I think I've done this every few years and such already. I'm contemplating starting a new journal, and possibly making it friends only again considering that in truth I really am not comfortable with making public entries. Not the reason why I haven't been updating here, but, yeah, I think I'm in want for a little change~

Unsure, yet. Let's wait and see. I might just do it though. Will probably wait until this paid account expires.

It's cold outside. Ahh, I love it. ♥

edit: and on a totally random note, I've recently become rather obsessed with Hyde. w00t.

Anime Boston 2006 and Otakon 2006 ..

Who's going? Or planning to go?

This year was a complete bust for me for both conventions, however, I'm already making plans to be ready for it. So, I'm curious. :O

.. I just realised that next month my paid account status expires. XD;

I have to be up at six in the morning and I'm still not asleep. :D!

Maybe I should go to bed now. At least I can sleep in the car for an hour or so.

Why I am hanging off my bed half upside down typing is beyond me, too.

Oh well, before the blood rushes to my head, I'll go to bed.

I have a craving for macaroni and cheese with chicken .. :O

XD Lmao. Night. <3

Too lazy to do it anymore.

Holy shit I just woke up. I guess when you spend a few hours after you intend on falling asleep working to make yourself comfortable in order to sleep, it can happen. When I thought I was listening to the news, I was thinking .. "Oh neat the 5AM news." Pfft yeah right! 22 News At Noon. I'm all .. "Well, shit." That's a first I wake up this late in like .. two-three months. I blame my back for it though; it's been such a pain. I could barely move yesterday and last night it was a matter of getting the pillows in the right position in order to stay comfortable. Being someone who tosses, turns, and always manages to end up in a completely opposite position when I wake up, that was NOT easy. :D

I have an appointment tomorrow at 10:45 though. Hopefully I'll get this sorted out. Even if I have to talk my doctor's ears off. She hasn't been listening to a word that I've said in the last two appointments I've had with her. I swear ever since my father's had problems with them I had a feeling I'd go through the same thing. Mami's had difficulties, too! Bah. :( We'll see how it goes, I suppose. I'm not over how my last visit she was in and out in three minutes, increasing my medication (AFTER I told her that this medicine has been VERY difficult to adjust to and I've been feeling sick from it).

Been deadish the past couple of days. I apologise for that.

I must pimp: sakuracity - Crossover role-play with CLAMP, Kingdom Hearts and the Final Fantasy series. It's just started so a LOT of characters are available. XD Take a looksie and apply if you're interested!

Lmao, randomly, while watching TV, has anyone locally noticed that William Shatner is now doing commercials for the lawyer Mark E. Salamone? Maybe it's just me. But I SWEAR it's him. Haha I was staring at the television watching it for a hot minute all .. "Isn't that William Shatner?" I found that amusing.

Gaah, while in bed last night I started watching the new season of Lost (while knowing absolutely NOTHING about it) and the show Invasion. Now, I'm glued to them both. I missed a lot of Lost, but Invasion is very intriguing. I have television to look forward to now on Wednesday nights. :O I don't watch TV (other than the news, random Lifetime movies, and the Golden Girls) that often so it's kind of like a first. XD;

:: flails. :: I just saw a DGM-related post and thinking .. "OH MY GOD RABI!" and "HOLY SHIT KANDA" (preview cover issue with the top five characters hot much?) .. :: wibble. :: I need to catch up. ;-; I stopped reading after the 57th or 58th night. x_x I'm also needing to catch up on BLEACH too, like whoa.

All right, I'm hungry. I'm still out of it too. I think I'll take a shower then get some work done.

Much love to you all. I hope you're all well~ Take care.

Puff, the magic dragon, lived by the sea .. And frolicked in the autumn mist in a land called Honalee.

Sanada, oh I love this song but I can't help but laugh at the beat ..

And curse you, Nori. XD Everytime I think Sanada now, I think of Puff. :: dies. ::

edit: :: cannot believe she downloaded the song and is singing it. dork. ::

:: so eaten alive by the flood of Advent Children posts on her flist. ::

. . . I feel as if I'm the only one who hasn't seen it. XD;

I. AM. GOING. TO. KILL. THESE. FUCKING. HICCUPS. Argh. They've completely made this Sunday a real damn pisser. >(

But I think they're gone temporarily, so yay.

