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[14 Sep 2006|01:06am] |
dearest journal- long time no see
Will this be an update? not really. I just felt bad for ignoring you, and it doesn't feel good to be ignored. I wouldn't want you to feel lonely
so, I love you, journal. I just wanted to let you know that
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[15 Jun 2006|01:07am] |
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I am so sick of people just settling, or even just getting bored. I think, though, specifically, I'm sick of that happening toward me. Just because time has passed from when we first met, doesn't mean that I like being ignored, or put aside, or ditched. I hate it. It makes me feel like I should just be on call for whenever that person needs me. I don't enjoy being like a dog. Maybe it's just time to call it quits
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(4 see how goddamn ugly they are | look at the stars)
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[08 Jun 2006|01:31pm] |
Summer... it hasn't even been going on that long, and I'm already a little bored. I'm a bit disappointed that relationships seem to be the trendy thing to be wreaking havoc already. This is our last summer before college and all.
I suppose I haven't really been doing much at all. Movies, video games, anime, and sewing are all I've been doing. I'm kind of scampering to finish some Gankutsuou costumes for either Ikasucon or Sugoicon. I watched the whole FLCL series with Michael last night since I found out randomly that he loves that show. I think we talked about everything in it for about 2 hours afterward. God, i missed that series. I've also been staying up to date with Gankutsuou and trying to work on Magna Carta... damn that game is hard as hell. I'm still not really sure how to work the fighting system >>
I need to hang out with people more, I'm far too anti-social. hmph
"nothing can happen until you swing the bat"
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[30 May 2006|12:52am] |
o, greetings dear summer. I didn't know that you arrived already. Oh, no no, it's quite fine really. I'm glad you've come earlier than expected....because, fuck, i need a break.
WHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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(1 see how goddamn ugly they are | look at the stars)
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[07 May 2006|12:35pm] |
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prom was so much freaking fun. I'd do it all again if it were free....
I also got to meet a lot of cool people, and i got some amazing music from it too! school is almost over
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(1 see how goddamn ugly they are | look at the stars)
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[28 Mar 2006|07:19pm] |
wackysamurai423 (7:14:11 PM): how are you?
VooDoooDolly (7:14:54 PM): pretty good. my day today felt like three days
VooDoooDolly (7:14:58 PM): and im super tired
VooDoooDolly (7:15:05 PM): im gunna go to bed at like 9
wackysamurai423 (7:15:08 PM): what happened?
VooDoooDolly (7:16:14 PM): well, i've just been super bu...oh my god!
VooDoooDolly (7:16:25 PM): this cosplayer that imknow is on tv!
VooDoooDolly (7:16:31 PM): he was just on mtv!
VooDoooDolly (7:16:41 PM): sweeeeeet!
wackysamurai423 (7:16:43 PM): wha?
wackysamurai423 (7:16:53 PM): you know someone famous?
VooDoooDolly (7:17:19 PM): hes not famous, thats the thing. he's this cosplayer that goes to every convention, and he was just on tv
VooDoooDolly (7:17:29 PM): his lias is The Real Link
VooDoooDolly (7:17:36 PM): i think his real name is shaun
wackysamurai423 (7:17:42 PM): wait
wackysamurai423 (7:17:55 PM): is it that guy that has the super heavy link shield
VooDoooDolly (7:17:59 PM): yup
wackysamurai423 (7:17:59 PM): did i see him?
VooDoooDolly (7:18:02 PM): yup
wackysamurai423 (7:18:04 PM): whoa!
wackysamurai423 (7:18:07 PM): awesome
VooDoooDolly (7:18:10 PM): yeah!
wackysamurai423 (7:18:19 PM): how did he get on?
VooDoooDolly (7:18:33 PM): i dont kniow, i had the tv muted and i saw him
VooDoooDolly (7:18:48 PM): i turned the sound back on and it was just him playing his ocarina
VooDoooDolly (7:18:53 PM): and then it cut
wackysamurai423 (7:18:58 PM): whoaz
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[23 Mar 2006|05:30pm] |
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CCAD sent me a letter for scholarship results a few days ago...
and i got $44,000!!!! WHOOOOOOOO! That's the most they give out. I'm very happy, but too bad I don't really want to go there
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[21 Mar 2006|01:52am] |
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One man, he'd disappoint me
He'd give me the gouge and he take my glee
Now every other man I see
Remind me of the
One man who disappointed me
But the last one I had
Who was getting my hopes up
I might have been a little fast to dismiss
I think he let me down when he didn't disappoint me
He didn't always guess right but he usually got my gist
MAllory! You stupid shit! WHY! augh
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[19 Mar 2006|10:07pm] |
I'm so proud of my little Lysander ^^ What a cutie.
speaking of cuties, kelsey and jeff are going to prom together!!! hehehehee
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[19 Mar 2006|11:08am] |
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what a nie and relaxing weekend. I pretty much just stayed around the house, or hung out with michael. I went out friday with him and let him treat me to chipotle and The Libertine. I always feel bad when people pay for , so I don't like doing it, but michael convinced me since he made over a grand on wednesday. The Libertine was pretty good- I loved the way they shot it, and of course Depp was amazing. I also walked around downtown with michael yesterday for a few hours... and i guess that's about it. I think I'll go draw and read today...yeah, that sounds nice.
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[16 Mar 2006|12:20am] |
I will be happy when I can draw like these people:
Yamada, akihiro
Jeong, juno
Kim, hyung-tae
Chen, shu-fen
Yoshitaka, Amano
Yoshitoshi, ABe
Until then...ON I GO! and if you want to see some kick ass art, check em out
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[12 Mar 2006|11:27pm] |
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Life right now is such a mix of everything. I'm realizing how fast my senior year is flying by, and looking back now, it's hard to imagine that everything that's happened in it was so big to me. It doesn't seem like so many big things should fit into one part of a year. I wanted this year to end so I could leave forever, but as the end actually draws closer, I find myself leaning towards home and everything that's familiar. I'm settling- and I told myself I wouldn't. I don't know if it's a bad thing to settle though. It's comfortable, relaxing, and safe. Staying here doesn't even mean that I'll be in ohio my whole life either- there is plenty of time ofr adventure. There are so many things I want to do with my life and sometimes I'm scared I won't be able to get to do them all.
Aw heck, I'm still a kid in high school, I won't worry just yet.
In other news, this weekend was nice. Varsity Varieties finally ended, so that was nice. I also spent a lot of time with Michael and I really enjoyed it. We're very similar and he's extremely thoughtful. There is one thing though about him that bothers me a little... but, I wont let it. It desn't matter anyway, it's not like we'll know each other very long before college starts. I'm trying to not get my hopes up on anything or anyone.
I saw the hills have eyes today with kamal, kelsey, michael, claire and jeff, and it was pretty good. It was jumpy and gross, not like bone-chilling, nitemare-inducing horror though. Just... really creepy. It made me cringe. What else..(I'm neglecting my english portfolio; I want to drop the class) Michael taught me how to play chess again. He went through everything since I had completely forgotten and we even talked about strategy. To my surprise, I ended up winning. Michael said it was the longest game of chess he had ever played because I took so long to move every time. At one point, I was thinking and he said "wow mal, what exactly are you trying to go for in this game? Because it seems like you want to do more than just win with the time that you're taking to plan." And I said, "well, I pretty much want world domination." And then I won, the world shuddered under my power, and I became the omnipotent mallory.
He intrigues me
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