'll feel like I'm doing something. Working all the time just isn't fulfilling. I'm looking into trying new things, but I always gotta push myself to do it and its really hard for me and I dunno why.
Yeah...so The Arcade Fire concert was wicked. Glad I got to see them live.
I worked 7 days in a row, got a couple of double shifts in there too. Worked a double on Victoria Day so yay for extra moolah. Now I'm off until Saturday so w00t for that.
Ummm yeah. My throat hurts. Need to subdue the smoking a bit.
Waiting on my friend to email me back and tell me if the dates I picked for July are ok for me to come visit her in Germany. If she says yes then I'll book the ticket. Its expensive but meh, I figure its definitly worth it. I just wish I could get my frickin' tax return already. :/
I'm on episode 4 of The Melencholy of Haurahi Suziyma or whatever its called. Pretty weird/funny anime so far. Its been hard to get back into anime, but once I start watching it again I slowly become more into seeing it.
Guitar Hero 80's is coming out in July, I must purchase that. I actually need the guitar too since I don't have it cuz Simon got me a burned copy of the game. Its fun on the controller but the guitar kicks its ass.
I'm sure you've all seen it already, but Heath Ledger's Joker looks awesome. I have a feeling he is going to be totally creepy and psycho. I can't wait. Batman beats everyone.
Need to decide what to do for my three days off. I'd like to go out since its suppose to be 28C tomorrow. Might for a swim, walk the dog etc. I dunno.
Well I should sleep. Sorry this is random. I feel more boring by the day. |
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| HELP ME |
[May. 16th, 2007|02:20 pm] |
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I will give my first unborn child to whoever can get me tickets to Arcade Fire tonight. I wanna go sooooooo badly. I keep hearing the show last night was amazing. I wanna see them. :((((
Edit: Thank you random girl off Craigslist who didn't want to go cuz she broke up with her boyfriend! You get first dibs on my baby! |
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| Stolen from cc |
[May. 13th, 2007|12:40 am] |
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| sorre |
[May. 10th, 2007|02:44 pm] |
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Yeah...long time no write. As my last entry stated, I was working a shit ton this past couple of weeks and thus I didn't really have anything important to say. And I still really don't. :/
Nothing really new is happening on my end. I found out my cousin got into NYU so I will definitly be visiting New York City more. ;D
I'm most likely going to Germany in July. I need to go find a good price on a flight. I should try to do that tomorrow since its my day off.
My back is aching. I hope it goes away and it isn't like how it was a couple of years ago when it was sore for like a month. That would suck.
I'm in this weird shopping mood lately. I saw this really cute dress at Jacob, but it was $68...but I really want it. ;-;
Also need to get some new shoes for summer aka slip ons and I'd like to get another pair of capris since I don't really do shorts. Well I got one pair of shorts from Old Navy that aren't too short so I'll probably wear those. Plus they are uber comfortable.
Eh...I guess thats about it. Relationship stuff is ok lately. Sometimes I am a whiny bitch.
I really want to rearrange the apartment though. We need a lot of new furniture. |
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[May. 6th, 2007|12:47 am] |
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I kinda, sorta, hate being in a relationship.
Yeah...and working 9 days in a row, some days double shifts, is the stupidest fucking idea ever. Friday does not come soon enough. |
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| Spiderman 3 |
[May. 4th, 2007|11:12 am] |
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At the last second Simon and I decided to check and see if it was sold out.
It wasn't so we went at midnight.
I liked it. Its tied with the first one for me as best Spiderman. The 2nd one is the worst.
I'd reccomend seeing it. Good times. |
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| Sigh |
[May. 3rd, 2007|02:13 pm] |
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Why'd I take the shift today. Why, why, why, why.
I don't want to work 8 days in a row.
I don't want to be here either because it smells and the fucking drilling above my head is making me want to freak out and kill someone.
Every.single.day.this.drilling.keeps.going.on.
I want to move out. I feel like crying. I hate this place.
I feel so depressed lately and I shouldn't. But I do.
I want to scream and cry and run away from everything and everyone.
I want to change my life.
I am afraid to, but I want to go for what I want.
Is that selfish...I dunno.
But I am not happy right now. |
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| Serious Question |
[May. 3rd, 2007|12:22 pm] |
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I have a serious question and I want as many people as possible to reply with their thoughts.
