i think tonight is the last time i can be online properly before i go away, maybe? idk. because when i finish tomorrow i'm out, and the day after that i'm out again and then it's friday and i'm away. so.
unless i talk to you before that or if i text you (yo, rachel. i'm looking at you. cyberly looking or whatever.) than this is bye for two weeks, i guess?


on other news; i think i'm falling in love with mcr again (fourth time). i still don't like your last album, guys, but the earlier ones are still wonderfulwonderful and the new live videos are amusing, anyway. I DON'T APPRECIATE YOUR FACEPAINT THOUGH, GERARD. GEEZ. WTF. I THOUGHT YOU GOT OVER BEING A GOTHIC BBZ. but he screams and his scream is fucking orgasmic, or whatever. so. all is good and i'll forgive you for now.


oh and i got bored with half my icons and changed them. they're pretty though, no?

i. i have a new phone! it's green&awesome! and i have free texts so, hey maryam and jess. i can finally text you.

ii. omgomg the dark knight out friday. i'm so excited it's not even funny. I LOVE BATMAN, OK? and i'd love to see what the film's like because i want to see their adaptation of the joker and THE JOKER IS PLAYED BY HEATH LEDGER SO, AWESOMENESS ALL ROUND FOREVER MORE.

iii. me and rachel spent last night texting each other about PATD and brendon's floral shirt THAT SRY, RYAN MUST HAVE PICKED OUT FOR HIM. it was awesome.

iv. i'm going awaaay on friday for two weeks to see relatives in france. see, this is why it sucks. i have a foreign mum but can't speak french. the whole point about having a parent from another country is that, automatically, you have an advantage when learning that language. but for me? no. i have no idea what my granddad is saying to me. and i only see them once a year at the most but tbh i'm indifferent to that. it's kinda obnoxiously cute though when my mum gets confused and thinks there are chicken and chip shops and says 'kunky doorey'. bless ;D

v. i'm failing all my subjects rn, which sucks but is my fault anyway. i should really start handing in coursework.

vi. perspexsea alerted me of frank in the new reggie and the full effect video.

'i'm half italian, half monster.'

HOW ARE YOU REAL FRANK IERO? TELL ME RN.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY!

happybirthday xmychemx!
omg, nffl forever&ever&ever.
ilu bb :D
and sorry i can't text you (or maryam). my phone still won't text international D:



ps. happy birthday ;)

Friday:

Got into the roundhouse when robots in disguise were playing 'Turn It Up'. They played a couple of songs, but I missed half their set D:

IAMX were really really awesome live. The keyboardist woman was fucking scary but still.
Chris Corners was wearing one of the best hats I think I have ever seen.
He is really quite an attractive man.

PROOF OF THIS:


Everyone went really crazy when MSI finally came on. We were pretty close to the front; Lyn-z's side, but I got separated from everyone after the first song. Started with 'Shut Me Up', played 'Planet of the Apes', 'Never Wanted to Dance' and 'Issues' so I was happyhappy. Met them at the VIP bar afterwards - were all very lovely and tired. I think Lyn-z hurt her leg, maybe? because she was curled up in the sofa area talking to people. Kitty was nice, she was talking to us about the show. I do have a photo with her, but I'm not on my account.

Spent the rest of the night texting Rachel. She has free texts until tomorrow. I think everyone should abuse this.


Saturday:

Got lost in a woods trying to find a bootfair.
It was awesome.


and does anybody else think that jwalk kinda resembles frank with stubble in my mood picture, maybe?

LOOK GUIZ, LOOK!


me and rachel are going all exclusive on your asses.

i've just gone 36 hours with about 2 hours of actual sleep.
the 2 hours i did have were on the floor. my bones hurt ):
coffee's just about loosing any effect now.

and you know the film the ring? finally watched it.
lol soso bad. why does everyone insist it's scary?
it's rly not.
annoying little girl in the well, you suck.


&layna's coming to london in the summer, guys.
at fucking last.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

thankyouthankyouthankyou jess, maryam, gia and brandi for your posts and comments :)
ilu forever&ever&ever.

i've only just got back but it's still an hour and 20 minutes left w00t.
and my parents got me msi and a ryan adams album. how awesome is that?

(&seriously jwalk, you're killing me here).

