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cuz everybody needs to see this [Jul. 4th, 2008|12:09 am]
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part of the system? [Jun. 30th, 2008|03:02 pm]
For those who have not heard about this, it really disgusts me:

http://www.myfoxhouston.com/myfox/pages/News/Detail?contentId=6783165&version=1&locale=EN-US&layoutCode=VSTY&pageId=3.8.1

http://stitchwitch13.livejournal.com/tag/native+american+public+school+civil+righ

I friended Adrian's mother on myspace because she makes corsets : D and then read about the situation in her blog.


I listened to a radio interview his father did and was reminded how the superintendent wanted "proof." It occurred to me that one might be able to find a written account of tribal beliefs composed by an anthropologist, or there might be a professor of Native American studies who would be able to contribute something of the same nature. But while this might lend credibility to their case, it's not exactly fair: It's going along with the same system, accepting the same distributions of power that dictate that Native people (and other minority people for that matter) do not have the authority to speak for themselves. And obviously that's bull shit. The school board shouldn't have to hear it from another white man in a tie for it to be considered truth.

So is being an anthropologist just perpetuating a corrupt system? Is it worth it to fight outside the box if it means you are not as likely to win? Maybe you could argue that winning one battle however you can will make the going easier, and the next time those in charge will accept people speaking for themselves. I don't know.

thoughts?
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[Jun. 23rd, 2008|09:26 pm]
you know what? I'm an anthropologist. It's participant observation. I'll take it as it fucking comes. and while I promise to exercise caution, I'm not going to let some assholes keep me from doing what should be done.
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shit [Jun. 23rd, 2008|08:49 pm]
[mood | anxious]

CHES is the organization I'll be interning with. so, um, this is what I'm up against:


In Chennai, CHES has received multiple government grants for HIV/AIDS outreach work, and reaches and estimated 60% of Chennai’s sex workers. This does not deter police from arresting and detaining outreach workers.

Possession of a condom is all it takes to be accused of engaging in prostitution and be beaten in the street and subsequently arrested. Arrested women are sent to a remand home, for a minimum of one week, even if they pay the $20 (USD) fine. At the remand home conditions are terrible: there is no water to bathe with, toilet access is restricted, the food is inedible, women sleep on the floor and are often forced to kneel there for punishment or are beaten on the feet with sticks.

All for helping your community.

Police are motivated by the chance for free sex and bribery money; the virtual second-class citizenship of sex workers makes them easy targets. As Dr. R. Lakshmi Bai relates, "If a woman carries a condom, she can say `it's not for me', but usually just carrying a condom means [to the police] you're a sex worker."

All that for a few fucking condoms.

so as selfish as this is, I'm wondering how they're gonna take a young American woman out there handing out condoms. Will it lend credibility or will I just attract attention and make things much worse. I'd really rather not be beaten or raped or shut up somewhere for a week without my very expensive malaria and anti-tummy sickness medication. What should I do if I'm about to be arrested? Run run run to the embassy or go quietly take whatever shit they give me?

I don't have the security blanket of being a virgin or married or accompanied by a man. I don't even know the subtleties of "not dressing like a skank" by Indian standards. And it really makes me uncomfortable.

I do think, however, that I will be fairly good at harnessing how pissed off this makes me. The question is how?

How the hell do you fight police corruption and ignorance when you're supposed to be fighting AIDS?
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[Jun. 23rd, 2008|10:02 am]
[mood | angry]

I'd like to share that I hate doctors. Really. I think people invest way too much trust in your average physician.

I need to go on malaria meds for while I'm in India. Some of the meds are pretty damn scary.

