| Booo... |
[Jun. 24th, 2008|02:15 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  sick | ] |
My body just went into decay again.
I really hate when it happens. It's hard to tell if its worse when you're blood sugar is really low or really high. I guess high, because takes significantly longer to correct.
At least when my blood is low I can fix that within half an hour. I've basically just spent two hours in bed because I was too sick to do anything else.
Mm... diabetes. The wonders you bring.
I'm feeling better now, thank goodness. But it's not a very fun experience. I guess the closest thing that I can relate it to is having a bad case of the flu. The symptoms are very similar.
Well I had a good day yesterday with Sarah... And tonight I'll get to see Katherine, Sarah, and Kirsten. That'll be nice.
I still haven't seen Allie. That sucks.
Well, I guess I'll eat something and then re-wash my hair. I felt to nasty after I got out of the shower to dry it so it looks pretty bad.
And I beat MGS4 again on Sunday... yaaay. I got through the game no kills, no alerts, no continues, and no health items. Very pleased. And I already want to play it again! I need to something else for a little while I think. |
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| Pray with me. |
[Jun. 15th, 2008|07:12 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | MGS4 | ] |
Dear God,
Thank you for allowing Hideo Kojima to be born so he could create the best game of all time, Metal Gear Solid 4. Playing games like this really make me realize how awesome it is to be alive right now.
Thank you. You Rock.
Amen.
I just beat the game, like an hour ago. To those who play video games and haven't gotten into the series, and haven't got a ps3, I'm sorry. You are missing out on the most touching, and heartfelt, and excellent video game ever created. Every second of that game is art. I cried like every 10 minutes (not really, but I did get emotional alot.)
I'm just so pleased, and happy, and horribly horribly sad that its over. I'm going to hold off a couple of days and go through this gift from God again. UGH. You guys, I'm not kidding.
It was so good. I will never play a game as good as this ever again.
I'll write up a full report over Orientation soon. As soon as I'm down from this high.
Sarah, when do/did you apply to Grady. Upon transferring I randomly have 53 hours, forcing me to apply really soon. |
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| UPDATE! |
[Jun. 11th, 2008|09:35 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  distressed | ] |
I'm just hoping someone reads these eventually.
Well, tonight is the night MGS4 is released... and guess who has to wait. I kinda wanna cry.
I wasn't going to the midnight release originally, but then I decided otherwise cuz I REALLY want it. But then mom vetoed it. Dad was going to go with me and stay up with me and everything. BOOOO. And the only reason I can't is because or Orientation... grr...
And I have lunch tomorrow with Sarah, not that I mind that, but I'm SO CLOSE AND YET SO FAR. I just want it in my hands and in my ps3. I'll get my time... eventually. But why am I forced to wait like this? IT'S NOT FAIR!!!
And I'm stressed over which major to pick. Everytime I get close I change my mind. Mostly because I'm unsure how to please both myself and my parents. Everytime I mention something, mom does the old "I don't want you working in an office, you're too smart for that." Or something like that. And then, today, upon researching my personality, it said that my types don't do well will a career, but rather enjoy drabbling in many different disciplines. I completely agreed, but when I discussed this with dad, he was like... 'no, that's not true.' GAAAH. They have no idea how frustrating this is.
So I'm just not going to worry about it. I'll major in Public Relations, which is ultimately a Bachelors in Journalism. We'll see where that takes me.
But here's pictures from Ava's Party.
( Pictures and Movies ) |
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| New Layout. |
[Jun. 9th, 2008|01:11 am] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Stomach is ANGRY.. no sleep. | ] |
First off, I want to apologize to those of you who have to stare at this crappily made layout. I am zero skills in the way of photoshop, and this is honestly the best I can really do with my no experience and lack of patience.
As you can see, I still have a really girly theme going... something with shojo characters and cats or something.... but I hope it's simple and easy on the eyes.
I really do kinda like it though.
Changing the mood theme was BAAAAAH. I messed up twice. It took about three times longer than necessary, the process is already excruciating.
I just hope I stay happy with this layout and don't decide to change it any time soon. At least until I gain some skill decorating my journal.
