I can't even look at the new stuff about half blood prince for very long because I get wayyyy too excited . Its almost too much to take, literally.. 

SO I remember when I made the VERY sudden decsion to move back to Texas back in 2005, I listened to this song on repeat. It was and still is so true.

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.



New house tomorrow...................oh how times change.

Since I have no job....here is what I have been enjoying:

JON AND KATE PLUS EIGHT so addicting. Apparently they are super religous, but it only comes out in the show sometimes. Otherwise its TV gold.


FRANZIA CHILLABLE RED - Red wine isn't supposed to be chillable. Or taste like pure grape juice. But for five liters and 9.99, you can get a great buzz or drunk at the lake or at home


RON WEASLEY/RUPERT GRINT - re-reading the HP series nice and slow, and falling in love with the ginger king all over again (although the love never left mind you)



Yup, 21 with no job and school (bc its summer). 100 percent class. House on Tuesday :)

 hm.

so yeah. super emo today, workin thru the "emotions" I am not used to being sad. These kinds of feelings are some high school kickbacks. Anyway, it wont last long. In the meantime. this bright eyes song really helpt me:

"Cleanse Song" (which i listend to in my bath...apprioate)

Hear the chimes, did you know that the wind when it blows
It is older than Rome and all of this sorrow
See the new pyramids down in old Manhattan
From the roof of a friend's I watched an empire ending
Heard it loud and long the river's Om
Time marching on to a madman's drum

Don't forget what you've learned all you give is returned
And if life seems absurd what you need is some laughter
And a season to sleep and a place to get clean
Maybe Los Angeles, somewhere no one is expecting
On a detox loft through a Glendale Park over sidewalk chalk
Someone wrote in red, "start over"
So I muffled my scream on an Oxnard beach
Full of fever dreams that scare you sober
Into saltless dinners

Take the fruit from the tree, break the skin with your teeth
Is it bitter or sweet? All depends on your timing
Like a meeting of chance with the train station glance
Many lifetimes had past in a instant reminded
Of a millstone house in a seaside town
When your heart gave out in a mission bed
So your wife gave birth to a funeral dirge
You woke up purged as a wailing infant
In Krug Thep, Thailand

Hear the chimes, did you know that the wind when it blows
It is older than Rome and our joy and our sorrow


Ive had some cocktails. we all float on. the end.


kisses to keri.

 I 
don't
have
a 
job
anymore










make a plan to love me

sometime soon.

Haven't written in awhile, been super BLUE lately

Lots of jobs have fallen through the cracks

no money

sad
sad
sad

and

fat
fat
fat

time for happy time.  Maybe.

Finished reading Celebrity Detox yesterday. It is awesome. I love Rosie and don't care what you haters say. If you read the book you might understand more. But first you would have to open up that closed mind of yours....


Mondays are blah. I have a lot of studying due to mid terms this week and shit. I lost five pounds though! So i must hit the Gym! I owe it to Slim Fast



I went to Memorial dinner for Dusty the cat last night. Memories and at the same time nothing at all....But i love my WAM buds. That much is for sure.

So Just getting ready for our keg party tonight...bound to be interesting! I made suprise halloween gift bags for everyone. Tomrrow is Bryans Birthday! Hoorah on him!!

Yayyyyyyyyyyy

Hey I am going to start writing in this again. It is so weird reading back to my sad high school days, No matter though. I am an adult now in Texas, and I  am prob just gonna be dumb stuff. Music i like, cats, celberity gossip.  Whatever the hell I feel like...more of a thereputic thing. ANyway. I love being unemployed I decided today.

Joni Mitchell is beautiful..


Get her new CD ..Shine and live in it for awhile. LOVE


Feeling Depressed? Go to any good store and smell a pumpkin candle, and then buy it. Pumpkins solve all...

i went to dave. it was goooood times. one of the best nites ever. but how could it not
best friend, boyfriend, beer, and daaaaaaave.


im going out with adam in a few minutes....







whhhhhhhhhhhew



how goes it for everyone else!?



commemnt my ass

BOYS SUCK ASS
and heres why:


Why is it that guys are so damn moody? what the fuck. Friday night i go on a date with this boy andy, hes all like yay were dating and says he wants to go to this party with me on saturday nite, acting all big and shit. i invite him to the party the next morning and he acts all crazy and distant and then we talk online at 1 in the morning and hes like wanting to talk and im like listen you hoe im going to bed and hes like we willd efinatly talk soon. what the fuck? and i really like him too but who knows what hes thinking? hes trying to get rid of me because in all reality im not that hot? is he trying to get rid of me because he found someone else? Or is he just in it for the ass?


The ass.t hats allg uys want. Fuck all of you.



