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The Wild Rose Random Brutal Love Dreamer (RBLD) shmolorful, but unpicked. You are The Wild Rose. Prone to bouts of cynicism, sarcasm, and thorns, you excite a certain kind of man. Hoping to gather you up, he flirts and winks and asks you out, ultimately professing his love. Then you make him bleed. Why? Because you're the rare, independent, self-sufficient kind of woman who does want love, but not from a weakling. You don't seem to take yourself too seriously, and that's refreshing. You aren't uptight; you don't over-plan. Romance-wise, sex isn't a top priority--a true relationship would be preferable. For your age, you haven't had a lot of bonafide love experience, though, and this kind of gets to core of the issue. You're very selective. The problem is them, not you, right? You have lofty standards that few measure up to. You're out there all right, but not to be picked up by just anyone. Your exact female opposite: The Dirty Little Secret Deliberate Gentle Sex Master Always avoid: The Bachelor (DGSM) Consider: The Vapor Trail (RBLM)

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Registered for classes for next semester already. Got Principles of Accounting and Farm Business Management. The tricky part is FBMngmnt is from 12:20 to 1:15pm...Monday thru Friday. Which means I'm gonna have to do some sweet talkin' to see if Cindy'll let me take my lunch break at the same time throughout the week - and give me a five minute grace period. The accounting class isn't so bad - Tuesday and Thursday from 6 to 8pm. But then again that might not work either since I'm supposed to be working until 6 anyways. Oh boy. Back to the drawing board. I just don't want to take the 6 to 9pm class that's once a week. Or is it 6 to 10? Yikes either way. There's only so long a girl can focus, y'know?
In other news, turns out I was reading Justin's signals wrong - go figure, right? Guess he 'just doesn't want a relationship right now' but it's 'not just not with [me], with any girl.' Cuz that makes it all better. Oh well.
Watched the latest episode of Supernatural. Ah, Sam and Dean goodness. Almost makes me want to watch the rest of the series again. Which reminds me, I should probably get that back to Liz...sometime.
Found out the kitties have fleas. God knows how they got 'em, cuz they're all inside cats, except Spike might've brought 'em in and I just didn't treat him in time. Another 50 bucks outta next paycheck. Least I've got a treatment left over for Sadie, but I still gotta treat Sam too just to be safe.
Started working at City earlier this week. Cindy was telling me I would have to work at West every weekend for a month or so because one of the girls who work out there part-time up and decided to take a month off over Christmas break. Bitch. And I flat-out told Cindy I wouldn't do it because I'm not the only one who could work out there - Terri's trained to sub out there too, and why can't we train the new girls to sub too? Thankfully, Cindy agreed and so, hopefully, I'll just have to work one weekend out there instead of FOUR.
Grandpa emailed everyone and said David and his family are coming up around Christmas - yay! I haven't seen Cayden in a long time and I'm sure Karen's really excited to see her little man.
Alright, off to bed. I don't have to wake up extra early tomorrow, but we all know I like my sleep.

Okay, so I'm still living in Des Moines, but I'm now in my own house. I've got two dogs, four cats and eight kitten fosters. I'm now full-time at the Main location of the Animal Rescue League and work at the front desk, handling intakes, adoptions and phones. I'm taking one night class and two online classes at DMACC, but still don't know very many people outside work - but most of the people I know through work are my age for a change!
I was dating a guy for awhile this summer, but that didn't go anywhere. His dad lives next door and he just started coming over when his little brother and sister did (they like playing with the dogs). But his form of breaking up with me made me lose any respect for him.
I've had a few run-ins with unpleasant customers, the most serious one resulting in vandalism on my car - but you can only see it from a certain angle, and if you're really looking. I now know I can handle euthanasia on a day-to-day basis, but it still looks like it'll be a long time until I get into the medical department. But the people I work with respect me and I have a hell of a lotta respect for them. I got really lucky when it comes to most of my co-workers.
My car's on the fritz; I recently had to pay an arm, a leg and three toes to replace the alternator, and I haven't yet gone in to replace the power steering pump (again). But it's not as big a deal as it could be, so I'm not too concerned, yet.
It seems my neighborhood has 'discovered' me and my profession. Several strays have showed up at my place in the past few months, and I'm pretty sure most of them did not find their way to my house by sheer coincidence. (Hence the five extra fosters that have joined the original three.)
Well, it is now 11 pm and I've gotta get to bed. I've got the day off tomorrow, but I watch the kids next door for an hour or so in the morning before their bus comes because their parents have to be at work early.
Ta.

