my monkied brain
26 July 2008 @ 10:24 am
Tokyo Blog, Day 1: A Success!  
I'm in Tokyo!!  And it's fantastic.  After two and a half days of visit with my dad & stepmom, and then another two day visit with my mom, and a night spent at Hawk & Miranda's house (all of which were amazing and fabulous and just good in multiple ways that I won't try to describe here) I got on an airplane and arrived in this city!

Not only that, when I landed last night I managed to get myself to my lodging, jet lag and all.  )

Anyway, my day started great and ended great, despite the frustration of the phone in between, and I'm going to bed happy.  I'm also hoping to get myself out to one of Tokyo's gardens tomorrow to walk around - it's been pretty hot here so it might not be the best time to see it, but supposedly it's actually a bunch of mini gardens who were all planned / inspired around a series of poems.   Oh, and Gabriel showed me this fantastic grammar book that he's working through that I really want to get, so perhaps a bookstore visit?  We shall see.
 
 
my monkied brain
18 July 2008 @ 04:30 pm
see you... soonish?  
So, this is my last post before I head off to California before I head off to Japan.  I don't know if I'll have internet while in CA because the parents ... well, one of them does, and the other is doing dial up and I have lost the patience I used to have with it.  Besides, I kinda want to hang out with them a lot.  And then... JAPAN!

I'm sure I'll be boring you all with posts once I get there, as this year I'm supposed to have much better (and more reliable) internet access.  But until then, in the words of the goofy reprobates (and I seriously hope they don't remake this movie): Be excellent to each other. And party on, dudes!


OH, and PS, for all you Cordelia lovers?


[user info] / [join] / [affiliate]


Friend? Love? Perhaps sign up?
 
 
my monkied brain
18 July 2008 @ 02:30 pm
the answers to my friend!love "which one are you" meme  
I almost hate to do this, because looking back over the list I realized why I love my friends list... it's because all of you are fabulous people and I could pretty much write books about your wonderfulness.  At the same time, when I looked at each of the 34 usernames on this list and thought about a sentence that could describe that person?  These are what I came up with

Which one are You? Well, you are to me )
 
 
my monkied brain
17 July 2008 @ 04:47 pm
I've may not have said it before (or maybe I have), but it bears saying (repeating)  
If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.

*squishes you all*

Which one are You? )
 
 
my monkied brain
16 July 2008 @ 07:33 pm
not so much a pimp as an outcry  
based off of [info]secondalto 's post here...

The NY Times article Abortion Proposal Sets Condition on Aid:

The Bush administration wants to require all recipients of aid under federal health programs to certify that they will not refuse to hire nurses and other providers who object to abortion and even certain types of birth control.

more importantly:

The proposal defines abortion as follows: “any of the various procedures — including the prescription, dispensing and administration of any drug or the performance of any procedure or any other action — that results in the termination of the life of a human being in utero between conception and natural birth, whether before or after implantation.”  [ emphasis mine ]

and finally,

“The proposed definition of abortion is so broad that it would cover many types of birth control, including oral contraceptives and emergency contraception.” [ emphasis mine ]

Feministing, as usual, has their own unique take on things, and even lovelier graphics, but I also believe they have a point - there seems to be some idea that if it offends somebody those who are offended have to be protected, which isn't quite how I think anit-discrimination laws work.

The full text of the draft memo that's sparked the whole debate [ in PDF form ]

A link to the Department of Health and Human Services' comment form (where you can express your displeasure.)

A link to the Planned Parenthood campaign form to "Stop President Bush's massive sellout of women's healthcare".


And, in my reading on this, I've found this site that has stories of people working in abortion clinics and the anti-choice women they gave abortions to (which makes for really interesting reading).  One of the many stories:

"I've had several cases over the years in which the anti-abortion patient had rationalized in one way or another that her case was the only exception, but the one that really made an impression was the college senior who was the president of her campus Right-to-Life organization, meaning that she had worked very hard in that organization for several years. As I was completing her procedure, I asked what she planned to do about her high office in the RTL organization. Her response was a wide-eyed, 'You're not going to tell them, are you!?' When assured that I was not, she breathed a sigh of relief, explaining how important that position was to her and how she wouldn't want this to interfere with it." (Physician, Texas)

And finally, an absolutely amazing rant by [info]naamah_darling .  She is not at all fair minded, but she's passionate, and tired of all the shit (and by shit I mean the government attitude and the common discourse about women's rights to their own bodies), and I respect that, deeply.

Although this is still in the draft stage, and I completely understand that, I'm saddened, disheartened, and frankly terrified that this kind of thing could even get to the draft stage.
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my monkied brain
16 July 2008 @ 05:32 pm
everybody knows about this right?  
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my monkied brain
15 July 2008 @ 09:25 pm
gotta write this before i get distracted again  
I figured out how Cinderella lost her shoe - if she was anything like me this afternoon, walking up stairs in heels, I only put the front half of my foot on the stair so I don't make that weird clicking noise that heels make on the floors in the Asian Studies office (they're some kind of formica stuff - institutional and easy to clean).  Anyway, feet are warm, slightly sweaty, and one shoe decided it was going to fall off instead of stay on as I was heading up.   I had to go back three steps to grab it.

