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LJ blocked in China ;p [08 Mar 2007|11:36am]
[ music | the innocence mission - when mac was swimming ]

My fabulous friend, Spot, helped me to create an RSS feed from my personal blog. Please add it here: heartbeijing. I really want to keep up the discussion and I love how LJ isn't flat like most blogging platforms...

Or you could just check my blog at http://www.iheartbeijing.com/blog/

8 twirls| shall we dance?

a pensively snowy 31st [31 Dec 2006|02:35pm]
[ mood | snowily pensive ]
[ music | damien rice - volcano ]

It snowed for the first time this winter yesterday morning... it was a beautiful blanketing flurry of dirty snow that kept the sky an unearthly opaque yellow for the whole day. The added benefit is that this snow has thoroughly cleaned the sky (well, relatively speaking, of course) and now the sky is a pleasant wintery grey, the ground below a mixture of black roads and trees and white covered everythingelse.

Sitting up here in my 12th floor apartment, cozy in my study with a pot of rooibos tea and candles, the cat curled at my feet, and Damien Rice on my stereo... a very relaxing morning. The day started with a champagne breakfast (my attempt to start a tradition of sorts). Rather than go out to the ridiculously expensive champange breakfasts at St Regis and the like, I thought that I would make something on my own, and not only was it cheaper, but a lot more fun. Strawberries and angel food cake (freshly baked!) with some chocolate toffees, a very nice dry champange, and soft boiled eggs with a rye crackers with tomato pesto spread... mmm....

Across the "river" is a train depot, where the lovely snow covered trains are moving slowly across the landscape, and I find myself getting lost in my own thoughts. Not quite capable of writing a coherent post in my lj... but then again, since when have I been able to write anything coherent, especialy in my lj?

All this snow (and champagne?) has reminded me of my first time in China (winter 2001) and walking on the snow covered Great Wall, listening to U2's Unforgettable Fire on my cd player... I forget which song, but something about a spiraling staircase... it was perfect. The wall was so beautiful with the snow frosting... mostly because the snow also covered up the countryside around it, hiding all of the plastic trash and bedraggled homes... instead, it looked as if I had stepped straight into history.

A friend was staying with me earlier this week, and she pointed out how she felt that all of these sites she went to had no authenticity, you never felt like you were actually there (well, no more so than you feel like you're actually in Tokyo or Paris when you're in Epcot Center). I agree. One of the reasons I like Ritan Park so much is that if you avoid the climbing wall, most of the rest of the park has been left relatively untouched. True, there weren't people chanting "nurturing life tunes" or practicing taijichuan in the park during the Emperors' reigns... its still not something that screams of plasticated modernity (like, say, the giant dinosaur figures at Purple Bamboo Park near Xizhimen).

The internet has been more than spotty since the earthquake in Taiwan, which has resulted in my being fairly cut-off from the rest of the world. Not that this is a bad thing. True, it makes my job really painfully difficult, but other than that, it has stopped my internet ramblings and helped me to get to this pensive place that I'm sitting in now. Well, I'm going to step away from babbling for now and think back on the past year and what was good and what needs to be improved, and work on some resolutions for the next year... ciao.

1 twirl| shall we dance?

devil kitty [21 Dec 2006|03:14pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | battlestar gallactica - act of contrition ]

in a yellow plastic bag.



further proof

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a smog-filled dawn [19 Dec 2006|12:14pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | tori amos -- hey jupiter (dakota mix) ]

since the theft of my purse (and cellphone) this weekend, I haven't really had access to an alarm clock. normally i use my cell as an alarm, so i've had to just hope that i'd get up in time... which makes for poor sleep quality. i tried to stay in bed and get more sleep, but Mafan could tell that I was awake and wanted to play/cuddle... so with the icy whisps of dawn reaching just over the horizon, I got up and started my day a couple hours earlier than normal.

made some fresh carrot apple and ginger juice. had some rose and black tea (au lait) and some rye toast with peanut butter and jelly... and read some more of the 6th harry potter. so altogether, not a lost morning.