( my xmas stocking )

Anyone ever have one of those days where all you want to do is drown yourself in the shower? And it has to be a hot shower, because god knows if it was cold, you'd go postal.
That's pretty much what yesterday felt like to me. I was getting my books, figuring out my training schedule from work, painting my room for the second - or was it the third? - time, and watching as my head spun off my shoulders and exploded.
And then I went to see World Trade Center with my aunt and a friend of her's. I'd recommend it, but only if you've dealt with the harsh reality of it all. I was worried about seeing it, because of the impact 9/11 had on me, but I was okay. And the movie is very well done. So if you're up for it, I'd go see it.
Steph and I did a really cursory cleaning of the house today. Okay, actually I cleaned my bathroom and Steph cleaned her bathroom and her room and vacuumed the house. You do the math. But seriously, if we don't keep after the dog hair in this house you'd think that the house itself was shedding. There's so much of it! And most of it is from Snickers!
I swear, that dog does not stop shedding! Honest to god, I was just outside not half an hour ago and brushed him for a good twenty minutes at least, and when he finally got sick of it and took off, the last chunk of hair I'd pulled out of him was the same size, if not bigger than, the first chunk. It comes out in tufts too - the most effective way to remove these is just by grabbing them with three fingers and pulling them out. I'm pretty sure it doesn't hurt him at all and for some reason the shedding comb doesn't work worth a damn on them.
Steph and I started talking about Josh again yesterday. She pretty much knew most of the backstory, because when I primarily moved in, I'd mentioned that he was my tenative date for Dad's wedding. But we were in the car, headed to Sherwin Williams for paint that would actually stick to the concrete floor in my room, and I don't remember how, but it all just kind of spilled out of my mouth. Practically everything too. The amazing things he's said to me, how I feel about him, how everyone thought I was such a dork because I thought my feelings for him were my own little secret, when it seems in actuality the entire world could know just by looking at us...and how sick it makes me feel every time I wonder if he's actually going to call me.
How much of an idiot I feel like for letting him have the opportunity to break my heart all over again. Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice, right? Well, what happens the third time? Do we both explode into flaming balls of fire because we're both so stupid that the Powers That Be decide we can't be allowed to effect the planet any more, much less have a normal, quiet death?!? Cuz if that's gonna happen, it'd be real great if it could happen before I start class tomorrow. You know, if we're not on a schedule or anything.
I'm holding my breath, just waiting for the bomb to drop. He won't call and tell me that he doesn't think it'll work out, because the man doesn't know how to pick up a phone and dial, I swear. He just...won't call. I won't know when he's moved into his dorm. I won't know when his first game is, and then when Liz calls to see if I'm going, I won't have any clue what she's talking about, cuz he won't have told me.
So when I realize what she's saying, and realize what that means, I'll very calmly tell her that I'm working, or that I have homework and won't be able to make it to this one...maybe next time. Then I'll hang up the phone, and if my standard reaction to bad news is what comes next, I'll put it out of my mind. I'll throw myself into something else and try my damndest not to think about it, because if I think about it, I know I won't be able to stop. And if I can't stop, I'll lose it and all my hard work, everything that I've sweat and bled for the past few weeks will go to waste because I won't be able to work, I won't be able to concentrate in school, I won't even be able to summon up the emotion to care either.
But hey, at least I'll know for sure. Right?

I HATE SCHEDULING!!!!!!!!!!!

That being said, allow me to elaborate.
Okay, so I finally get all my classes registered for and whatnot (the final FINAL schedule of such has been revised from my previous post. What is up now is the actuality.) and then I get a call from ARL as to when my training is. Every night next week for at least two and a half hours - then there's the real humdinger on Tuesday from 12:30 to 8:30 and the fun one on Saturday that's 8 to 6:30 - I have training. Next week is also my first week of college. As a freshman. I'm looking at all this, thinking I'm going to be fine if I just take it one mind-ruining step at a time. Then my aunt Steph looks at it and shows me the reality with a "Oh no, you can't do this!"
She was right.
So I dropped another class. I am now at 12 credits. And will survive.
Oh yeah, and we painted my room's floor. Again.