I want to know if its crueler to keep a dog that you have not too much time for or to give the dog away because of this fact.
I love my dog a lot, but I really don't know what to do anymore with her. Its mostly my fault as well. I realize now that I shouldn't have gotten her for the fact that I am hardly ever home, and can't spend time with her that much. Therefore she is destroying our apartment out of boredom or something. She's wrecked our couch, my phone, a credit card, my Starbucks partner card, my health card, my bra, shoes, books, mail etc. Simon is very frustrated with her and it causes us to fight a lot.
I don't know what to do. I don't know if this is a phase and it'll pass or if she'll get worse because of my schedule. To make matters worse I live in an apartment so its not like she can just run outside and go in a backyard. I want to move into a house but I don't know when or if that will ever happen.
If I give her away though, I want to make sure she goes to a good home which would mean it would have to be an extremely patient person. She doesn't go to the bathroom outside due to poor training on my part (though she is still a puppy so that might also factor in), she's very active, she's an extremely needy dog, it would be better if this person didn't already have pets cuz she is a huge attention whore.
I love her and I want to keep her but its getting to be really hard dealing with all these things. I feel like its not fair to me, Simon, the other pets and Ginger herself.
In September I will be starting school and working so I will be around even less which could make matters even worse. I don't know.
Everyone please tell me your thoughts. I need some serious advice. |
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| neon bible neon bible not much chance for survival |
[May. 2nd, 2007|01:53 am] |
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I like the new Arcade Fire album. I don't care what critics say. It has some songs I really like aka Neon Bible, Keep The Car Running, Black Waves/Bad Vibrations etc. The only gripe I have with it are the songs are too short. Espeically the ending to Keep The Cars Running. The build it up to what it seems like is going to be something really good and then it just ends. I hate when songs do that. Anyways, I might try to get scalper tickets for one of the nights of the shows cuz I really, really want to see them live in concert.
I work like 9 days in a row starting tomorrow. :|
I for some stupid reason took an extra shift on Thursday, which was suppose to be my day off. Guh... I guess its money. Actually I feel bad when I have days off cuz I feel like I waste them. I didn't really do anything at all today and I feel like such crap cuz of it. I get all restless and irritated. Then I feel like sleeping cuz I'm depressed cuz I'm doing nothing. Its pretty bad.
I need to do stuff. I'm sick of not doing anything. I'm a really fucking boring person.
I started drawing my comic that I plan to put online.
I want to write, draw, paint, act, kickbox, learn a language etc.
I want to see more movies, read more books, finish the shitload of anime collecting dust, beat all my stupid video games. I need to get motivated and stop being a lazy piece of crap.
I dunno, maybe all this stuff makes me feel overwhemled and I just give up. I need to do some baby steps.
Oh yeah. I wanna see Evil Dead: The Musical. That's my random thought.
I'm tired cuz I'm bored...so maybe I'll sleep. |
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| Ugh |
[Apr. 26th, 2007|12:10 am] |
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So tired. Worked a rediculous amount of hours today.
My stupid dog broke my phone. Chewed it up, so now I gotta get a new one. Ugh...I think I might go with Virgin cuz I hear they have pretty cheap deals. But lately she is getting on my nerves, she destroys everything. I dunno...just sayin'...its bothering me.
I'm off tomorrow, but I don't get to sleep in cuz I said I would be a hair model for some chick that came to the store the other day. Why I volunteered...I dunno. Wanted a free haircut. But its at frickin' 9am x_x. I am going to go do that, get the phone and go over to my mom's work and get the books for the tax return stuff. Simon claims he can do it. So yeah...I guess I will let him.
I need to clean big time tomorrow. The apartment looks like shit.
I wanna draw and read and learn and I feel like I am wasting all my energy on stuff that doesn't matter at all. Makes me feel depressed.
Oh well. In lighter news, there is about a 75% chance I'm going to Europe in July. My old best friend from elementry school is living in Germany and I might go visit her and travel around Europe for the last two weeks in July. We'll see. It would be sweet though. Just need to get the cash. >_>
Time for a shower and than sleep. |
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| Crazy ass busy to do list |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|12:40 am] |
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Ok so I closed at Bux tonight (took someone's shift) and I'm opening tomorrow. Why? Cuz I'm retarded/if I didn't I'd only have like ten hours on my pay cheque for this week...and I need bling for when I get back from NYC since this trip will take out a chunk o' change.