And boys dump you on valentines day
and they are mean
and boys suck
and now im alone forever
fuck every thing with a dick on this planet

i give up
FUCK BOYS FUCK BOYS FUCK BOYS

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whats up hoes.
stuff has been going okay, yesterday , novemebr second, is the offical day of hell.
Went to get my hair cut...it was getting REALLY long and had no volume and it was really long and stringy- so im like lets tak an inch and half off,not too much... so i tell the lady that and i tell her to put the two layers i ahve in the front in the back too, but she decided to go haywire and put a million layers in my hair and complete butch it. anne no longer has long blonde hair, its so ugly, and isnt exactly a self esteem booster.
Then, to top it off i spent my saturday nite with my parents. Yes, we went to newport on the levy and saw an IMAX movie and had dinner, and then we saw the ring, it was scary, good, but scary. Except some of its corny. But it was good, except there was a bunch of annoying girls sitting next to me that wouldnt shut up, and im like o my god im sitting next to me and randol at the movies. needless to say i flicked them off (shhh). and then this morning i get up at 730? what the hell is that. its going to bea loooooooong day.

Halloween was fun tho. I dressed up as Britney Spears. It was cute, in a IM a hoe come do me now sort of way. but i guess thats the way i work. Randol erika monica dan and kyle came over. AND OMG we went to jon lipseys house, yeah hes hot, and his mom told me i looked as beautiful as ever (that was back when i had long hair) and i was like please tell your son that now. but nooo, but wow hes hot, wow. anyway~ so yeah i like kissed dan again and stuff, that was good. miss that kid.

I dont feel so good today, i hope im not sick. Being sick sucks. Next weekend i have to go to pennsylvania, with just my mom. TO visit my aunt and two cousins and uncle, hm. no comment.

Then the next week is like a three day week pretty much and i gget to see taylor! i miss her lots. THne the next weeks just a normal week THEN its thanksgiving week, then two weeks of december, then exam week wehre we get out a 1130 everyday, then its christmas break! and i get to go to texas and see rachel and the kids, miss them a lot too. THEN i come back and go to nicrauga, with erika and jared and alex cool and john wylie, and um i think that alex contras kid and lindsay ruldpoh and mr killian and rebecca hall and stuff. jolly good fun. haha whew, i think all of its gonna go by very fast. too bad i have to have short hair to go through it..

so im kinda sad...hopefull novemebr will get better...

*~*Take these arms that were meant for lovin, and that this heart that will be for two, and take these eyes that were meant for watchin over you, and ive spent such a long time waitin for osmoene i could call my own, ive been chasing a life of dreamin and now i hope...i need your love.....so come come come into my world, wont u lift me up , up higher upon your love o baby come , come come into my world*~*

whats up hoes. havent writen in this for awhile. hmmm not much has happned.....yeah last night WOW...i wont go into details
school sucks, havin some problems with some of my friends but otherwise its goin okay
just kinda wish itd get better....
but it doesnt.
tainted009: so do you have a b/f
LuckyStar2O4: nope
tainted009: dos ran
LuckyStar2O4: nope
tainted009: why not you guys should have b/fs
LuckyStar2O4: haha why should we
tainted009: your both hot


yeah....thats about how deep life gets right now. so maybe someone with some SUBSTANCE can come along....haha ooooo well ill write soon

hey kids! hm yes well its wedensday.
anne has a homecoming date
his name is joel
he likes randol, not anne, but thats kind of too bad for him, bc hes going with me.
but im very happy i have a date!!

everything has been going okay. im over all that other stuff that was going on in early mid september. dude, septemeber sucks ass, bring on october its gonna be way better! but yeah im in a pretty good mood right now dont know why! so everythings all good now, but u know they always get worse, but hopefully not this time!! lets just all be happy thats what i want.


I LOVE RANDOL GENTRY DAVIS!!
*sry i cant write an entry without saying that one*


Young black men - if you go to a movie theater and someone steps on your foot, let it SLIDE, why spend the next 20 years in jail bc someone smuged ur puma?

Have you ever...
{x} Fallen for your best friend? My friends are girls, theyre pretty hot tho, damn.
{x} Been rejected? too many times to count
{x} Been in lust? me? nooo
{x} Used someone? yeah but only bc they were smart and i needed stuff 4 school, is that so bad?
{x} Been used? probabley
{x} Done something you regret? YES too much

Who was the last person...
{x} You talked to? my mom
{x} You hugged? my mom :c.
{x} You instant messaged? Randol
{x} You kissed? god damnit, chandler powers.
{x} You yelled at? um the bird in my kitchen
{x} You laughed with? my mom :c.