So my new classes and workdays - otherwise known as the Schedule of Doom - are as follows: (Liz, write this down.)

MONDAY:
8:00am - 8:55am Intro to Veterinary Technology
9:05am - 10:00am Domestic Animal Physiology
12:20pm - 1:15pm Veterinary Clinic Pathology 1
7:00pm - 8:40pm Intro to General Chemistry (Urban Campus)

TUESDAY:
10:05am - 12:05pm Domestic Animal Physiology

WEDNESDAY:
8:00am - 8:55am Veterinary Medical Terminology
9:05am - 10:00am Domestic Animal Physiology
12:20pm - 1:15pm Veterinary Clinic Pathology 1
7:00pm - 8:40pm Intro to General Chemistry (Urban Campus)

THURSDAY:
10:05am - 12:05pm Veterinary Clinic Pathology 1
7:00-pm - 8:40pm Intro to General Chemistry (Urban Campus)

FRIDAY:
4:00pm - 8:30pm Work @ ARL South
12:00am - ? Midnight Monopoly

SATURDAY:
10:00am - 6:30pm Work @ ARL South

SUNDAY:
9:00am - 5:30pm Work @ ARL South

Learn to study, eat, sleep, breathe in the meantime. Meh. It could be worse.

Well, I'm finally moved to Des Moines, for good...well, for the next two years or so anyways.
All my crap is either sitting out in the back seat of my car or down in my room, or in the basement and hasn't quite made it to my room as of yet. That's what I need to do today - actually move in.
I had my meeting with two ladies at ARL this morning, and it went great. They seem like really cool people, and though I won't actually be working with either one of them, I have a feeling the people I will be working with will be awesome too.
My hours (if I do get the job, it's not official yet) are Fridays 4-8:30, Saturdays 10-6:30 (I think. It may just be 6.) and Sundays 9-5:30. So I only work the weekends, and I'm hoping to all the gods that Josh's games aren't ALL during these times, otherwise I'm gonna feel absolutely terrible. I didn't go see any of his games this summer, and I felt like a bad friend, and now I'll feel even worse if I won't get to see any of his college games.
Oh yeah, for the record, we are now, I believe the term is "on-again". Yeah, I know, I know.
But now I have a whole list of crap to do and I'm not really sure why I'm on the computer (and have been for the past hour and a half), but oh well. List is as follows (because I know you're all dying to hear it.):
- Get off computer
- Wait...find directions to and from the following:
-Wells Fargo
-Department of Motor Vehicles
-Place where I can vacuum out my car (open Dorito bag = badness)
-Cosmetology school cuz I need a haircut and they do it cheap
- NOW get off computer
- bring remainder of stuff in from car
- park car back out on street
- put bookcase together
- drag other boxes into room
- clothes in dresser
- books on bookcase
- call/email Gen & Clarence
- somewhere amongst these duties, call Liz and see if she would like to help or just come over and hang out.
Bugger.

So I just had my interview for the kennel technician at Animal Rescue League, and it went SUPER good. Only problem is with scheduling, which I hope isn't going to be a real big problem, cuz I want this job so bad. I mean, it's perfect. I get to work with animals, it's close enough to Steph's house that I'm not gonna get lost, or waste gas getting there, and I GET PAID TO WORK WITH ANIMALS!!!! I mean, are ya kiddin' me?!?! It'd be amazing!
See, a woman called me from DMACC like half an hour ago and told me that I may be able to get into the Vet Tech program this semester because some spots opened up, but I need to take this qualifying exam and she wants the spots filled by next Wednesday. So I have to call the assessment team, get a quick spot for the next Biology exam and then when I pass that, if I get into the program, my course schedule is gonna be all rearranged and stuff. I gave the lady who interviewed me at ARL my current class hours, telling her what times I would be available to work, but that may all change in the next week or so.
Bugger me sideways.
But in other news, Bear and Snickers are FINALLY starting to get along. Snickers is my aunt's dog and he and Bear were getting into little scuffles this week. And nobody got hurt, but some pretty heavy snarling and barking was goin' on. I was worried that Bear might continue to bully Snickers and thats a big problem, cuz this is Snickers' house and I was afraid I might have to send Bear home.
But I was sitting out in Steph's backyard, talking on the phone with Dani - who's freaking out by the way, cuz she got her loan, and is now leaving for England in FIVE DAYS!!! - and Bear started chasing Snickers around the yard. I was about to step in and tell Bear off, when all of a sudden, both dogs practically turned on a dime, and Snickers was chasing Bear! And they kept doing that for a few minutes, started play-wrestling a little bit, and no aggressive barking or nipping...I wanted to jump up cheering!
So I'm this close to getting an awesome job and my dog isn't going to rip my aunt's dog to shreds. Yay!

