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Hollly Crap [December 9th|12.28am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Ok, so since when have I wanted to play Mario Party so bad? Marci, I blame you!!! >< I looked all over this house for the first one and I couldn't find it. The world is coming to an end. D=

Bah I don't think I did so hot on my math and CS final. n_n I'm really disappointed in myself. I only studied my ass off for them both but thats not good enough ._.;;

I'm a pissy bear today too. ;_; Probably because I did bad and am beating myself up about it but.. mannn this break is going to be amazing. I'm going to be working on my book hard core! I hope.

Ahhhh I want exams to be over. Two more. TWO more. @__@

and why does it so happen that I come up with an idea and SUDDENLY someone else gets that -very- same idea and because they can draw they get the fricken lime-light. Pisses.me.offf. ._- I'm still going to carry this idea through though and if they have something to say about it then I got logs! -><- -huff-

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Saffronite City Chronicles -- Reflection (Kamikai) [November 3rd|7.10pm]
Rain. Sheets of ice-cold rain hailed down on Saffronite City without mercy. The blue blue skies of fall had been covered by a blanket of angry gray that released tears of hatred and grief down on the city. Made it hammer and flood the streets that were littered with trash and stray cars. Not one soul walked along the sidewalks, not even with an umbrella; all signs had been pulled back into their shops whose windows glowed with a warm, welcoming light.

And yet, I stood... like an idiot, like a fool... in its unforgiving bout. Armed with a sleek black umbrella, a pitiful excuse for a raincoat and a pair of worn boots I trudged across mushed ground towards the place I had been forced to visit these past few weeks.

What had gone wrong? We-- the Dark Watch had been so confident, had done so well up until a few weeks ago. Up until a few weeks ago Silva's abilities had excelled, and it looked as if we, all ten of us, would be facing the man who had ruined so many of our lives. That, ironically, was a few weeks ago. Just a few weeks ago.

How stupid I was to rely so heavily on Silva, to become so cowardly as to second guess myself, to go to her to confirm my plans! She had even told me-- her, the one had been the top scientist in COLOR, that I shouldn't put all my faith in her. I refused to believe that what she said was true. I didn't believe in anyone but myself after all and that was how it always would be.

How stupid... out of all the idiots I had met in this world and they couldn't even compare to me. I was the dumbass, filled with too much pride, solidified with a barrier to keep people from getting close to me. And look what happened.

My feet sunk into the wet ground, pushing up puddles of water as I climbed the small hill that would take me to the gray tombstones sitting on top of it. My soldiers lay at rest here.

'-How could I have let this happen?-'

I felt my bare hand tighten around the handle of the umbrella, while my other clung to the fabric inside my coat pocket. The memory flooded back to me, a crystal clear picture-- as if it were happening again before my very eyes. A memory of Hiro, one of the first to fall.

The Dark Watch hadn't been able to find him in time. The Dark Watch hadn't even known the danger one of its members were in. Because I was uncaring, inconsiderate. They were all tools that were going to help me defeat Him, not real human beings. They couldn't die, they were immortal. They weren't like my parents.

And yet, when Hiro had been brought to my doorstep... a bloodied and battered mess, limp and broken in Bird's arms.

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ahh all I could get to tonight. I miss writing so hardcore.. =n_n= Anyway this is a reflection on some of the characters that will perish in Saffronite City Chronicles. D= Those being very shocking persons but something that must happen.
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Chitzoi [September 1st|11.07pm]
This is a story I wrote revolving around my character from Sereans Chitzoi! This was supposed to be a description paper but it turned into a story somehow... @__@ She said we could take a scene and use it and I did.. and bleh it went downhill but I enjoy it, though will never bore people this much with 500 words worth of description! =P

Enjoy, comments are loved!