Enjooooy~ |
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| PS |
[Jun. 8th, 2008|12:16 am] |
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I apologize for my journal layout at the moment. I'm in need of a nice change, and can't think of anything creative. I like my little kodama, but can't find a nice leafy green vector stock to stick it on without paying for it.... sooo, I'll probably have to find something else. |
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| I can kinda do expert on Guitar Hero now... |
[Jun. 7th, 2008|07:48 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  geeky | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5 | ] |
...like anyone cares ;)
Anywhos, I am back from vacation. I left off my last post pretty angsty, but it was a justified angst by every mean.
Two weeks ago today, my dumbass of a cousin left Augusta to go live with her ex-boyfriend who everyone hates.
Anger much.
I was pretty upset, but have now calmed down. I'm still pretty bummed and stuff, but I have a better handle on the situation, and can only hope that her next actions will be.... wiser.
I love her still though :) I hope she knows that.
On top of that, my brother moved pretty much day after I found out. Having your cousin, who's been your bestfriend since you can remember (most people who know me know how close I am to her), and then the brother you look up to so much move away too can be pretty... rough on the heart.
But I'm doing better now, for the most part. I just got off the phone with Lauren too. I'm going to see her tomorrow in Atlanta for my niece's first birthday party. I'm very excited, but know it's going to be awkward. I hope she decides to come home soon... if she decides to come home. I trust her decision, and hopefully it won't be misplaced. What her sisters or saying, and I agree, is that she's already caused enough damage, she might as well think about her next move before doing something. I don't wanna say too much, because it is family business, but I mean the issue is in the open on facebook, so I can talk about it a little. I feel really badly for her parents though...
And their 19 year-old cat was put to sleep today :( Sad.
I had a pretty good time at the beach. I get bored there too easily because it's just me and my parents. Leaving me with little to do. Blah. It's different when you have siblings there or something.
As probably none of you know, Metal Gear Solid 4 comes out next Thursday. I am about to poop my pants in excitement. I've been waiting for this game since I was 8. MGS is me and my brother's childhood. OMG. I'm so excited. I beat MGS2 at the beach, and just beat MGS3 today. The ending of MGS3 still gets me really really emotional. It's just soo gooooooood. Now that I still have 5 days left, I'm trying to decide if I'm going to replay the first one, since I've done the other too, or just read the novel of MGS that I picked up while in Destin. I guess I could do both, and be really up-to-date.
I have to finish Uncharted though... but I'm almost done with that. I can't even express my excitement over this game. And spoilers are leaking everywhere, I pretty much can't go on Gamefaqs anymore.
Switching gears... (hah... metal gear....) I made my mom become obsessed with Viva la Vida... man that is a good song.
As for this week. I'm out of town tomorrow, like I said. But I'm pretty available until Thursday... where I will be playing MGS4 obsessively until Friday where I head off to UGA for orientation... where I will me my roomie.
I'm pretty nervous about meeting Shaye, but excited too. I'm feeling more and more positive about being in a dorm this year. I'm glad. I've been texting her and emails and facebook, but I haven't seen or heard her yet... it just seems kinda big :) I'm sure she feels the same way too. I'm just really excited about UGA in general. I just really really want to know where we're staying!!! Argh.
Kirsten is going to be in Mell if anyone is interested.
I need a hair cut. Time to just suck it up and do it. Short in the back.. short in the back.... GIVE ME STRENGTH.
You people need to update toooo... ALL OF YOU. |
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[May. 26th, 2008|10:01 pm] |
I am not ok.
I just want it out of my life. |
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| OMG |
[May. 26th, 2008|12:37 am] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Random iTunes | ] |
I'm not quite sure why I'm writing about this, but ok.
I love Tales of the Abyss... in fact, I'm obsessed.
Mind you, it has been... like 3 or 4 months since I beat that game. And I'm still so much in love with it. Despite the fact that I've been playing large doses of the Uncharted, the Siren demo, My Life as King, Guitar Hero, and reading up on Harvest Moon games galore (Rune Factory 2 is going to be AWESOME. So much better than Rune Factory...) I still cannot forget about the experience that was Tales of the Abyss.