Quick Recap: Josh and I made out, he decided we shouldn't be together, gave me half a dozen reasons that all turned out to just be a cover because he was actually just nervous of a change in our relationship.
So we were gonna try again...And that was a week ago, and the last that I've heard from him. We fooled around a bit that night, and now I feel like a whore. Nothing really serious happened, but I still don't know what to think.
He's telling me one thing, I'm getting a completely different vibe from him...and my brain is telling me to GET OUT NOW!!!
Then there's the whole part where he's driving me absolutely crazy. We used to talk about motherfuckin' EVERYTHING together, and now I'm finding out important stuff that's happened to him from the friggin' newspaper! (He's in sports and is pretty damned good too, so him being in the paper is normal.)
I used to get excited when he was around, and it wasn't the "I wonder what's gonna happen with us!" excited, it was the "hey Josh is here" excited. Now I feel like I'm gonna throw up whenever I see him, and it doesn't help that he's avoiding me.
I want to be with him. Kissing him is amazing and lots of fun, and talking with him is as great as it's always been. Or at least it was. Now I can't even get him to call me back, much less talk about anything worthwhile.

So I think we've morphed. First we were the 'third hips' of each other, then we became SLIGHTLY more dignified when we got the Three...no, four...no FIVE Musketeers together, and now we've thrown that all out the window and have assumed the roles of the Mutant Ninja Turtles. Wow.
Take the quiz:
Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?

Donatello
You've been described as 'the brains' of your family or group of friends. You're the natural born, 'Mr. Fixit'. You're also considered the most reserved, preoccupied with your own little thoughts and ideas. But that doesn't mean you don't hang with your family and friends! But, you still find it easy to get lost in your own thoughts...daydreaming often. You'd rather talk things out than fight. You long for a day when there's nothing but peace in the world, and when you can finally rest with your own thoughts. Violence is something the world could completely live without. One of your labels may be, 'true to blue friend'. You're strong at heart and powerful at mind.

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Heh-heh.

Below fill in the numbers 1-8 with the top eight on your friends list and answer each question! Be truthfull!

Okay, but these are in no particular order!

