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[10 Mar 2004|01:12am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Blood Brothers - Junkyard J. vs. The SKin Army ] i've opted to make a new livejournal. add it. we'll all have fun, i promise. tracethelines 2 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[08 Mar 2004|10:16pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | cursive - making friends and acquantinces ] i had a mangificent weekend, thank you for asking. friday i went to Tony's house after school for a little suprise birthday party action. i don't know if more amusing nights exist. i, however, wasn't feeling so well and i fell asleep for moments while watching a movie with senor tony. soooooo i slept over tony's and the next morning tony, sara, jp, jen, dan and i went to rosie's for some breakfast, which was also a splendid time. the waitress HATED sara for whatever reason. sara asked for a chocolate milkshake and the waitress bellowed WHAT!@#*( in her face. then when taking everyone's orders, she skipped over sara entirely. hahaha it was a good time. we went to a show that night in Newtown... i think.. something along those lines... either way, it was a grand show and a grand time was had. minus on the ride home when jen went to throw her frosty out the window and the wind opted to shove it in my face and tony's shirt, instead. ahahahah oh man that was hysterical, but fucked my hair badly. slept over tony's again that night and sara brought myself and jen home the next morning and then i showered and spent the day with tony. we went to the casino, which always fascinates me for whatever reason, and hung out at my house for a while. he got to meet my ghetto sister and my insane mother. it was grand. i'm apparently in trouble for going to tony's house after school instead of coming home. this house is insane. i've avoided speaking to my father since returning to my house. 10 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[05 Mar 2004|01:51am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | stars hide fire - still breathing ] my internet has been broken for roughly a week. but today, brian came over and somehow made it work. he's wonderful, that one. and i dyed my hair, as evident by the above picture. what significant things have i missed in your life whilst being sans internet for a week, kids? do tell. and i'm too tired to do anything but sleep now. goodnight. 26 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

cried but no one came [22 Feb 2004|11:18pm] [ mood | angry / sad / disappointed ] [ music | Bright Eyes - Sunrise, Sunset ] that 5$ in my wallet belongs to my little sister. and i still owe her 5$. i.need.a.job. at least once a day, my mother gets extremely pissed off at me for not having a job. so if anyone knows where i could apply, please please let me know. i know not everyone has met my mother, but trust me when i tell you she is insane and you could be saving my life. saturday=bright eyes in providence. the only thing i'm looking forward to even slightly anymore. i need to take my mind off of everything. fast. soon. now. if you want to hang out next week... let's do it. please. & when i try and say i don't feel like it.. or try and make a lame excuse... don't fucking listen. & also... eric is seriously one of the best friends i have ever had. and i love him very much. 13 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[21 Feb 2004|11:51am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the lovely tape chris made me ] the other night i went to Alice's for her 17th birthday party. if people could learn to kiss less in front of me, i'd appreciate it. a lot. thanks. post alice's i slept over jessica's house. i miss her. we watched Harry Potter (& the Chamber of Secrets, for those who wondered which) where i hit on every member of the Weasley family. and then the next day i went shopping with Melinda and Jessica. i.love.shopping. next time.. i'll have a job. it just has to happen. at Alice's party i went to check my voicemail... & forgot it plays old messages first.. and i heard your voice.. and my heart stopped... until i realized it wasn't a new message. i didn't listen to it long enough to place it, but it was either from the night i saw peter pan or the day i got into the accident. either way.. it hurt. i watched like 4 hours of Queer Eye for the Straight Guy last night. i needed to laugh like that. 20 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[19 Feb 2004|01:23am] [ mood | numb . ] [ music | Get Up Kids - The Most Depressing Song ] last night i had a date with Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. this picture was captured after a RIM JOB joke was made. and i laughed for so long. edit: i had a dream last night. i owned an apartment and vern from trading spaces was helping me decorate it. i remember waking up and wanting to tell him we should paint something Chartreuse. which i can't spell. but vern was actually the psychiatrist on Law & Order:SVU, who i am INCREDIBLY attracted to. i'm sorry i could be everything but there. 12 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[15 Feb 2004|10:43pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | get up kids : wish you were here [andireallydo.] ] pictures from UMass may be posted later. i've decided i'm not a big fan of the drinking game. and i think i'm done. hahaha on the ride up, cassie spoke of masturbating to britney spears. becca and i concured that she is extremely attractive... but we were hesitant to go along with the masturbation part of her statement. understandable, i'd say. we got extremely lost when we got close to UMass. extremely. i found it hysterical. but i wasn't driving. or navigating. and i didn't have to pee. so maybe it was different for me. i very much loved the ride home with rebecca lewis. we found our way back no problem. thank you, mapquest. and talking to rebecca is always lovely. because i loveeeeeeeee her. which i told her in a drunken 5 minute 32 second voicemail on her phone. other people i called: andrea brian ashley ( i really like winamp5 ... by the way.  ) 42 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[13 Feb 2004|08:33pm] [ mood | cold.lonely. ] [ music | The International Noise Conspiracy - A New Language ] i just posted these in my photo journal [ __thelovewar ] but i wanted to post them here, too. ( +8 ) today was long, but overall not that bad. i was in a good mood until now. but i plan on sleeping shortly, anyway, so whatever. tomorrow = becca, cassie and i visiting nathaniel at UMass. 24 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[12 Feb 2004|07:26pm] [ mood | stressed / fucked BUT happy ] advice: never pick a research paper topic based soley on an 80s song you like. example: writing a paper on Bette Davis as an american icon because of the song "bette davis eyes". 11 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

