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Christie
11 June 2008 @ 09:42 am
High on Life  
Or maybe just a runner's high, I'm not sure. I left work early yesterday to drive up to a meeting in San Francisco with Michele, founder and CEO of my new company, and Rob, an angel investor. He wanted to meet me and just make sure I was a living, breathing internet marketing professional, but I still felt nervous and on the spot when he peppered me with questions about our marketing plan. According to Michele, who also happens to be a beautiful, brilliant, feminine, warm and engaging divorced mother of three, I did great. Plus one for me.

I drove home, got changed into workout clothes, and hit the street around ten to eight. It was still quite warm out but a perfect temperature for a run. I started off, dreading my workout but glad that I'd made it this far, and my legs and my body felt great. Weird! I felt like a champion. I kept jogging along, pretty slow, probably a ten minute mile pace which is pretty difficult for me to maintain for even three miles, and busted out eight laps around my local park. This amounts to four, yes, count them, four miles. Forty solid minutes of running, something I've never done before in my life. Well, not true, I did a 10K when I was living in Dublin, Ireland, in 2003, but I walked for some of it and got 'er done in an hour and ten minutes.

The most exciting thing was that I still felt pretty good afterwards. I was amazed that, instead of busting my ass to train off the track to make racing easier, my racing was making my training easier. Or maybe it's both. Either way, I was damned excited and came home feeling absolutely high on everything in my life: my professional life, my fitness, my hobby, my boyfriend.
 
 
Christie
09 June 2008 @ 10:32 am
Racer  
This weekend I felt like a racer. So many little things I wasn't able to physically or mentally grasp at the start of the year are finally starting to come together; things like always being either on the gas or on the brakes. Things like downshifting my bike while braking so hard it feels like I'm doing a massive bench press, also with only half a butt cheek on the seat of my bike. Things like walking away from a race weekend and still feeling strong, in shape and full of vim and vigor. I still have so far to go, but that's what keeps it exciting.

How on earth does one train oneself to not ease back on the throttle when another racer comes into the periphery, with only feet to spare as they pass? How is it possible that I feel like I am racing my ass off, yet I come in with a lap time of 2:18 (placing third out of six in my novice race) and my class winners post 2:08? Where does the confidence to pass come from? Having raced for many years brings this experience, I believe. We were pitted next to Bennie "Bear" Taylor, a 9 or 10 year old little fast guy on little fast bikes, and his mom was telling me that he struggles with having the confidence to pass too. He's learning it at the age of nine, but I'm learning it at the tender age of 33. He's also learning it with his mom, dad and helpers encouraging him and working on his bike for him; meanwhile, I get tough love from the man. What's a girl to do? I do appreciate the tough love, as it will only make me stronger and hopefully not a girl about whom others say, "well of course she's fast, her boyfriend takes care of everything for her..."
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Christie
27 May 2008 @ 01:43 pm
AFM Round 3 - Infineon  
It looked like rain, and rain it did. I got two practice sessions in Saturday morning before the skies opened up and ruined everyone's afternoon. My bike was working great, as always. I had the second fastest laptime in the slowest practice group; hopefully next round they'll bump me up to group 2. Honestly though I think that my peers were just a little bit disturbed by the cold, cloudy weather. I just told myself to be smooth as always, do most of my braking straight up and down, and trust that faster riders can do much faster laptimes on my bike despite the chill in the air.

I was really looking forward to racing Clubman again; Clubman is a novice race the AFM runs on Saturday afternoons. Typically once you race clubman and beat the qualifying laptime by three seconds or more you're not allowed to race it anymore, but they just relaxed the rules to allow you to run the race twice after spanking the qualifying time to allow for new racers to get more experience. But it started dumping rain around 11 a.m. and finally around 2:30 they called it a day and canceled all the clubman races. Oh well!

My first race on Sunday, Formula IV, was the first race of the day. There was one round of practice sessions, then a riders meeting, the national anthem and away we went. I was hesitant the first half a lap because I had much less faith in my fellow riders to not bin it while running around, vying for position, so I unhappily took a spot towards the back of the pack and set about trying to work my way back up.

