| I pay 8,000 for this?! |
[Mar. 5th, 2008|09:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | John Cale - Hallelujah | ] |
Just to warn you, this is a bit of rant.
Ok so...I get up at 7 every morning to get to school for either Algebra or to get Devin to his Chemistry class on Thursdays. And today was business as usual, dragging myself out of bed by 8 to get to class by 8:30. I get there...and the building my class is in is SHUT DOWN. Why is it shut down you ask? Because a teacher and 2 students were treated yesterday for CARBON MONOXIDE POISONING!
My school got an alert system after the VTech shooting and it didn't do a lick of good. I'm signed up for this service and I didn't get a damn thing in way of a warning until 9:30 with an email to follow at 10 am. Why did it take 2 hours to get the email to me and six-eight thousand other students at Coastal Carolina University? I can send mass email to anyone at the school with up to a 100 recepients and they get it within 10 minutes. So CCU...wtf?
What upsets me even further aside from this is that after this incident, my school is deciding to put carbon dioxide detectors in the building that was shut down plus the 4 other buildings on campus that have the same heating/cooling and ventilation system. WHY DIDN'T WE HAVE THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE PRESIDENT DECENZO?!
I appreciate the efforts that my college is trying to make in order to make Coastal more safe for the students but come on...I pay 8,000 plus a year for this?!
On a side note, I had my interview today for a new job I'm getting at the end of April if all goes well. As far as I know, my job as an SI ends in May unless I'm hired again for the Fall semester or the Foreign Language Center hires me. Only person thats talk to me about getting hired is the Director of the FLIC. I need some way to pay the damn bills and unfortunately I don't think I'm good enough to do commissions...
Anyway, I digress...I had the interview with MagiQuest today and I think it went pretty well. MagiQuest is kind of like LARPing without with smell and MMO's without the 'tards and jerks. We have electronic wands that interact with the environment around us and you do missions with those wands based on a Clan that you pick when you get your wand. You can have as many wands as you want and it will save everything you've ever done on your wand. Honestly it will be pretty awesome to work with these guys because aside from helping players do the game, we also do birthdays and carnival or festival type events with photography, face-painting, and air brush tattoos...you get the idea lol. So here's hoping I get the job! |
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| Ugh... |
[Jan. 13th, 2008|05:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Davy Jones - Hans Zimmer | ] |
So school starts this Thursday for me...maybe Wednesday if I get the weights out of my pants and take my proficiency test for math because MWF are the only days I can make work with my new job as a Japanese tutor. I've got to prepare notes for 110 and start on the first lesson in 130 so I'll be prepared. I feel like a teacher now ^^;
Speaking of which, I'm going in to speak to one of their people in the Foreign Language Dept in order to get all my stuff in order before the semester starts.
And grand news...I have an upper respiratory infection, and inner ear infection and puss coming out of one of my tonsils...joy. I'm on antibiotics and an anti-inflammatory/fever control/cough suppressant...anti-inflammatory is for my tonsils so I can effin' swallow. I have an appointment to get a consult from an ENT doctor here in Myrtle Beach to see about getting my tonsils out. They've been through enough and its hard to swallow even when I'm not sick. Devin and his mom say that this doctor I'm seeing is great and will take good care of me. I hope so.
I'm so bored right now...but whats new? |
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| My new Garou |
[Jan. 2nd, 2008|11:56 pm] |
So yeah...I kinda wanted to get rid of my bawing journal entry so you all get to look at my new character for White Wolf XD. I'm doing okay for now and as soon as classes start up again I won't be stuck in the house with the source of my problems all the time.
Enda Gallagher
Age: 25
Auspice: Theurge
Homid
Enda grew up with her family in a small and quiet town outside of Dublin, Ireland. For years, she grew up as a normal human, never aware of her Garou heritage until her First Change at 14. Pestered by couple of girls from her school for her immature figure, the stress eventually brought about her Change and the girls narrowly escaped being killed by her.
After Enda’s First Change, her abilities as a spiritual mediator (like her mother) began to surface and her mother taught her the same ways that had been taught to her by her grandmother. Enda began to speak to spirits rarely without the aid of a rite by the time she was 19.
During this time, she also established a relationship with a familiar who called herself Ailis. It took sometime for her to just be able to communicate with Ailis as it seemed that her familiar always had something better to do at first than speak with Enda. But once Enda gets her attention, she can never seem to shut her up. It doesn’t take much now for Ailis to be at Enda’s side so to speak. Enda lacks the ability to speak to Ailis telepathically so when ever Ailis is present, Enda looks like she’s talking to herself. Ailis is known to take on the form of a small raven-haired girl or a crow.