If you own a ps2... you owe it to yourself to play this god among games. Especially for its genre. I mean, Tales of Symphonia was... ok, reminded me too much of FFX. FFX was EXCELLENT. Ugh, the romance in that game still warms my heart... as does the angst. And I've played large doses of FFVIII, FFIX, FFXII (which I still haven't beaten DANG IT). And the KHs of course. Man... those are really good too, but I'm ignoring them in this post right now. Out of all of those, I've never had the real strong to desire to replay them (except KHs which I'm ignoring). I enjoyed them, and have been like... maybe one day. But I am determined....DETERMINED, to replay Tales of the Abyss, perhaps in its entirety as soon as I get to school. I actually MISS having these characters in my life. Jade... Jade Jade Jade... I mean I named a plant after him, and Asche! And Luke. MAN WHAT A GOOD GAME.
Again, I don't know why I'm typing this out. Possibly because its almost 1 in the morning, and my AC has been broken for like a week and half, and it is ridiculously hot in my house, but man. Good good stuff.
Video Games are good... I don't care what anyone says.
I need some new icons... |
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| Guuhh... |
[May. 22nd, 2008|07:20 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | The Call-Regina Spektor | ] |
I am so bored right now.
I've officially been on Summer Vacation for two weeks and one day and I'm out of my mind bored. Blaah....
Of course much has happened since my last entry. My acceptance into UGA (finally), more Ava-times, end of school, family issues... mostly most brother preparing to move, just a lot of mostly boring stuff.
So out of my boredom, I figured I'd finally update. Let's see. Well I am mad at UGA right now because being the lucky transfer student I am, I have to wait until ALL of the Freshman have been assigned dorms and then in late June/July, I figure out where I am rooming. Meaning, not only do I have to wait another MONTH, but I will mostly likely get a crappy dorm. If I am in a high rise I will have a fit. And then try to move into an apartment with Shaye (my roomie) ASAP. I'm just worried, and extremely angered at the poop that is as a rule.
I just beat Trauma Center. That game was not worth the stress and anger it produced, but I would still like to play the other.
I also bought Uncharted for the PS3 FINALLY. That game is beyond words amazing for only being 8 hours long. It's just one of thos eou play over and over again. Not to mention the graphics... yum.
Now, I'm just waiting to get it.
Oh, saw Narnia with Sarah and Mr. Owen and the crew. That was fun. I really really liked that movie, minus the slow parts that kinda dragged. And The Call by Regina Spektor is AMAZING. Speaking of just absolute awesome songs like The Call, I have hit the jack pot this week. Viva la Vida by Coldplay. Just fantastic. I got all of Hayley Westenra's music finally. Dark Waltz is beyond words. What a beautiful song, ugh. She has talent. And Across the Universe of Time.... I think it's called sounds like something out of the Metal Gear ending themes. And just other songs here and there.
Speaking of Metal Gear, 28...? days until MGS4 COMES OUT AHAHGAHGHAGHAGHAHG. Poor poor Wii and XBOX and people in general who do not know the wonders of that game. It will be amazing. yaaaaay.
And I am really bored. Please, if anyone wants to do something with me tell me. I'm getting sick, literally, with idleness. If I'm idle, I don't do anything, my blood sugar rises, and I get sick and fat. Not fun.
Though next Tuesday I'm getting a facial with my mom.... that'll be interesting. And Thursday I'm out of town for a week, and the weekend I'm off to see my niece's first birthday party. The orientation that friday, which I still probably wont' know where I'm staying by then, and here comes that annoyance.
and I have nothing to do. Yaaaaay summer.
House season finale was good...
AND I HAVE NO MORE CARTOON NETWORK. Another thing that has made me extremely irritable. Ugh, that just really sucks. |
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| Yes, I'm still singing Beauty and the Beast |
[Apr. 1st, 2008|05:00 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | No One - Alicia Keys (how long was this playing?) | ] |
Yup.. hehe.
I'm packing for my trip to Disney next week woooooo!!
Or rather my mom is, but details details.
And happy April Fool's Day!
I was going to start off my entry with a "I got into UGA statement" but that would hurt me more than anyone else. So I didn't.
Have I announced that I got Professor Layton yet? Well I have, and I love it wooooo. It's so cute. I love the music, art, and puzzles. It's taking me forever to beat. I'm probably like 2 hours through it, but have played for 14 hours because I'm solving every single puzzle along the way. I've gotten really badly stuck on two thus far. But that's pretty good for solving about 70 puzzles thus far.
I've decided to apply to Mercer University btw. Just in case. Even doing that has lifted a huge weight off of my shoulders. I don't feel like I'm so doomed to another semester at ASU if I don't get into UGA, and I'm kinda more confident about UGA... we'll see how long that lasts.