I was riding well until the lap after I passed Brian Paoletti. Coming out of turn seven and into some esses, I kind of "forgot" that there was another left hand kink coming out of them and was headed for the dirt. I tried meekly to make it and then decided I would just ride through the dirt and back onto the track where the track turned right again. Brian passed me back, but then I passed him again somewhere. I was finding that I was faster than my peer group going through the carousel; people seemed timid about carrying corner speed through there. But then I was weakest going into seven and nine, the turns requiring heavy braking after quick straights. An occasional rider would sneak by me there.

Then, I was battling with Mike Adrian, a rider who was impossibly slow at the last race. I couldn't get over how much quicker he was, and it infuriated me that I was behind him. I passed him in the carousel, then he passed me back in nine. On the last lap, I passed him in the carousel again, thinking that I hopefully would have him this time, but then he snuck by me again going into nine. He even hesitated, unsure that he really had it, and I could have counter-stuffed to his stuffing me. But I didn't. Oh well. It's only club racing. But god damnit I wanted to beat him! Zoe, another girl racer on an SV, was gridded ahead of me, got a stronger start and stayed solidly in a pack ahead of me, but my laptime was still better than hers. I ended up with a 1:56.2 best laptime, my best ever at that track.

650 Twins was an unbelievable disaster. Not for me, but for many others. It was mayhem around every turn! Crash here, crash there. They ended up having to roll an ambulance and then restarted the race. After the restart, the mayhem continued, and another ambulance scurried out onto the track. Another restart. At this point, Shandra Crawford and I were stopped in turn 7 with a pack of riders, waiting for track officials to decide where to send us while the medics did there thing. She called the chaos "bowling for bikes." Pretty descriptive turn. Both she and I were apprehensive about going back out there after yet another restart, but James encouraged me, saying, "but there's gonna be fewer riders out there! Of course you're going back out!"

"Okay fine," I thought. I also thought that if Shandra went back out, I'd feel lame for not going back out too. So I did. I was much more hesitant on the start and got a spot towards the back, as usual, and then worked my way back up to 33rd (out of 37) by the end of the race.

James won Open Superbike and Formula Pacific, which was really exciting. He got a bad start and was in fifth going into turn 2, but then worked his way up to first, ending it with a four second lead over David Stanton. We ended the day at a cute little bar in Glen Ellen with Josh, the Pirelli guy, and his girlfriend. We got along great at the track and overall I can't complain about a thing (except for not beating Adrian and Zoe, grr)!

I also had a new "outfit" (James likes to make fun of me for wanting to match suits with helmets):

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Christie
15 May 2008 @ 09:34 am
Yay Heat Wave  
I'm really stoked about the heat wave.  What I am NOT stoked about is being stuck inside in the air conditioning.

I may buy a new camera lens today, a Nikon 18-200mm zoom lens. 

The dress I wore to work is too low cut and I feel funny about it, so I'm going to go home at lunch to put a camisole underneath it.

This whole week it's been on-again, off-again as far as whether or not James will be racing AMA at Infineon this weekend, and we're off again.  This time it sounds like it's really off.  I was excited to wear sexy umbrella girl attire, and I even bought two new pairs of shoes last night, but am also excited to have a weekend away from the track and go for a good, long bicycle ride.
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Christie
14 May 2008 @ 01:11 pm
Girl Racer Woes  
So sure, I haven't been racing long enough to truly feel I own the title of "female racer," but even in my short career I've noticed some troubling trends. 

Hair.  If you keep it long, it's going to get destroyed, no matter how hard you try to keep it soft and silky (unless you've been blessed with a mane of shampoo commercial quality hair).  I've also noticed thinning around my temples, perhaps from my already baby fine, frail hair doing battle with the snug helmet as it squeezes onto and off of my head.  I think I'm going to transition back to my natural brown and stop bleaching it, hopefully this will help it stay stronger.

Girl-specific issues having to do with long hours spent exercising in the hot sun in a leather suit.  'Nuff said.

Boys behind you target fixating on your ponytail or the sheer fact that you are female, and then crashing into you.  This has happened to Krystyna, another racer, and probably others, and I saw it happen in front of me when Zoe was in front of the rider who crashed in front of me.  He was so fixated on the fact that she was female, it didn't occur to him that there could have been TWO females in his race, and he ended up getting the two of us confused and blamed the crash on me.

Once you've spent two years spending money on bikes, a trailer, parts, suits, helmets, tires, racing schools and over $1,000 a race weekend, you look into your closet one day and notice that you haven't shopped for clothes since gas was still two bucks a gallon.  You look at your frumpy, limp hair, ill health, battle wounds, and empty wallet, faintly able to recall a former, more glamorous you, and wonder if this absolute abandonment of all things sexy is similar to the unfortunate transformation that hits most new mothers. 

