| Riddle Me This |
[05 Oct 2007|10:21pm] |
[mood|  sore]
Today turned out to be a satisfactory day.
I got out of bed at an outrageous hour. 4:44am. I was out of my mind. Although, I'm starting to do that more often; so basically, I'm always crazy.
I was a little annoyed with my dad because when he drives me to school, I get reminded that he won't let me drive on my own even though I've already gotten my license.
First period was totally uneventful. Just talked a lot about Homecoming (which I will get into in a second) and a certain person and his date. >] I talk so much gossip. I'm starting to become confused as to what a normal conversation should sound like.
Totally releasing my creative juices in second period. I think my "8" inch vase kicks ass. (Quotations because mine has turned out to be 12.5 inches. I'm not usually this flashy.) I hope the clay doesn't get too dry or I'll cry.
(Rhyming skills!)
Third period teacher secretly loves the giggling. I can be very distracting.
100 Calorie brownies and cookies the size of a cracker but totally delicious. And I can't forget the cheddar chips. Yummmm.
Fourth period teacher actually told me to shut up. Surprising really. Hilarious class though. Hating on someone for no reason still works, no? :p As long as they never find out the reason, or rather, a lack of one.
I want to know what I got on that calculus quiz, yo! Hoping for a decent score. I'll be so devistated if I do bad because it seemed so easy.
Random questions lead to tangents and off-topic discussion = Key to not discussing the next Cantos of The Inferno. I need to catch up. Especially since...
KAIROS NEXT WEEK! So excited. I really hope (REALLY HOPING) someone I talk to (even if it's just one) is in my group. For example, Julie or maybe Abi. I'll take both too. :D
Oh right. Back to Homecoming. I'm going with someone, yayy! This year's dance is going to be super duper awesome awesome fun. We all have dates. How cool is that? Very, I know. We plan on eating at Stonefire Grill over in Chatsworth. I just love the idea of walking in a restaurant all dressed up and looking pretty--guys and girls. Hehe. I can't wait to see everyone and what they're wearing. I'm always so interested in other people's fashion. I check people out. ;]
TBC
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| Beauty and the Beach |
[13 Sep 2007|06:17pm] |
[mood|  refreshed]
GOOD NEWS:
September 12, 2007. The day I got my license. The day of my mom's birthday. What an easy way to remember when I passed the driving test. Even though I don't have my own car, I'm totally using my mom's on the weekend. I hope gas doesn't become too big of a problem. I promise I won't drive too much. ;]
NOT-SO-GOOD NEWS:
I was a bit disappointed that my name wasn't said during the pep rally today. The one and only time I join a sports team and I'm not acknowledged. How saddening.
And I somehow am not filled in or "put into the loop of things," so to speak. People tend to not tell me anything. I can't believe it sometimes, but I try to not make a big deal about it because it isn't something I should make a scene about. Well, in my head, yah I can. Hehe.
So homecoming is October 6. Supposedly, my cousin is able to get me a nice, modern-ish dress for the dance. But then again, I haven't heard from her since she suggested it, which was maybe 2.5 weeks ago? My certainty is starting to waiver. But aside from the dress, a part of me wants to get a date, the other half is reluctant. Reasons are currently unknown. So umm. That is as far as I have established. :p
Some people "amaze" me. It isn't so much a bad thing; it's more like, "Omg, really? That's too weird, and you need to stop," kinda thing. Actually, it depends on how you see it. Can't elaborate any more than that because, well, I'd be a brutally honest, but bad, person. I'm not sure if some people can accept that. Hence, I'm shutting my mouth, or rather, stopping my typing fingers and my thought process on the subject.
My thoughts are so scattered right now. I have two quizzes to study for, but here I am--blogging and watching Lego videos on Youtube. I wish procrastination never existed. :D
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| Mystery at the Lighthouse |
[26 Jul 2007|12:24am] |
[mood|  relaxed]
Confidence will come to you when you begin feeling comfortable in your own skin. When you can be comfortable being yourself without having to worry or think too much about what other people think, that's when you know it's the beginning of confidence.
Starting to get a little frustrated that I can't remember what my username and password was in Flyff. I got so far in that game that I don't want to forget about it. (Even though I sorta ditched it for like a year. Haha.) But if my account got deleted, (I'm so ready to kick some serious ass. :p) then I'm going to move onto Tales of Pirates. Looks pretty fun!
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| Dawn of a New Era 4 |
[23 Jul 2007|07:04pm] |
Regret is a waste of thinking time.
Unfortunately, I still have a habit of regretting some of the things I've done. I'm still practicing how to think ahead about the effects of the things I say before I actually say it.
I always try to prove myself to others when I shouldn't. &when I do, it backfires and I end up making myself look stupid and desperate.
Well, I'm still in-training. Maybe if I get embarrassed enough, it'll get rid of this ugly habit of mine.
Just don't regret. Instead, just think.
I need a freakin' hair cut to get rid of these split ends. They annoy me.
&you know what else annoys me? All these new Pokemon. They look ridiculous and have the weirdest names. I want the originals back!
Same with Digimon. :]
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