on the way to work, someone was handing out pamphlets right in front of the underpass, and I was in such a music-walking trance that when he shoved something into my hand, it distracted me and I tripped down the first step (and the proceeding couple of steps). ripped up my pretty lambskin gloves, but at least there weren't any flesh wounds... however, I did land on the same hand that I hurt this fall in Paris in the scooter accident. I'm going to try to find some blue emo oil that I've got at home, that should help it a wee bit...

at least the office part of the day so far has gone fairly smoothly (and its half over!). my friend chris (CC) sent me a cool tori track, hey jupiter (dakota mix) and its also been good music for the smooth going of the work-day. I want to go to Hainan island for the Christmas weekend, but I'm tryint to justify the 500 USD ticket cost... any suggestions?

1 twirl| shall we dance?

to hear... slay-bells in the snow? [17 Dec 2006|04:21pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | bing crosby - i'm dreaming of a white chrismas ]

I had a small christmas dinner party on Friday night, where I had everyone bring two small, cheap-o gifts (I even have a great little korean christmas tree to put the gifts under!). Dinner went really well, and the conversation was great as usual. We played this awesome game called "celebrity." Its like charades, only better (yes, I know, it seems impossible, but its true!). I am *so* looking forward to playing this game with all of my nc friends on my next trip back to the states ;)

Anyhoo, one of the gifts under the tree (we did a random sort of picking up of things) was "Santa's Slay." It looks to be as B-movie as can possibly be, and I'm not really sure if I want to bother watching it. Might be fun if I can get a group of people together and we could make fun of it mystery science theater 3000 style-like.



and for all those nerdy magic the gathering people out there, I thought you (like myself) might find this cool ;)

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another older entry from london... [13 Dec 2006|01:40pm]
[ mood | pissed that i payed tmobile ]
[ music | 王菲 - 你快乐(所以我快乐) ]

back at starbucks, though not just feeling evil but also rather pissed off: I thought I'd purchased a tmobile wireless service for 24 hours (it cost about 20 bucks!) that could be used over the period of a month. I had used less than 30 mins on the card last night, then today I sign in to discover that there are only 8 hours left ?! Arg....

I'm enjoying a gingerbread latte and feeling good about my "vacation". I wasn't feeling so good about it two days ago, but I've accepted that things here cost twice to three times what they cost in the states (like, I bought a pair of the cheapest nike shoes at the store and they cost me well over 200 US dollars, eep!). Technically I should just take them back and then order them online or something.... but meh, at least I got to go running through Hyde Park.

And get lost in Hyde Park, brrrr... I haven't really been running in almost two months and then yesterday was the first time, in new shoes at that, and I ended up running for about two hours since I got incredibly lost and didn't have any money on me (so the tube or a bus was out of the question). At least the park is really beautiful and the air felt so clean, I could run a lot farther than I normally could in Beijing anyways...

Its odd, I definitely felt more comfortable in Paris, language barrier and everything. But London is nice enough, and the more I get to know it the more I like it. Of course, going grocery shopping this morning helped, a lot. I don't know why, but seeing what vareities of foods that the local stores offer make me feel like I can get to know an area a lot better... and yum! I stocked up on canned herring with mustard and dill sauce and hot chocolate mixes and tea, lots and lots of tea (darjeeling for Paul, Earl Grey and Chamomile for me). yes, I know that I live in the land of tea, but they just don't happen to have all the flavors that I like ;)

arg... stoopid internet no longer works. this fucking country has some *real* issues with connectivity (both internet and phone wise). I mean, what the hell?! The hotel I'm staying at, supposedly a 5 star place (!!!) hasn't even gotten their fucking network fixed because they say that people at the company won't answer their phones... I'm sorry but WHAT THE FRICK?!?!?!

I'm just pissed off because I can't get any work done, and there's a lot of stuff that I have to do. So I come out to Starbucks and pay the equivalent of 20 US dollars for 24 hours of internet. I only used 20 minutes of it last night, then this morning I come back to the starbucks, where I use it for maybe another 20 minutes, only to have the network die on me. ARRRRRRRRRHRHRHRHRHHQ OIQHFOI

(insert angry sigh here).

what.

the.

fuck.