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Prologue [August 19th|10.28am]
[ mood | calm but tired ]

Oh wow. Two days of it has worn me out. But it's over, thank the lord. To say the least I have had fun. A lot of fun but.. I can't wait to meet people that have the same interests as me. I really, really want to start classes! >< And some of the people in my group are extremely lazy. =( So i'm going to go look for classes today by myself! <3 So I can know where to go while they just say: "wing it, you can be late on your first day." Peh, I'm not taking chances. ^^;;

But I love Bonnie and Kelly, our group leaders. Kelly actually went to my school and played the french horn. So WOO WOO. She's awesome, and Bonnie is just laid back and sweet. I love Chelsey, she's soooo funny and wild. Cares is another one I adore. Kristen is alright, she's really quiet and I don't know what else to do around her. Mmm... then we have Bobby, Jacob, Dustin, and Josh and two black guys that play football. I dont know their names because they are hardly there. One is James.. I know that but anyway, they are so funny and awesome. I've met so many more people like Sarah, Shelly, Elizabeth, Erika, the other Christen, and then Rin. Rin. How cool is that?! Has the name to one of my book characters. *__* haha well anyway, i've had fun with them.

We've done all kinds of things like make a cake, go to kool park pool, eat things, play games, hang out.. it all feels like a camp to me though so I can't wait until they drop the baby act still and let us go. I also hate commuting. I hear all these things about dorms and I know not the first thing about them.. @-@ I got lost trying to find Cares' room, they have two doors, I chose the wrong one and since I was so tired I gave up. Lawlawlawl. But yes, I'm happy I did it all, but I'm so drained. I think I'm going to be napping for awhile. =P

Later on today i'm gonna head up to LR to find my classes and to meet at my Professor's house for class. =] Well a meeting. I don't have directions,

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Moar Pics! [July 15th|7.51am]
This was at Ft. Lauderdale Alice and Wonderland style! =3 I was playing checkers with my sis Kendall.


This is Kendall, Me and my sister. Yes, I'm wearing a dress and make-up and earrings. =3 I love summer dresses, they are comfy!


This is from our spring play. =3 I'm the COP lol! And In that pic is Emily-chu, Ashely-chi, and Jeromi-pire. His eyes are feaky, yo. And I swear he looks just like a girl from behind. XDD


PROM. @_@


More Prom.


Me and Worely AT my house before prom things. =3 Hehe my dress blinds all!




















Me and Christina before the play. =3 She can do awesome things with hair. Man I loved having my hair done by her. It felt AMAZING. *_*


Lianna TOOK my gun as I arrested her. n_n I'm screwed!!


Me and my sis be ghetto. Well, I tried to be but failed.


BEACH it. Though.. my eye is totally messed up for some reason.


I'm at the beach, Kendall snapped a pic of me on the towel. =O


GRADUATION. Look at me all DECKED out. u_u UNF worked hard for that. And there's GOOBER. =P ~.dislike.~


me, Sam, and Megan! <3 Sweeties from Theatre. <3


This is my dad's brother Donnie. He actually works and is quite successful. =3 So I like him.


Some guy with a Kisuke hat took this picture. T_T But I was debating on whether he knew what bleach was or not.. or if he just snagged it at a pawn shop. n_n ~.chuu.~ I was too scared to ask. D= ~.loses.~


First time I wear eyeliner and mascara EVER. I love my pigtaillls



This is my brother Travis. =3 He played for Tennessee Volunteers. <3 He's awesome.


This was at the comedy place Improv. Myspace. LOL. So why not make funny faces at it like OH SNAP. and take a picture? =3 They had people from Comedy Central there and I can't remember their names worth a damn but they were funnny.


madam Trulawny from Harry Potter. I had to dress like her for a day. I got a green skirt from Allyson in the morning and changed so it looked more like her. =3 But lol my hair.. was CRAZY and it was fun shouting "The Grimm!" in the middle of class.


Close up! These glasses KILLED me. I couldn't see out of them for nothing. @_@


This is Rupp! =3 Or me being Rupp and coply. I also got my porn star name Tight Cherry because of this. ~.snort.~ haha I love Amber and Hannah. =3 I can't wait to go back to see them next year.


This is all of us! =3 Charlie is Sarah's BF yo and I have none. Worely is mai best friend. <3


When I went to Ft. Lauderdale.. I became ICE CREAM.