Have you/are you/do you....
{x} Are you psycho? at times
{x} Understanding: if i understand it
{x} Arrogant: no, i try very hard not to be
{x} Insecure: unforunatly
{x} Interesting: i wouldnt know
{x} Friendly: if i like you
{x} Smart: far from
{x} Independent: yes
{x} Hardworking: helllllllll no
{x} Organized: nope
{x} Healthy: yeah
{x} Emotionally stable: far from, people have told me im very emotinal unstable, hm im not gonna get into that one
{x} Shy: YES, but not quiet toooooo differnt things kids
{x} Difficult: i can be
{x} Attractive: far from
{x} Bored easily: no not really just in the mornings
{x} Thirsty: nope i just had some apple juice
{x} Responsible: yeah
{x} Sad: yeah, its september
{x} Happy: not really
{x} Trusting: depends on the situation
{x} Talkative: yes that i am
{x} Original: yup
{x} Lonely: very
{x} Color your hair? nope
{x} Have a boyfriend? HAHAHAH funny joke, havent since august 14th acutally
o
Currents
{x} Current Clothes: pajama pants with all this like flowers and stuff on it and joey ashbrooks after prom t shirt
{x} Current Mood: bored
{x} Current Taste: i had some "spooky fruit loops" and they had marshmellows in them, yum
{x} Current Hair: its in a ponytail
{x} Current Annoyance: i keep thinking i need to start study for my government test
{x} Current Smell: i dunno my house doesnt smell like anything
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: studying for my government test, please, remind me some more
{x} Current Desktop Picture: justin timberlake with no shirt on standing by a bike, ah thats a good time
{x} Current Favorite Group: NSYNC
{x} Current Book: 1984...for what else? government
{x} Current Worry: just about everything

Favorite...
{x} Food: mashed potatoes
{x} Drink: apple juice
{x} Color: baby blue and black
{x} Shoes: anything thats very high
{x} Candy: kit kat bars
{x} TV Show: FRIENDS!!yay

On Dating....
{x} Long or short hair? short
{x} Dark or blond hair? doesnt really matter, but brown is nice
{x} Tall or short? tall
{x} Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? both...hah i wish
{x} Good guy or bad guy? good guy
{x} Dark or light eyes? either one, but dark is nice
{x} Hat or no hat? depends how is hair is
{x} Pierced or no? dont matter, just not overdone
{x} Freckles or none? if it looks good why not
{x} Stubble or neatly shaved? depends on the guy
{x} Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type? sporty type, rugged outdoorsy type is like hunting and ew gross stuff.

On preferences...
{x} Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? lover
{x} Sweet or sour? sweet
{x} Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr pepper
{x} Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy or horror
{x} Ocean or Pool? ocean by far
{x} Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? nacho cheese
{x} Mud or Jell-O wrestling? what the hell
{x} With or without ice-cubes? with
{x} Fly or breathe under water? breahte underwater, thatd be cool
{x} Bunk-bed or waterbed? waterbed, but those are bad people with fucked up backs like myself
{x} Chewing gum or hard candy? gum
{x} Motor boat or sailboat? i havent put much thought into that one
{x} Lights on or off? on!

What's your favorite:
{x} Number? 29 and 13
{x} Holiday? christmas
{x} Place? austin, texas
{x} Flower? snapdragons, esp the pink ones
{x} Scent? boys.
{x} If you could be anywhere, where would you be? austin, texas
{x} What would you be doing? well ill keep this one to myslef ;-)
{x} What are you listening to? boxcar racer
{x} Can you do anything freakish with your body? my tonges really long?



wow guys sorry bout that, im really bored cuz im used to waking up in the morning now i wake up ass early on the weekends.....ill write a real thing later

hey kids
so yeah i just got home from school...and im in this empty house and i have nothing to do, and oprah doesnt come on till four. Yeah, sad i know, but seriously everyone should watch oprah.
so yeah.....school sucks ass, and that sucks....HOmecoming is like in two weeks? does anne have a date? hellllllllll no! do her friends? hellllllll yes
not that im complaning, theres only about three people at chca id acutally want to ask me, and dan did ask me to his but he doesnt wanna go anymore. SO this is me sitting here all alone....yes, everyone pity me now. its okay though, i think ill be able to survive.
Crickets can be fun to be around too..i promise. SO i hate it when people ask for all the details and there really isnt details at all.
Anywway, things have just been kind of shitty, u know how it is...its just septemeber?
HOW AMAZING WAS CHAPEL ON WEDESNDAY?!?! wow, still not over that one.
so im basically just typing a bunch of random things.
TOmarrow is friday.....me monica and randol are going dress shopping. i cant say im exactly looking forward to it but i cant just sit around and wallow in my self pity on a friday nite. No, anne doesnt fly like that. I will prob just have a good time anyway. THeres a leaaf blower at my house. why i dont know. o well we will just let him blow leaves on my property....its cool.
hm so u know what i could really go for. some of that lemon rum snapple peach stuff randol makes. hm.
dude school sucks ass so much! i cant stand it. it feels like prison bah ......everthing needs to get better, like NOW.
Anyway im hoping for just a really good weekend, even if it means i have to salsa dance in mink coats with randol :-) hehe i love that girl.
me and monica talked to mrs jones for a long time today, i like that lady.
so yeah today in chemistry they called on monica to put up the two oceans and then dr laughlin is like ok i need one more person and the whole class was like anne anne anne. i was like why? i think its bc everyone thinks monica are ditzy. psht.
that was random. randol just got on, hey guess what i love that girl
oooooooooooooooooooooooooo well i guess thats enough of this

September has always been my least fav month but this year it really is proving its shittiness.
damn, bad day.
towards the end there i almost started to cry...randol saved me tho
i seriously have a problem with insecurity. like a lot more than i ever thought.
ah, what a day what a day.
o well cant be TOO negitive hopefully this month will get better!