well, here i am.
i'm not dead, unfortunately. ha! j/k!

i just don't have the internet right now.
which really sucks because there has been so much crazy shit going on lately...

i'd write more but i'm at the library with angel and he's already getting bored...

hopefully i'll have time to read and write, soon... :(

ttyl!

stalked what's-his-name online, today...

he's apparently doing well, being mr. army soldier, and all.
fuckfuckfuck.

went to see the little boy today.
he was making out with this not-so-cute chic.
whatever.
i got a little kiss outta him, muahahaha!!! :P

god, i was so horny, today.
i lured j into the bedroom earlier and made him rape me...
i didn't even cum...
until he left the room, that is....

i totally NEED somebody to eat my pussy, like NOW!!!!!

:P

niecystrips nudged me a few days ago, and I swear I've been trying to update, but there's always something else I have to do... :/

Like, right now I'm about to take off to Tony's place to have a few beers.

I'm going to be very careful, 'cause I got a ticket for speeding last night (or early this morning, whatever time it was). :( :(

Anyway, I'll write about that shit later.

I'm off!!!!!!

i can't think straight right now

Here's a better link about what happened to Adrian..

http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/metro/stories/MYSA020908.01B.fatal_shooting.3a41614.html

One of my brother's best friends- Adrian, who he knew for like 15 years, was shot and killed last night.
My sister just called and told me. She said she saw it on the news this morning, then called my brother to confirm it. He was at the hospital with Tom (Adrian's brother) and their mother, I guess Adrian's mom lost it... My sister said my brother was crying. :( :(

I feel... sick about this...

I found this link...

http://www.ksat.com/video/15252285/index.html

and a text link...

http://www.ksat.com/news/15251698/detail.html

What they failed to mention is that his four year old son saw his daddy get shot to death right in front of him.
:(

i gotta go

Check out this non-happy x-mas song from meiko...

http://perezhilton.com/?cat=388

I just added it to my myspace- it's awesome.

Perezhilton.com (who I know lots of people hate) has introduced me to a lot of good music/artists.

Ya'll should check it out. :)

Here's an Outsider's cover (Your Love) by Katy Perry- I love it!!!

http://perezhilton.com/?cat=479

Later!!!!