My parents seem pleased too.
Anyways, I had a really really good weekend. It was Musical weekend, obviously and it was just goood. I saw it THREE times, for free! Thank you very much Mr. Owen and Amy! The cast was fantastic, and just the whole experience felt like I had come home from a long trip away. I don't miss Westminster, but I definitely miss my Drama Family. They made Westminster awesome, especially senior year. Got to spend a lot of time with Sarah which was fun :) I'm sure I embarrassed her cuz I was crying and bawling all during the Senior recognition during the last night. But it made me realize that most of the people I left behind are leaving themselves. Meaning, I can't go back and visit them and expect them to be there. Sad stuff. It's just some emotional stuff.
Cast party was very awkward at first, just because I felt like I shouldn't really be there. But once Becca got there it was good. Sarah left early which was a bummer. But I sat outside are curled up with Becca and Reichl for about 45 more minutes before I left. Talked a little more with Mr. Owen and Amy, but he was being bombarded by everyone with questions and conversation and I mostly just listened. And I kept cracking up when I thought of Alexa faceplant onto the stage... I still chuckle everytime. Oh Alexa. When I left, I said goodbye to everyone, and I got all emotional again, not as badly though. But Maxwell looked sloshed or something but it was just because he was thinking of Alexa's faceplant and couldn't stop laughing either. Drew and Jamie bout made me cry when I left thought. Drew turned to me and was all, "Thank you so much for the positive support..." and stuff like that. I joked with them but it really meant a lot to me. I didn't just want to bum around and annoy them, I did want to be a positive boost of energy and I think I was a little.
I told them I was coming to Graduation and everything and Drew asked if I was covered on the invite. I said that Reichl had me covered but it'd make me feel special if I got more hehe.
I love all of those guys alot. At least Becca will still be there.. and Christian :)
I thanked Amy for giving me one last hoorah with Westminster drama. Good stuff..
OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT. As I left, Savannah and Andrew W. left at the same time I did, I walked outside and heard a 'IF YOU DON'T THAT AGAIN I'LL HAVE YOU ARRESTED" so I was like..."is someone fighting" and Andrew and Savannah hushed me and said, 'yeah there's cop cars and everything'
Woah.
So I got in more car and drove, and right next to Reichl's house were two cop cars and I watched as one guy was arrested and placed in the car. Awkward but kinda exciting. I called Reichl and told her and I think alot of people went outside and watched.
Anyways, I'm going to be counting down the days until school is over after break. I'm excited. About 3 actual weeks of school left. YES.
And of course, waiting to hear back from college(s). |
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| LAMENITY |
[Mar. 26th, 2008|09:47 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Do You Know What I'm Seeing? - Panic at the Disco | ] |
So I feel lame because I bought the new Panic Cd.... but IT'S REALLY GOOD.
It's so different from the last CD, it's even really cute!
Yay.
Still, I have really lame taste in music sometimes.
If anyone is extremely interested in this sort of thing... and I wouldn't recommend Sarah look at this. I dunno, it just depends what you can handle, you might be able to, head to the
http://www.bodiestheexhibition.com/bodies.html
and watch the movies. It's AMAZING! |
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| Ring of Fates or Professor Layton.... guh |
[Mar. 25th, 2008|09:11 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Speeding Cars-Imogen Heap | ] |
So I'm pretty sure I owned my Calc test today. I finished it in like 30 minutes and even had time to check over everything. I'm so freaking happy. I can think of one little mistake I made, but hopefully that's it and even that won't cost me much. But yay, confidence!
Anyways, so I just took a shower, and I started to think about the moment when I would check to see if I got into UGA for the third (fourth) time. Ugh, my heart was beating a mile a minute just thinking about it. I just can't handle another rejection, but I have no idea how I'm going to even be able to look.... blah.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. I will throw up or something. I don't know why I'm thinking about it now, I have like a month and half, maybe more or so... blah. I'm so stressed about it.
But anyways, I went to the mall today with my ma. Got a lot of a nice clothes for the spring and stuff. That was pretty fun.
AND I CANNOT DECIDE BETWEEN GETTING PROFESSOR LAYTON OR RING OF FATES.