I've worked, in the last two days, on both jobs for at least 6 hours each day, and probably more like 8.  They conned me into going to the temp agency today for a couple of hours.  I managed to get up to go in on Monday in the nick of time because Neil turned over at a quarter to 8 and asked me if I was going to get up.  Today I wasn't due in until 11, but I managed to get distracted by graphics (for them, mind you, but stuff I could do from home), and didn't leave the *house* till 11.  Then off to the department to turn in my time care for the other job ... had to make it before 5 to get paid properly.  I feel like I've been rushing frantically from one place to the other for longer than just two days.

And last night I decided I was going to push myself to finish projects for the Department, and then do some laundry, and then work on the stuff for the temp agency, and then email my advisor.  I managed to finish most of the stuff for the department, and ended up working up an emergency SOG entry.  At least those two things got done, though.   Before midnight.  That's the good part.  And I finished the temp stuff and started the laundry today.

The part that's amusing (to me) is that I'm leaving in 4 or so days for an entire month, and I'm finding MORE stuff for myself to do than I thought I would last week when I drew up my "I'm going to Japan, what do I need to take care of?" list.  Except none of it is related to my trip -- it's all things I have to get done before I go.  Thus I use my icon sarcastically.
 
 
my monkied brain
09 July 2008 @ 12:25 am
Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them.  
i now have three more fic tributes that I want to post right now, but am trying to hold for an non-posty day at SOG.  GAH, the waiting is killing me!

I went to see a woman about my knee today, since the pain has pretty much stayed constantly annoying but totally undebilitating since about the second day after my injury.  The preliminary investigation of the x-rays shows ... nothing.  Which is good, as it means I probably just bruised the space in between the knee cap and the leg bones.  The bad news is it will probably still hurt all the way through me walking around Tokyo.

10 days to go!!  The countdown continues (and yeah, i know, it's past midnight, but it's still Tuesday to me).  this weekend will be spent doing all kinds of wonderful things like installing skype so I can communicate with my loved ones while I'm across the world.  I'm finally getting to the point where I'm making lists of things I need to do before I go, which is good, because otherwise I'd forget something important and the mail from the US to Japan?  not very fast.

I both remembered and forgot lots of Japanese today - it was an exercise in frustration listening to the conversation between my old Japanese professor and my advisor this afternoon.  And they were actually just telling funny stories.  *sigh* hopefully this month will change all that.

I seem to have a number of projects that I started with the intention of actually completing them *before* I left for Japan still unfinished.  [info]soft_princess , I totally sent you an email tonight about one of them!!  Others are school related, and others are things I'd fully intended to do, but have been subsumed in the daily grind of temp agency fatigue and other emotional distresses.  Now that things are not quite as distressing as they could be (or I'm less on pins and needles about everything), I have the emotional time to do them, but not the ... *actual* time.  When is someone going to mass produce a time-turner??  I want one.

Neil and I got into a discussion (short) the other night about identification as we've both finished (Sun of Suns and Queen of Candesce by Karl Schroeder).  The first story follows (mostly) a young man (although this one woman character is introduced in the first book), and then the second follows the woman's story (and yes, you're right, the 2nd book title kind of gave that away).  He said that he didn't identify with her in the first book, but that I did because I always tried to identify with the female characters in the books.  I'm not sure if he's right or wrong or partially wrong.  I do tend to look for female characters in novels, but it's not as if I haven't had a lifetime's practice identifying with male characters (besides, it's been proved over and over again that identification does NOT fall along gendered lines no matter what).   But I did think it was curious.  Good books though.
 
 
my monkied brain
06 July 2008 @ 11:31 am
 
sometimes when I wake up my mind is wiped clean from the worries of yesterday - like an open blank canvas where the murky colors of my dreams leave water-colored splotches that fade as I brush my teeth.

then yesterday, and yesterday's yesterday comes trickling back in, like the volume in one of those cars that adjusts for speed - the faster I wash my face and walk out into the living room the quicker my brain seems to come alive.

this morning, though, i woke up with an Oasis song already in my head from yesterday, and the world was already at my beck and call before I touched coffee.  Things I told myself I have to remember -

  • i leave in 12 days for Tokyo
  • how does the wallpaper i was up until 3 am making last night look in the morning?
  • will every song we practice on Rock Band get stuck in my head that way or just the Oasis songs?
  • It's time, far past time, for me to do laundry
  • the dog is limping less, thank god, and she's going to be one of the people I miss a whole lot when I'm gone for a month
  • the dishes are never ending
  • My boyfriend is unhealthily interested in gameshows.  Unhealthily, I tell you.
  • Leaving for Japan doesn't seem real, but it will be.
  • we watch way too much reality TV - TLC, TLC, TLC.
what about you?  how do you wake up?  does it take that first sip of caffeine before your eyes open?
 