10 things about me.

i. one thing i love.
hugs. i absolutely &hearts hugs. and colouring books. they entertain me.

ii. one thing i hate.
oysters. mf oysters. tried it once, spat it out and threw up. never again. nevereverever.

iii. one thing i miss.
when i was younger, there used to be 101 dalmation chocolate yogurts which they don't sell anymore. i miss them, sometimes.

iv. one band i want to see live.
panic, i guess. that'd be awesome. or mcr again, because last time i saw them bob and frank were missing and that sucked D:

v. one bad habit.
i bite my nails, and always end up chewing on my lip when i'm nervous.

vi. one thing i'm scared of.
too many things. i'll just go for small spiders.

vii. one thing i'm wearing right now.
nothing. my friend's hoody. it's black and red and big and really rather comfy.

viii. one thing i plan to do in the future.
visit america. perhaps i'll go see brandi and gia and be like 'yo, girls'. ohoh and buy a tophat.

ix. one thing i regret.
i guess not being very close with my mum. it's just one of those relationships that's never been v good, and i rly wish it was sometimes, because you're meant to be close to your mum, right?.

x. one fact about me.
erm. i can't pronounce the sound 'th' properly. it comes out as 'd'. it sucks D:

brandixcyanide POSTED UP HER BBB.
GO NOW.
RIGHT NOW.
MOOSH MY LITTLE CHILDREN, MOOSH.


i've just come home and i'm exhausted.
my dad bought me a cookie and then said 'YOU CAN'T EAT THE COOKIE'
thus operation 'eat cookie'.
I WILL HAVE MY COOKIE.

i. Oh, A Softer World, I think I love you even more.





ii. jwalk'sfacejwalk'sfacejwalk'sface&hearts.

this is just taken from so many people so idk. everyone.


comment this post and I will

a) tell you why I friended you.
b) associate you with something - random, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
c) tell you something I like about you.
d) tell you a memory I have of you.
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) tell you my favorite user picture of yours.
g) and you should post this in your journal too.

i. need to get some money because i officially have none and how the fuck is anyone supposed to be able to afford fucking train fares when they are overpriced like hell anyway?

ii. my hair is still short enough that when i tie it back it's like, a manpony, and i'm like whut? because srsly, it's not even that short anymore so epic fail, hair, gtfo.

iii. i tried sushi for the first time ever, guys. 25p (vegetarian, of course) from tescos because it was reduced so technically probably not really sushi? but whatever because my sushi virginity is GONE. FOREVER. i think we should mourn for it but probably not because the ceremony would be a bit awkward, you know, not a lot of people would come. i mean who could you invite for those kind of occasions anyway? 'ohai, lost my sushi virginity and thought you should come mourn for it with us, open bar and everything' and so this is a stupid idea. NO MOURNING FOR THE LOSS OF MY SUSHI VIRGINITY, OK.

iv. i don't even think i'm doing these roman numerals right, btw. feel free to go 'WTF. YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG GO DIAF' because constructive criticism is meant to be good for learning and growing and all that shit.

v. my mom was like 'shit, forgot to make dinner again. i promise to make it tomorrow' so i now officially have a IOU ONE DINNER which isn't really official but whatever, you're secretly jealous. and i should probably be cooking myself? but i'm lazy.

vi. ok so is what i just put in front of this srsly even a 6? idk. let's pretend it is for now. i was looking after this plant, thinking all 'i'll water it and care for it and be the best owner ever' except for i just remembered it this morning and it's dead. and not like, 'if i prune you a bit maybe you'll come back to life' kinda dead, i mean so so so dead. that baby's not coming back anytime soon. rip plant. you'll be sorely missed.

i. stabbed myself in the eye with my nail and my eye was red and tearing up all day. salty tears fucking burn. i can't really see in that eye right now. maybe it'll be better tomorrow...?

ii. forgot the phrase 'small talk' and said 'little chatter' instead.

iii. am considering instead of just dying the underlayers of my hair red i might actually just dye the whole thing, early hayley williams kinda style.

iv. have been browsing etsy.com and ebay all week. i just like looking at all the awesome stuff. would rly rly love a vintage camera right now. you know the ones where you have to develop the film and everything? yeah. that. my old one was exposed to too much sunlight and doesn't rly work anymore.

v. haven't got round to cutting and sewing up that black dress i bought. i need to learn how to sew, first. perhaps someone can teach me...? it can be called the sewing school for people who can't sew. it'll be awesome.

Stolen off blackeyedwicca, yo.
( Song Meme )

So I like, keeping having these really disturbing dreams.
There are always these people chasing me but idkw.
And there are always these really messed up murders and no one ever believes me.

I don't understand why these dreams don't effect me,


It's bothering me.

SO I'M GOING TO GO FRANK IERO FANGIRL ALL IN YOUR FACES BECAUSE IT'S BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I HAVE.
WHATEVER. M'OK?

( LET'S ALL GO TO YOUTUBE. )

The rules:
Step 1: Put your entire iTunes or equivalent library on random.
Step 2: Post the first phrase from the first 26 songs that play.
Step 3: Strikethrough the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating

Yoinked from blackeyedwicca and xmychemx

( Song Meme )