I'm tired of being dirty, injured and unpolished.  But I still want to go faster...
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Christie
05 May 2008 @ 05:25 pm
World's Greatest Weekend  
1. Saw Ironman Friday night.  An absolutely great movie, a quintessentially great movie that reminds me of how fun it is to go to the movies.
2. Bought a Yamaha Zuma scooter on Saturday morning.  Zumed around town for a little while.
3. Rode my bicycle for 32 miles in the beautiful wine country in between Lake Hennessy and Lake Berryessa, near Calistoga. 
4. Saw a great movie on DVD, the Last King of Scotland.
5. Randomly witnessed a baby horse standing up for the first time.  The mother's birthing goo was still all hanging out of her as her foal took his first wobbly look at the world on four legs. 
6. Had a luxurious brunch at the Fairmont Sonoma Mission Inn, along with James' BFF Greg and his girlfriend Summer.  Brunch was free because of a raffle prize I won at my 3Js track day in March.
7. Played with an adorable two and a half month old boxer puppy.
8. Was reminded of what a truly awesome man I've got. 

The not so great...

My back hurts a lot.  I'm going in for an MRI tomorrow morning.
 
 
Christie
02 May 2008 @ 09:42 am
Tennis Woes  
An email sent to the captain of my tennis team:

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From: "mara-xxxx@comcast.net" <mara-xxxx@comcast.net>
To: xxxxkathrin@yahoo.com
Cc: mara-xxxx@comcast.net
Sent: Thursday, May 1, 2008 11:36:41 PM
Subject: Christie Cooley is not registered for your team!

Hi Kathrin,

I went to enter the scores for tonight's match, and Christie Cooley is not registered for your team.
I was absolutely shocked.  The rules are clear about this, and I had to enter a default.

Did you know this?  I'm so sorry, because Christie played a great match and deserved to win.

I don't know what else to say other than I'm very sorry because she played a great match.

Regards,
Mara

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From: Kathrin <xxxxkathrin@yahoo.com>
Date: Fri, May 2, 2008 at 8:57 AM
Subject: Match last night - Wrong subject line earlier... -
To: Nice Girls

Dear Nice Girls,


This message today was supposed to have a very different tone than it is now… We actually won the match last night 3-2. However, because your stupid captain didn't check whether all our players were actually on the roster, we lost one match since Christie wasn't on the roster yet. I feel so stupid!!! It's absolutely my fault. It my responsibility to check everyone – and this is even more disappointing since I made another error last night – I thought the matches are 3@ 6pm and 2 @7:15pm but it was only 2 at 6pm – thus, I had 2 hours before I had to go on a court and could have gone home 3x to register Christie. I wish I would have looked up my roster names or filled out the card online – it wouldn't have happened. Angelique tried to register Christie last night but it was too late.


Mara feels very bad about this – but those are the rules and she can't put a player in that spot. I mean I could talk her into it, but she is totally in line.


Now, Christie doesn't even have this awesome win as a W for her record – 10-7 in the ST and it was the clinching match.

 

I am SO SORRY and am ready to scream and cry!!!

 

We had a lot of fighting on the courts last night. Lot's of close matches. </span>

 

Kathrin


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We left last night thinking we had won the overall team match 3-2.  I wake up this morning to learn that we lost 2-3.  My match went three sets and I used my B game to battle my ass off and win.  Fuck.
 
 
Christie
30 April 2008 @ 10:07 am
Pop Pop Pop  
I am really into pop music right now.  Especially Madonna's Four Minutes, Justin Timberlake's Sexyback, and Kanye West's Stronger.

Is it just me or is there good music out right now?  Oh, I forgot Rihanna's Please Don't Stop the Music too.  All awesome workout songs!
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Christie
28 April 2008 @ 12:52 pm
AFM Round 2, Infineon  
In a nutshell...

Infineon rocked.