Even as she was taught her mother’s ways as a theurge and spiritual guide, Enda had doubts about the fae that her mother strongly believed in. The doubt would only grow worse as time went on.
But since Enda’s mother was already her sept’s spiritual leader and healer, there was no need to keep Enda there in Ireland. Her parents sent her to live in Boston went she turned 20, under the guise of going to an American college. Little would they find out that Enda learned that the firm beliefs that the Fae would return hardly existed to the other Fianna in her own small sept. Only the Elder’s believed this silly notion. Her sept also wasn’t actively trying to reestablish old ties with other septs surrounding it like her mother’s had been.
So with no one to believe in her spiritual powers and not quite used to living in such a spiritually populated city, Enda left her small sept in Boston to go to New York, relinquishing her duties and turning her back on the spirits that always seemed to surround her and ask for her help in certain matters. She was 22 at the time. Only Ailis remained and constantly pesters Enda to return to Boston…this results in Enda usually angrily shouting at her familiar to leave her alone while in public places.
Regardless of what she assumed she’d find when she moved to New York, Enda wasn’t able to avoid the overwhelming population of spirits that surrounded the city. Since Enda is prone to fits of yelling at her familiar or spirits that always seem to find her, its hard for her to hold down a job for more than 6 months. She’s been everything from a barista to a waitress.
She’s always up to party, since liquor makes it easier to ignore the spirits….but it takes a lot to get Enda drunk. Since it takes so much to get her truly drunk, she is usually kicked out of whatever establishment she happens to go to because they simply cannot afford to give her more alcohol…this sometimes results in a fight with the owner or bouncer or whomever decides to show Enda the door.
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So there you have it, my brand new spanking character for White Wolf...I'll work out all of her Will Power points and Gnosis and that sort of thing later. I just wanted her made so I could start to play her with Erin and her Corax...he doesn't get enough love. |
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| Stalk..er #3 |
[May. 25th, 2006|05:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  yayz! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies | ] |
I did this one for Danger Boy (cuz he never updates his LJ anymore lol).
footballplyr72 is being stalked on Livejournal!
| hotohori_chan is stalking footballplyr72 |
| hotohori_chan’s REAL name : |
Shinn Elliot |
| hotohori_chan’s REAL DOB : |
24th May 1982 |
| Height :156 cm |
Weight : 38.9 kg |
| hotohori_chan has dreamt about you : |
7 times |
| hotohori_chan became interested in you : |
24th July 2004 |
| hotohori_chan’s latest dream about you |
| Both you and hotohori_chan are working in an animal sanctuary together. hotohori_chan suggests that you retire to the empty ape sanctuary for a while for a bit of role-play. |
| This is how hotohori_chan describes your relationship behind your back |
| ‘I think footballplyr72 is a little intimidated about my obsession over him but I’ll soon win him over on the dancefloor with my kinky dancemoves!’ |
| hotohori_chan’s been stealing stuff from your house too. |
| hotohori_chan seems to get a thrill from continually stealing your toothbrushes. It is rumoured that hotohori_chan uses them to scratch their ass. |
| They’ve even started modifying their body for you |
| hotohori_chan has footballplyr72 tattooed right across their chest. |
| They sent the following message to you in a Valentines |
| I think I’ve just creamed myself thinking about you. There’s no tissue paper in the house to clear up the mess so I’ve used this card instead. |
| The Police |
| No. calls to the police : |
24 times |
| Your Last Call to The Police |
| "I’ve had enough of this. You know hotohori_chan, that crazed internet stalker you’ve been after for the last 6 months, well they’ve been stalking me too. They were just over at my house there not so long ago and threatened to come back and burn down my house." |
| hotohori_chan’s Police File |
| We are sincerely worried about hotohori_chan’s future. We believe that he has the potential to kill at least 10 people. |
| Testimonies about hotohori_chan |
| hikarus06 - Geek isn’t the word |
| ‘Well well, who would have thought it? hotohori_chan a pervert? I knew it all along. They used to watch me getting undressed through my bedroom window every night.’ |
| grace_less88 - Worships the sun |
| ‘Neurotic, depressing and royally fucked up are only three of the possible phrases I could use to describe both hotohori_chan and footballplyr72. Chances are footballplyr72’s just made all of this shit up again.’ |
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| Stalk...er? Number 2! |
[May. 11th, 2006|12:11 am] |
Stalked again, a rant by hotohori_chan.