 
my monkied brain
29 June 2008 @ 11:02 pm
 
I went to a mock trial yesterday - it was really fascinating.  And the bonus?  Getting paid for giving my opinion.  My opinion was contrary to the other outspoken people in the room, so it was great fun to be the voice of dissent.  It's crazy how easy people fall into types in my head though - without knowing names or backgrounds or anything that makes people unique there were people I ... recognized.  You know, the lady who's in her 50's and very particular about how things are supposed to be happening, who had some legal experience and so was annoyed that they didn't "instruct" the jury as they ought.  The woman in her mid-40s wearing a long flowered skirt and a sensible top with frizzy hair who saw things in black and white, the younger (maybe 20s) guy who slouched in his chair and was  a total idealist.  The guy whose white shirt didn't totally hide his tattoos in his 30s with sharp eyes and day-old stubble who didn't want to make decisions fast and who tried his damnedest to be fair to both sides. 

Makes me wonder what my type is.  I know I've got one, and I used to be percieved as that girl in my classes - too precocious, doesn't know how to shut up.  But at this point I'm getting too old to be qualified as "girl" anymore.  Still don't keep my mouth shut though, but I don't know if I come off as an idealist or a know it all (probably both, but I'd like to know if it's a 60/40 split or the other way around).  I had trouble staying quiet while other people made their points, I was the one who directed conversation through the first run through and made sure every one in the damn room had the chance to give their opinion at least once, and I spoke up in the first group during the debriefing.  I wonder if, in 20 years or so, I'm going to be the woman who is all uptight about the rules.  Guess I'll have to ask the question again in 20 years or so.

it is sunday night in kate-land and that means i have a week to recap )
 
 
my monkied brain
24 June 2008 @ 09:04 pm
 
Stolen directly from Miss [info]eurydice72 ....

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Put an asterick next to the books you'd rather shove hot pokers in your eyes than read
5) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;-)

this just proves that me being a lit major should not be a surprise )

Now, when does the forcing of books happen?  Cuz I'll buy another book shelf.

Now, if you're wondering what else is going on?  It's fairly boring stuff... which is why it is going behind a cut )
 
 
my monkied brain
17 June 2008 @ 11:49 pm
more images...  
so, following [info]antennapedia (hey, i am a sheep, and my desktop is not nearly as interesting as hers, but)... here is my desktop right now!



want it explained...check here )

and this would have been my LJ entry, but I'm addicted to the wordle thing.


ok, fine, i saved the words too, but they're kind of random )
 
 
my monkied brain
16 June 2008 @ 11:59 pm
coolest thingie ever  
go, go check out http://wordle.net/  !!

This is what an old entry from my LJ looks like

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my monkied brain
15 June 2008 @ 06:03 pm
good things today  
  • updated my graphics website with ... well, some of the stuff it needs updated with.  Especially fic tributes.
  • rescheduled my trip out to Japan via California so that I can go see my dad and co for a couple of days before hand
  • watched one of my netflix movies - The Machinist - which wasn't as cool as it should have been given Christian Bale starved himself for it.  It pretended towards Memento, but never quite reached the same kind of tension, and was instead all about hard edges and delayed fear and ... at least to me ... almost obvious ending.
  • remembered it was father's day (not early enough to figure out a card and get it in the mail or anything, but ... i didn't forget to call dad)
  • put almost half of the 2007 [info]summer_of_giles entries into the memories.  It's something I've meant to do forever, but since lj has the dumbest system for doing it, it's tedious.
  • had good movie night with good friends last night.  We saw the new special edition of Blade Runner and it was just as amazing (maybe even more so w/out the silly voice over) as I remembered.  And we saw The Prophecy which was, in two words, pretty fantastic.  I can't believe I'd never seen it.  Erik Stoltz!  Christopher Walken!!!!
  • actually have a fic to rec on [info]giles_fic_recs  (not that there aren't some great ones being produced at SOG, but I figure most people who watch one comm watch the other!)
 
 
my monkied brain
13 June 2008 @ 12:11 am
 
Went and had girl-dinner with a girlfriend of mine tonight, and it was perfect.  She's smart and funny and truly a close friend of mine and we don't just get together often enough.  I had a great time, ate *way* too much food (mmmmm....goat cheese), and drank these funny drinks called "Kristin" - a mix of raspberry vodka, lemonade and grenadine. 

I'm starting a temp job tomorrow at my temp agency.  This is after I stuffed invoices and checks for an afternoon for them last week (and, honestly, this is not a job I would have delegated to a temp because it allows the temp in question to actually find out what their own markup is... well, if they're curious while they're folding.)  On the one hand, it's great because it's a job and it's money and it has the potential for lasting for more than two days.  On the other I like short-term stuff.  I like staying up late and waking up late.  I like goofing around online because I don't have anything to do, and I like working up at the university when I get bored with the house.  But... $$

And it's actually not true that I don't have anything to do.  I've offered to help a friend try and collect on a job he'd completed (and now the guy he did the work for isn't even bothering to return calls), I'm developing branding for the Uni job, so they'll actually be able to have pretty things when I leave, I'm trying to get the dog washed and both the animals into the vet in the next weeks, and see friends and have an interesting summer.  Oh, and I need to write a paper for the two conferences I'm going to this fall since I doubt I'll have time to do it when the semester starts, and I have a 30 page story to translate. 