I'm going to go back to the hotel and scream into a pillow now. awoi ejfapwioejP;WOIEJVAPWO;EJCA;WEN;AOWIEJF\\

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the first of december [06 Dec 2006|01:46am]
[ mood | not happy to be in starbucks ]
[ music | rod stewart starbucks crap... this is the only place w/ wifi ]

Sitting at the airport starbucks, marveling at the lack of borders in the modern world. I'm sitting here sipping at an xmas blend coffee (avec cinnamon) and eating a turkey cranberry sammich, in Beijing. I'm off to London to visit Paul and check the place out more thoroughly, though I fully plan on going to the pret a pan (?) places, which is a local chain that is *far* cooler than xingbake...

...so of course you are probably wondering how the play went... in a word: smashingly.

:)

we are planning on doing another run later on this winter. I need to find a new theater as people complained a bit about sitting on stools and such. Mind you, I personally believe that discomfort is part of the joy of Beijing, so really, if you're sitting in a comfortable seat, you're missing out on the *real* experience, or something.

my flight has been delayed, of course, and now I'm a wee bit worried that even though they *told* me 1pm at the check in counter that it might be earlier, one never knows with these things. I'm going to finish up my coffee then wander over to the gate to check on things, then maybe I'll get back to writing... (but we all know how these things go, its likely as not that I'll just forget about having written this entry altogether).

well, it turns out that I haven't forgotten about this entry... that of course might also be because I am bored to death and far too uncomfortable to sleep. I should have just taken one of those sleeping pills (or two?) when I first realized that the flight was going to be late. I believe that we sat on the play for almost two hours before taking off... ;p

Instead, I'm at about the halfway point of the flight, trapped next to the window with a sleeping person at the end, and another person in the middle, so escape is impossible, let alone a bathroom break. These seats are also so uncomfortable that it actually hurts to type, yuck.

Sure, sure, you might just think that I've been spoiled by flying business class lately... but I think its more that I usually get an aisle seat, and this time due to the retarded chick in front of me at the check in counter, every other seat was taken. The retarded chick was like, shipping back her apartment via airplane, including a giant bike... I say she was retarded because she didn't research anythign in advance and I was stuck behind her for nearly 40 minutes while they wrapped everything up and finished charging her for it all, oy.

At least the flight was delayed (?) Silver lining of a delayed flight is that I wasn't stressed in the awful check in lines... though it wasn't that great to have to get through the lines, struggle to get on the plane only to discover that I got to sit on the plane for another two hours more than the itenerary had originally planned for.

But perhaps I am just bitching right now. It feels quite good to go on a rant... maybe I should be focusing this rant on something productive, like a stand-up routine for a comedy night tonight... I just fear that even if I come up with something positively brilliant I will only end up passing out as soon as I get to the hotel and won't make it out to the club in the first place. Not that I would be bitter and upset with myself for wasting this time because its like I would be doing anything else with my time right now...

stand up ideas?

nah, thats actually *too* productive. why not write a story idea?

hmm... so what should this story be about? Maybe I should just go for a simple Chinese-style short story... no real beginning nor ending, just lots of pretty words put together in a ramshackle sort of way. But then again, that probably only works when one is writing in Chinese. I don't want to write in Chinese right now, as *that* would definitely take too much energy.

Another five or so hours to go... and only another hour of time left on the computer... what to do, what to do.... maybe I could try to do some sudokus to put myself to sleep? I'm feel really groggy now anyways... that would be a better way to spend the remaining time than sitting here and staring at the back of the seat that is really invading my american-sense of personal space (hey, elbow room, y'all!) ok, off to sudoku. and yes, to sudoku is now a verb, so there.

shall we dance?