So for tomorrow I MUST:
1. Open at Bux until 10:30am
2. Go work at the office until 3pm.
3. Go meet my mom at the First Canadian Place to hang out before I go.
4. Email my dad an e-card for his birthday and/or call him.
5. Go to the bank and get out American money (must, MUST do this).
6. Come home, do laundry (if I am not dead tired, which I will be).
7. Take a short nap (if I have time).
8. Get online and talk to Kenny and Oni, discuss final meeting place for Friday when we all meet up and hang out.
Wednesday:
1. I'm still debating going to my last day at WC. If I haven't done the bank stuff tomorrow I will have to skip out of my last day, since Wednesday will be my deadline to get money cuz I need to be at the airport by 8:30am on Thursday.
2. Work at Bux from 4:30pm til 8:30pm.
3. Do laundry if I did not do it the night before.
4. Have tender moments with Simon.
5. Find digital camera/charge it and delete old pics on it.
6. Charge up Ipod, download some new music and put it on the Ipod.
7. Pack up my luggage.
8. Take a shower the night before as I will be too tired on Thursday morning/won't care enough to.
9. Print out hostel info and airplane ticket info.
We have to be at the airport by 8:30am. Tina's mom is driving us thankfully. Thursday and Saturday are still open for what we will do. I'm assuming Thursday we'll walk around, go to Central Park, Time's Square etc. if the weather is alright. Friday we're hanging out with Kenny and Oni. We're going to go to some museums, get some grub and then the boys are taking us to a Mets game. :P
Saturday I have no clue. Tina wants to go to some bars so we'll probably do that Saturday night or something.
I can't believe how close it is, I'm super excited and nervous. |
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| life... |
[Apr. 16th, 2007|01:14 pm] |
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I just read online about the 21 people killed at Virgina Tech and I dunno why its freaking me out now to go on my trip.
I think its just making me more afraid of the flying part. I know that makes no sense but it just makes you realize more that things that *should* be safe i.e. flying, going to fucking SCHOOL are really not. No one should ever have to worry about being killed while at school. Thats the most fucked up thing ever, and yet, it happens at least once every year. I'm going to school next year and I don't want to have to worry about being shot by some pyscho.
Life's way too easy to lose it seems. Almost anything you do could end up killing you. I think its a miracle that people live to be old with how much crap is out there that can kill us. Murders, diseases, accidents, etc. etc. Its so fucked up.
Sometimes I would be content to live in a room for the rest of my life.
I apologize, I am in a morbid mood right now. Stuff like this always affects me for a day or so. |
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| Random dandom bo bandom |
[Apr. 13th, 2007|12:46 am] |
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So I saw The Reaping tonight with father. It wasn't as bad as I expected it to be, not amazing...but watchable. Except they totally ripped off Rosemary's Baby with the ending.
Can I say I can't WAIT to be done with the office job. I know I say it all the time, but seriously...can't friggin' wait.
Today I decided I needed some retail therepy, so I went to the Eaton's Centre and bought two pairs of shorts that looked ok on me, two bras cuz I needed them and a shirt. I just need to lose a bit of weight to feel totally fine in these new clothes. Blah...I hate my body.
I just wanna say I am getting sick of driver's in this city. Twice this week I've had stupid drivers almost hit me as I was crossing the road with their stupid turning. WAIT ya jerk. I HAVE THE RIGHT OF WAY AS A PEDESTRIAN. I'm the one who has to be outside dealing with the weather elements and walking, you can wait ten seconds in your nice warm and/or cool car depending on the weather, for me to walk across the street. God...I hate drivers sometimes. If I get my liscense I have a feeling I will have road rage.
On a much better note, I found my old best friend from grade 7/8 Marisa on Facebook. We've been chatting a bit. She now lives in Hamburg, Germany doing freelance journalism. She said she used the SWAP program to get there. Damn, when I hear people I was friends with doing cool stuff like this it really makes me want to say "fuck school" and go travel. But I know for now school is the right thing cuz I worked hard to finally get in. Oh well, its only for 2 years anyways. Maybe I can go visit her.