1. Liz
2. Dani
3. Josh
4. Molly
5. Tiah
6. Casey
7. Amy
8. Devon

1) Why is the person in spot 4 there?:
Because she was the next person I thought of after Josh.
2) Have you ever hugged 8?:
...I think so.
3) Out of your top eight, who was the last one with whom you rode in a car?
Casey, I think. It's been so long since I've seen any of them!
4) When was the last time you talked to 2 on the phone?:
Oh lord. At least two weeks ago. Maybe more.
5) How do you know 3?
He's Dani's cousin.
6) Is 2 taken or single?:
Last I knew she was taken.
7) When did you meet 7?
In French class.
8) Would 4 & 5 make a good couple?:
No. They're like sisters.
9) What about 1 & 7?:
Liz and Amy? Shit, you'd have to ask them. Probably not though. Liz has personal touch... issues, and Amy's in a committed relationship.
10) When was the last time you kissed 3?:
Never, but...Yeah, we won't go there.
11) What is your favorite thing about 1?:
Her very odd sense of humor. I don't know! Liz is my best friend!!! That's my favorite thing about her I guess!
12) What about 7?:
Oh definitely her sense of humor. The girl takes just about anything I say and turns it into comedic material.
13) What does 5 usually call you for?:
Tiah doesn't call me. She has Molly for stuff like that.
14) Who is funniest out of your top 8?:
Amy Dani Molly and Liz. Not in that order, but when the five of us get together...there's a reason we're the three...FIVE musketeers.
15) Who is your favorite to talk to when you're down?:
Molly or Dani
16) Would you ever date 2?:
Dani's too high-maitenance for me. I'm lazy.
17) Who has SEEN you cry?:
Liz, Casey, Tiah, Molly, Dani...I think thats it.
18) Describe 4 in 4 words:
Hilarious good listener intelligent
19) Does 7 have any siblings?:
One older brother and I think thats it
20) What are the last four numbers of 6's phone number?:
Oh shit. Its either 3991 or 3491. I dont have it on me either. Sorry Casey!
21) What would you do with 1 if you were locked in a room?
Talk. Lots of talking.
22) Do you have any classes with 8?:
Not last year and next year we're gonna be across the country from each other so...not so much.
23) What's your favorite memory with 1:
When we became friends. It was just the weirdest thing cuz we were sitting across from each other in Math class and one day we just couldnt stop laughing at the stupidest things each other was saying...next thing I knew we were best buds.
25) When was the last time you saw 6 in person?:
His graduation party right before I left for France.
26) What song reminds you of 2?:
Superhero Girl by Eve6 at the moment.
27) What is something you don't like much about 5?:
Sometimes shes just a little bit too depressed. I just dont understand some of it.
28) Who has the nicest car out of all eight?
Liz will claim the Aurora is hers for this, but I actually dont like it very much. Dani by association with the Cougar...but Im sorry guys, Im a sucker for POS trucks. Josh wins, hands down!
29) How tall is 3?:
Oh geez...taller than me? Will that work?
30) How about 2?:
About my height, maybe a hair taller.
31) When is 6's birthday?
November 17, 1987
32) With whom have you been to a concert?
Liz, Good Charlotte, 2003
33) 7 single or taken?:
Oh so taken.
34) Do you have fun with 1?
Thats a stupid question. Shes my best friend.
35) Have you ever gotten drunk with 8?
Not so much, no.
36) Who smokes cigarettes out of your top 8?:
No one.
37) What reminds you of 4:
Socks and France
39) Out of your top eight, who has the funniest screen name?:
Right now, me! J'etait une stripteaseuse trafficant?!?
40) Which two people on your list makes them different from the rest?
Amy and Tiah arent going to college next year.
41) What's ONE inside joke between you & 1:
*headboombrainsgone* just one????
43) Do you trust 6?
Yep
44) What's a joke that you share between most of the people on your list?:
The Five Musketeers
45) When was the last time 4 saw you cry?:
One time when I got so frustrated with life at home that I punched the whiteboard. Had bruises for a week.
46) How far away does 2 live?:
From where I am now? Across the friggin' ocean. From my house? 2, 3 miles, tops.
47) Can 6 dance?:
Yeah he can dance. He took me to prom and homecoming and we danced all night.
48) Who is taller than you, and whos shorter?
Taller - Josh, maybe Dani, Devon, Casey, maybe Amy. The rest are shorter (Molly, Tiah, Liz)
49) Who is the youngest on your list?
Amy
50) Who is the oldest?:
Tiah

If I am in this house much longer, I will wind up killing my mother. No joke.

She never stops telling me how worthless I am and how much I could improve if I only tried. I can't even count the number of times in the last few months or so that she's told me to go to hell, or even damned me - straight to my face. Yeah, and she's trying to figure out why I'm depressed. Uh...duh?

I can't stand listening to this much longer. And I thought maybe she'd lighten up a bit since I'm graduating in a month or so and she won't see me accept for maybe once a month or so...No such luck. If anything - no scratch that, she HAS gotten worse. I just don't know what to do anymore.

I do not want to end up like Tony where I am constantly trying to look for ways to be away from home, just so I don't have to see my family. Cuz if I do, there'll be fighting. I DO NOT want to be like that, but these days that's what it's getting to be like. And now that I have a car, it's a lot easier, and as long as I keep my phone turned off, she'll never find me. But I can't just do that every day. I shouldn't have to.

Liz, Angie, I know you guys are probably looking at this and going, "Katy, you're such a drama queen. I would kill to have your mother," or whatever it is you say when you think I'm exagerating about how my home life is. Go right ahead. I can't stop you.

I also can't prove you wrong. But I really don't have to. I'm unloading right now to a computer screen for Christ's sake. Fuck.

- Katy

Since I don't know how to bold, we're just gonna put stars there.