Happy Halloween Kiddies! [01 Nov 2006|01:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | windsor for the derby -- melody of a fallen tree ]



I'm currently sipping on an "especially recommend"(ed) chocolate milk tea from inner mongolia that my darling seester brought back for me during her trip there this summer. Not only is it warm and creamy and such, but it tastes like a tootsie roll! Which is eerie, b/c tootsie rolls are definitely something that I associate with halloween. :) So yes, this does actually make me a wee bit happier...

...well, that, and the above video, of course ;)

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halloween goodies [31 Oct 2006|11:17am]
[ music | screamin jay hawkins -- whistlin past the graveyard ]

i want some nutella. in the meanwhile, i will have this link to amuse me. http://www.nutella.fr/

in other news... are there any of you out there who haven't yet written in my iheartbeijing.com post about why you heart beijing? If so: here's a quick reminder...



today is going to be busy, I am doing a webchat with sina.com.cn this afternoon about the new electronic visa (aka: the EVAF) everything has to be an acronym (sigh) and then trying to make it for a french lecture tonight then dinner with a friend and hopefully topping off the evening with a massage and a visit to a random halloween party (just to stay in the mood) ;)

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can't take my eyes off of you [26 Oct 2006|10:43pm]
[ mood | pensing about my future (?) ]
[ music | blower's daughter - damien rice ]

finished with rehearsals for the night... i'm *so* tired. toshio is trying to talk me into going out (they are all at what is supposedly a really hopping party at ritan park). i really should go, A) there will undoubtedly be many cool people that i would enjoy meeting and B) i really should be going out to help promote the play, etc.

unfortunately, there is this awful thing called reality, and part of reality is my stupid-awful university loan (its actually grown more than 1,000 usd since I've graduated!). i've been paying on it for the past half year or so... but oy, why can't i save enough to just pay it all off? its ridiculous that i went to an in-state school and ended up paying *that much* ;p

whats even more ridiculous is that i live in china (third world country much?) and i'm earning decent western wages (though i'm pretty sure that i would earn more if i were a manager at a mcdonald's drivethru) so why can't i save enough to pay off the loan? because i'm a silly girl and need to go traveling about the world and buying nice things... (sigh)

so, i'm going to try to save more, buy expensive things less... this is hard when the number one thing that i spend money on is photography prints and imported food (trust me, you don't want to try chinese cheese). is that so wrong?! (insert pout here)

;)

now that i've got that out of my system... i'm going to be a good little girl and go curl up with the cat in bed and sip my chamomile tea and sudoku myself to sleep... paul gets back from new york tomorrow, so i should enjoy my last night of having the bed all to myself. bonne nuit tout le monde!

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drinking rooibos tea from a chinese purple clay teapot [19 Oct 2006|12:43pm]
[ mood | cosmopolitaine ]
[ music | Chaplain -- L'écharpe ]

feeling very wordly I am....

... listening to French/Cajun music
... drinking said tea combination
... wearing earrings i bought in Vietnam
... having a haiku dinner party tonight
... ate thai food for lunch
... wearing a cool sweater i bought in Vienna
... eating Dutch chocolates
... having australian wines for the dinner party
... my hair is tied up with a red silk scarf paul bought me in indonesia
... talking with my Chinese co-workers
... while technically working in America!

... and I could probably go on for a while...



(the image from the evite card I sent around ;)

shall we dance?

in celebration of wiki being un-blocked in china [18 Oct 2006|04:51pm]
[ music | chocolate genius -- love ]

check out this article on astroturfing....

thank you, that is all.

shall we dance?

PS Promo Poster [02 Oct 2006|01:06am]
Yo, and to bookmark for future reference (I plan on finishing building it later this week):

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where did i go wrong? [02 Oct 2006|12:46am]
[ mood | tired ]

the gods must be crazy hate me.

well, to be more specific: the travel gods. life always goes very swimmingly for me in most other situations, its only when I try to do anything as dramatic as travel (and yes, in-city taxis also count) that things go horribly awry...