I mean, I know I'm going to get Prof. Layton, but Ring of Fates sounds so deliciously depressing and ugh.. just sad. I kinda read the ending (I know) and it ends a lot like FMA I think. Ugh, sibling angst is great. But seeee, if I get both, I just don't know how I'm going to have the time to play them. If I beat Layton over break, then I'll have a week and two days before The World Ends with You comes out, which I'm sacrifice getting Pokemon mystery dungeon for, probably until my birthday. And then Wii Ware comes out and then MGS4. I dunno, maybe I'll pick it up and hold off until I have the time to play.
Blah.
UGA darn you |
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| HAPPY EASTER WEEKEND! |
[Mar. 22nd, 2008|10:38 am] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Only Time Remix- Enya | ] |
Yaaay, Easter weekend!
It's already been really good. Thursday night, I just got to chill and recover from this strange virus I have. I watched half of Lost (second episode I've ever seen) with my parents, and then Eli Stone with my ma. I really liked Eli Stone, I might have to tune into that more. I just usually don't get into these weeknight shows. I liked the concept and directive style of Pushing Daisies, but I haven't really seen that much of it, for obvious writer-strike reasons.
Anways, yesterday was pretty AMAZING too. My cousin Tara and niece Ava came into town early. That child is HUGE NOW. Oh my goodness. She's crawling and drinking out of Sippy cup and can pull her self up into standing, while even holding her balance with no support! All at 9 months. She can also sound out 'uh oh' and and 'kih-kah" for kitty kat. CUTE! She didn't remember me though :( That's always so rough, because I take such good care of her and she always knows and loves me by the time she leaves but can't remember me the next time I see her. She did though get comfortable around me by the time she went to bed. It was so funny, I was laying down and she was standing up (by herself). I was making her laugh and stuff and she bends down to get close to my face, like she's gonna kiss me, and puts her mouth around my nose! I cracked up. Ugh, she is so cute.
I'm sure I'll have more cute stories to share. I have to hurry and finish my chores so I can go over to see her.
Well everyone have an excellent Easter! It's an important day. |
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| Geeerrrgh |
[Mar. 19th, 2008|09:36 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Mom watching National Treasure | ] |
I feel awful... again.
I can't tell if I'm really truly getting sick or if I'm just reacting badly to allergies. I'll probably have a better idea tomorrow. But I woke up with a sore throat today and then in the last hour I've gotten those flew like symptoms again and the sore throat as not let up. Yuck.
Yes, I am trying to update more.
Anyways, I'm starting to freak out. Big Time. It's not more, 'Man! I hope I get into UGA! I can't wait to be up there with you guys." Now it's like, "If something goes wrong, and I don't get into UGA I have no idea what I'm going to do with myself! Stay another semester at a school I hate? I just can't do this again, ugh. I really can't."
I really can't. I do not like ASU. I miss all of my old friends and just having a good time, and not having every day be such a chore. I wanna know what I wanna do with my life. I am kinda making friends this semester at least. I get along with my Drawing class and I'm the most "Jenna-like" in that class.
Booo. Ick, I feel bad. If I wake up like this I'm not going to Calc. I'm so freaking excited because I'm actually understanding calc. And Janice, my Drawing Professor, was really 'laudful' today and kept saying what a good job I did on that 1 point perspective... yaay :)
Anyways, I can't wait until MGS4 comes out. I'm starting to obsess over that immensely. I just realized that Allie's birthday in in like 21 days. And she'll be 21.... nice.
Christian Bale is a good looking man... like none other. |
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| Calling to the NIIIIIIGHT |
[Mar. 17th, 2008|05:54 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Calling to the Night- MGS PO | ] |
So woke up yesterday morning to Meggie barfing everywhere... actually that's not true. The doll did her best to swallow it all, but still, quite a bit got on the bed and on me. So that took up a lot of my day. My parents got home yesterday, sounds like they had a good trip. I was also extremely sore from baby sitting. The twins and Anna were constantly asking to be picked up or held. Sam and Abby like to be dipped which works the lower back. But that was good.
Today was... kinda a bummer. Last week I had a Bio exam that I walked out of thinking I had Aced.... got a C. Wonderful. I was shocked, I really expected to do better and I'm very disappointed in myself. Even worse, I'm scared that I'm not going to do well this semester. I'm really just gonna have to work my butt of on these last two tests and lab report. I should be fine if I do, but I can't screw up like that again. Boooo.