Haha we were totally too old to ride this! >_> And this little kid got up there and was all. "let's do it, let's do it" hahaha. That motor would have blown up. But yeah it was awesome getting up on this. =3 The night of TRANSFORMERS!

That's all for now!
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Old Photos I found! [July 13th|10.11am]
[ mood | I don't know ]

=D haha. Pics of me, my cats and crazyness. These came off my cellphone. Altell finally let me send them in to my email!


Lol this was me on like, the last day of school in 2006. =3 Allyson had cat ears and I swiped them!


This was the first semester of my senior year. Nate had these CRAZY glasses and I wanted to see what my face looked like. XD I am wearing beads yo, who do I flash?


This was when we went to Mary Jo's in my sewing class! x3 I want my lego man dammmit! >=O ~.paws at it.~ T_T


This is my baby cookie! =3 She's my diva girl.



It's Cookie again! ^_^ and me on my bed doing the lap top thing.


Closeness! =) Last one but yes my sweet old girl again.


This is THE NINJA!! >=O He scales walls and has survived several suicide attempts of dive bombing off my balcony (Josh knows. XD!!) and hanging from his harness on the front porch! He also is known to attack your leg and foot. His name.. is BOO!


This is boo-berry again! =3 He likes being all over that fan. I have no idea why but he's so cute! And soft.

I was so immature this night but it was fun! I hadn't gotten to see Josh and Natasha in awhile. =3 The fried ice cream was hard to break so I went crazy on it. XD ~.got free food for it.~ TRIGUN!

This is Josh's uglllly car. Ommg! lololol. Tasha wanted to get up on the car with me so I did. Man I let loose. XD I bet I have nasty spots on me still from that day because that car id just so EUUUW. hahaha

And here is MY car. u_u ~.hugs it.~ =3 Tasha wants some I think. She was so dressed up and I slacked! I just thought we were going to the rec to act like kids in the park. =3

This is Josh, Me, and Natasha! =3 I had fun that night. <3

well that's all. I'm kinda doing ok after finding out something rather shocking and hurtful. I still have no reason what I did to this person but.. I want to let them know.. that I'll be there for them if they need me again... I just hope this feeling in my chest goes away and that I can control the random outbursts better. I can do it. I can do it. Life goes on... yeah?

I started Sereans a few days ago. I have Serigo's profile done, and Chitzoi's is next. Now I need to imagine the world of Sereans and it'll be set. =3 I just.. need a few more days to collect myself I think.

My two kidney stones are.. well one is moving, the other is stuck, so I might have to have surgery after all. @_@ The last time.. hurt so bad.. geh.

That's all! =3 I'll have pics from Ft. Lauderdale up soon too.

I'm going to Andrea's tomorrow to spend the night and watch HP5. I'M SO EXCITED Sirius!! @__@

Lol This is the perfect video to describe how I feel right now. Man I sound so emo. But when you've known someone for years and they suddenly throw you away without a word.. and then you find out 7(close to it yeah) months later the hard way. It's like a slap to the face. I appreciate it. =/ And despite it all I still give a damn about this person. How sad I am...


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Lawl [December 16th|10.28pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Gackt - Redemption ]

On the twelfth day of Christmas, KerenaDarklight sent to me...
Twelve stars drumming
Eleven games piping
Ten demons a-leaping
Nine computers dancing
Eight xenogears a-gaming
Seven cats a-writing
Six scythes a-hellsing
Five dra-a-a-agon knights
Four terry brooks
Three jelly beans
Two ronin warriors
...and a track in a s.d. perry.
Get your own Twelve Days:



Otherwise I am sad. D= Don't ask, I don't feel like going into it.

Still sick, wrapped a ton of presents and I'm still debating on whether to give a few people what I bought them. x_x thank god for gift reciets..
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Friends Only! <3 [October 22nd|3.58pm]
Yes, this is a friends only journal now!! :) If I know you, or don't know you, either or, just add me and I'll add you back or what not! <3
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