...but I've made it here. Oh, and by "here" I don't mean Beijing, I mean Hanoi. Yes, as in, Vietnam. I was in Beijing for not quite 72 hours and then poof, off to Vietnam for the October holiday. Traveling on Oct 1st, as I'm sure Brendan can also attest to, is not the most brilliant of ideas... but I've made it, regardless of the trials and tribulations in getting here.

one of which, I'd like to note: spilling hot milk tea all over my lap (and cellphone, and computer) and thus burning my thighs a nice shade of painful rouge. no blisters, yet, but now I'm understanding why that woman wanted to sue McD's over the hot coffee.... damn that hurt. And it hurt even more so that *nobody* even offered me a napkin or to help clean up the mess or even any noise of condolence. Sure, if it had been water of any temperature other than boiling I would have been fine. But my mind was reeling, I couldn't think straight, and Paul was being a jerk and 'avoiding me' because I'd worn high heels (he doesn't like the clacking sound that they make... and yet, if I were to wear tennis shoes, which make no noise, he would have a heart attack at the anti-fashion, ugh).

anyhoo, its not all that bad really, it was just shocking and it still hurts whenever i try to cross my legs :(

.... but on the bright side, because Paul was still being a jerk after we got here, I left him and went wandering around Hanoi on my own and found a *really* cool restaurant (that was still open, yay!) and had beef pho, which is perhaps one of the most perfect creations on earth. A bowl of that plus a cold beer and yeah... it *almost* made up for all of the pain of the day.... and the view from the balcony overlooking the busy street helped out a lot, too ;)

so, now I'm back at the hotel, really really tired, and now I'm going to sleep.... wan an!

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you can't eat castle. [24 Sep 2006|12:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]

chillin with erin in budapest... having a great time :) had a personal tourguide thanks to couchsurfing.com and yes, his name was Attila. He's coming to beijing next month, so i owe him a tour around to some great bars then...

we went by the big protests near the parliament last night, too... got some great photos and good film footage, will try to youtube it once I get home.

anyhoo, we're off to go a'chocolate hunting... toodles!

shall we dance?

ma paris (cherie?) amour... [20 Sep 2006|03:46pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

stevie wonder = good.

anyhoo... just wanted to write a quick update. As usual, all of those gallant plans I'd had to write things, paint, etc never really happened :( At least I got a chance to do more stuff than I had thought... though by not writing any of it down there is a very high chance that I will forget most of it. Except for the flying off the scooter bit and then having it fall on me and having a parisian bum come rescue me (I *heart* bums!).

so... I'm off to meet a new friend, Raman, for coffee (we met through couchsurfing) so I have to run, but I didn't want to have posted nothing this whole time that I was in paris. And who knows, maybe you will be lucky enough to have me decide to write more later (gasp!).

btw, I had a brekkie of nutella smothered toast, creamy cherry yogurt, and russian earl grey tea... I'm so glad that I don't live here, I would gain a "freshman fifteen" within a month and double that within two... but damn its good to eat like this while I'm here ;)

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on why driving a scooter for the first time is a bad idea in montmartre. [17 Sep 2006|08:55am]
[ mood | hoping nothing is broken ]

i can only type with one hand.

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pour surfer le couch [15 Sep 2006|09:48pm]
[ mood | chillin comme une villaine ]
[ music | calypsixico (sp?) ]

so... I've been very lucky with my experiences on couchsurfing.com as of yet... Tingting and I arrived yesterday morning after a rather unrestful train ride from Munich. Yes, Chinese trains aren't the greatest in the world, but the night trains are a lot quieter (well, if you're in a soft sleeper). But at each train station there was a loudspeaker reading aloud the train times, etc, and it was not conducive to a good rest. I eventually gave up and took some of my random Chinese sleeping pills... I say random because I do not actually know what these pills are, just that they were handed to me by the lady at the pharmacy in Beijing. So taking the typical educational background of people working at pharmacies (what educational background?) and coupling that with the rigid standards of Chinese medicine production (what rigid standards?) I'm pretty sure that I am taking low grade horse tranquilizers... but hey, it puts me to sleep, so I'm not worried.