Napoleon Dynamite
Saw
White Noise
White Oleander
Anger Management*
50 First Dates
Friday The 13th
Scream
Scream 2
Scream 3
Scary Movie
Scary Movie 2
Scary Movie 3*
American Pie
American Pie 2
American Wedding
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone*
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets*
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban*
Resident Evil*
Resident Evil: Apocalypse*
The Wedding Singer
Little Black Book
The Village
Donnie Darko
Lilo & Stitch*
Finding Nemo*
Finding Neverland*
13 Ghosts
Signs
The Grinch*
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
White Chicks
The Butterfly Effect*
13 going on 30*
I, Robot*
Dodgeball
Universal Soldier
A Series Of Unfortunate Events*
Along Came A Spider
Deep Impact
Sahara*
Never Been Kissed*
Meet The Parents*
Meet The Fockers
Eight Crazy Nights
A Cinderella Story*
The Terminal*
The Lizzie McGuire Movie*
Passport to Paris*
Dumb & Dumber
Dumb & Dumberer
Final Destination
Final Destination 2
Halloween
Halloween 2
Halloween 3
Halloween 4
Halloween 5
H20
Halloween: the Resurrection
The Ring
The Ring 2
Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
Practical Magic*
Chicago*
Ghost Ship
From Hell*
Team America: World Police
Hellboy
Secret Window*
I Am Sam
The Whole Nine Yards
The Day After Tomorrow
Child's Play
Bride of Chucky
10 Things I Hate About You*
Just Married*
Gothika*
A Nightmare on Elm Street
Sixteen Candles
Bad Boys 2
Joy Ride
Seven
Ocean's Eleven*
Ocean's Twelve*
Identity
Lone Star
Bedazzled
Predator
Predator II
Independence Day*
Cujo
A Bronx Tale
Darkness Falls
Christine
ET*
Children of the Corn
My Boss' Daughter
Maid in Manhattan*
Frailty
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days*
She's All That*
Calendar Girls*
Sideways
Mars Attacks
Event Horizon
Ever After*
Forrest Gump
Big Trouble in Little China
X-Men*
X-Men 2*
Jeepers Creepers
Jeepers Creepers 2
Catch Me If You Can*
The Others
Freaky Friday*
The Italian Job*
Man on Fire*
Braveheart
Cruel Intentions*
The Hot Chick*
Swimfan
Miracle
Friday Night Lights
Old School
Ray*
The Notebook*
K-Pax
Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring*
Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers*
Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King*
A Walk to Remember*
Sweet Home Alabama*
Moulin Rouge*
Boogeyman
Hitch*
The Fifth Element
Star Wars episode I: The Phantom Menance*
Star Wars episode II: Attack Of The Clones*
Star Wars episode III: Revenge of the Sith*
Star Wars episode IV: A New Hope*
Star Wars episode V: The Empire Strikes Back*
Star Wars episode VI: Return Of The Jedi*
Troop Beverly Hills
Swimming with Sharks
Trainspotting
People Under the Stairs
Blue Velvet
The Sound of Music*
Parent Trap*
The Burbs
SLC Punk
Meet Joe Black
Wild Things*
A Clockwork Orange
The Order
Spiderman*
Spiderman 2
Amelie
Mean Girls*
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
Shrek*
Shrek 2*
The Incredibles
Collateral
The Fast & The Furious*
2 Fast 2 Furious
Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
Closer
The Sixth Sense*
a.i. - Artificial Intelligence
Love Actually*
The Sweetest Thing
Shutter
Ella Enchanted*
The Princess Diaries*
The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement*
The Breakfast Club*
October Sky*
Remember the Titans*
Titanic*
Boondock Saints
American History X
Fight Club
Heavenly Creatures
Stealing Beauty
Like Water For Chocolate
Powwow Highway
Secretary
But I'm A Cheerleader
I <3 Huckabees
Ripley's Game
Coffee And Cigarettes
Taxi Driver
Silence Of The Lambs
The Exorcist
If Lucy Fell
Lady Jane
When Harry met Sally