i told travis i'd update. [10 Feb 2004|12:48am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Bright Eyes - Method Acting ] it's ridiculous how much you can tell about someone from looking into their eyes. it doesn't matter what sentiment their words are trying to convey; the feeling is in their eyes. i was thinking about the math test i have tomorrow and i thought i should offer everyone some advice. when you take a math course, always always always do as well as you can within the first two quarters. always. because once those two are done, things will pick up. you won't notice things getting extremely difficult at first, but i promise you they will be. and.you.will.be.fucked. so please... remember this friendly warning and save your academic career. it's too late for me.. but not for everyone. i want to listen to an amazing song right now. and what should this be? 36 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

mydearestrebecca, you are my reason for living. lovealwaysandforever, amber [06 Feb 2004|03:46pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | bloodbrothersambulancevsambulance ] happy birthday pink_amanda ! moving on... today was a snow day. i watched the price is right for a little bit and i have deemed it the most frustrating show of all time. i get genuinely upset when someone guesses wrong. ESPECIALLY if i knew the right answer. i wish they could hear my desperate shouts of "$21,987" from my seat, but they never do. and they fail because of it. i also watched Romeo and Juliet. with the lovely Leonardo, to whom i have promised my first born child in exchange for even just a glance my way. i had forgotten the little black boy in the choir sings Prince's "When Doves Cry" at one point in the movie. oh man did i laugh. ( she waits all night to feel his kiss ) 34 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

concealedwithinthisentryisanactualthought. [02 Feb 2004|12:24am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | new empire . protect your honor ] i had a battle royale with my hair today. it was like i was in the WWE but back when it was the WWF it was that intense. i went grocery shopping today and bought instant ( minute fudge ). it looked like it was going to be phenomenal. and i was excited about it all day. then i went to make it. and it was harder than it should have been. i bet that shit is for ages 35 and up or something like that. i haven't tried it yet... but it's not looking too promising, i assure you. everyone always says "i don't know who i really am" and they're on this ... mission to discover themselves. what if you're lying to yourself. what if this person you think is concealing another, is really ... you? no one wants that to be the truth. everyone wants to think they're misunderstood. p.s. the car i initially thought was my new car was actually one my dad was fixing. ( this is my new car ). 31 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

♥ [31 Jan 2004|12:48am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Deathcab for Cutie - Scientist Studies ] my grandma gave me a whole bag of sweaters. and they'd all be lovely if they fit. but they don't. so i wear them around the house. because they smell like her and they comfort me. last night the transmission blew in my mother's car. and we all remember i demolished the lovely honda on tuesday. so this left my family with no car. and oh man was my mom heated about that. but my dad found another car today. it's a perk of being a mechanic, i suppose. i don't like it. but it'll be mine once my mom's transmission gets fixed in her car. roughly a week. maybe i'll get used to it. but i really hate it right now. really. truly. honestly. alot. thankyou to everyone who asked how i was at school today. or gave me a hug. it was really really nice, guys. really. thankyou. mine.is.only.for.you. 16 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

