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[15 Jun 2006|12:47am] |
I need to put this part of my life behind me.
I've had this livejournal for over two years. It's rediculous. Over this time I've changed so much, I met new people, I lost a few friends.
In reality, I want to move on with my life. I'm tired of holding onto the past, hoping "the good times" will come back and such. They won't.
It's over, I'm moving on. This is just another way to do so.
Out with the old, in with the new.
While I'm not going to delete this just yet, I will no longer update with it.
If you still wish to read my rediculous rants, which I don't see why you would, add my new one.
ROBOTSTOLEMYSON.LIVEJOURNAL.COM
goodbye
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[14 Jun 2006|09:21pm] |
I'm sort of annoyed
I spent all day in treckis basement and really don't have anything to show for it
after a bullshit mixer, waiting for hours, we finally decided to record live, and I'd do vocals over that
record instruments, I don't even know how it sounds
then it won't let me record vocals, dunno why
decided I'd do them later at my house
I can't just be fucking screaming in my house, I can't even record some of my soft solo shit without people busting in.
Nor will it sound good.
I don't know why it's so hard for anything I'm involved with to get a decent recording, but it's frustrating.
I don't even know how the instruments came out. I'm tired of playing with people who don't even seem to enjoy it anymore
this is just another thing in the huge list of things going wrong since summer began.
oh wait, good news! I can't even record over that shit.
Fucking hell, 2 years and I have nothing to fucking show for it.
maybe I should just quit
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[13 Jun 2006|07:01pm] |
Wow. I beat Resident Evil today. That's rediculous, I never play games like that so hardcorely. When I was done I was horrified.
I honestly spent 20 hours of my life on that. Like, I didn't even know. I thought maybe 5 hours. I thought I'd play for like half an hour, off and on, over the course of maybe three weeks. But 20 hours? I felt so lame, I'm not a gamer. I play kid games because they make me happy. That game hit rediculous when I was playign at like 2 a couple days ago in my dark basement, a zombie exploded out of a locker ON FIRE and strangled the character guy I'm playing as. I fucking screamed I was so scared.
Anyway, this entry is so pointless.
but I just gripped up Kevins Kingdom Hearts. Disney meets Final Fantasy, bright colors and jumping, I'm fucking down. Not to mention fucking disney is awesome haha.
Ohh shit, tommorow we're recording. I hope. I believe everyone is cool, just times are fucked up. We're recording "I Ain't Your Friend, Palooka" and maybe some of "The Robots Took My Boy"
Our song titles are so wierd. I hope my voice is betterrr
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[13 Jun 2006|02:00am] |
nahh
today was kind of crazy
The day was boring
but at night, we did indeed go biking in the woods
11 o clock. As soon as we walked in the woods we knew there was a problem. Couldn't see shit. No moon. I ran into a stump immediately. Everyone wanted to turn back but I was like fuck thatt and kept rolling. I couldn't tell if i was on a trail, I was waiting to die, and it was crazy as fuck. Then I knocked my face pretty awesomely off a tree, and that hurt. Then flew down a hill and had to jump off a bike to protect myself from getting reall hurt, which made me get hurt anyway.
Anyway, that was crazy. Then like 1ish me and jesse were ridin around the hood, ran into bic and them, chilled, drove with them. Could have went to a golf course and smoked, but I didn't feel like it so we got dropped off at ross community, creepy as fuck.
Anyway, now I'm home and no one will talk to me I'm boredd
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[12 Jun 2006|03:32pm] |
Man, fuck all the depressing shit.
That's not me, I won't let it be me.
Whatever happens in life, happens. I don't care anymore. I die when I die, I lose who I lose
instead, we're going into the woods at like 10. These are one of the woods we ghost hunt in, you hear wierd animals all the time, and you can't see shit. We're going into these woods with bikes, and we're gona go down the craziest, steepest, rootiest and ditch filled hill there. In the day I almost died, at night, unable to see, I will die.
Then I think I'm going to just lay in a field and sleep. That sounds nice and peaceful. I need that right now.
