It took me a while, sorry. But finally, Maou is here~♥


MAOU ep.3



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This is a TBS drama so I'm going to lock it in 4 days.

If there is something that always moves it's fireworks.
I took this picture last night when I went to Giudecca (one of Venice's islands) with my friends. Just beautiful! ^___^

Anyway, thank to dearest chirusea_3 I finally received my "Dream 'A' live" tour goods!! *____*


Btw, I can't understand people who don't understand why I worry when something bad happens to an artist I like.
Always, in my life, I've ALWAYS listened to music with my heart, not only with ears. Because this is what music was born for, to give emotions.
I never became fan of someone because of his technical ability with guitar or staff like that, but because he/she was able to reach my heart and tell me something with his/her music. When I'm fan of an artist, I'm fan of him/her as a person first.
So, if a person do his/her best everyday, working hard to put his/her emotions and feeliings in those songs, reaching my heart and influencing my life, why shouldn't I take care of him/her?
Ok, I don't know them in person and they don't know me.. but if someone, even without knowing me, through his/her music was able to help me and give me the strenght I needed in a difficult moment, or just to make me smile, why shouldn't I be worried if something bad happens to him/her??
For me it's such an obvious thing. And I say that because all the artists I like for me are persons before being artists, and I don't like to see other people sad..
People who think that behave like this is stupid, or say things like: "He /she is beautiful and famous and has no reasons at all to feel sad or lonely" really makes me angry. For me this is called lack of sensibility..
That's all.

This is no summer at all. It's cold and always rains. And of course, in my days off is going to rain for sure. And I can't go to the beach. ;__;
Yesterday I also felt sick at work and I was falling down from the chair. So I closed the shop for a while nd went to buy some candies and chocolate to cheer me up.

Lately I feel like listening to Ayu's "Secret" album (I've also dreamt about it tonight O_O) but I have no time at all. It's absurd how I absolutely have nothing to do when I am at work (I read all Namie Amuro's book, a 160 pages Japanese only book, in only 3 days) and when I come back home have no time to do anything. But it's for an important goal so I'll do my best!!

And tonight I absolutely HAVE TO start selling things on Ebay (I have some Gackt and Pierrot's staff plus various mangas) because I need money to buy the only two Arashi's live dvd I still miss. >_<

Today I was so happy, I'm now a Stormy translator and my first translation (Arashi school calendar 2008-2009 interviews ^^) is finally up at Aibakaland!

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But now I'm so disappointed... because I read THIS!
I wish this is not true, but if it'd be...?
Subaru is a crazy, we already know, but... HOW CAN A HUMAN BEING DO SUCH A THING???!!! As he is a person I used to love and respect I'm really sad, disappointed and angry. And I can't stand Japanese girls saying things like: "That girls was so bad, poor Subaru...". POOR SUBARU??? HE'S NOT POOR AT ALL!!!
And I still love him, and i still respect him as an artist, but I'm really disappointed... And if this thing is true I wish he has to pay for what he did. Because it's the only right thing to do, make him pay for that.
And Kanjani8's will scares me so much.... ;____;

Anyway, I hope this is not true. I really hope it. Because I really love you Baru, and I want to believe you.
*let's cross our fingers and keep on hoping for it to be false ><*

edit: I didn't want to accuse baru without proofs, I only was shocked. Jaa, oyasumi. 

I feel awfully bad...
For almost 20 years I've been trying to change something I really hate of myself. Something that makes me always feel so damn stupid. And after all these years I didn't change that thing yet.
I want to stop worrying about what people think of me, and be ashamed of myself, my world and the things I like in front of others.
Ayu and Tsuyoshi taught me, through their lyrics and words, that everyone should show their true self to the world and be proud of it, even if others think that they're strange. They taught me that I have to keep on walking straight to my way, even if others say me that it's wrong.
My beloved Sho taught me that "my life is my message" and I have to show my real self through the things I do in my life, without hiding anything.
But I'm still here, trying to change something I'll maybe never be able to change. Because I'm the first person who dislikes myself. And it's frustrating....


Btw,
Maou's 2nd episode is coming soon! Stay tuned~ ♥

I (finally XD) pre-ordered Arashi's new single!! *__*
Even if I'm so angry because this time there are TWO limited editions!! >_< (and WHERE is "Green"????)
I was going mad thinking things like: "Which one should I buy?" or "And if I'll buy both versions?". Then, I decided I just CAN'T buy two versions of the same single only for a different pv, because I'm a poor girl.. So, I pre-ordered the one woth "Truth" pv! Because I love that song and I was waiting for its pv so much.

And now, Arashi... I'm waiting for a GOOD pv!!! è_____é



Btw,

!! ANNOUNCEMENT !!
As I said 5 days ago, I locked the post with Maou's first episode.
If you still want to download it, just friend me. ^^ Thanks!