Friday: awesome practice day with new personal best laptimes
Saturday: came in fourth out of twelve in my novice race with a laptime of 1:59.9
Sunday: beat seven people in 650 twins and had a faster best laptime than seven riders who placed ahead of me (1:57.4), my boyfriend won Formula Pacific (where the fastest riders race the fastest bikes), and I had an awesome crash in Formula IV that got caught on camera:



I love the shattered glass, flying ponytail and hand still on the throttle like "I think I can still save it..." I was fine, but my bike needs a tiny bit of work. It happened on the first lap when everyone was still bunched up and the rider in front of me grabbed a handful of front brake on the exit of 9 and tucked the front. I rode up and over his bike. I'm still not sure how his bike landed on its right side, though.

The James vs. Christie speed delta is coming down, slowly but surely! It's typically around twenty to thirty seconds, this weekend, a mere seventeen. Hooray!
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Christie
24 April 2008 @ 01:26 pm
Le Weekend  
Tonight begins my three day weekend. Tomorrow, a track day at Infineon Raceway with Red Shift Track Days, Saturday, AFM practice and Clubman (novice) race, and Sunday, 650 Twins and Formula IV should I qualify.

I'm baking cookies tonight for Rich and Charlie, James' mechanics. For some reason Charlie thought I was upset with him when my generator was out of gas in Vegas, turning off my tire warmers before my race. I was upset, sure, but gosh, I don't expect anything from those guys, and yet they take care of me. The last thing I'd ever be would be upset for something dumb like being out of gas, something which ultimately is my own responsibility. Anyhoo, cookies it is.

James has been having all sorts of fun pimping out the new Tundra. Satellite radio, quotes for bump in the trunk, and he found a friend who's willing to put on a free exhaust system of our choosing (which will not upset the warranty, we checked).

I continue to visualize the track, all while only being in one of three states: (1) braking hard (2) smoothly cornering and (3) getting on the gas early and as hard as I can.

I found an amusing photo of me being passed by a little kid on a little bike when I was in Vegas. These little guys rip.
 
 
Christie
22 April 2008 @ 02:42 pm
An Engineer's Guide to Cats  
Entertaining. Lots of dry humor. And of course, it's about cats. I especially love the geeked out ninja calculators bit in the beginning.

 
 
Christie
15 April 2008 @ 11:19 am
Vegas  
My racing situation is unique, for a variety of reasons. First and foremost, I'm fortunate enough to be able to race in a place as far away from me as Vegas because my boyfriend is a successful racer with his own mechanics; mechanics who have a large trailer and are happy to take my bike with them to James' races. I do pay them. But it affords me a high level of convenience that most novice racers simply don't have. Richard is a top mechanic in high demand, but he always makes time for me and I'm thankful.

What this means is that instead of hauling my stuff for ten plus hours and sleeping in a roach motel or my trailer, I flew into Vegas, checked into my hotel, and showed up at the track the next morning to find my bike out and ready for tech. It was rad.

After how stressed out and disappointed I was in my Buttonwillow weekend, I was prepared to not have any expectations and just ride. I was excited to learn the track, and I was excited to push myself a little more to get on the brakes later and on the gas earlier.

I waited in line for almost 45 minutes to join WERA and sign up for practice and my races, so I missed the first practice. No big deal. Brant Wiwi came up to me in line saying "well, Mrs. Randolph." For some reason him and his girlfriend are usually pitted near us. I think because he's often pitting with Terry and Robert Tinagero, and Robert idolizes James and always puts himself near us so he can hit up James and Richard for advice.

Realizing that I wouldn't get to practice all day because of the Solo 20 races, I decided to sign up for the brutally long twenty lap race so I could get some more practice at that track. As the day went on, I got excited for the race, for the challenge of it. I like beating the crap out of myself; it makes the shower at the end of the day immensely satisfying.

The day proceeded uneventfully. Ace, James and I went out to lunch in my rented Ford Escape and then toured around the enormous Las Vegas Motor Speedway complex. We paused on the side of the road to ogle a mansion-sized earth mover. The boys oohed and aahed over the huge suspension parts and massive axle rods, like little boys excited about some new Hot Wheels. We were disappointed that there weren't any Shelby Mustangs out at the Shelby factory, but then had fun watching go karts zipping around the go kart track.

We got back to the track and started to get ready for our respective races. Me, Solo 20 lightweight (determined by engine size), James and Ace in Solo 20 Heavyweight. I was waiting for race number five to roll around, and was inside the trailer watching the track. I started to see Shandra going by on her SV and I thought that I was supposed to be in the same race as her, but also knew it was race number four going on, so I went outside to see what the hell was going on. My race was in progress! They canceled race four! I was upset and started to gear up. They were 11 laps through, but I figured I could sneak out there and get some laps in, which I did. I rode a little harder than I had in practice that morning and got down to a 1:36, faster than my 1:37s in practice but still slower than Shandra. I didn't mind; I was just practicing.