Is rootiest a fucking word
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[12 Jun 2006|12:40pm] |
I just had a series of some of the most saddening, confusing, and fucked up dreams of my life
I don't think I was even sleeping
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[11 Jun 2006|03:39pm] |
i hate summer
eww make this moood goo awayy
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[10 Jun 2006|10:41pm] |
you ever just have random sad moods?
Not like grr fucking blah blah
just sad, you feel your heart sink, but for no real reason
This sucks.
We might record on wensday, if we don't, fuck it
on the plus side, I got the full version of Cursive's Happy Hollow, and it's amazing
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[09 Jun 2006|10:35pm] |
I haven't done one of these foreverrr
( Read more... )
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[08 Jun 2006|09:38pm] |
Last day of school was fairly uneventful. I wasn't in a mischievious mood, I didn't really say goodbye to anyone.
Oh well.
Today I road bikes too much. I jumped in my freezing cold pool.
So, summer better be coool. What I demand of it is...
-Chilling with you.
-At least one or two ross park mall nights, for old times sake...
-You come to my band's shows, that way I have someone to smile at on stage
-A dance party, or two or three
-Ghost hunting, just don't be a dick
-Laying on the street and stairing at the skyyy
-A few lumberjack tournaments
-Bonfires
-Turning a shed into a methlab
-Sleeeeepppp
and a lot more cute stuff, eh?
I think late night ghosthuntingxcore will be going down?
1 in the morning is the ghosts party time
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[07 Jun 2006|03:31pm] |
So, school is basically over
half day tommorow. I might not go.
Is it even worth saying bye to people? I don't think so.
Today consisted of lots of movie watching.
In english some fuckers chose Mystery Men over Willy Wonka, What the fuck are wrong with people? Besides the fact that Mystery Men SUCKS, Willy Wonka is incredable. Suckers.
I refound my love in Ferris Bueler's day off. I bet I spelled that wrong, I don't mind. You shouldn't either.
So, this school year was cool I guess. I don't think I made many new friends though. Aquaintances, I suppose. Matt and Mike, I guess that's the only new people I actually hang out with, if you count rocking in a basement as hanging out. Chilled with old school kids though, so that's sweet. Remade old friendships, sick.
Band went well. Last year, around this time, we still had paul has our only guitarist. Actually, maybe at this time we were broken up. We reformed in summer? We had three shitty songs. Now we have 4 pretty awesome originals, and rock two sweet covers. I'm down with that. Got to play our first semi real show, even if we weren't prepared at all.
This is the first year that I didn't get an E's. That's an accomplishment considering I've never did homework at my house, never studied, and did some tests without reading a question (I got a 73 on social studies final without reading more than half the questions. iLL. I only lost one book too!
But anyway, beyond all that. I have a gambling problem. Today, we actually had hardcore bets over Heads or Tails. Me grant and Egon. You put down some money, the opponent matches, you pick a side, flip, if you win you get the money. I started with a buck, made it up to 10 bucks I won, but lost it back down to like 2 bucks. Than won 3 more. So making five bucks was cool. I got real into it, but I couldn't stop haha. I almost threw down a 10 and grant would have to put his headphones in, I broke my headphones so I could have used them.
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[06 Jun 2006|03:30pm] |
Soo
June 19th, Lorelai might do an acoustic set at Brighton Music Center on Babcock
I'm not positive, it's up to matt and mike being in town or not
we'd probally play some covers and possibly a brand new original
just saying, you should keep that day open so you can check it out if we're gona play
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[05 Jun 2006|07:41pm] |
We finished a new song at practice today. That feels so good
We also started covering Saosin's Seven Years, just jammed it, sounded decent
GOT MY SCHEDULE FOR NEXT YEAR
Semester 1 :
Gym
Math Int 2 essentials (i'm dumb haha)
Photography
Science and Tech (ebert)
AM LIT/COMP (Levine)
Lunch
Study Hall
Amer GOVT (Marziale)
Creative Writing (Rogers)
SEMESTER 2 :
Advanced TV
Math
Advanced Film Making
Science and Tech
AM LIT/COMP
Study Hall
Lunch
AMER GOVT
Journalism
Letting me know if you have a class with me is key...