Why haven't I?  Lazy? Emotionally confused? Obsessed with the internet?  Take your pick - it's probably a combination of the three along with some low level anxiety going right along with.

In just five weeks I'll be heading back to Japan for a month of school.  The tickets are purchased, the application is submitted, and at least one of the friends in Tokyo is informed of my impending arrival. 

I want things to be settled at home before I go, and I'm trying to be hopeful about that happening in the next week.  We shall see how that goes.  All my fingers and toes are crossed.
 
 
my monkied brain
11 June 2008 @ 01:22 am
rob brezney, this is why i love you  
my horoscope for the week:

LIBRA (Sept. 23-Oct. 22): "I've been all over the world and have lived among every kind of culture," wrote Dan Liebert on mcsweeneys.net, "and I can say, without any hesitation, that the most ignorant, rude, selfish, and self-centered people on Earth are babies." I agree with him, though I've got to add that it's senseless to get mad at babies for being such jerks. Their brains simply aren't sufficiently well-developed to be any different. This line of thought can be applied to a whole range of bad behavior by people who have technically reached adulthood: They engage in ill-advised actions not out of evil intent but because they're emotionally immature. Keep that in mind as you deal with anyone who's doing unreasonable things. Be the composed adult who's in charge of leading the big babies.

OH Rob B - this is why I'm psychically in love with you, utterly and totally.  On days when I want to ignore all the wonderful things the universe has to offer, to be small and petty and snappish, you somehow figure out a way to nail all of my snarly annoyance to the wall, to make me jerk my head up, out of my ass.  It's a tough job.  I don't envy you.
 
 
my monkied brain
07 June 2008 @ 01:28 am
my own friday list  
  • saw Indiana Jones tonight and quite liked it!  It did not spawn a deep seated need to break it into itty frustrated parts (like SitC).
  • managed to get some work done this week, which was great!  And working from home definitely has fantastic bonuses.  Oh, and the temp job earlier in the week was fantabulous even if it was only for three days - lots of geeky engineers to say hello to, lots of time on my hands to read my own books, and some sorting of mail.
  • I took a nose-dive into the sidewalk last night while walking the dog.  Nothing seems to be permanently broken, and I'm not really having any trouble walking.  I think I've bruised the bone though.  I'm the worst person for this type of thing because I bang my legs and knees all the time.  I've totally hit it three times since last night just by accident.
  • took myself out to the coffee shop last night to take a break and just ... be.  It was fantastic.  I didn't get much done, but I did get to hang out, listen to Miles Davis, drink coffee and rose-lemonade, and play on the internet until about 11:30.  Refreshing, really, since most of my semester was spent needing to do *work* at the coffee shop.  Getting play time in made it even nicer.
  • I don't know if you guys looked at my [info]spring_with_xan redux post, but [info]laazikaat, who runs the mega-Spike/Xander archive The Spander Files has awesomely added my fic graphics to the three fics I was so in love with:  Letters (by [info]tabaqui ), Subleties (by anna_s), and Incident on the Bay of the Descending Dragon (by [info]reremouse )
  • finally, behind the cut I give you the first Friday Feedback List from [info]summer_of_giles !!  It's been a seriously good first week, with a huge portion of talent being displayed (and not a little bit of smut, which always makes me terribly happy).  I think this bodes incredibly well for the entire summer.  So if you're not already on the SOG comm, or aren't tired of hearing me talk about it yet, check out what was posted this week...

Summer of Giles - Week 1 )
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my monkied brain
03 June 2008 @ 11:02 pm
what bothered me about Sex in the City: The Movie  
Ok, so before I respond to all of your lovely comments on my last post i wanted to kind of work through this movie.

So here's the thing - I'm one of those people who will watch Resident Evil: Extinction all the way through (and then tear my way through it afterwards).  I tend to get caught up in a movie, watch the whole thing, and then come back to it later and I'm able to articulate things that made me... uneasy, uncomfortable, or happy.  So my first impression was actually that... SitC was exactly what it purported to be.  It was a chick-flick.  It was much like a long episode of the series.  It was... possibly more entertaining watching the women in the audience, but on the whole it could have been worse.

Now, though, it's several days later and I'm able to actually articulate some of my unease.  Thus I give you, on deeper consideration, what bothered me - SPOILERS BE HERE )
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my monkied brain
02 June 2008 @ 08:35 pm
skattered shards  
We're watching the Bachelorette right now because that's what summer-TV has done to us.  Except that I'm not, I'm actually enjoying fabulous ficcage at [info]summer_of_giles  (it actually STARTED!  It did!), from [info]elizabuffy  to [info]drsquidlove to [info]kivrin.  What a hell of a way to start off the summer!