♥ imissyou. [28 Jan 2004|10:42pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | story of the year - Until the Day I Die ] soooooooooo i was in a little bit of a car accident yesterday. i'm fine. no worries. if you'd like to know what happened ( i will tell you.  ) hahaha i got back from x-rays and my dad was like "umm... cassie just called... on the nurse's phone... she told people she was your sister to get through..." and i laughed. a lot. cassie, becca and garrett all left me messages on my voicemail. and i love them. soooooo i don't have a car anymore. and i'm a little sore. but otherwise i am golden. & remember... chocolate chip cookies you make me can heal anything. 63 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

i think paris hilton is hotttt. [25 Jan 2004|09:29pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Blood Brothers - The Shame ] everyone needs more than one person in their life. but i want to be the one person someone needs. i think it's why i'm such a jealous person. it's ridiculous on my part. i know it is. friday after the last two exams, Alice, Eric, Jessica and i did a little bowling. Eric + I were Team Sex. i didn't bother to listen to what Jessica and Alice called themselves, because in my mind they were Team Loser. Eric + I won... as expected. we each had the same score. how is that for team unity?! ( team.sex.domination. ) hahaha let me point out that eric got ZERO one frame. and we still won. 50 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[20 Jan 2004|10:19pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | michael jackson - billie jean [that'sright,bitches.] ] highlights of my day: +calling garrett for an hour in the parking lot of harkness. +being a samuri during the history exam +jeffrey mooning me from the comfort of stacey's car. +my books came from barnes&noble +driving around aimlessly ( i wouldn't walk all over you ) speaking of jeffrey, this friday [ january 23rd ] you all get to drive to: The Franco American Club 116 Club Rd Windham, Connecticut 7pm. 5$ dressed in you. farewell to arms. quiet life. taken to the sky. i'll [hopefully] be there. and so will you. 24 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[19 Jan 2004|03:08pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | The Get Up Kids - Holy Roman ] new layout knoxvillekitten. one garrett will appreciate if no one else does. 40 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

imissyou. [17 Jan 2004|07:56pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Rilo Kiley - The Good That Won't Come Out ] that is a tape i made for use in my car. you, too, can make tapes for use in my car! and then mail them off to me! amber curio 45 old colchester rd quaker hill, ct 06375 only i can't call it "my" car until i get a job. fuckkkkkk that shit. cassie and becca came over last night for a board game party. it turned into 3 1/2 hours of Trivial Pursuit: Pop Culture we were all going to head to the mall today for a little job hunting, but cassie went up to WPI and becca wasn't up for it. so i made the journey alone. i got 2 job applications - CVS & Hallmark. it took me like an hour and a half to get two applications. i had to work up the courage to ask for them i am honestly a douche. it's quite possible that i am the only one amused by my new icon. i even put "HAHA" as part of it's keyword. i find it comical. 33 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

[15 Jan 2004|06:16am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | plows dominating my snow. bitches. ] my best friend is far better than any news station. ever. i wake up at 6am and i thnk "maybe.. just maybe i have a motherfucking snow day.." so i go to check my reliable source. channel 8? psh. channel 3? fuck that channel... 4? NEVER! cassie.cammarata. this kid wakes up at 5:30 when there's a chance of snow, just to see if there is a snow day. she lives for snow. she lives for snow days. she lives for romps in my pants. and i love her. GeminiBC2 (5:35:26 AM): NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SCHOLOL!#!L@M12 GeminiBC2 (5:35:27 AM): klwhrjlwh GeminiBC2 (5:35:28 AM): SNOW GeminiBC2 (5:35:29 AM): DAY!KH#!! amber841 (5:54:02 AM): mskl faslkf a Auto response from GeminiBC2 (5:54:03 AM): COME AND PLAY IN THE SNOW WITH ME!!! FOR I HAVE A SNOW DAY FUCKIGN SNOW DAY ILIVEFORTHIS. amber841 (5:54:05 AM): NO FUCKKING WAY this means my history and spanish midterms can kick my ass another day. 15 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

holy toledo, batman!!! [14 Jan 2004|10:00am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Hellogoodbye - Call And Return (Say That You're Into Me) ] six months + one day after turning the lovely age of sixteen, i have accquired a license. well, actually.. i passed the test.. but i still have to go to old saybrook dmv tomorrow to get the actual license license. but i passed the motherfucking test, bitches!!! i went first. backed up PERFECT even though there were no cars on either side of the space and that's how i usually do it. pulled a k-turn like what. came back. loved.my.life. 51 couldn't love| lie.to.me.

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