This week's been so busy. From cleaning, repairing, running away from mad spiders demanding their webs back, to getting only like four hours sleep nightly, walking people throughout the house, and completely burning out physically and mentally, I don't think I want to do another week like this for a very long time. Considering too that this week I'm going to be occupied like whoa with school/job search/etc, I really need to get myself back in order before I kill myself, lmao. Next week I have another appointment with my doctor; she's been monitoring me closely because of certain symptoms that have been concerning her. I'm not looking forward to it. Nor am I looking forward to my new set of medications that I was given too. They make me tired and irritable and sick to my stomach. My body = refuses to adjust to anything, really. AND if it does, it's a pain in the ass.

I should be going to bed in a few. Have to be up for six.

But point of this post? I am have SUCH a crave for role-play. Oh my God. I can barely remember the last time I role-played properly. I'm needing it a loooot. T__T Either random or SL RP. Omggiveittomeplz. I know I've been meaning to play with some people too, well, I'll try to be online at night just to do that. No ideas? LET'S COME UP WITH SOME. XD I'm just yeah .. my brain needs distraction like whoa. Before it explodes. @_@

So yeah, if you wanna play with me? XD Drop me an IM! I clearly don't have everyone on my flist on my buddylist, so, please, I'm up for many things! Don't hesitate. ^^ Unlike me, who's a shy little thing who hates IMing first. xD I'm horrible, I know.

Okay, I'm done for now. I am ..tired. Very tired.

Sleeeeeep~

* .. shoots hiccups. *

So I'm watching the AIR movie. And there's the character there, Tachibana Keisuke (AIR fans will know who he is!), who's played by Miki Shinichirou. There's a certain point in the movie wheeere .. ( he reminds me of Tsuzuki Asato from Yami no Matsuei. If only he has the amethyst coloured eyes and darker hair .. )

I know I'm not the only one who sees this, yes? XD Or maybe I'm just tired ..

So, my cousins, my sister and I are playing 'Hide the Kittens' since well .. my parents and their father do NOT like cats in the least bit and would never let us keep them for any reason whatsoever. Last night, they were at my cousins' place, hiding in a normally locked up room nice and warm for them. Today we're gunna figure out another place to hide them, since they are quite the loud meowers. Considering though that they are only three week old kittens, it's not surprising. They need LOTS of nourishment.

Our neighbours found them abandoned in their backyard yesterday - meaning their mother left them or something happened to her. Two of three kittens found alive apparently. Bringing them over to us, we rushed to get them special formula, some nursing bottles and blankets for them. They are OUR babies now. Ours. And hopefully, we can get our parents to warm up to them. I love them so much; my favourite one being the little black one whose name is Frodo.

The names of the cats are: Frodo (male black) and Piper (female pepper colour).

So will have pictures of them soon. They are ADORABLE. Beautiful little kittens. Canela's jealous though, lmao. She wouldn't come to me at all when I tried to pick her up. God, she harrasses other animals to death but once another once another one actually comes IN, she snorts and and walks away LOL. Oh boy .. xD

WELL! I got one that my sister sent me of Piper a bit ago. Frodo's camera-shy, LOL. We'll get a picture of him later .. ( Read more... )

Right now I need to pay more attention to my doggie though, who just got a bath, is laying on my lap and snorting at I type this (I swear .. JEALOUS! .. and Canela's my baby too so I give her a loot of love; she's still huffy). But yes will get more pictures of the two (if I can get Frodo to NOT hide his face) later on.

Three hours sleep, a night beforehand of utter, sheer, crack exploding from all directions, and a banging on the window from my father for me to get his cellphone (off MY charger as he's lost his), and here I am. :D

If my speaking turns into a choppy unfinished excuse of the English language, this is why.

5:30 BEDTIME SHOULD NOT RESULT IN 8:30 WAKE UP TIME. ;o; Okay, I did this to myself but uh .. okay shut up. NOT ANOTHER WORD.

My Tenipuri muses are going through the cycle of insanity right now. Like whoa. They're spinning-in-circles-all-omgwtfrandombbq netted in crack and I'm keeping them there because it's fun seeing them squirm and try to break free when they can't (and obviously don't want to).

I have logs to do and logs to finish. - firm nod. -

Oh, and on a random note, can anybody recommend me to some good Jackal/Bunta and/or Kiri/Bunta sites/fics? D:

I am SO officially off of hiatus now kthx. X)

And so tired. Wanting to sleep. And .. I have a loooot of catching up to do.

SO HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN? :O

edit: I was supposed to upload things overnight too to people, right? Selena! How are you with NANA? Everything good? And .. other than that .. I don't remember .. if I owe anything to upload to you let me know? It'll take a little bit but I'll do it.