This last week has sent me boomeranging from ok to not at all, from coping to hiding, from productive to utterly .... I won't say useless, but I actually reread books I've read time and time again that I actually decided weren't worth rereading.  I felt as if I picked up the graphics paintbrush only to put it down time and time again.  I'm trying to reach a balance and still feeling like a teeter totter.

Like yesterday - went and saw Sex in the City (which seems to not have made an appearance on the flist so you were all perhaps smarter than I ... I will hopefully get up the balls to do a tear-down of this film later, but it's sneaky poison, so beware).  Left me in a weird weird mood.  But coffee with [info]lostgirlslair and the fiance and my darling was lovely, even if there was some bleed over.  We hit our intellectual stride right at the end again, though, and I love four parts of a conversation that all come together.  But then last night, getting home, I was back down again and not just emotionally but apparantly had some kind of sugar low so I spent half an hour almost convinced my emotional world was ending and the next two eating proteins and fruits and drinking apple juice to get my body balanced out.  And of course I felt like I was going to pass out from fatigue at 11 pm, but went to bed and read anyway and ended up tossing and turning forever after I turned out the light, so that sleep came in fits and starts.

Despite that?  Because of that?  I was up at 8:30 am (hellishly early if you asked me) and out of the house by 9 to get myself coffee and be at my temp job by 10.  They made me smile - it's a company filled with engineers, and it reminds me of the good old days at Feed the Monster Media when I was the girl who knew everyone (and answered the phones but did so much more than that besides).  Geeky engineers offered me breakfast tacos and conversation.  I'd brought my own granola bar though, so conversation was the only thing consumed.  Then there was the satisfaction of showing up to the Center for Asian Studies this afternoon (after buying myself healthy lunch - no sense in courting disaster) and organized, organized organized.  I got 300 emails down to 50, broke down and dealt with 5 boxes of ... leftover crap that had been taking up room in the office, and managed (I hope) to start to smooth the ruffled feathers of the woman who works the front desk and fancies herself a graphic designer.  She was still condescending, but I think starting to thaw by the end of the day.  Or not - I'm attempting to not care.

It was good, good without measure, to get out of the house and be doing something, not just living in the same physical and mental headspace of last week, of this house right now, and I'm looking forward to doing it again tomorrow.  Except, dammit, part of me actually wants a summer vacation!  (well, part of me feels like I should get one  - but perhaps the mental vacation is pretty much the same thing)
 
 
my monkied brain
30 May 2008 @ 12:53 pm
quote for the day....  
I am a great believer in found families and I'm not a great believer in blood. Although I love my family, even the ones I grew up with, to me I've always felt that the people who treated you with respect and included you in their lives were your family and the people who were related to you by blood might happen to be those people but that correlation was a lot less [strong] than society believes it is.  ~ Joss Whendon

Probably more than half of you have heard this.  It's one of the loveliest things I've run across today, though, so I thought I'd share it.  Also because it expresses a better concept of family to me than many others out there (and for me it means I don't have to be quite as depressed when my parts of my almost blood-family don't make the attempt to include me in their lives).  This concept of family lets me honor the people who have honored me.  That's worth it, I think.

Anybody else prefer a found family?
 
 
my monkied brain
29 May 2008 @ 07:49 pm
officially kind of bored  
so the job officially starts on monday - I'm working for our department part time (YAY MONEY!  YAY WORKING FOR THE DEPARTMENT) - but it seems ... well, for lack of a better word completely unorganized and not very ... office-y.  And the woman I need to talk to, so that I can get a bunch of organizational information, is out of the office until next week.  The woman I "trained" with gave me about an hour and a half instruction on what she does and ... that's it.  That apparently covered her job.

So the stuff I thought was going to take up my week is definitely not going to take up my week.  And I've been finishing graphics for [info]summer_of_giles , but the last couple of things I've done are turning out ... weird ... so I figured I'd better stop.

I'm seriously thinking about going to a coffee shop for a couple of hours because I think I have cabin fever.  We shall see.
 
 
my monkied brain
24 May 2008 @ 06:22 pm
And I heard 'em say, nothing ever promised tomorrow today  
Most of last week was pretty fantastic - the trip to whole foods was entirely worthwhile since we managed to feast like queens off of all the wonderful goodies we bought - imagine meals like stuffed peppers (with wild rice, mushrooms, smoky cheese, walnuts, zuccini and tomato inside), or potato knishs, or feta and spinach stuffed skirt steak, and little platters of cheeses and fresh strawberries and chopped veggies in between.  Dar and I watched all of Firefly, and then jumped right to Serenity in one crazy burst.  I managed to get myself signed up at a temp agency for summer work and then got a job for this last Friday (waking up way earlier than I'm used to).  The job itself was a total snore - not only because I hadn't gotten much sleep on Thursday night worrying about if i was going to wake up on time - but all I had to do was answer phones and read my own book.  I've even got an lj entry (hand written) around here somewhere because writing kept me awake.   Last night was some crazy family stuff that I won't get into, but today is the aftermath where all I want to do is read fic and watch tv.  Neil's home (yay!) beside me on the couch, playing video games while I type this.