Me, Myself & Irene
Kung Fu Hustle
Sin City
Labyrinth*
Much Ado About Nothing*
The Cowboy Way
Paulie
Blazing Saddles
Galaxy Quest
Guildenstern and Rosencrantz are Dead
Citizen Kane
You Can Count on Me
Young Frankenstein*
Raiders of the Lost Ark*
Starman
St. Elmos Fire
Coyote Ugly*
The Other Sister
Rainman
Little Shop of Horrors
Chasing Amy
House of Sand and Fog
Mildred Pierce
The Big Lebowski
Mallrats
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
The Goonies
Starsky & Hutch
Saved!
The Upside of Anger
Sweet Sweetback's Baadasssss Song
The Cat's Meow
The Rutles
Waking Ned Devine*
Pirates of the Caribbean*
Little Women*
Huck Finn
National Treasure*
O Brother Where Art Thou?
Dick
Howard the Duck
Garden State
Hero
Spinal Tap
Almost Famous
Before Sunrise
Before Sunset
Troy*
Gone With The Wind*
Chocolat*
Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
Now and Then*
Romeo and Juliet*
Ferris Bueller's Day Off*
Grease*
Guess Who's Coming to Dinner?
Mr. North
The African Queen
The Wizard of Oz*
Country Girl
Romeo Must Die
Bringing Up Baby
The Aviator
An Affair To Remember
Sabrina
Holiday
Conspiracy Theory
Stage Door
Rigoletto
White Christmas*
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
The Wedding Planner*
Arsenic and Old Lace
A Day at the Races
Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory*
Bend it Like Beckham*
A Beautiful Mind
Urban Legend
Dead Poet's Society
Kill Bill vol. 1*
Kill Bill vol. 2
The Royal Tenenbaums
The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
American Beauty
A Chorus Line
Iron Jawed Angels
Phantom of the Opera*
A League of Their Own
Stuart Little*
Notting Hill
A Lot Like Love
Along Came Polly
Billy Madison
Happy Gilmore
Igby Goes Down
Sid and Nancy
Bruce Almighty*
The Usual Suspects
Chances Are
SWAT*
House of Wax
Master and Commander: The Far Side of the World
Gladiator*
Gosford Park
The Jacket
Red Dragon
Hannibal
Elizabeth
Quills
Velvet Goldmine
Chuck and Buck
Titus
The Pillow Book
Queen Margot
Sex, Lies and Videotape
His Girl Friday
Persuasion
Party Girl
Top Hat
Singing in the Rain*
Spirited Away
House of Flying Daggers
Goodbye Lenin
Willow
Battle Royale
Dude, Where's My Car?
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Josie and the Pussycats*
Romancing the Stone
Mystery Men
Bound
Crossroads*
Dawn Of The Dead
Shaun Of The Dead
The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy
Gattaca
Varsity Blues*
The Manchurian Candidate*
Out of Sight
Three Kings
Intolerable Cruelty*
On Golden Pond*
The Goodbye Girl
Mr. Holland’s Opus*
Six Weeks
Bring it On*
Clerks
Latter Days
View from the Top*
Empire Records
Prince of Darkness
I'm Gonna git you Sucka
Dune
Beautiful Thing
Defying Gravity
Footloose*
School of Rock
As Good as it Gets
Fargo
Pulp Fiction
Camille
Super Troopers*
Slipstream
Better Off Dead
The Right Stuff
Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves*
House On Haunted Hill
Quigley Down Under*
The Grudge*
The Princess Bride*
Deathtrap
Equilibrium
Better Than Chocolate
Talented Mr. Ripley
Priscilla, Queen Of The Desert
Orgazmo
Ned Kelly*
Kingdom of Heaven*
Hidalgo*
Once Upon A Time In Mexico
Rogue Trader
Dirty Dancing*
What About Bob?
Crimson Tide
Field of Dreams
The American President
Desperado*
Big Daddy*
Dracula: Dead and Loving It
Alfie
Robin Hood: Men In Tights*
Ghost in the Darkness
Gossip
Neverending Story
Pearl Harbor*
Rundown
Pay it Forward*
Two Weeks Notice*
Good Will Hunting*
Finding Forrester*
My Own Private Idaho
The Mexican
A River Runs Through It*
The Net
28 Days
The Boy
King Arthur*
Romy and Michele's High School Reunion*
Alexander

