I've been debating about making this entry for AGES and I feel like it's about time. At least it will help me sort out my own thoughts maybe
probably not. OKAY. SO. Will/Skandar is my Narnia RPF OTP. (Lolol acronyms.) When I first got into the fandom, Will/Skandar was basically all I shipped. There weren't as many choices back then, I guess, and I was never really bothered about pairings with Georgie in them, and I hated Will/Anna with a passion. I'm a bit more OK with it now, but I think it's just that to me, Will is
gay, dammit. I can't really explain why else I don't like it, I just really don't. I guess I don't like to see Will with anyone else besides Skandar, and, y'know, the gay thing again. Also I just love them as best friends. I love the idea of Will being Anna's gay best friend. ♥
Obviously this all changed when I got curious about Will/Skandar/Anna. I can't quite remember how that happened, I think one day I was just like "hey, that could be hot" and went on a massive search for some, came up with nothing, and decided to write it myself. And since then I've become a lot more accepting of Will/Anna, but I still would never ever read it unless Skandar has some important involvement.
Oh, wait, no, I just lied. I did read some once, and actually I kind of really liked it, but just because the writing and the characterisation were so good. FINE, HAVE A LINK. It's called 'Your Closed Eye Watching Me, Listening' (which is an R.E.M. lyric, so, win!) and it's by
hobviously and it's PG. THIS IS ALL IRRELEVANT, WTF AM I TALKING ABOUT. Okay. So basically, I was like, yay threesome! But what really surprised me was how much I enjoyed writing Skandar/Anna, and this is the point of the entry.
Hence my icon omg. I liked writing their struggle to accept their feelings for each other, and I liked writing the bits where they got together because, idk, it was just
exciting somehow. And I was like, well, that's OK, because Will/Skandar is still the OTP and Will is still
in this fic, etc etc.
And thennn,
this picture turned up, and everything went downhill from there. D:
I just...don't think I can deny it anymore. I've had 'Skandar/Anna' in my interests for a while now, and I have this icon, and it's just. I THINK I SHIP THEM. D:
They
look so good together, for one thing. Like, seriously. Here, have some more
photo evidence. Like, if I can be totally superficial for a minute and just go on aesthetics alone? I love that they both have this dark hair and pale skin and look kind of similar, and I love that he's all skinny and she's so curvy, and just...I can't even.
Have another picture. And now they seem so much more comfortable around each other, too. I think I only have a few photos from the LWW-era where it's just the two of them, and they always look kind of awkward, him more than her, and he always seems to have his hands over his crotch, lololol. I remember looking at
this picture and saying to someone that back then, he would NEVER have put his hand on her bare shoulder, but here it looks totally natural. And then there's
this one which is
made of adorable and I might never get over it. I still have no idea what's going on, but they look so comfortable and sweet together.
I think the idea was kind of coming into my head on its own, and then people over at
narnia_dazzle started picking up on it and some people said that they shipped them, and then a
community got made. I was curious, but then I was like, NO, I want Skandar with
Will, and that's how it's always been. I've never even considered shipping him with anyone else.
Dammit, I lied again, I sort of maybe ship him with Tilda, but in more of an unrequited crush way, not in the creepy way. But yeah, that's different to, say, Will, who I've written with quite a few people.
Maybe it's just the fact that it's the first time I've ever had to consider him with someone else? And the fact that I'm kind of intrigued by the pairing? I don't know. I'm really fighting it, and I think that's the problem. I want to join that community, and I want to
write them, but it feels like such a betrayal. It's similar to the issues I have with Ben, I guess. That at first I honestly didn't care about him, and then when I started to, I didn't WANT to, because I wanted to stay loyal to Will and Skandar. I won't get into all of that now, haha, but I think it's a similar issue.
BUT WHY IS THIS SUCH A PROBLEM FOR ME.
alexi_lupin just pointed out that I can do polls, so how about I put this new feature to use?
Poll #1219266 Skandar/Anna
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All, detailed results viewable to:
AllDo you like the idea of Skandar/Anna?
Check all that you agree with.
I'M BEING RIDICULOUS AND SHOULD JUST JUMP ABOARD THE SHIP AND QUIT WHINING, Y/N?