Me and Daria and [info]lostgirlslair went to the Zilker Botanical gardens on Thursday too, and I thought I'd share some of the pretty pictures we ended up with!

so heres a little photo tour of our cute botanical gardens )
 
 
my monkied brain
22 May 2008 @ 01:20 am
Five fictional women who are my heroes  
(from [info]antennapedia - please everyone, consider yourselves *tagged*)
  • Aerin, from Robin McKinley's The Hero and the Crown because not only does she fight dragons and wield a sword, she is funny and bright and quite often afraid and does everything (including falling in love twice) anyway.
  • Lessa, from Anne McCaffrey's Pern novels (particularly Dragonflight).  She's tenacious, she builds her own family and life bit by bit, and she makes the big, crazy, scary decisions and then carries them out.
  • Paksenarrion, from Elizabeth Moon's The Deed of Paksenarrion (it's three books compiled together).  She's wounded doing something that she ought, and hurt so bad and so deeply but even at the very very worst she chooses not to hurt the people around her... and then chooses life.
  • Eowyn, from Tolkien's LOTR.  It may be trite to choose a Tolkien girl, especially since one of the major complaints about his works were the lack of real women, but I've always loved Eowyn - she falls in love too easily, but she's the one person in all the world who takes down the Morgul king.  The one.  And the one who recognizes Merry deserves to be part of the fight too.
  • Gina, from Pat Cadigan's Synners.  In some ways the most practical woman, the one who takes care of it all.  The one who... gets things done, even when the doing cuts out your heart.
 
 
my monkied brain
19 May 2008 @ 01:49 am
3 random things from the day  
did you know there are black carrots?  They are not a joke - no, they are one of six ingredients in the black cherry italian spritzer we bought tonight (apparently used for their color).

While walking the dog tonight at 11:15 pm, I was cruised.  I mean the car slowed, pulled over beside me and the dog, and the guy had his window open and tried to talk to me.  Of course I laughed and kept walking.  Trust me, I am not the kind of person you'd cruise, even on a Sunday.  Especially not on dog walks when I'm in tight sweats (not the glamorous kind - more the kind that show I have ... norweigan hips and ass), a sports bra, a t-shirt I've used for painting, with my hair tied in a greasy ponytail.  I have no idea what in the heck the guy thought he was doing.  Domino, luckily, was completely unperturbed (which in my book is better than having her freak out).

I'm very glad I figured out how to deal with the remotes before Neil left for LA, otherwise I'd feel cut off at the knees.  A whole media center and no one to play with it - it would probably end up feeling neglected too.
 
 
my monkied brain
18 May 2008 @ 12:03 pm
fairy tale manipulations  
here's a Cordelia as Snow White, Tara as Little Red Riding Hood, Anya as the Princess (and the pea), and others.  6 manips of the Btvs women in entirely different worlds.

teasers:     

Come away, O human child: To the waters and the wild with a fairy, hand in hand, For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand.  )

Also, a HUGE congratulations goes out to the wonderful authors and artists who were recognized today at the [info]indigo_crypt awards! Particularly [info]mary5958 for best lj layout & best general fan art, and [info]sueworld2003  for best general fan art! 

I'm delighted to have been recognized myself for a couple of things )
 
 
my monkied brain
16 May 2008 @ 12:26 pm
Spring With Xan Redux (day II): 6 Walls, 63 Icons and 6 Picspams  
So I had this crazy "idea" for my [info]spring_with_xan day - I thought I'd make wallpapers (and virtual book covers) of my favorite Xander stories.  Of course, I have a list of a dozen stories I intended to include and I only managed to make six, but hey, I think I'm doing well.  So these wallpapers all come with links to the fic they're inspired by.  

The quotes in these wallpapers are theirs, but the love is totally sharable )

now, for icon teasers:
    

I'm not gonna waste the perfect comeback on you now. But don't think I don't have it. Oh yes, it's time will come! )

picspam - my fav xan moments 3.13 through 3.16 )
 
 
my monkied brain
14 May 2008 @ 11:03 pm
psssssttt..... I'm done!  
i completely forgot to mention this!!  I am done, finished, completed, taking a deep breath and letting all of the other crap go DONE!  And have been since a little after 6 PM yesterday.

(although apparently I am so in the groove that I actually caught myself mentally revising my last paper while falling asleep last night.  I sternly told myself to disengage)

Now comes the wonderful break that is this week (though the days pass more quickly than I think they will).  To inaugurate the whole business I nabbed pick up italian food last night so we didn't have to cook, and we went to see Iron Man tonight, and tomorrow is my posting day at [info]spring_with_xan so... deep, happy, fun filled days!

I happened to like the movie - the only thing I'm frustrated by is the name, simply because I'm working on Tetsuo: The Iron Man and BOY are they not the same thing! 