Also, and definitely NOT least .. I hope all of you on my flist are well. I sent so much love in your direction. Take care, all right?

Dear Extra Strength Midol,

I love you. For all the shit you put up with when you go into my body and battle the evil period demons and still have the strength to deal with the Kings of Fatigue, Pain and Bitchiness, I salute you. If you weren't currently dissolving in my body while at war, I'd properly commend you. Chin up, soldier, you rock my socks. My relaxed state will be my silent thank you.

Much love,

Alana

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Dear Body,

Bitch. I went to bed at 4AM and it's 8AM. You are so lucky that Sir Midol was around, otherwise I'd kick your ass myself. Why you take such morbid pleasure in waging constant civil war in there, I don't know, but I'm waving the white flag here. Now stop. Don't make me go in there!

No love,

Alana

Still on a semi-hiatus .. I should be fully back up and running by either the end of this week or next week. ♥

Now, for a small list of the role-plays I'm involved in:

Meisei Gakuen (meisei_gakuen)

STATUS: Mod, Member
CHARACTERS: Ibu Shinji (_ibushinji), Mukahi Gakuto (bendy_acrobat), Atobe Keigo (atobe__keigo)

Out of Bounds (out_of_bounds)

STATUS: Member
CHARACTER: Ohtori Choutarou (choutarouohtori)

Pot Gakuen (pot_gakuen)

STATUS: Member
CHARACTER: Oishi Syuichirou (syuichiroh)

Match Point (match_point)

STATUS: Member
CHARACTER: Mukahi Gakuto (spazzy_acrobat)

Mini Break (mini_break)

STATUS: Mod, Member
CHARACTERS: Ibu Shinji (kick_serve), Kirihara Akaya (junior_ace)

Sohma Basket (Sohma Basket on GJ)

STATUS: Member
CHARACTER: Manabe Kakeru (Kakeru on GJ)

D.Gray-man Boards (D.Gray-man RP Boards)

STATUS: Member
CHARACTER: Tiki Mick

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.. I think that's it. o_O Maybe. Not sure. I can't remember anymore at the moment.

Blah. This week's been really blah. =.= Same thing, same drama, same everything. So tired of it .. My day would have brightened had I not burnt my knuckle while cooking. The stinging makes me irritable. :| VERY irritable. There's a lot of things I'd like to ramble and rant and scream about. But, it's not necessary now.

I hope all of you are doing all right. :) Love, love!! <333

Due to my internet service being completely cut off, I'm going to be on hiatus for who knows how long. I'll still probably pop on .. when/if I can snatch the net from either a friend or relative, but there's no actual saying as to if I can or when. :/

So, yeah, I won't be around for awhile. x_x;

Much love to you all .. Take care!

I'm alive. And I'll be getting around to doing things that I've been meaning to do for awhile. Sorry~ <3 I don't have too much to say .. I've been finding myself at a loss for words lately, so, yeah, things have been up and down. I have one mother of a pinched nerve on my left shoulder which hurts so reallyreally badly and I hate it so yeah. :(

People are coming home from Otakon. I hope you all had a great time!! Really. ^^

Random meme~!!

Snaps Cup! Meme

A Snaps Cup is a cup that a group of people will all put a piece of paper in. The cup will be designated to a particular person, and then that group of people will have put compliments for that person on the pieces of paper they placed in the Snaps Cup. This way, everyone gets anonymous compliments and it's a great team building exercise, and ego booster.

Post your username here in a comment. People will then reply to you ANONYMOUSLY and tell you something they like about you. It must be a positive comment and it must, must, MUST be posted anonymously.

Leave a comment for me here.

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On a totally random note, I'd like to mention, that I don't like people "delivering" messages for me unless *I* say so. I also would appreciate NOT hearing something that, for example, moderators of role-plays I'm involved in tell me, that not ONCE I said. Really, if I have something to say to them, I'll say it. I am not appreciative of being told that "whatchamacallit told me your involvement is because of this and that" .. I have my reasonings. My reasonings are my reasonings. Don't play the assumption game, mkay? It's not cool.

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Much love to you all. Take care! Night.

.. that this is the beginning of a very, very long week. I already know it is; there are a lot of things building up and it's giving me a mixture of both discomfort and worry. I've been meaning to elaborate a lot lately, which I haven't and I'm sorry for that. I've been keeping my mouth shut about a lot of private things, like the last week or so where I nearly got driven straight through that brick wall known as one's breaking point. I'll ramble more about it later. This week though is going to be long - from a dear friend heading out of the country for a funeral, to my grandmother's birthday on the 18th; she would have been 77. Had an appointment today which I cancelled because I couldn't wake up in time - an important follow-up at that, too.