| burned_scorpio is stalking hotohori_chan |
| burned_scorpio’s REAL name : |
Rebecka Dale |
| burned_scorpio’s REAL DOB : |
08th May 1980 |
| Height :166 cm |
Weight : 82.7 kg |
| burned_scorpio has dreamt about you : |
9 times |
| burned_scorpio became interested in you : |
06th March 2004 |
| burned_scorpio’s latest dream about you |
| You and burned_scorpio are in a bar. burned_scorpio carries you up onto the pool table and begins undressing you. burned_scorpio starts to whip you around the ass with your own jeans. |
| This is how burned_scorpio describes your relationship behind your back |
| ‘I think it likes me. They must like me otherwise they would have told me to fuck off surely? Perhaps it’s just polite. Fuck please God, make her love me!’ |
| burned_scorpio’s been stealing stuff from your house too. |
| burned_scorpio ‘borrowed’ your beloved collection of Bee-Gees LP’s whilst you were napping on Christmas Day last year. |
| They’ve even started modifying their body for you |
| burned_scorpio recently spent a months salary, tattooing your head onto the inside of both of their thighs. |
| They sent the following message to you in a Valentines |
| Everyday without you is death. I’ve decided it’s best that we end our lives in each others arms. My brother knows a fellow who can buy cynaide pills on the cheap. Let’s do it, for us. |
| The Police |
| No. calls to the police : |
27 times |
| Your Last Call to The Police |
| "Hello is that the police? Ah good, it’s just there’s this maniac standing outside my house in the pouring rain waving at me, with flowers in their hand. I think they’ve been following me for the last year Their name? burned_scorpio." |
| burned_scorpio’s Police File |
| burned_scorpio is a sadistic cold-blooded killer who preys on the countryside looking for barnyard animals to mowdown in their people carrier. |
| Testimonies about burned_scorpio |
| footballplyr72 - A spouse-beating alco |
| ‘I’m completely fucking gutted to hear about all of this. I always liked burned_scorpio. Are you sure you’re accusing the right person?’ |
| alianari - An overly camp drama queen |
| ‘burned_scorpio was always one of us. One of the gang. We never suspected anything. I’m really shocked..’ |
| red_feline_eyes - Stone dead tripper |
| ‘It just goes to show that the world is full of sick, twisted perverts. I’m gonna fucking kill burned_scorpio!’ |
| kage_ryu - Lord of the Irn-Bru |
| ‘Well well, who would have thought it? burned_scorpio a pervert? I knew it all along. They used to watch me getting undressed through my bedroom window every night.’ |
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This one was too good to not do! Its too perfect! XD
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| Stalk...er? |
[May. 11th, 2006|12:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | yay~ | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bad Boy- Cascada | ] |
hotohori_chan is being stalked on Livejournal!
| footballplyr72 is stalking hotohori_chan |
| footballplyr72’s REAL name : |
Myron Tudor |
| footballplyr72’s REAL DOB : |
05th January 1976 |
| Height :171 cm |
Weight : 70.2 kg |
| footballplyr72 has dreamt about you : |
9 times |
| footballplyr72 became interested in you : |
14th September 2002 |
| footballplyr72’s latest dream about you |
| footballplyr72 wakes up in the middle of the night to the sight of you by the bed with your firm buttocks waggling jovially in your new stalkers face. |
| This is how footballplyr72 describes your relationship behind your back |
| ‘God its going fantastic. I’ve never felt happier……..ever. Nothing can go wrong now. Fuck tempting fate!’ |
| footballplyr72’s been stealing stuff from your house too. |
| A pair of soiled underpants that you left out in your backyard after a night out on the razz. |
| They’ve even started modifying their body for you |
| footballplyr72 had the lower part of their legs removed in order to compensate for the difference in height between the two of you. Needless to say, you were suitably unimpressed when footballplyr72 came to see you next. |
| They sent the following message to you in a Valentines |
| God want’s us to be together. He told me last night. He said that if you refute my love than I have the right to scald you with piping hot tap water. |
| The Police |
| No. calls to the police : |
13 times |
| Your Last Call to The Police |
| "Hello look this is a bit embarassing, I have a stalker who keeps trying to climb over our perimeter fencing and they seem to have become impaled on it again. Could you please send someone over to check it out? Thanks." |
| footballplyr72’s Police File |
| Society will be much more dangerous if footballplyr72 is free. |
| Testimonies about footballplyr72 |
| alianari - Brainless patriot |
| ‘Dear God! I knew footballplyr72 was a right thieving bastard but I didn’t know they were such a skank. hotohori_chan is a bit of a sucker really.’ |
| red_feline_eyes - Breastfeeder of Cats |
| ‘I’ve been friends with footballplyr72 all of my life and I know all of this is bullshit. hotohori_chan is such a drama queen.’ |
| tsuchi_09 - O’Vomit-a-lot |
| ‘How depressing. I feel sorry for hotohori_chan, it’s kind as fuck to a fault. Always willing to give people the benefit of the doubt. All of this sickens me.'’ |
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XD I love you hun I really do, this was just for fun!