So there you go.  I'm off to prep my posts for tomorrow and try and do some last minute graphicing just... cuz.  :D
 
 
my monkied brain
12 May 2008 @ 09:04 pm
what's that? is that a finish line over there?  
So, by this time tomorrow I will be done with my papers.  I may have a lingering translation hanging around, but ... I will be DONE. 

Now, the bad news - I didn't get a TAship for next semester.  I don't know where i'm going for summer.  I'm pooped.

The good news - I was offered an admin position through the school for next year that I can do with my eyes closed, which is fantastic.  The parental visit went great (although I had to work too much over the last four days to be really good company).  We only have 5 days left at [info]summer_of_giles  and there are offers out by some very talented people to possibly pick up a couple of those.

It's my last break before I plunge back into the lovely world of prosthetics,  cyborgs and Tetsuo.  *deep breath*  NUM!
 
 
my monkied brain
08 May 2008 @ 09:51 pm
Guess I'd better post this to my journal too!  
To all the Giles lovers on my flist: this is just a quick reminder - you have 7 days left to sign up at [info]summer_of_giles !  Yep, that's right, 7 days until sign ups close (and our opening day is less than a month away!!!)

Just a note, we have over 50 available spaces still open!  (15 entire days open and the rest are days with only one sign up). 

We'd like to have at least one person for every single day, so please consider signing up!  And if you're half as excited about the summer as we are, please consider pimping to your flists to get the word out.

{check the master list} l {sign up now}
 
 
my monkied brain
08 May 2008 @ 12:44 pm
When I read the script, I was like, Hello, woman in a box. I had to explore that to the end. SFenn  
Whooeee!!  I'm buried under papers.  Or would be if they weren't all digital.  Instead I'm frantically tipp-typing away and trying to make sure there's plenty of coherency.  Finished the rough draft of the Asian Horror paper on Tuesday, turned it into the prof for comments, picked them up yesterday afternoon, and glory of all glories - IT'S NOT CRAP!  I still have some significant revisions to do, but ... she likes it!  She really likes it! 

Biggest load off of my mind in forever.  Now I'm writing the Globalization paper, basically trying to discuss how Japanese cyberpunk is essentially a global enterprise so as to prove my two pronged point that Akira and Tetsuo fucking matter.  It's going well. 

Then there's a translation that I've got due tomorrow, but I just asked for an extension so everything doesn't come down at once.  And got it!  Monday translation, here I come!

Now for the cool stuff:
- OMG!!  Chapter 1 of Jamie Craig's Forsaken is up!!  If you like m/m erotica, please go check it out, since I did the "book cover" for it and I'm exceedingly proud to be associated with these two writers and the awesomeness that is their story!
- all because of [info]khaoschilde I decided to actually use my Deviant Art Account to upload some... well... stuff.  Old manips and wallpapers, and some pictures that, for whatever reason, I haven't uploaded to the lj.  Yes, I am a feedback whore.  Do they have 12 step for that?
- Neil's parents are arriving tonight for a 4 day stay tonight at 10 pm, and I actually have *help* cleaning the house because D. understands that, while I may seem psycho about cleaning, it's how I deal (and she actually has patience with it).  And Neil is chipping in!

And finally, from [info]entrenous88 's choices, the ICON MEME!  This time with my horribly bad attempts at haiku.  Look, laugh, mock.  And if you reply to this post I *WILL* pick your icons, even though my response may be slow.
1. Reply to this post, and I will pick four/five of your userpics.
2. Make a post and talk about the icons I chose.  (OR write a fanku or drabble about each of the icons - inspired by icon mood, what it represents to you, or whatever)
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon squee. (YAY)

and so, the pics were )
 
 
my monkied brain
01 May 2008 @ 11:03 pm
Image Meme!  
stolen from [info]malnpudl , that gorgeous cookie....

1. Go to www.flickr.com or Google Images.
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box.
3. Use only the first page.
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.


ok, mine is longer because I did this a while ago with a slightly different one - and forgot to post the pics )
Tags:
 
 
my monkied brain
01 May 2008 @ 06:55 pm
not another list  
and yet, I can't help myself....
  • Got into the Southwest Regional Conference!!  With a panel, no less!  This took absolute days of revisions, believe it or not.  I've never worked this hard on 250 words in my life
  • Finished all of the important classes, YAY!
  • On the waiting list for the summer program I really want to do - now I have to figure out if I'm going to pay to go to Japan or wait for someone to drop out.  Not exactly a good idea to buy the tickets if I'm still deciding.  Wish this was an easier process, but it's my own fault for applying to better programs this year
That wasn't that bad.  I haven't actually done much of anything else but school, homework, and, well, work on more [info]spring_with_xan stuff for my day later this month. 

Now, though, for the future to do list (ie: why i won't be around for a while) )
 
 
my monkied brain
25 April 2008 @ 12:29 am
meme-tasticness  
for [info]lilianvaldemyer, who wanted to know my thoughts on music, what kind of music I like when I'm stressed or angry (or any other time).