If your friends were in a generic High School shoujo manga... by Sangosama
Your LJ/Xanga name:
The excessively hyper and positive Hero/Heroine:	anoyo
The quirky best friend (and sometimes rival):	amenoai
The athletically adept tomboy:	sdrawkcabyllom
The cross-dressing bishonen/bishoujo:	moonchild335
The unbelievably brilliant archnemesis:	milady_kat
The permanently angsty bishonen:	ai_saki
The Yankee who is inevitably saved by the Hero/Heroine:	_shades_
The sage (yet sultry) school nurse...with a dark past!:
The science teacher all the girls (and some of the boys) have a not-so-secret crush on:
The megalomaniacal school Prinicipal:
(Check here if this is a Xanga account, not an LJ: )

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I'm way behind in school, Liz is really sick and her dad's blowing it off, my place of employment is moving and my boss is driving me nuts, colleges send me ten letters a day, all demanding that I go to their school, I still don't have the money to buy a car or an apartment, Bear pooped on my bed yesterday, my little sister gets worse by the minute it seems and my mother is planning on hospitalizing me today because I was so close to cutting this morning it was scary. For her, that is. Me, I can't really feel anything but stress right now so fear is a far-off dimension unknown to this female's psyche.
...you know.
Just to fill you in.

That's right. You read the title correctly. I mean, don't ask me why i'm MAD at student council, cuz i'm not really. It's just that the stupid fundraisers they come up with have managed to seriously de-construct the realm of stability that i've managed to build up over the past couple of months. We - as in OHS students - filled out a survey a couple of weeks ago, to see who we were 'compatible' with. The surveys were analyzed and all that jazz, and today we were able to pay $2 for our results - overpriced, I know. Apparently they didn't get enough last year. Whatever.
So I go and give 'em my two bucks cuz I could use a bit of entertainment, and what do they give me? In the top 10 guys I'm compatible with is none other than my ex-boyfriend and the guy that I asked out a month ago who didn't even have the balls to say no, just said yes and never spoke to me again. I didn't get a chance to see what other shit was written down because I exploded with, "You've gotta be fucking kidding me!" and Liz wanted to see my sheet, so she grabbed it and took it with her to Lifework Prep. Now I'll be lucky if it's not been spread through her entire class by the time the bell rings. Which means - now I don't know who's all in her class - that people that I would rather they didn't hear about it, probably will. Same thing happened two weeks ago, Levi - guy I like - and Kyle - dick who couldn't say no - are in her first hour class, they drilled her on me, and apparently she spilled all the beans. I don't really know what happened, but...It seems like my friends can't keep their mouths shut sometimes. Angie did everything BUT tell Levi that I liked him, and Liz seems ready and willing to tell stuff about me to three or four guys in her class. I just don't like it that they do that kind of stuff.
And don't even get me STARTED on the guys who couldn't just ask me this stuff, and just HAD to go around and ask my friends before they even were honest with me.
At least Levi...wait, I don't have to defend him. He's a big boy. In the truly unlikely event that he reads this, he can either do something about it or not. He doesn't need a keeper and he already has a mother.

Someone told me today that a close friend of mine was suffering from anxiety disorder. This I was well aware of, but I didn't know the severity of her condition. It seems that her anxiety level was off the charts, she's severely depressed and needs serious help as well as people to make her eat, because she normally won't on her own.
I've been best friends with this girl the entirety of my highschool career. For those of you who don't know me, that's the majority of three years. She is one of the two or three reasons I'm alive today to tell you this, and I found out about the severity of her condition through someone else. The only way I found out she had even been diagnosed was because another person who isn't that close to either of us brought it up to me, thinking that I would know what was going on. I was clueless and it was like a shot to the chest that I had to find out about this from someone else.
I always knew something was wrong with her, but she always would blow it off whenever we tried to bring it up, and so after three years of hearing that it was no big deal, she's always been like this, I started to believe it. I mean, who's better to know what's going on with oneself, than the actual person?!? I kept telling her she needed to get help, she always blew me off. Her parents never let her do anything fun for herself, and it's like she just keeps getting worse and worse, but no one will ever DO anything about it!
And so you ask, why didn't I do anything? I did. The only other thing I could have done was drag her into one of my therapy sessions and sit on her until she talked. Which does no good, I've tried the sitting thing.
The thing that is really bugging me is that it took her this long to do something about it. And she's acting like I don't matter by not telling me shit.

Right so, now is Computer Science and I'm pretty much fighting tooth and nail to get the whole overlaying of images concept through my brain. Okay, rather the overlaying of more than two images. It's vastly confusing. Liz...HELP!!!