Simon's bday is today. He is 29. I have no idea what to get him. I hate shopping for guys, its too hard. I am going to attempt to bake him a cake...yeah...that'll turn out awesome.
Oh yeah, and one question for smart computer people. For some reason I cannot view my entries, or my friend's entries on Deadjournal. I can see LJ entries fine, I can UPDATE my DJ, but when I try to view the entries it seems like its trying to load, like when a website is down, and it never does. Anyone have any idea why this is only like this when I try to view my DJ entries? Every other website is fine, I'm just having an issue with this. Oh and I should add I can see my entries, on other computers, just not my own.
Oh well. I'm friggin' tired so I will go beddy's now. 4 more days of the office job...4 more days.... |
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| its all the same...its all the same |
[Apr. 11th, 2007|10:28 am] |
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I am counting down the days til I am down with WC. Exactly one more week of putting up with this job. I wanted to stab pretty much everyone there yesterday.
I had a cyst or something on my eyelid yesterday and it hurt to blink. But I guess its gone now cuz it all feels ok.
8 days til NYC. Excited and scared. Mostly excited.
I dunno why Eastern European people who don't type English keep adding me to their LJ's. I got two of these people now. Makes no sense to me.
Uhhh...I feel like going shopping really badly. I might go tomrrow as it is pay day. =)
Blah...I am so boring lately. Really, as soon as I'm back from NYC, its time to change it all up. Everything. I know I keep saying that, but I am anxious to do it.
I need to call Scotiabank today, tell them I need a new credit card as my stupid dog chewed mine up. I should also call Second Cup as I never got my T4 from them. I need to do taxes when I get back, cuz I have no time at all between now and leaving to do really anything at all.
I should get ready to go to the crappy office. 0nly 7 more days....7 more days... |
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| w00t |
[Apr. 9th, 2007|11:18 pm] |
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I quit my office job today. I felt kinda guilty, espeically when Pam said she was sad and that I was doing a good job, but she said she was glad I was going back to school, which made me feel good. So come the 18th I am done with Wilson Christen.
I stupidly decided to take a Sunday shift at Bux, so I literally am working 10 days in a row for the jobs. I won't have a day off until I leave for New York on the 19th. Oh well, I guess its good to have money...
I'm surprisingly not worrying about the plane ride. I guess I'm trying not to think about it. I will probably freak out the night before we leave. I hope it all goes ok. I am so excited to get there though. We have a lot of plans for what we wanna do.
I really have an urge to buy some summer clothes. Even though I hate my body, espeically my thighs/ass, there is a pair of shorts at Old Navy I wanna get. They are longish so it should be ok. I wanna break out my DDR from the storage and start doing that. I remember last year when I was doing it, I would be sweating up a storm. Its great, fun exercise, unlike the bike which I find dull.
There is plans for stuff when I return. I am going to fix up this apartment.
Well I should go to bed...I gotta open tomorrow. x_x |
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[Apr. 7th, 2007|02:54 am] |
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I dunno, maybe its the weather, but I really want to just change around this entire apartment. I know if I could rearrange everything, get a new coach, get a desk in the bedroom for drawing/studying when the time comes and get some stuff on the walls, it would be really cool. I sorta want to even paint the walls another colour. Its all a boring beige. Maybe if we had some colour in here it wouldn't depress the hell outta me.
I met up with Martina today, we went and had lunch together. Talked about our New York City trip, what we should do/go to etc. Its going to be fun. I'm really excited to get out of Toronto, even if its only for a couple of days. Amanda is currently in Costa Rica...lucky bitch. Its cold here lately, and annoying. I want spring NOW.
Blah...I gotta work tomorrow, but at least its only a 4 hour shift. Then I have Sunday off, but we are going to Guelph for Easter dinner at Simon's mom's.
I am quitting the office job on Monday aka giving my two weeks notice. I am nervous, I dunno why I get scared when I quit jobs. But I will be happier once I am done with that job. It sucks having two jobs.
Oh well. Nothing more to say. Goodnight/morning as it is 3am. :P |
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| stupid |
[Apr. 5th, 2007|12:06 am] |
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Sometimes, I really....really...miss being single and living alone.
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY.
I don't even know why I bother to even try to keep the apartment looking decent, when slobs will just mess it up anyways.
Who gives a crap. |
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