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HOHOHO yesterday was the day of
Singapore Grand Prix - Formula One's first night race
it was HOT. figuratively and literally steaming LOL.
Fernando Alonso won it.
Nico Rosberg (HE IS DAMM HOT like HOT HOT HOT)came in 2nd
and hamilton 3rd but he is the overall champion.
what happened to Ferrari?

Massa drove off with fuel hose still attached and yea PENALTY
and Raikkonen crashed out.
(he is hot too. but he is married AND IS a playboy. ba~~~~~ LOL)
yea literally when he had only 4 laps MORE to go. how sad
ok anywayz good for singapore. at least we wont be in CHINA anymore.
i am sick and tired of ppl saying that we are located in china.

and my cousin told me she turned down an invitation
to the F1 after-party.
i went stoned for 5 seconds and went
BUT WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


BEAUTIFUL????? i know.

Quote for the day
I should be afraid — I knew I should be, but I couldn’t feel the right kind of fear.
Stephanie meyer, Twilight, Chapter 7, p.141

Note for the day
empty.

It was a wet, soggy, cold morning.
My favorite kinda weather.
Appropriate for the perpetual mood swings.

I went for another interview today.
For once (yea for once) it went well... i THINK.
This is no longer an optimistical issue LOL
Desperation arises out of desperate circumstances.

After the interview,
I called my mum and we (maybe just me lol)
went on a
"shop @ the supermarket" retail therapy session.
Yes. Buying pounds of pasta and mushrooms is therapeutic.
Try it.
I stumbled across this.
BUITONI - Portobello mushroom and cheese tortellini

I like to call this my find of the year 2008 LOL.
It doesnt come with sauce of any kind.

You can feel free to add them to soups or
just the traditional spaghetti tomato sauce will do.
I cooked them with black pepper sauce today.

Mushroom + Cheese + Pepper? = sumptuous feast (in my opinion that is)
That's the pros. Now the cons. SGD$11.70 for a box of 225g LOL.
But i will be going back for more. Will try out the ravioli the next time.

sidenote: if you dont know what tortellini is, check pasta.
if you dont know what pasta is, check italy. if you don't know
what italy is, go back to tortellini. o.0

My man of the moment


Quote for the day
"What are you going to tell her?" Edward murmured
"Hey i thought you couldnt read my mind!" I hissed
"I can't but i can read hers --- she'll be waiting to ambush you in class."

"So what are you going to tell her?"
"A little help?" I pleaded. "What does she want to know?"
He shook his head, grinning wickedly. "That's not fair."
"NO, you are not sharing what you know --- now THAT's not fair."
He deliberated for a moment as we walked. We stopped outside the door to my first class.

"She wants to know if we're secretly dating. And she wants to know how you feel about me,"
He finally said.

"Yikes. What should i say?" I tried to keep my expression very innocent.
People were passing us on their way to class, probably staring, but i was barely aware of them.

"Hmmm". He paused to catch a stray lock of hair that was escaping the twist on my neck and
wound it back into place. My heart spluttered hyper actively.
"I supposed you could say yes to the first... if you don't mind --- it's easier than any other explanation."

"I don't mind." I said in a faint voice.
"And as for her other question... well i'll be listening to hear the answer to that one myself..."
~ Twilight (page 176), Stephenie Meyers

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it is unhealthy for a physically and emotionally
depressed person,
such as i
to be further tortured psychologically by depressing issues.
I am SUICIDAL


I am having some pesky hair issues.
yes. but i am not gonna snap it short again.
will try to germinate some new ideas.

Note for the day
procrastinating.is.my.specialty

Quote for the day

Time passes. Even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.
Even for me
~ New moon, stephanie meyer.

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I am sinking into depression.
am i merely depressed? or are the issues i've been ignoring finally catching up with me.
or perhaps the insignificant matters are now significantly amplified.
protruding pain... festering ache
apprehensive about my sanity
the dread of possible casualties? my mind.
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i wacked my already tortured aching back against the side of the bed yesterday.
for 22 years i thought the definition of the word pain was securely established in my dictionary? but i was wrong.
when my body connected with that board, the word pain was instantaneously
redefined in my head in bold neon letterings, flashy lights included.
like those seen along the vegas stretch.
i was almost sure my pain receptors were dancing in joy and excitement.
instead of feeling the overwhelming urge to regurgitated vulgarities.
a single thought: now i know pain.

disturbances usually creep up in silence.
in forms of iniquitous secrets.

