Ok well emma says that I don't update this thing enough, and she is right. So i will sum up this past weekends activities for you since I have some time sitting here in Hyland.

Emma came up here for the weekend and it was just awesome. We had been planning this weekend for months. It was so great to see her after not seeing her since new years (lol..gotta love new years)

So she finally got to my house around 8:30 friday night and moments later we were sitting at the table with Matt drinking som SoCo getting ready to go out for the night. Colleen, Marissa, MK and Andy eventually joined us for a lil bit and then we headed out the door to Flashbacks. I hadn't been there since emma left and i don't think that I had ever been there on a Friday night. I was awesome though. We were already a little bit drunk when we got down there so it didn't take us long to get completely wasted. We danced all night. It was awesome. Matt left after a little while :(  but we caught up (made up) with him later. So there we were, me, emma and Joey Mac dancing the night away at Flashbacks.

Around 12 we decided to go up to Oscars. It was so crowded. We had to wait online for about 10 minutes to get in. Matt met up with us again down there and after a few minutes we were all in the bar. Drinks just kept coming my way and it was great. At one point I hear people in the bar starting to yell and cheer and i didn't know what the hell was going. I turn around and guess who is standing right behind me. Mr. FREAKING Belding (from Saved by the Bell) I knew that he was on campus that night doing his whole inspirational speaking thing, and i had also heard a rumor that he might go around to some of the bars, but i never expected it to be true. So he comes up (or rather get's pushed up) right behing me and i turn around and give him a lil hello and a slap on the hand. I also snap a quick pic, which i don't think he liked to much being as though it was like 1/2 a foot away from his face. Regardless, it was cool that he was there, but I got over it and went back to enjoying spending time with my friends. We head out of Oscar's around 2 and hit up the Meaner-Weiner for some Fat Bitches. They are God's greatest invention for the drunk college student. Not until the next day do you realize what was on that glorious sandwhich roll, which might make you a lil sick to your stomach. Regardless, it is the best thing for a drunk person. We decided to head up to an after party on vine which felt like it was a million miles away but we had our bitches to fuel us. We got there, it was lame, the beer sucked, by that point i was done drinking and we left. I gave some guy my beer that i had taken like 2 sips of and he gave me a huge hug like i had just given him a million dollars. Very random.

I think we stop at City Slice on the way back for some more food, I'm not sure though. Me and Matt talked outside for a bit and then me, emma and some cheese fries walked home. We got home, and just crawled into bed. We talked for like 4 minutes and I fell asleep mid-sentence.

The next day we got up at like 10:30 and went out to breakfast with Colleen and MK (my matt had gone home for a wedding). Breakfast was good. After we got in, me and Emma decided to hit the gym. We hit the gym hard too. We were there for 2.5 hours. I was beat and just reaked of SoCo and beer and smoke and sweat when i left. It was really gross. When we got home we couldn't take showers right away so we were true townies and went to Wal*Mart smelling gross. WE picked up some food for dinner and then headed back home where we could shower and start making dinner. After dinner we just hung out a bit, had a glass or two of wine, which got us both a lil tipsy for some reason (probably b/c we hadn't been sober for less than 12 hours). We decided to head down to Flashbacks again and then we were going to meet Pat Mulhern at Oscars. Flashbacks was fun as usual and we all had a great time. We never made it to Oscars (sorry Pat) but we did hit up City Slice on the way home again. Passed out cold when I walked in the door. Don't remember much of anything.

Next morning woke up and had some oatmeal and tried to remeber our "LISTS", the sad thing is that we couldn't get all of them. What is going on with that?We then headed over to 1320 to hang out with Mulhern and Cattie for a few hours before Emma wanted to hit the road.

It was great to have her up here for the weekend and I can't wait for Senior Week. She got off from work the whole week and I can't wait to see what kind of trouble we can get into.

Ok well that's it for now, i gotta get to class :/

till next time

wow..a post from the library. It has been a while since this has been done.

i am bored and just want to put off finishing my burnout prevention paper. the teacher assigned the paper so that we can learn about burnout and by writing a paper it is supposed to not cause personal burnout. well guess what...it is. I don't have time to write a stupid five page paper about burnout when i have five million other things that i need to be doing. (i should probably listen to my own advice and get to work)

things from now until next thursday are going to be crazy. I have 6 projects/tests or papers due before then. But after all that I will only have 3 more which are a little more spread out till the end of the semester. I just can't wait for this 'Hell Week and a Half" to be over. And it's awesome because at the end of it all emma will be up for a visit and i will definitely need that.

i'm going home this thursday just for the night so I can bring some stuff home. It's kinda sad to have to be moving all my stuff home gradually. I mean i can't wait to go home and all it's just a little depressing.

hopefully i will get a job this summer working at a kick ass agency in town. I mean i have my job back at Town and Country until I can find something. It's just gonna suck because <3Matt<3 will be here and not home with me :( We've done a complete reversal of last summer when I was away at camp and he was home. I will be up a lot to visit him though because he will be missed. Plus I will get to see him for his brothers wedding and also for my cousins wedding (which i am  soooo excited about).

Ok well I am going to go work on my burnout paper and try not to burnout between now and next thursday.

bye

According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

Mysterious and passionate. You are a survivor. Even though life has swung you some difficult situations you have a strong intuition that gets you through. Also, you have the capacity to sympathize and relate to people.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

ok so i don't know why the last few months it has taken me so long to get motivated to write in this thing but i will try. just for my own sake of remembering things that happen my last semester of my senior year.

i was talking to my therapist today (yes i have a therapist...don't laugh) and i got to thinking about life after graduation. it's not like i haven't thought about it before, but i guess she just said some things that were interesting and it made me think. it's not that i don't want to graduate and move on to grad school, but at the same time i don't. This place has been my home for the past 4 years and i guess it's just not that easy to just up-root and move back to NJ. Both me and Colleen said it last week that we are both more homesick this year than freshman year. We are both going in reverse. It's weird.

In the end though i think it will be great to be able to move back home for a little and get my finances in order and get my masters as quickly as possible. My internship this semester has made me more and more excited to start as a guidance counselor in a school. I just love what I am doing there and it's only the second week. Granted it takes a lot out of me doing 15 hours a week of that and 18.5 credits but it's definiteley worth it in the end.

The past few weekends have been fun up here. Been hanging out with a few new faces and that's awesome. I'm always up for new fun. Last week we all went to the green frog on thursday for 3$ pitcher night and it was tons of fun. Since I had to work the next day, I wasn't going to drink that much, but saying that never seems to work for me. I was good until pitchers just started to randomly show up on the table for us. I just remember me and marissa getting two pitchers and finishing those and then we were on our last one and were most likely gonna stop after than when another pitcher of beer showed up on the table, so of course we had to drink that. It was funny and we got pretty drunk. It was hilarious to see me, marissa, and colleen all sitting at our kitchen table later on that night just eating a loaf of bread. I wish i had a picture of it.

nothing else has really been going on. I was writing something in my planner today and realized that valentines day is next monday. i don't know how i feel about that. Me and marissa are celebrating because one year ago that day we met. (We're soo corny). But i mean last valentines day was the first and only time that i had a guy so i don't understand why this year would be so weird. i guess i'm just thinking too much into it. i have marissa anyways so all you guys can kiss my ass because me and marissa and any other single girl in this world are too good for you anyways.

ok on that note..i'm gonna go read before class. and by read i mean talk to people online :)