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Yeah so I'm at school, I wanted to say sorry to the people I was talking to/Rping with last night. Mom decided she hadn't had yelled at me enough so she yelled and threatend to turn the computer off if I didn't get offline that very fucking second. Beauty. So I went and made myself a snack and watched some T.V before I tried to go to bed.
Sleeping didn't come so easily to me last night as it normally does. I tossed and turned and tried to dream- (I had a rather nice Shikaino daydream rwar) before I got outta bed and went in to the living room where I passed out.
Ah, did you guys see the pictures and translations from 245 yet? Holy mother of penguins Naruto looks so adorable! He isn't short anymore, and he looks more like Yondy than ever before. Sakura looks pimpin' and she didn't mention Saucegay not once durring the whole chapter- it made me so proud. I can't wait to see the RAW when I get home since I can't dl it here, but I did see Kakashi. Silly Ninja, he hasn't changed a bit. Naruto got him a copy of Icha Icha Tactics and he almost shat himself. Hahaha, Kakashi antics makes me happy inside. Oh man, and the fact that he said they were a team on equal levels with eachother not like student and teacher- that made me go "AWWW!!"
Heh heh Alright, giggaty-giggaty~!
I, like some other people, am waiting to get my first glance of Shikamaru, Ino, and Chouji. I want to see the new outfits for Team 10 and see how much they changed. I hope this three year bridge without Saucegay has openned Ino's eyes to the greatness of Shikamaru. I mean, why wouldn't it? Even Sakura had a Narusaku moment durring the chapter where she opennly said he looked good. Haha, boy Kish-sama likes to tease the crap out of us doesn't he?
On another note I'm currently working on a manga of my own, I know I know I always end up saying this but I'm really going to do it this time. I even started with the world instead of the characters first. I designed everything down from the world- to the citys- to the type of people inside the citys, everything. Now I'm on the character development and story writing. At first I was doing the world for 'Hero For Hire' the manga I'm doing with Karasu-sama but I don't think she'd want to use that type of world for it. If she does I can always change things around, my brother read over my notes and looked at my indepth drawings of the citys and flipped. He said it was the most detailed thing he ever saw me do, meaning I'm working really hard on it. My little black book that I take notes in, draw and sketch random ideas in, and write plot ideas in is getting a little full. I wonder if this is how Kish-sama started out? All I know is one day I will make a manga/anime that people will love. I'll do it and I'll do it with style. *puts sunglasses on*
I talked with some people last night who wanted to make up and end the e-drama that's been going on. I was pleased with most of what I heard and of course being the person I am, I agreed to end it between us. I'm glad to see that this is slowly dying down...I'm tired of fighting. I'm not the type of person to keep something going, but don't worry I didn't talk to everyone only two people. Briana and Klarissa are no longer going to be fighting with me, since I'm not mad at them and they aren't mad at me. I would like it if no one questioned me on this since I mean...it was up to me to stop fighting or to keep it going. I would also like to ask that no more fighting be held in my journal, I know I would sound a little hypocritical for saying this but I'll say it anyway. You guys don't have to be friends to be civil, and you're all mature adults so let's stop the e-drama together okay? ^_^? I love all my friends, and people make mistakes. Sometimes you have to forgive and forget and move on. If people don't like eachother don't talk to eachother, and I must remind everyone that no one is being control or following anyone else.
Both sides said some mean things, and both sides were wrong. Yet in a way both sides were right, see? No one wins, no one looses. I was being a bitch when I made that public entry a few entrys back because hell I'm human and I get bitchy too. I just want to put the fighting behind me and get along with people, I still wont be talking to a few people (you all know who those people are) but I am willing to put this behind me. Someone has to extend the olive branch sometime you know?
Now, back to other news. I'll fill out that meme for everyone as soon as I get home. I had some trouble thinking of people you guys remind me of XD and I can't do the whole music thing without my playlist ;-;. Lunch is soon and I need to finish my work, since I've been slacking off this entire time. Haha that's so me you know? I just want to remind everyone that no matter what happens in the past, present, or future- I will always try to be the person that can still care about you. I will always try to bring some sunshine to your life when you're down, and I will always be by your side. I'm sorry if I sometimes stray, and I'm sorry if sometimes we fight. Because even the best and closest of friends sometimes fight- sometimes everyone has to have a break. In this I understand, and I guess I'm just one of those people who can see both sides to a story. Somethings indeed are unforgivable I know that as well. But most people are only hearing half a story, or missunderstanding or being missunderstood.
So what I have to say is life is to short to waste it fighting like animals. I know I'm not always the most mature person ever, but even I know when a battle needs to stop. Even I know when it's time to be the bigger person and hang up your hat. Even I know when people should stop and look at what is going on around them. People get hurt, people get lied too, and people are made to take sides. In these times sometimes you find out who your real friends are, and yet sometimes people are forced in to things they don't want to do. Though, in this I have made my own decisons inwhich people keep assuming I am being told what to do. I am my own person, as are all of you. We have our own minds, and own feelings. We agree and disagree on many things and this is what makes us human. Free will. No one can control another persons actions as much as they would like to believe so. In the end if the person chooses not to do something, their free will rains supreme. As humans we need to understand and learn from this, and we need to learn something more than childish bickoring. We need to learn to grow up and take responsblity for our actions. We have to learn to forgive, and put things behind us. Move on with our lives if you so wish too. Instead of sticking to the past like it was a pair of your favorite shoes.
I hope you read this and listen to what I say. Because sometimes it's the most immature person, who can say the most important things..because even if I am a child in your eyes- I am an adult.
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It all started with me getting dressed then sitting down to find out how the day was going to go.
Then, I decided 'hell lets try to pose' didn't go good. lol.
Did some normal cutesty hair in front of the face Kat shots like normal.
This one too.
... cam slipped? HAHA..riight..
Smile for the cam :3...
Then last but not least my hair defided gravity and all was good in the world.
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