My doctor wanted to put me on Larium. aka: mefloquine

"It was invented by the U.S. Army and is routinely given to soldiers deployed overseas. In scientific terms, Lariam can cause neuropsychiatric adverse events. In plain language, it can make lose your mind." http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2003/01/27/60II/main538144.shtml

side effects include:
nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, abdominal pain, dizziness, vertigo, sleep disorders, ringing in the ears, headache, muscle cramps, emotional instability, insomnia, anxiety, depression, convulsions, visual impairment, numbness, rashes, and itching, nightmares, depression, confusion, disorientation, anxiety, panic attacks, hallucinations, paranoia, psychosis, aggression and suicidal behavior.

yeah...no. no, no, no, no, NO.

When I know more than my doctor, and can easily note their mistakes after reading a couple websites, well, it bothers me.

So I tell her I want to go on Malarone.

(side effects include diarrhea, difficulty sleeping, dizziness, headache, loss of appetite, nausea, stomach pain, vomiting, weakness)

Unpleasant, but much less scary.

She makes me do a blood test and gives me a script and tells me not to get the drug till the results come back. The blood test, btw, makes me faint in the hallway afterwards.

But a simple trip to the CDC website reveals that a blood test (looking for G6PD deficiency) is not required for Malarone... only for Primaquine... a completely different drug.

*sigh*

How is it that I can figure this out when my doctor could not!???
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[May. 28th, 2008|02:44 pm]
All systems go.

time to buy plane tickets.



Denise has promised to me in touch with her mentor anthropologist/therapist. It seems quite silly to me to send students at any level (or even professionals for that matter) into the field without any kind of skills for coping with culture shock, alienation, and the just generally awful or heartbreaking things one might run into, or purposely be seeking out.

Maybe since we're the experts on 'culture' we're not supposed to have these problems. If anthropology is a science, it's tools are still human, and how can we work properly is we're not given the means to care for ourselves?
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I'm a Quaker! [May. 27th, 2008|06:55 pm]
[mood | calm]

Your Results:

The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa.

Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking.

How did the Belief-O-Matic do? Discuss your results on our message boards.




1. Liberal Quakers (100%)
2. Unitarian Universalism (99%)
3. Neo-Pagan (98%)
4. New Age (93%)
5. Secular Humanism (88%)
6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (82%)
7. Reform Judaism (81%)
8. Mahayana Buddhism (80%)
9. Taoism (72%)
10. New Thought (71%)
11. Scientology (71%)
12. Theravada Buddhism (66%)
13. Orthodox Quaker (61%)
14. Bahá'í Faith (57%)
15. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (56%)
16. Jainism (52%)
17. Sikhism (52%)
18. Nontheist (52%)
19. Hinduism (44%)
20. Islam (40%)
21. Orthodox Judaism (40%)
22. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (30%)
23. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (29%)
24. Seventh Day Adventist (23%)
25. Eastern Orthodox (18%)
26. Roman Catholic (18%)
27. Jehovah's Witness (15%)

http://www.beliefnet.com/story/76/story_7665_1.html
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[May. 25th, 2008|01:29 am]
[music |Iz Kamakawiwo'ole]

When did I become such a negative nancy all the time?



In other news...let me know if I'm missing anything.

Tues May 27....Class/Work Starts
Fri May 30.... home for Steffi's Party
Sun June 1....Back in NP to move in/Corbin's Birthday
Thur June 5....Rififi Show NYC
Fri June 6.... home again for Stacy's Bridal Shower

Fri June 27.... home for Old Songs
Sat June 28.... more Old Songs
Sun June 29.... Back in NP for crazy all nighter paper writing maddness
Mon June 30.... Last Day of Class/?Work?
Tues July 1.... Move out AM

July 11 - 13... Albany Weekend

Sun July 20... Medieval Faire
Sat July 26.... L&F Wedding

Sun July 27... Leave for India
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[May. 13th, 2008|07:18 pm]
[mood | accomplished]

Turning out a 16 page research paper in 4 days is a beautiful thing.

on to the next one.
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[May. 13th, 2008|06:48 pm]
"You can complain because rosebushes have thorns, or rejoice because thorn bushes have roses." Lao Tse