Note for the day
a.frivolous.life.

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

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to sum up my week.
busy.tired.beaten.bruised..fallen.

i am in a perpetual state of escapism.
or well i guess i wish i am.
i wish i could be.
ooohhh ahhh. sounding depressing again are we.
yes i am.
shall not elaborate on my life...
sunk in despondency
filled with melancholy.

ok enough of depressions and get on with obsessions
catherine got me addicted to the teenage romance/horror series
Twilight by Stephenie meyer.
I bought all 4 books and i finished the books within 2 days.
gahhh i love them
Yes kids above 12yrs of age can view this series.
The series are gonna be made into a movie.
YES. a movie.


MY GOD catherine. i love robert pattinson lah.
(yes he is the guy from harry potter. and yes as Cedric Diggory and yes again
the one who died in the movie lOL)
i have wet dreams over him LOLLL. he is
6 ft 1 in (185 cm) and ah 22 this yr. he is hot lah. HOT and
has a bri-i-tish accent. i am a sucker for the british accent
HOLY mama. LOL. yes i will love him as Edward Cullen in the movie.
catherine... wanna watch with me LOLLL.?????

I cant stop talking about rob pattinson. my mum just told me
to shut up LOL.
Nice thing to say to someone who is bedridden LOL

Note for the day
unconditionally.and.irrevocably.in.love

Quote for the day
(Only readers will find this funnie)
Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."
Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"
Alice: "I do. Excellent." ~ stephenie meyer

yes i am still alive.

Catherine sent me an sms asking me if i am still alive a few days ago.
or was that last week
LOL

been busy with stuff. yeah.
busy with stuff.
let's not elaborate on what kinda "stuff"

also
i have been catching up on some korean dramas lately
but i have to say  that i am suffering from
"good korean drama" drought. yes.
drought.
there's NO show that makes me go WOW HOLY COW.
I need some chemistry on tv LOL.

anywayz i watched the 64episodes korean drama GOLDEN BRIDE.
yes itz the one airing on local tv.
why? because my mum recommended me to watch it LOL
itz surprisingly good. LOL.
the leading guy sings to his wife. yes i was bought over there and then.
and he plays the piano?
HELLO? he sings to her and he plays the piano?!!
i want a guy like that
hmmm makes me ponder about relationships LOL
not that i am about to embark on any love relationships

ok right.
i havent been swimming lately because i was sick.
gonna start again next week.

and yes to end my update.
i baked some chocolate fondants last week.
they tasted like molten heaven.


Note for the day
throw.away.the.weighing.scales

Quote for the day
Ever stop to think, and forget to start again???

2 interviews next week
wish me luck

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happy birthday to my dearest friend catherine tan si lin
LOL. so basically cat, itz 9 years and counting.
we are getting OLD lah OLD.
i love u babe
my dearest best friend.

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my damm australian parcel is not here YET.
itz been like 3 f-king weeks. god damm it
and i called singpost. they told me
sorry nth they can do.
i wanna wring someone's neck.
preferably someone from the singapore customs
and then scream bloody murder.

Note for the day
gone.too.far

Quote for the day
life is a bitch sometimes.

I am not only a romance novel freak
i too have an obsessive obsession with comics.
yes chinese comics that is.
THE ONE 獨領風騷

this is my current favorite since last year =D
the latest book 7 was released 2 weeks ago.
i only bought it today

GAHHHH yes look my livejournal design is based off the main character.


written/created by taiwanese artist.
yes. taiwanese for a change. not japanese.
and her skills are as good. not kidding.
i recommend this to everyone.
yes i love her.

anywayz.
happy birthday to catherine in advance. 30mins early.
hohohoh. probably the 1st.

anywayz part 2
i am doing some nail art decoration tutorials on youtube for a friend of mine
so feel free to check them out =D
http://www.youtube.com/user/liquidfir

anywayz part 3.
i wanna bite into a chocolate mud pudding so badly.
like i need my cousin's wife's receipe.
chang yong chei chei gimme your receipe!!!
i wanna try to bake and poison myself.
LOL

Note for the day
bookworm.in.the.house

Quote for the day
When I can't sleep, I read a book.

LOL i did my 1st nail tutorial for a friend of mine =D
red sparkling nail.
and yes
itz me in the video
check it outtttt