See, the first thing you have to know about me is that I'm a horrible music person.  Although I listen to music, and my tastes are pretty eclectic, I don't... do that thing that most people do.  You know, the thing where you find new music and download it/buy it, or where you pick artists and then go find other artists like them?  I don't do any of that.  Take me into a music store and I'm bored before I walk through the door.  And I don't memorize lyrics.  Much of the time I don't hear them properly, and I just don't retain them either.  I don't remember the names of the artists in the bands I like.  I don't look at their band photos and even really recognize them, I don't pay attention to their careers.  I don't really like seeing bands in concert after the first 20 minutes or so.  I don't know if it's that I didn't have that kind of a musical education when I was younger, or that I have a crappy attention span or what.  And I just ... yep, I listen to the music, and I like it, but I don't do any of that other stuff.  I'm also pretty resistant to new stuff when I'm not in the mood.  And unless I'm in Neil's car and he pops a new CD in, there is practically no time when I'm in the mood.

that being said... when I'm annoyed )

now, as for other times... )

now, for the most important category )

(oh, and lvm, all my links are from lastfm.com because I'm too lazy to go find them elsewhere)
 
 
my monkied brain
23 April 2008 @ 05:36 pm
Spring With Xan Redux: 113 Icons and 8 eps of picspam  
For my first day at [info]spring_with_xan  I did 113 icons, and collected some of the great Xander Harris moments of Season 3 into 8 picspam sets.  These icons are both variations on textures using promo pics, and images cut from Season 3. 

to give you a taste:
   

Icons anyone -- Forgiveness is my middle name. Well actually, it's Lavelle, and I'd appreciate it if you guard that secret with your life. )

Now, onto the picspam -- So the dummy tells us that he's a demon hunter, and we're like, 'Fine. La la la la.' He takes off, and now there's a brain. Does anybody else feel like they've been Keyser Soze'd? )
 
 
my monkied brain
23 April 2008 @ 12:22 am
meme-tastic responses  
My 5 Five Favorite Fandom Cliches  (for xanzpet )

  1. Amnesia.  I love memory loss that starts everybody from a blank slate (and of course the resulting attraction that they never consciously acknowledged totally comes to the fore.)  So much love!
  2. Soul bound.  Primarily I love it for Buffy/Giles, but ye gods I can't forget the great Tabaqui Spike/Xander fic Changes either.
  3. Epistolary.  Give me letters, notes, diaries, emails (although I do prefer there to be something other than 100s of emails).  But... love.
  4. Giles as a kinky sod who knows what he's doing in the bedroom and is comfortable with himself and his partner once he's made the decision that he wants them.  Gah.
  5. Spike can bite even with the chip as long as someone wants him to.  I like it when Spike bites.  Nummy.

My 5 Favorite Board Games (for [info]entrenous88 )
  1. Cranium.  You get the mix of everything all in one game, and it goes fast.
  2. Scattergories.  Even though it takes like three rounds for my brain to get into it, and even though every time the buzzer goes off I jump, it's great.
  3. Uno.  Ok, it's not quite a board game, but it gets really hilarous when you start making alliances to crush the person with the least cards.
  4. Apples to Apples.  Again, I know, it's a card gameish thing, but I'm always amused by it, so on it goes.  Best to play with as perverse as brains as possible though.
  5. The Buffy Board Game.  Ha.  This is when I knew I was a fan, when I loved this game beyond reason.  Sadly people in my house will not play it with me - they say it's quite boring and I'm just gaga.

finally, for xanzpet again, my thoughts on the power of tabloid media in this country.  First, I'm going to differentiate between tabloid media and it's power )
 
 
my monkied brain
22 April 2008 @ 01:22 pm
 
The Globalization presentation tanked.  We are talking jump off the deep end, water covering your head, rip tide pulling you out to the ocean kind of tanking.  People were interested in the films but I had to spend so much time explaining them that I didn't really get the chance to explain their connections, or why I'd chosen them, or what the heck was going on.  And the Prof actually said "I don't see any value in literature, I just don't" so I have to address that in my paper somehow too.  Now the really frightening part?  I was kind of expecting the last bit - that's part of the reason why in the past I've stuck closer to his perspective, and this time I decided I'd take the chance and do my own work for real... so we'll see how that turns out.

And since it's that kind of day, I have two memes for you:

gakked from [info]dwg :

Everyone has things they blog about. Everyone has things they don't blog about. Tell me something I don't blog about, but you'd like to hear about, and I'll write a post about it. Ask for anything: latest movie watched, last book read, political leanings, thoughts on yaoi, favorite type of underwear, graphic techniques, etc. Repost in your own journal so that we can all learn more about each other.

gakked from [info]swsa :

Ask me for my Top 5's of...anything, I guess.  Movies, tv, celeb gossip (and i kinda have opinions), fandom, literature, language, whatever. And I'll endeavor to come up with something brilliant...