I rode a little scooter down to a spot near turn 8 to watch James' race. He started out in fourth, but as the laps continued he started to drop back little by little. He didn't look like he was quite himself and he seemed pretty unhappy afterwards. We resolved to get to bed early that night after getting in late the night before, logging only four hours of sleep.

The next day, even though it was race day, was more mellow. I didn't have to sign up for anything, my bike was already on warmers and had been teched the day before, and my mood was cheerful and excited. I had two practices in the morning, getting down to a 1:36. I didn't have nearly the same sense of foreboding and doom as I did before my first Clubman race at Buttonwillow and just cruised on up to my grid spot, ready to get some more practice in. I thought I was part of a second wave, so when the green flag flew I made sure my fellow novice was also going, and that put me dead last. I caught up to Michael Mamer on his retro styled Ducati and was presented with the challenge of passing someone who's slow in the corners but has more motor than me on the exit. I tailgated him relentlessly for eight laps, almost passing him twice but each time aborting. I didn't trust him to not freak out and crash as I showed him a wheel. No excuse, I should have still gone for it, but there will always be next time. I came in third out of three with a laptime of 1:34.

I don't know her very well, but I have a ton of respect for Shandra; she and I chatted some and it's clear she is into this and enjoys the mental and physical challenges of it. I figure she's in her mid to late thirties, but she looks younger. She gets herself to the track and figures out her setup on her own. She seems to have improved a lot this year over the last, and is also riding a 250 and a mini motard with the little kids in the mini races. Interestingly, I was seven seconds slower than Shandra at Buttonwillow, and only a second and a half slower than her at Vegas. Sure, the track is smaller, so laptime differentials are smaller too, but I think this was indicative of my confidence increasing yet again.

James wasn't pleased with the outcomes of his races, but admitted that he and the guys learned a lot that will help them for the next one. In Formula I Expert, he took second behind Pridmore with a 1:17.6, beating Michael Beck and Alessandro Assanti, WERA West's number 1 plate holder. In a later race he lost a tight battle with Assanti and took second, and took third in Heavyweight Superstock. I love watching him race. The minutes and hours before races he's like a bull at the rodeo before being let out of the pen, which is both amusing and sexy.

I feel good about my bike and am ready to start learning again, as opposed to just dealing with nagging little mental gremlins. Next race is Infineon with the AFM, not this weekend but the next. 2:00 here I come!
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Christie
14 April 2008 @ 09:36 am
Personality Test!  
Pretty accurate personality test. Recommended by [info]alchemi, a trusted source of personality tests. Also long enough to be reasonably accurate, but took only about five minutes.


My Personality
Neuroticism
37
Extraversion
48
Openness to Experience
67
Agreeableness
16
Conscientiousness
41
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You will help others if they are in need. If people ask for too much of your time you feel that they are imposing on you, however you feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing.

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Christie
11 April 2008 @ 12:41 pm
Unathleticism  
I am probably the most unathletic athlete around. I have confidence, passion and discipline, and a knack for activities that require coordination like darts, skiing, tennis, and motorcycling, but when it comes down to raw athleticism I come up shorter than short shorts on an oompa loompa (wow, mega dumb analogy).

I only mean to compare myself to athletes because I'm in relatively good shape compared to the general population. But take, for example, where I was at when I was in my best shape ever: a 30 minute, 3 mile run would have my heart rate at 150 by at least a few minutes into it, 160 ten minutes into it, and 170 twenty minutes into it. The whole time I'd be sweaty and generally unable to talk, and at the end of the run I'd usually be feeling nauseated (yet also elated at having just kicked my own ass), with a heart rate around 180.

A heart rate training guide I read recently seemed to encourage athletes to work up to a point where they could keep their heart rate at this kind of level for an extended period of time. I'm doing it, already, only the quantity of work it takes me to get to that level is minuscule compared to most. Although, I feel like I could keep my own high heart rate all day long. Like when my spin class instructor talked about training at a 140 bpm heart rate for one hour, I was like, psssshaw, no problem. Only I'd be left in the dust if I were in an actual bicycle race with people.