Though Drawing kinda made up for it.. but not really. We're doine 1 point perspectives and my drawing professor who is rather hard to please said that mine was a "damn fine piece." Yaaay, ego boost after my BIG let down.
I'm still so bummed about it, but I really put it on myself. I did not study like I was supposed. I had I started the weekend before and not the night, I would have aced it. But maybe this is just God's way of saying, get your butt back in the game. I have been lazy, and I just hope it'll teach me to work harder.
Calling to the Night is amazing. I love the Metal Gear series so much.
...I kinda want a PSP |
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| Weird Week |
[Mar. 12th, 2008|08:03 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| | sick | ] |
This has definitely been a weird week, but pretty good one.
For one, I feel like I have the flu. I talked to some people a couple of weeks ago, like Sarah and said that I felt like I had the flu. It went away within a day and hasn't come back since. But when I got home this evening, it came back in fully force. I literally feel like I have the flu, which is lame. But yeah.
This week has been seriously watched out for. It's been very tough and stressful, yet it seems like every worry has been taken care of by some extreme Providence. No joke. It's been very awesome.
Today was very weird too, especially. For example. walking into the Science Building to be met with a huge choir and piano blaring through the halls... weird.
Also, I went to the bathroom after my Bio Exam to have a troll toy sitting behind the toilet seat. Weird. Then I went to go see a mini-play during my Drawing class (which most people skipped). Just a lot of weird things today.
I still don't like ASU though.
My parents left today to the beach, so I didn't tell them about my weird reaction or whatever I have. I hope I feel better by tomorrow. |
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| Into my extremely private life. |
[Mar. 8th, 2008|02:16 pm] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  angry | ] |
I wasn't going to write about this, but it just keeps making me angrier and angrier.
This morning, after waking up unable to speak (from dry-mouth) and with low-blood sugar, I went downstairs to eat breakfast. Not 5 minutes later, my mom starts crying and woe-ing about how I never say goodnight or good morning and I don't appreciate or love her. Ugh. Which that's all a lie. I love my mom incredibly.
So I get upset too, hug her tell her good morning and go upstairs. She calls me back down like 10 minutes later-seemingly feeling much better.
So I go downstairs, and she's like 'do you think I'm spoiled?" And all this stuff. Then, the top it all off, she lands a huge blow to me. I won't say what she said since its very private and personal, but it was completely unnecessary to tell your daughter. Now I feel like I'm bound by what she told me, and I'll have to live my life with that fear in the back of my mind. Ugh.
Anger.
Definitely not one of her shining moments in career as a parent.
I keep going back and forth over what she said. But all its doing is bothering me.
I wish she never told me, or I had never gone downstairs.
Hopefully, I'll get it over it and things will go back to normal. I'm sure it will, but it was such a shock and emotional bomb its hard right now.
Blah. Don't ask about it or anything. I just wanted to get it out. |
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[Mar. 7th, 2008|10:44 am] |
| [ | How am I feeling? |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | What am I listening to? |
| | Heute ist Mein Tag - Blümchen | ] |
So...
I beat Apollo Justice at about 2 o'clock this morning. I figured I'd post my thoughts on the game now, because by the Tiff even gets the game, It'll be 5 months and I'll forget how I feel about it.
COME ON TIFF. Oh, and if you read this before you finish the game, I will hunt you down and beat you.
( SPOILERS FOR APOLLO JUSTICE )
So read that when you finish the game, unless you want to spoil yourself silly. Next up is to finish Devil May Cry 4. I about had a fit two days ago, but not once, BUT TWICE did I forget to save and have to go back and repeat mission. I was livid. That controller has already been broken once thanks to Rule of Rose, but I managed to fix it. I do need another though
AND BRAWL COMES OUT IN 2 DAYS. I'm a foolish youth and have decided NOT to pre-order. Instead, I will be looking and waiting to find one. CUZ I'M SMART!
As far as other areas outside of video games. The dead squirrel in our chimney has been removed. Dad, who I am so thankful is a vet because then Id on't know who would have had the stomach to get it out, said it was very gross and maggoty. I have liked to see it except I was eating and didn't want to deal with the smell. I'm also getting very anxious about UGA. I hate ASU. Alot. This semester is stupidly tough because I have lame professors. But looking at apartments to share with Allie is exciting me beyond belief. I mean all-nighters of video game fun. That's what I'm talking about.