Though, it's not nearly as bad as with what some of my friends are dealing with. You know who you are. I can't say much, I really cannot. However, you know that I love you all very much. My thoughts are with you, and I hope things get better. You're all very strong and you'll make it. Even if a hook and rope is needed to walk up difficult steps, even if you need to be stapled down for some kind of security -- no matter what, nothing will stop you. And you're never alone. So don't let yourself go; never say never, and if needed, the bulldozer to run over the incompetence that dares try to hurt you is right over there. Here're the keys.

It's early - well, sort of early, anyway. I woke up about an hour ago after having gone to sleep past three this morning. I'm tired, and I have a lot of things to do. I might as well get up to do them.

Before I go though: a gift!

Yami no Matsuei OST II | DOWNLOAD

It's a Megaupload file so .. I'm not too worried about making this friends only. Take all you want. Just let me know if you take it, okay? This is a GREAT soundtrack. <3

Again, much love to you all. Take care of yourselves, alright?

And please don't kill me if I'm stupidly late with tags; I know I've been keeping some of you waiting for an insane amount of time. Reality's been such an ass-biter, though.

Anybody have any recommendations to some drama shows? J-Drama, K-Drama, etc. I've been wanting to watch some but I don't know what's good or what's actually out there. XD; Any suggestions would be appreciated, thanks! :D

Guess who ran off and created Digimon screennames and is still doing so?

:: points to self. ::

I have such nostalgia.

.. I want a Taichi or a Daisuke name. Hmmm. :: ponderponder. ::

shadowfalconer: :: burp! :: @_x
kousetsu: excuse you :O
shadowfalconer: tenku. @_@ :: ate too much ::
kousetsu: - hungryyyy. -
kousetsu: ;-;
shadowfalconer: :: mails her a taco? :: o_o
kousetsu: ....!
kousetsu: :: TAKES. INHALES. ::
shadowfalconer: XD
shadowfalconer: I can so see it in your mailbox...
shadowfalconer: Just sitting there...kinda soggy...
shadowfalconer: and then you eat the package and all XD
kousetsu: :: pops it in mouth, crunch, chew, swallow. ::
kousetsu: Takes like chicken. :: burp. ::
shadowfalconer: XDD
kousetsu: And tape ..
kousetsu: and cardboard ..
shadowfalconer: YES.
shadowfalconer: Gives it that extra kick. X)
kousetsu: POWERFUL MAN. X)
kousetsu: Must try it more often 8D
shadowfalconer: XD
kousetsu: the cardboard makes up for the soggy shell.
shadowfalconer: ...DRY AND CRUNCHY
kousetsu: ADD SOME HOT SAUCE IT'LL MOISTEN IT UP.
shadowfalconer: ....

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I looooove you, Tylor. XDD

But I'm still hungry. Did you feed me cheap cardboard to eat? D:

God damnit. If it's not a splitting headache from noon yesterday until nine o'clock last night, it's something to keep me from getting ANY form of decent sleep which I seriously need. But of course, the time when Alana needs to actually get some sleep, something happens to keep her up all night thus making her a zombie in the day, seeing as she can't gain sleep during the day! GREAT.

I'm going to be pretty crabby and grumpy today. My headache's coming back, too, and it's making me on the verge of crying. Hurray for cry-inducing headaches at 3AM.

Never walk your dog when you're just waking up. If you don't fall down the stairs from not realising how fast you're going out the door, you'll lose your spastic little blond hairball as she dashes off (who CANNOT be outside without someone with her because she will leap into the street like nothing and run off like the fast little bitch she is) and you stumbling behind her screaming her name.

.. In other news.

OMG KITTENS! I have to call to get them picked up. There's like a family of kittens - stray kittens even, wandering around right next door in the brushes and everything. They're YOUNG. I swear .. can't be more than four months or so. And they're so skinny and just always meowing, but they run off way too quickly. The mother cat is always around too, wandering here and there; I swear that some family must have thrown them out. I'm not too sure. Ugh there's just so many stray cats here .. it breaks my heart to see them scrounging for food. Kittens even. There's a black one with white fur on it's chest and paws, and a grayish one, I'm assuming is it's sibling. I've seen a pure black one, too. Earlier while I was walking my dog I heard one of them mewing constantly .. I wanted to pick it up and take it home.

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I'm hungry. - wanders off for food. -