Does this mean I need to do more cardio, or do my muscles need to be stronger so that the work isn't as hard? I'd like to improve my athleticism so I could potentially be more competitive in a group bicycle ride.
 
 
Christie
10 April 2008 @ 09:01 am
Random Riding Observations  
There's a rider I see in the results of races and practices who rides at a somewhat leisurely pace, and his name has stuck out in my mind, so sometimes when I see results I check his laptimes and compare mine to them. Dean rides a 600, a much more powerful bike than mine, but at Fontana I was a second slower than him on average. Compare that to last month's AFM race at Buttonwillow, where I was twelve to fourteen seconds slower than him. What gives?

Maybe it was because as I was cruising through Buttonwillow's Riverside, an extremely fast, long set of sweeping right hand turns, I was singing the Beatles song "Michelle" inside my head. I should probably focus on going fast instead of thinking about a cheerful, slow little song.
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Christie
09 April 2008 @ 12:53 pm
RIP Ripped Jeans  
My favorite pair of jeans happen to be my oldest, too. Shocking but true. A pair of Paper Denim & Cloth from 2003, they were the perfect length for flats and soft as velvet. Notice how I'm speaking in the past tense now? I put them on this morning and felt a cool breeze under my right butt cheek; positioning myself with my back to the mirror and bending over, I confirmed the existence of a four inch tear in a most inappropriate place.

I'm not sure I can even make shorts out of them. I guess they could be patched, but is that even cool? I should probably just go out and buy another pair. My skinny AGs are too small for me right now and only go with boots or heels, my other skinny pair isn't skinny enough and make me look hippy, my dark Habituals are too high waisted and too short, my light Habituals have a dusty tint to them that makes them look too casual for most work situations, leaving me only with my Citizens, new reigning favorite pair. Perfect rise, perfect length, perfect color. I wish they were softer, but at least they have stretched out enough to be comfortable now.
 
 
Christie
09 April 2008 @ 10:02 am
Girls, Motorsports and Aggression  
The topic came up on barf recently as to whether or not a woman might ever be racing in Moto GP, the world's premier motorcycle roadracing circuit. One of Moto GP's recent world champions, Valentino Rossi, is the 7th highest earning sports personality in the world (2nd outside the United States), earning an estimated $30 million a year, according to Sports Illustrated. In the thread, someone made the statement "then there has to be some deficiency in women, other than the societal to explain why there aren't any top level women in motorcycle racing. Or is the answer, because they never wanted to?"

Now, I'm not sure that I believe it's possible for women to race or ride as well as men. There don't seem to be any physical limitations, like in football, but there might be a fundamental lack in the aggression necessary to dominate. I was really tempted to reply, just because I'm interested in the topic, and I put together the following unposted response:

Images in the media totally support the societal ideal of the man that kicks ass and comes home to supportive woman. Everything from the television shows we watch to the commercials that are shown to the print advertising we see in magazines support this, with a few notable exceptions.

Case in point: a Bridgestone ad that's been running on Speed channel all the time lately features a squirrel running out into the road to get a nut. Car approaches. Squirrel screams like a little girl. All the other forest creatures scream like little girls; the deer, the owl, the praying mantis, the female human passenger in the approaching car. But her big, strong man smiles knowingly and swerves the car deftly around the helpless squirrel, saving the day. It's a really cute ad, but would you EVER see a woman driving the car? NO! There isn't a single car ad out there that features a woman behind the wheel of a performance car.

Popular culture seems to be more supportive of men and women who fall into these stereotypes, and often don't know how to handle people who don't. Society has always had fiercely held ideals about the role of motherhood and what proper behavior for a female constitutes. Parents, usually wanting the best for their kids, and intentionally or not, typically encourage their boys to do boy things and their girls to do girl things. They want their kids to fit in. God bless Mr. Myers [father of a local 14 year old girl who many believe represents one of the only current possibilities for a female Moto GP rider] for being so supportive of a little girl who wants to race.

There might be a lot of nature to it - maybe the average girl will never be aggressive enough to race at the top. But that's the beauty of average...there are always individuals out there who are not...
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Christie
03 April 2008 @ 11:00 am
3Js Pictures  
Some pictures from Monday:






Me on the track



Two up ride with AFM #2



Hangin' at the dinner (that's us in the foreground with our backs to the camera)



We're the two cracking up on the left

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Christie
01 April 2008 @ 04:33 pm
3Js Track Day at Infineon  
Being on the track this year hasn't been the same kind of exhilarating "whee" as it usually is. In January I crashed at Fontana, a new track, in February I rode two more new tracks: Buttonwillow clockwise and Buttonwillow counter-clockwise. Then last weekend I raced the clockwise Buttonwillow configuration.

