I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever I have been really busy...

I'm not with Travis anymore....I am not....

But now his last grandpa died yesterday....

>.< This is weird. Extremely weird, I want to be there for him as a good friend but I doubt that is how he will see it. 

Let's just say, me or my mom will be charged. My life is screwed.

Again all over again.

ALL OVER F'N AGAIN!

I thought I was rid of this, I really did. Guess what!!!!!!!

Hospital's all over again, driving people to doctor's all over again. I'm the only one that "really" can drive. All over again. I thought the stress was gone, but it's back. My stomach hurts a lot all over again. The tension the stress. I thought it was in the past, I just started getting my school life organized. Really I just started feeling really good because I didn't get all the distractions I had my first semester. 

Want to know something funny, if I was here instead of at my friend's b-day party this probably wouldn't of happened. Because at the beginning of the week he said this weekend I was his to do tons of chores. But I worked my butt off thrusday and friday so I could have saturday for my friend. He allowed it, but this was supposed to be the non-work day, but instead he decided to work on the yard and twisted his ankle on the curb.

I wish I didn't know the type of stress is going to happen, I wish I was unknowning to what is going to happen, but I know. My dad isn't going to be able to work for quite sometime. All over again. No money, no income for the basic necessities. Money will be tight. Really tight.

I had just started getting my grades really good, so much teachers started giving me random compliments, I missed that from before, but now. It's going to be hard to be a full time student, when I'm going to be a full time parent for my parents.

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This is my feeling, a beautiful running laptop. Never dropped nothing.

But boom the harddrive stops working....My ARTWORK GONE! D=

I can't ever get it back. T.T

  My enV broke again so I wanted to get a new cell phone so I wouldn't have the same problem over and over again.  The phone I wanted was the Voyager, I got the Venus because my father didn't want to spend some extra money for the Voyager. Now I have no qwerty keyboard, it's just not a normal stupid keypad. :(

My new cell phone :(

I loathe being sick. 

puking, is not fun.

staying up all night because of it isn't fun either.

today I recieved a letter for me to be miss Michigan lol I could never see me in that I'm definately not model material

Guess what?! Apparently my tablet was defective! I couldn't write on the tablet without pressing super-hard to write. >.<

So I'm laptop-less right now. We got a full refund. :) So we're ordering from HP to get a tx2000z series. Active/passive touch here I come! :)

I got to hang with Miki, Mandie, Corrinne and Travis over this weekend. I feel accomplished!

 So I finally got my new laptop...

the touch screen I still have to work out some kinks :(

but it's cool otherwise, I don't know I might feel awkward about it for the fact just getting it, I really didn't get to touch it until now because my dad and Travis got ahold of it.

 MERRY CHRISTMAS

I nearly cut off the tip of my pinky finger. >.<

My finger hurts really badly. At one point my blood sugar dropped and I almost fainted. Gah stupid things to cut stuff.

My fish Flipper died today.

:( he was 10 years old.

I miss my fishy.

one fishy left: Tiny.

WOW, It's like a thread man...

I sort of saw Mandie today.

xD She was in the car in front of me. I think it was Mandie and Dona but I don't know. xD I was in my own little world waiting for the light and Travis said "do you know the people in the car in front of us because they're staring", I looked and I was like "OH MY GOD MANDIE!" I wanted to see her today. Like more than driving behind her.

Passeneger side view.
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 BEETLE!

Ever  feel like you know you should get something because it's such a great deal?

Then you find out  your an hour or two late.

DAMN CARS! I fell in love with this stupid Bettle, we went to the dealer he said one thing, my dad thinks it's a perfect car. But the price 3,000 dollars too high.

I go online to check their inventory. They have a internet special. GUESS HOW muchf cheaper it is. 3,000 dollars.  The dealership closed at 6. Can't make a sale there. The offer expires at 12 midnight. tonight. I saw this at 7. Only because my Dad and I decided to go to my nanas to help her out around 5. We stayed until 7ish. then found the deal. 

There's this little thing going through my mind FUCK! This stupid deal has gone on all month. Here I am to look at the last stupid sales date. 2003 with only 32,000 milage. Turbo. (means it's fancy) Sun roof, heated seats, beautiful interior, plus comes with a 2 year warranty.