And now... work is waiting for me!! T___T

Tonight I'm all alone at home and I'm terribly scared by that. °___°'''''' (yes, being home alone at night is one of the things that scares me the most ^^;;; ) But my friends are all at their parents home and my boyfriend has to work tomorrow so he can't stay here. Poor me... ;_____;

Anyway, today I was making some necklaces at work. I chose the hearts' colours I liked the most from the wide variety we have and putted them together on the table. Then I stopped, staring at them and thinking: "They remember me something.. but WHAT?". And finally, after 15 minutes or more, I came to an answer...
They were exactly FIVE, and they were exactly the five colours of Arashi: yellow (Nino), pink (Sho! XD Originally it's red but they often use pink ^^; but I know, pink is my favourite colour and I'm sure Sho wears it for me è_év), violet (Jun), blue (riida) and green (Aiba). ^^; I'm shocked. O_O I don't know if I have to say that "I love Arashi so much that I always, unconsciously, think of them" or that I'm crazy. XDD


And today i pre-ordered "Arashi around Asia" photobook, yeah!! *_*
Even if.. guess... I'm still waiting for "Truth" pre-order XDD I want that single SO much (><'')


Nya~ Sorry if I'm always talking about Arashi, but I spend all my days working at the shop and there's nothing interesting at all in my life. ;__; And well, Arashi are love ♥.

And talking about Arashi and love....


And last (but absolutely NOT LEAST!!!).. today talking (by sms XD) with nana_komatsu7 I realized that "Yattaman" is coming out in Japanese cinemas on March 2009, and I'm going to leave for Tokyo on April 2009. So, maybe I'll be able to see Sho-Yattaman in a Japanese cinema!! *_* And I'll walk around Tokyo streets full of Sho!! *__*
OMG! Thank you Sho for loving me this much ♥.

I've been without seeing News zero for quite a long time. And for a Sho chan's fan as I am it's absolutely DAME!!! (x__x)
So yesterday i restart watching it.

Here it is, yesterday's News zero uploaded on mediafire! ^_^





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(originally postet on clubbox by my12)

I've been waiting for Arashi's new single preorder for about a week.. and I'm still waiting for it!! This wait is killing me... il||li ＿|￣|○ il||li
I LOVE "Truth", it's such a beautiful song and I can't wait to see a pv for it and have the single materially in my hands. But... where is my preorder??? （＞＜）

Anyway, tomorrow my boss is going to pay me!!! *___* They've already said me the total amount of my pay and it's even more than what I thought. Yey!! *_*
If I'll keep going on this way I could save a lot of money before next April, when I'm going to leave for my 1 year long stay in Tokyo. Can't wait for that day to come.. *___* I've already started looking for an apartment. But.. will I ever find a small flat in Tokyo with PRIVATE kitchen, shower and toilet??? (O___O'') I don't want to share anything with anyone... Σ(T□T) Or at least, I don't want to share my bed, kitchen and bathroom.. XDD

By the way...
*Italian only*
Ganbatte a te!! ^*^ Vedrai che domani andrà benissimo! ^__^
E poi ci vediamo, yey~ (*>ω<*)


(-'＿'‐)ε￣*)СНЦ☆彡 <- and it has no sense at all here but it's just too cute ♥.

I realize I'm fool when I write in my schedule book the name of Arashi's new photobook and when I open it the day after I notice that, instead of "ARASHI ARE ALIVE", I wrote "ARASHI ARE LOVE". XDD

Anyway, talking about realizing something.. there are moments in my life when I realize that Venice is really beautiful. Even if I used to hate it when i was a child, even if it's unconfortable to live in, or if it's smelly.. it's just beautiful! ♥ And I love to walk around its narrow streets in the afternoon when sun is shining or even in the night, when it's silent and deserted.
A few nights ago I was coming back from a feast in Castello area with my boyfriend and all of a sudden a giant cruise ship appeared between two palaces. It was such a beautiful scenery. ♥♥♥ So, I want to share it with all of you. Even if the picture is not as beautiful as the real one. I love it ^_^


By the way, this morning I went to the post office to get some money I was waiting for from the sugar factory I worked in 2 years ago. I've already putted that money with my savings for Japan (I miss my Tokyo SO much, can't wait for April to come.. ;__;) but I took about 30 euros from there and used them to buy the Arashi's "How's it going?" album I found on ebay. XD

And finally, I planned the dramas I'm going to watch this season (hope I'll be able to see all of them even if I already know that I've no time for them XD):
- Maou (of course! Can't wait to see my beloved Ono ♥♥, and Toma too, in this drama *_*) [x namecchan: lo so che tu non conosci Ikuta Toma (XDD), ma Toshi è love ♥ E il piccione ha già detto che lo guarderete ogni settimana in Giappone =P)
- Yasuko to Kenji (Tacchon *_*)
- Koizora (I want to give it a try)
- 33pun tantei (I just HAVE TO see a drama with Domoto Chu ♥)

And tomorrow... SHOPPING!! *__*