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| An Upseting Protest |
[Mar. 28th, 2006|02:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  wtf?! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I Like the Way You Move- Bodyrockers | ] |
Ya I know its been a while since I've written in my journal but bear with me. I just read a disturbing new article concerning a new law in Kentucky. I warn you, it's going to be a rant.
This new law that the governor of Kentucky put into effect today concerns protesters from the Westboro Baptist Church of Topeka, KS at military funerals nationwide. These people go to funerals where soldiers that fought and died in Iraq are being buried. They bear signs saying "God Hates Flags." Apparently the church thinks that God is punishing Americans for tolerating homosexuality!
Being a Christian myself this is terribly embarrassing! What the hell are they thinking to be going to peoples funerals where they are burying their sons and daugthers, mothers and fathers?! Have they no respect for the mourning families or for the dead themselves?
Whatever happened to that mother who protested her son's wrongful death on Bush's ranch? She and her group of protesters didn't disturb anyone but the grass on the ground.
But first of all...if God was punishing us for "tolerating" homosexuality, I'm sure He would come up with something a lot better than a stupid president sending our families to fight in a place that really doesn't need us anymore!
But anyways...this law prevents the protesters from disturbing the funerals for our fallen soldiers in Kentucky, which the church thinks is an infringement on their "free-speech." Take your free-speech somewhere that doesn't make the fact that a loved one is dead for something they believed in that much harder to bear. |
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| Teh Weirdness and Teh Boredom |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|12:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I. Want. Roleplay! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Despre Tine - O-zone | ] |
Now that's just plain fucked up XD
ok so lemme get this straight...you're mysterious and drunk...those don't go together Dev ^^;
Started my new job at Blockbuster...worked 26 point...some hours from Wenseday to Sunday evening. Calculated that without taxes and my 10 involuntary savings, I'd be getting roughly $169. I think I'll only get $140 tho ^^;
For those curious, I work at the Blockbuster on the corner of Holland and Windsor Oaks, right next to the Walgreens and the Super Kmart. I already saw Amanda and Dakota when I worked Saturday night XD.
I work tomorrow 12 to 6, Wenseday 5 to 11, Friday 5 to 1 and Sunday 5 to 11...ouch
Pray I get next weekend off guys! |
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| Because We Love You! |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|12:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | duuuuuuude | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Albireo - T.M. Revolution | ] |
I'm still kinda reelin' from the Killtacular high, guys so forgive me.
Because I love you so much, I apologize for all the maaaaaaaad long entries I've been doing lately. I've just had a lot to talk about ^^; So I'm doing something nice for ya'll and posting soemthing short n sweet.
Tsuchi did this little thing in her journal and by replying I was left with the task of carrying it on. I'll post what I need to do and then what her reply was. I'd really like it if you guys would comment so I can write about you! ~^^~ (That includes you too Dev)
leave a comment w/your name and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
Her reply:
1. Mi-so sooouuup.
2. Numa numa.
3. Duck flavored.
4. NAN DESU KA?!?!?!
5. First day of school, my freshman year, Inuyasha backpack.
6. Rooster. Man, don't even ask.
7. What's you height?
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
1. Why Miso Soup?
2. Why Numa Numa?
3. Why Duck Flavored?
4. XD
5. Dude everyone was trying to take him away from me!
6. I have to ask why you think of a Rooster.
7. I'm 5 foot 9 ~^^~
Please answer my question, Danni? *pouts with her Sempai Pout of Doom!* |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|10:54 pm] |
why do i constantly upset you?
i never mean to... |
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| OMFGZORS! |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|12:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I Turn To You - Melanie C | ] |
Finally! I get to write in my journal! XD First things first....
