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Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 11:44 am
Exit this Roman shell



For those of you thinking of leaving America today -- and there are many, I'm sure -- I'd say just do it. Walk away. Leaving Britain is the best thing I ever did. I lived for years there feeling like a political and cultural exile, trying to fight back with satire and a thousand subtle forms of stubbornness and resistance. But being an 'internal exile' is not good for the soul. My struggle with attitudes which seemed toxic to me started making me as hard, cynical and corrupt as the people and the attitudes I was fighting.

Soon I realised that British people were not going to change. At least not in my short lifetime. My contribution was never going to be accepted in that country. It was much easier to get up and go. You can change the world around you by simply getting on a plane and going to the place where they think like you, even if they don't speak the same language you speak. So I went to live in France. In Germany. In Japan. I became a world citizen.

I started to think in terms of cities, and even districts of cities, rather than nations. I made my own cut and paste environment, a place where I felt comfortable and valued. I selected its elements from the internet and the parts of the cities I loved and went to live in. I count the moment I left my incorrigible homeland as the moment my adult life really began. I am now a much happier and better adjusted person.

So just leave. America doesn't deserve you. Walk away. America doesn't need your talent, your creativity and your intelligence. Or rather, it needs them desperately, but it will never acknowledge that. It's too stupid to understand that. If it calls for you, it will call for you for the wrong reasons. It will call you up as a soldier. It will call for you as canon-fodder in some spurious and unnecessary war that serves the interests of 1% of its population and an even smaller percentage of the world's population. Even if it lets you live in relative peace as a mere civilian, it will force you to live in ways that destroy the world's weather systems and its environment. It will use your tax to fund pre-emptive wars of aggressive imperialism against impoverished nations with energy resources.

Leave while you still can. Leave as a civilian, not a soldier. Leave and lead the life you were born to lead. Your absence will hurt America economically, but it deserves that. And it doesn't deserve you.

Get a passport, get a visa. Work a job, save some money. Come to Europe, come to Japan. Life is more civilised here. Come as you are, come to work, come to play, come to stay. Make love to foreigners, not Americans. Make non-American babies. Make your children world citizens, as you make yourself one.

Then you know in your brain
Leave the capitol!
Exit this roman shell!
Then you know you must leave the capitol

Leave the capitol!
Exit this roman shell!

It will not drag me down
I will leave this ten times town
I will leave this fucking dump
One room, one room

(The Fall, 'Leave The Capitol')

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class_worrier
class_worrier
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Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:12 am (UTC)

I started to think in terms of cities, and even districts of cities, rather than nations

I think a lot of us think in those terms. I'd seriously consider leaving Scotland (and maybe Britain) if it wasn't for some important ties.

One point though - that mind-think means that it's not necessary to leave America, surely?
Just move to one of the liberal-magnet cities.


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(Anonymous)
Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:14 am (UTC)

word!


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johnnyshades
o.g. williker
Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:20 am (UTC)

you're right. you're completely right.


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violentblue
sweet mkn
Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:23 am (UTC)

thank you for this.


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verlaine
verlaine
Red Sky Thinking
Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:26 am (UTC)

As the holder of an American passport who's lived in the UK since he was 4 years old, this whole disaster actually makes me want to move *back* to America. I tell you what, it's a horrible betrayal of one's gifts to hide out somewhere safe, making no difference, when there's places out there that really need good people fighting for them.

The problem, the threat to the world, isn't going to go away through intelligent people running away from it.


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starofpersia
starofpersia
Delicious James Flow
Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:28 am (UTC)

I understand what you're getting at, there are aspects of Japan I love dearly, it is at many times a living hell for me. It's a different place for different people, and apart from legal abortions and the lack of hate crimes, it's an absolute abyss for women and queers. Like the fact that a film depicting multiple rapes and battering women was shown at an all women's erotic film festival I attended last week. I think it's easy to miss a lot of the shitty aspects of Japan if you live on the surface and don't speak the language and don't have to work a full time job in a Japanese office or language school. A lot of the negative aspects are subtler, and conveyed through passive aggressive actions, ie, you can go ahead and ask for that day off but please remember that it will cause all your coworkers to resent you for your selfish behavior.

Bush winning is gutting me, because for me, San Francisco IS HOME, it is the place where I feel comfortable, loved and understood. And the fact that the people of San Francisco are militantly opposed to Bush, it doesnt change the fact he rules America, and can impinge on our civil rights.

So what happens when the place I need to be is being held hostage by the Bush regime? It feels like a rock and a hard place.


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(Anonymous)
Wed, Nov. 3rd, 2004 03:39 am (UTC)

Aaaargh .. I am disgusted by this election result .. as an American overseas, all I can say is I'm so glad to be here (in Prague) .. I left after Bush stole the first election ... why Americans like being misused and shat on by their government is beyond me ... plain ignorance.

My response now: Never go back there to live. I will pick mushrooms in the Sumava forest, make soup, take trains, paint, love the landscape .. and not tie my future to a gutted plain of walmartification and antigay fundamentalism.

Then again Tesco is making inroads here fast ...

Please bring on global depression .. I want to live in the 19th Century in the 21st Century

Lawrence Wells
http://www.volny.cz/bikerbar (http://www.volny.cz/bikerbar)


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