Anyhoo, after we arrived in the morning, Tingting finally realized why I was so worried about her luggage. She for some reason decided to pack a giant suitcase. I say giant because it wasn't just that I could have fit in the suitcase, but me and three other germans could have fit in this suitcase. It was full of some really weird things, too. Either way, in Germany where many of the streets are flat and nicely paved and there are elevators at every subway station, I guess she didn't think it would be a problem. Paris, as a city of art (and lights even) is not a city of convenience. Either way, we sat down for a cafe au lait and a ridiculously expensive internet connection and found Dov and I called him up to see if we could stay with him. He was really nice on the phone, and his 8 year old daughter lives with him, so I figure he couldn't be *that* much of a freak, so we wandered over to Stalingrad.

Not only is his daughter adorable, but he also has an incredibly cute Jack Russell dog that follows him around. And even better, he has an awesome apartment in one of those 200 year old buildings with a spiral staircase and ornate handrails. He lives in an immigrant district, and we're pretty sure that he is the only Jew in the neighborhood, but he's never had any problems. He was born in Isreal but his family was from France so he came back here for school and then decided not to go back. Really interesting to talk to him about stuff, especially since I just saw "Munich" the other day...

Well, to make a long story short, I'm still working on my play, which I was supposed to have finished and sent off to the actors about a week ago... but stuff came up and voila, here I am in a cafe in Paris (Rive Gauche of course) desperately trying to remember why I Heart Beijing (the title of the play, by the way, and yes, I was trying to make a funny, please be patient with me).

I heart Paris, actually. I love the I can go into a grocery store and actually pay relatively little money for a nice carrot and celery salad and a ham sandwhich and some *good* chocolate and a small bottle of wine and then take this food to the grounds of a church from the middle ages and eat under the trees while watching people talk and children play in the dirt.

But, it looks like it is going to rain, so I'm going to close up my computer. Tingting said that she would be back about twenty minutes ago, so maybe she'll show up in about ten minutes. She may be living in Germany but she is still very Chinese. Hmm... I think I'll go buy a Paris Match :)

shall we dance?

interrupted attempt. [15 Sep 2006|09:41pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

oddly enough, I'm picking up a lot of German... though its hardly useful, it certainly is interesting ;)

Drove up from Vienna (through Salzburg, yay castles!) to Munich with Jost yesterday... and wow, just thinking about everything I've done so far... I'm feeling quite bad about not writing more.

actually, I was interrupted or distracted... not sure by what, but that is the nature of distraction, non?

shall we dance?

another morning in beijing... [26 Aug 2006|09:12am]
[ mood | tea. earl grey. hot. :) ]
[ music | le nouveau du matin au RFI ]

... went to the 80's night at Alpha last night, ran into a whole gaggle of HHH friends, and of course my good friend Tosh and his gang... however, it turns out that the 'pre party' was all 90's club music. It was like my middle school dances all over again! Fun at first, but wore away after a while... the 90's just don't have the staying power of the 80's.

as I'm listening to RFI (Radio France International) and sipping my earl grey tea, I am enjoying the magnificent view from my window... its another gloomy cloudy grey morning, but thats not what amused me so much this morning. What amused me was the sight of a cart of watermelons (horse and all!) as it went around the bend in my apartment complex... Yes, I realize that we are in China, but I live in a very posh area, they don't even let you park a moving van outside because its considered an 'eyesore' but woe and behold, horse drawn watermelon carts... :)

The best part was when it went over a speed bumb, hehe ;)

I love running into the horses every once and awhile in this city... mind you, the horses always look undernourrished and rather unhappy in general, but still... I wish I'd been able to catch the image on my camera... These nice tall white modern buildings with nice neat little grass structures and then a horse drawn watermelon cart with two peasants sitting atop...

Beijing won't be cool like this much longer as the govt is doing everything it can to stamp out and erase any residual culture that is remaining in the city... but I'm going to enjoy the culture thats left as long as I am able...

(mind you, I say this knowing full well that I have to make a furniture run to Ikea today, haha)

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