PRAY THAT I GET IN PLEASE! |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2008|08:16 pm] |
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Eeek.... A month since I last posted. Gaah. I'm really going to try update more. So instead of having extremely long entries, I can have short cute ones.
I'll try to keep this short and sweet.
Got a new desk today. I'm going to miss my white one, but this one is nice too. New carpet... went up to my brother's on Sunday to see his new house.
So very very cute :D I cannot wait to get my own house. It's such an exciting experience. And looking at my brother's house got me all excited and hopeful.
Today in Drawing, one of the girls I'm very found of Adrian... who I might add is one of the most beautiful women I have ever met. She's... stunning. We're always fawning over her in that class... Anyways. She comes up to me and was like, "Would you go out on a date with my friend...?"
EEEK? Oh man, I am not the right person to ask questions. I asked her to extrapilate... or however you spell it. Apparently, it's like her boyfriend's best friend and broke up with his long time girl friend about a year ago. He's kinda new to ASU and wanted to meet new people. And so on and so on. So I basically just thought about it the whole class. I've pretty much decided to say no... only because.. well for a lot of reasons. He's a good bit older than me, lives a lot differently than me. And especially... because I'm not even staying at ASU. I'll gladly hang out with them all together, but I don't think the 'date' idea is a good one. I'm not very good in those situations anyways. I haven't told her yet, but I'll probably do it Wednesday. She's so sweet she'll understand. But I really don't feel like putting myself in that awkward situation. I'd rather date someone when I'm ready... and who I know. EPECIALLY since I haven't dated before.
But yeah.
Small update but smoething. Yay |
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[Feb. 1st, 2008|03:51 pm] |
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Fact: Reading Paige's blog is possibly them most depressing thing in the world.
No offense or anything Paige.
To put it simply, Paige's life is going pretty much how I wish mine would be. And reading it reminds me how dissatisfied I am with my life right now.
Drama, drama I know, but I pretty much spent the last 30 minutes in the shower crying because I hate ASU so much.
Blah. I'm going to be very honest and say that Academically, ASU is a fantastic school. The professors there are, for the most part, top grade professors. Most care about the students, have a passion for what they teach and are pretty great teachers. They challenge and push and really make you apply yourself, to the point, I just don't think I could get a much better education at this point. It's the students I hate. I say this time and time again, but I am not making any friends. None. Yes, Drawing and a couple of other classes, there are people I actually talk to, which is a huge step up from what's been the situation so far. But the guys there... oh let me tell you. Trash. The majority of them are trash-at least the ones I know.
Maybe I'm just bitter because not one single person there has sparked my interest. There's this guy in Bio, who I actually thought was cute. He had a sparkling personality, kinda loud, ad likes to laugh.
Then yesterday, during Bio Lab I wrote on the board "disparity between nourished/malnourished plants' as part of our plant competition observations. And let me tell you, for a good minute or so, most of the class was just laughing and basically mocking my sentence because they couldn't freaking understand it. They were like, 'disparity? what does that even mean...blah blah blah' adn they would just not let it go. Way to beat someone down. it may just be my thin skin but it's moments like that that make me wonder why I put up with it. And the guy with his stupid loud mouth would just not let it go. Blah.
And this could just be my own thinking, but there's another guy....Andrew..? Maybe? I dunno. Who was in my German class and is now in my calc class. On Thurs. after Calc, I usually go to the computer for 10 minutes are so to get some work done for that calss. Last week, he sat next to me, for a couple of minutes before leaving. Not a big deal, I was sitting right by the door so I could get out. But never did he speak one word to me or acknowledge me. I've never even heard him speak from what I can remember. Then yesterday same thing. Cept I didn't sit as close the door and there a billion computers open. And agian, sat next to me. Didn't say anything. Nothing. But made me wonder why he would sit next tome again when there is a lot more space.
Just blah. No personality or anything, just like some many othe rpoeple at that school. Fact, I cannot make it another semester there. That school is not for me. I hate hate hate hate hate it. I'm just praying UGA works out or I dunno.... I just don't know. I need to apply to a couple more schools anyways, just in case.
I do like ASU bathrooms though. |
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