Yesterday I got to ride at Infineon, the track I feel most comfortable at. The ups and downs and round and rounds make riding there feel like riding a rollercoaster. It's fun. Not hard work, not scary, not bumpy and there's wide swaths of pavement at the ends of fast sections, giving me comfort when imagining a brake failure or other such nonsense.

I set the bar low for my laptime goals; my primary mission was to have fun but I also wanted to make sure I was falling into a leisurely range of 2:05 - 2:10. Not only was this achieved comfortably, but I also regained my confidence at lean angle, dropping and skidding knees left and right, even in the carousel. I worked on braking markers and turn in points. I worked to carry more speed through 3a, and to hone my line through 7.

After lunch I took a two-up ride with James on a friend's R1. James' laptimes, on a bike with nearly three times the horsepower of mine, come in between 20 and 30 seconds a lap faster than mine. This is like starting to take tennis lessons and then comparing yourself to Pete Sampras, such is the disparity in our ability levels. The speed was indescribable. Braking was so hard and so fast that my ass rose up off the seat as I slid up his massive back, pushing my hands against the tank with all my might to keep as much of my weight off of him as possible. Accelerating out of every corner was an exercise in hanging on for dear life. He passed guys in the middle of tight turns, and at several points I could have reached out and touched the rider we were passing.

I keep thinking of this design of a skunk on my new Skunk Racing t-shirt:



He's gritting his teeth, scrunching up his face, the spit's flying, this is pretty much what I looked like inside my helmet on that ride, only maybe more scared looking. It was probably the closest I've ever come to dying. I think he had even more fun that I did, his first comments to people when we got off the bike was "oh dude that was so fun, stuffing guys all over the place with my girlfriend on the back, ha ha!"

The next session I went out and turned my fastest lap, a still leisurely 2:02. Expert race winners on pokey little SVs like mine can do 1:46. I'd be thrilled to get under 2:00 this year, with 1:55 being a "someday" goal. Perhaps I'd get there faster by making the skunk face even when I'm out there by myself.

This track day was unique in that it was a charity event; after the track day, wine and beers were served in the garages, and then to the cheerfully creepy sounds of a singing accordionist, a spaghetti dinner and auction. I won a bottle of wine and a brunch for four at the Fairmont in Sonoma. I chatted drunkenly on the ride home and didn't return to the south bay until this morning. I feel encouraged, capable, and blissfully sore and worn out.
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Christie
25 March 2008 @ 02:00 pm
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So Sunday night we got back from the races and went straight to bed, then I got up at 4:45 to get ready for an 8 a.m. flight to JFK leaving from SFO. I'm now sitting in a sunny airport bar and finally have a chance to write.

So, I like being good at stuff, and this weekend I was far from good. I'm disappointed about it but trying to not be too hard on myself. I have a lot to learn. I didn't crash, but I didn't light the world on fire either. I finished tenth or so out of twelve in my novice race and didn't qualify for Sunday. The cool part is that it was ridiculously fun. I loved the start of the race, where you're poised to take off and watching the man in the tower for the green flag. You hold the clutch in and rev up to about 8,000 RPMs or so, then let the clutch out and off you go in a herd of charging buffalo, packed four or five wide going into the first corner.

I was so exhausted by the time the race came around. My legs, arms, chest and brain hurt. It takes even more physical strength and endurance to actually ride fast, and that knowledge overwhelms me.

But I will keep at it. People have laptimes on record at Buttonwillow on similar or faster bikes that are slower than mine was...so at least I wasn't the slowest rider ever to attempt an AFM race.

Here's a photo.

James did great. Some guy named Jason Pridmore decided to come out and race and gave the AFMers a run for their money, taking first in Formula Pacific after James happily led for a few laps. James seems to race better when he's leading, and literally looks like he has "fuck yeah" written all over his face while he's ripping around, but Jason came from a few rows behind and eventually passed him. James did two seconds a lap faster than he's ever gone at Buttonwillow though, and left the usual AFM suspects in the dust, so he was stoked.

On a personal level, we did great with the stress and intensity of the whole weekend. All in all, a win.