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You are hurting me so hardcore.
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[31 Dec 2007|12:22am] |
I want us to work.
my best friend has ruined you so much that we may not be able to work...i've never been so upset or angry about something like this before.....
wtf man, why did u have to yell at her, push her....why did you have to change her....
You...let me help you, i prmoie i would never hurt and make sure everything was ok........u just have to trust me... i hate this because i know even if you have changed i could help you get back to normal and we would work.
If there is one thing I wish would happen is just to fix this so there was no more pain to her.....and no more anger about what happened from me.
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[05 Dec 2007|12:13am] |
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I'M SO FRICKING TIRED OF BEING ALONE!!!!
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[14 Nov 2007|10:11am] |
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Math is pretty gay. Practicing four mallet marimba for hours....it's love.
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[08 Nov 2007|09:49am] |
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Life is good!
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[26 Oct 2007|09:35pm] |
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i am so drained
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[10 Oct 2007|10:10am] |
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In math, school sucks....I need a holiday. lol
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[27 Aug 2007|06:20pm] |
In math class! I'm really bored and haven't updated in a while!
I'm enjoying college and trying to fix my music theory situation since I got screwed over on my theory exam because I didn't get the full time to take it. I'm tired and hungry, ttyl!
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[11 Aug 2007|01:29am] |
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I'm now a host at Macaroni Grill!!!!! I am so excited, I am making 7 dollars an hour, and once I sing for the main manager, I'll get paid $8 an hour :)! I've sang for everyone and they said i'll be fine singing for him and that I was good, so i'm REALLY excited!!!! I also get tips when I work to go and sing for customers.....yes, they have people sing for customers so I am SO excited, this is going to be a great experience...so GLAD to be out of publix, I can keep my beard now :)!
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[07 Jul 2007|10:19pm] |
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I am very confused and I have NO idea what to do!
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[07 Jul 2007|04:01pm] |
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Yay, people are coming over tonight!
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[04 Jul 2007|02:29pm] |
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I pray to God I get those job's at the mall soon..... because I can't stand publix anymore, life is good other than that.
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[10 Jun 2007|03:19pm] |
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Why has this been so hard?
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| I Just Don't Think I'll Get Over You |
[30 May 2007|12:13pm] |
I drink a coffee every morning
It comes from a place that's far away
And when I'm done I feel like talking
Without you here there is less to say
I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy
What is closer to the truth
Is if I lived 'til I was one-hundred and two
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
I'm no longer moved to drink strong whiskey
I shook the hand of time and I knew
That if I lived 'til I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
Your face it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears
I still find pieces of your presence here
Even, even after all these years
I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner
'Cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do
And even though I may soon feel a touch of love
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
And if I lived 'til I was one-hundred and two
I just don't think I'll ever get over you...
Thats a beautiful song re-done by The Rocket Summer....it's touched me... i felt compelled to post it.
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[27 May 2007|01:11am] |
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Well, I love her and I'll give anything to be back with her, but life is life, as long as she did like I said, did what makes her completely happy, then all the power to her, I support her 100%. Guess it's time Justin is 100% back on the market and looking for someone else, maybe I'll find a normal relationship this time lol.
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[25 May 2007|11:10pm] |
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I know I did the right thing......, but I hope me doing the right thing doesn't bite me in the butt this time...i love her....and i hope everything works out the way I want it to for once.....i'd give up anything....just let it work out right for once God...
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I really want to see Pirates with my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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All the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own
All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone
And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications led to this
Yeah, so thats the kind of boyfriend i am....i do everything for the girl, and it sorta comes back and bites me in the ass. Not cool!!! Sorry Listening to that song and hearing that part made me realize thats what happened when i dated megan-allyssa. I'm trying hard to not let it end up this way with char.
So I think work tonight should be pretty easy 3 1/2 hours, almost pointless to work, but w/e!!!! I realized why all I want to do is deep sleep, because my body is trying to catch up with all the sleep that I am lacking from staying up late during the school year.
I haven't had caffeine since saturday and i took two sips of it two so in actuallity i'm going on three weeks of having barely any caffeine.....fascinating!!!!!!!!!! So I am financially secure right now and i'm really happy with that and i've finally been able to set in my mind to save money instead of spending it, that made me happy.
Studying scripture today....biggest ways to live a christian life, I have messed up in at least one way to each one, won't make those mistakes again.
My dog is still going crazy thanks to charlynn's magical powers on him lol
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[22 May 2007|11:38pm] |
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Sometimes I just want to yell at the top of my lungs. Going to bed, wish I didn't bother.
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[22 May 2007|10:32am] |
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Yesterday stayed a good day!! Well I graduated last night, funny thing is, I remember when my dad said the day after graduation it hit him that he had to get a job and start life, I'll always remember my day after graduation as, I have a job so I'm going to go back to sleep. So anyways, My room is actually going to be gutted out today, I have the garbage bags and everything :-D! CLEANING TIME!
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