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[03 Jun 2006|12:16am] |
soo
Last friday of this school year...yesss.
Next week shouldn't be bad. I don't care for finals, because as long as I pass, I don't care, and I'm going to pass anyway so I just half ass them.
Anyway, tonight was Becky's party. Fine time. Rain, chillign around the fire and chatting with kids I usually don't get to talk to (except for occasional conversations at school) so that was iLL. I like hanging out with those kids.
It's kind of sad though, I only have 3 more full days of seeing those kids. And like, I know over the summer I'm never going to see anyone over the summer, I know it. Then next year it's gona be different, I won't have classes with my friends, blah blah blah
it's weak. This year was good. It went fast, which hasn't happened since 5th grade. I liked my teachers, and my routine. I accomplished a lot, not neccesarely in school, but over the time I did.
I always look back on like, the summer before 9th grade. Those were the good days. I wonder if I'll consider these the good days.
Later, an entry for summer.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY
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[01 Jun 2006|09:39pm] |
man, it sucks that when people hear johnny cash, they think of his cover of "Hurt" or "Ring Of Fire" but those are two songs he didn't even write
(Hurt being NIN and Ring Of Fire written by June Carter)
I would hate to be known for something not of my own
Anyway, band practice was fun today
Johnny Cash is sweet
Murder By Death's new cd is incredable
It's hott, I hate sweating in school
It's friday, I might go to beckys party tommorow, not sure what else is planned for weekend
We're recording Palooka the first week of summer, get excited.
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[31 May 2006|08:43pm] |
yesterday I was at borders, chillin' in the air coditioning and such, you know ? Anyway, out of nowhere walks this old dude, probally like 70, with a grey mullet and a fanny pack, short shorts and like a black t-shirt. He was looking at the like, gambling books. I think I watched him more than I read. He was so fucking hardcore.
Then, on my way out, this dude held the door for me ( I hate when people do that, so I rushed so he wasn't holding it long.) he turns and starts walking, then I hear OOHHHH like real loud, I thought he got like, shot, or his apendix exploded or something. Then he stumbles, steadies himself, turns to me and in the most hick voice ever goes "Almost lost my pizza"
Then he was crossing the street the same time as me, and some lady stopped to let us go, but I HATE when people do that so I told her to go, so she goes and the dudes all "Why'd she stop?" I laughed and said I didn't know, then he's like "To get fucking rammed in the ass"
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[30 May 2006|07:41pm] |
I wonder why I didn't get the fuck out of north hills for good when I had the chance
how stupid of me
I can't wait till summer so I can get the fuck out of here
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[29 May 2006|09:46pm] |
so im being forrcceedd to update this
i used ot update like 100 times a day haha, wierd
nothing cool happens that i can remember
but i got this idea, right?
It's called Comander orgasMICK's PPB n' J's
right?
It's basically a cereal, but soo not.
You're gona get a bowl, put some penut butter and jelly in it
get some bread, roll it into little balls and throw it in.
EAT WITH A SPOON!
Lemur
Dog
Is it really that much of a mistake to thing a lemur was in the dog family? I think not!
and just because I found this on my journeys, it needs to be posted
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[28 May 2006|01:14am] |
i feel like it's summer
The weather, being up at 1 in the morning and not being the least bit tired
sneaking out and creeping around
i cant wait till it's official
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[27 May 2006|01:25am] |
2 entries in 5 minutes is out of this fucking world
I apologize; "sorry"
My mind and body are dying
its only a matter of time
I have a video camera and tape. i'm to make a movie.
I think i'll make 4.
[artistic = pretentious]
Fuck you too.
i got a question
WHERE THE VICS AT
eww chill wit that haha
ross park mall is out of control.
my spine is bleeding
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