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." - Albert Einstein
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[May. 13th, 2008|10:31 am]
[mood | pessimistic]

It's admittedly hard to concentrate when you're wondering 'how the hell am i going to pay my rent next week?'

fuck that dutch noise.
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[May. 8th, 2008|07:56 pm]
Hello Sarah, I received your program confirmation this morning. You will be working with the Chennai Health Education Society (CHES) in the outskirts of Chennai. CHES was founded in 1994 as an organization to provide care and services for women and children affected by HIV/AIDS. Since then, CHES has grown into one of the leading organizations in South India dedicated to providing support and education to women and children. You will be able to get involved in a wide variety of projects including intervention programs for sex workers, skills training for women, working in a facility housing HIV+ women and children, skills training programs, and adult education programs. While working with CHES, you will be staying at a nearby guesthouse with other volunteers. At the guesthouse, you will be served three basic vegetarian meals a day. We will be sending you an invoice for the remainder of the program fee. Once we receive your payment, we will send you the complete information on your program including all the contact information you will need before heading to India. Please let me know if you have any questions. I will be happy to help.
Best,
Raissa

... now I just need to raise $4000.

Donations happily accepted this point on.


pics: http://www.pbase.com/maciekda/ches_aids
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[May. 2nd, 2008|10:17 am]
First show tonight.

I'm breaking out hardcore, have a paper due at 6pm, (through it's on burlesque ^_^) and I don't know when I'm going to have time to shave my legs/naughty bits, buy eye liner and pantyhose (fuck that dutch noise) finish my costume trimmings or rehearse the rough spots in my god damned piece.

It's gonna be a loooooooong day/night.
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[Apr. 16th, 2008|05:04 pm]
[mood | happy]

I think I just got the coolest apartment ever!

I checked it out yesterday and will be subletting from a Ukrainian art student. It' a bit of a walk from campus; down to waterstreet and along the railtrail, but I don't mind. It's beautiful and will be more beautiful when as things get greener.

The house is trés old. Old wood work, antiques, low ceilings, old paintings on all the walls. Everything's furnished, no plastic anywhere, there's a library. Very homey. I'm so excited!
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suggestions? [Mar. 31st, 2008|09:44 pm]
looking for a burlesque name.
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[Feb. 10th, 2008|04:23 pm]
[mood |pissy]

note to self:

stop getting boyfriends involved in all the strange things i find fun.
boyfriend = temporary. will not get tired of fun stuff.
bringing peole into the fold does not make up for awkwardness later when want to do MY fun things and have to deal w/ ex.

*head-desk*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There must be a cutoff age for referring to someone as "kiddo." Suggestions?

16?

New Rule: referring to anyone over the age of 18 as "kiddo" will result in swift punch to balls.
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[Jan. 31st, 2008|12:31 am]
[mood | pensive]

I'm now doing a double major in anthropology and women's st. (accedentally w/ history as a "field of emphasis") and a minor in religious studies.

what the hell i'm going to do with that I don't know. *shrug*


do cool activisty stuff to the max
get 3.7+ GPA this semester
international summer women's org internship - get CAS to pay for...
internship w/ planned parenthood or FPA
study japanese
graduate on time
float w/ women's orgs till loans start to kill me
disapear to japan for 6 mo - 2 years. possibly w/ boy. possibly taiwan.
come home and float again.
grad school for medical anthro
peace corps
finish grad school
do super cool applied anthro women focused work on AIDS

yeah. that's the next ten years of my life.
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[Jan. 25th, 2008|10:57 pm]
[mood | crazy]

here's to self imposed maddness.

wheeeeeeeeee!
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music! [Dec. 7th, 2007|03:15 pm]
[music |lizzy c]

Who are some cool female artists or bands that play in NP?
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[Nov. 11th, 2007|11:22 pm]
[mood | curious]

I hear Chinese and Japanese Philosophy kinda sucked in the past, but I think the professor has changed; any opinions on David Elstein?
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