Danger Boy!!!
He came up for New Year's yaaaay!
We had lots of fun yaaaay!
lol Lemme stop.
Well as I said, Dev came up to spend the last week or so of his Winter break from college with me. We exchanged our gifts for Christmas with each other. Ha, though we didn't call it "Christmas"...Danger Boy dubbed it "Dev-mas" ^^; The things I got from him and his family:
>a metal Fossil watch with a pale green face plate (From Dev. He remembered what style I liked my watches! ~^^~)
>A set of emerald (and tiny diamond) earrings and necklace. Oh my god...they are so beautiful...I almost feel bad that Dev gave them to me for Christmas.
>A midnight sapphire pendant (Dev)and a silver chain (Tina, his mom)
>Bath and Body Works Cherry blossom lotion and perfume (Tina and Dev's sis Renee)
>A fully decked out make-up case (Covered in...*shudders* tweed), lipstick, eyeshadow...you name it, it's in the case ^^; (From Dev's dad and his girlfriend, Karen)
>Mai split-sole clogging shoes! XD
>An Inuyasha sketchbook
>A nice lookin' Inuyasha key chain.
>Later on Devin bought me Kushiel's Avatar and the 16th manga of Fushigi Yuugi
Now the last present I have to tell you exactly how he gave it to me because it was just awesome! After I tell you what I gave him ^^; One night I bugged him till he gave in to what sort of gift he'd want (because I was having no luck on my own of what to get him). He told be he'd like an Airzooka. Thankfully I knew what that was and was able to purchase THE LAST ONE left on the shelf. He loved it and we put it together almost right after he opened it. Over his stay here, he had fun shooting my cat, Ginger, and my brother and his friends ^^;
I was only able to get him two gifts...but the last one mattered the most. I bought him a white gold band...it was pretty much a wedding band because I couldn't one: afford the titanium rings that he showed me, two: I wouldn't have been able to get a titanium ring before Christmas, and three: He likes very simple designs. I was so worried he wouldn't like it because both our parents told us not to buy rings for each other. Well when he opened it...god I honestly can't express how he looked. But he loved it. He couldn't stop looking at it on his finger...that was my promise ring to him. Who knows? It might become an engagement ring~ But I'm getting ahead of myself and off the subject ^^;
After all the gifts were opened and wrapping paper thrown away, Dev asked me to put his leather jacket up in the closet. Still giddy about all the presents I already recieved, I gladly obliged and went to put it away...When I opened the closet I found a beautiful acoustic guitar propped up against the wall of the closet. I immediately dropped his coat...almost too shocked to speak. Devin bought me a guitar! I asked him who it was for and he was like "Who do you think?" with this smirk on his face from my reaction.
Oh my god, the guitar was perfect! I fiddled with it after thanking Devin countless times in many ways. It came with a tuner, regular guitar picks and three special ones. Ya hear that Tray? I have a guitar pick for you to doodle on for me!
Anyway...I spent time with him at his hotel room all the way up to New Year's Eve. It was wonderful to have alone time with him without anyone bugging us.
NEW YEAR'S EVE!
We spent it with my family, watching movies and just relaxing. My mom cooked a great meal for us and we watched some more movies. Joshua retreated to his girlfriend's house soon after dinner. My mom couldn't make to midnight and turned in around 10. As we got about a half an hour to midnight, my dad put on CBS and pulled out the champange. Dev doesn't like to drink (I remembered) so I asked my dad to get the sparkling grape juice for him.
As always, I got that familiar build up of excitement in my chest as we counted down...but it was more this year because I was spending it with Devin. I was going to be with someone I loved more than anything when I started 2006.
The ball was dropped and bottles were opened and fizzy drinks poured. My dad went upstairs to see if he could rouse my mom only seconds after pouring the champange and the juice, toasting with Devin and me. That gave us the oppurtunity to kiss ~^^~ I don't wanna get all mushy and stuff but the both of us have waited so long to do that. We were just like the couples we saw on the tv! ~^_^~
The three of us didn't stay up much longer after the ball dropped...and from then on, Devin's stay was relaxed for the most part. He stayed with us at the house until Saturday...the manner in which he was made to leave..I'll get to later. We relaxed and just enjoyed each others company.
We hung with Erin one day and Erin and I spent gift cards. I ended up snapping at Devin...-_- it put a silence between us for most of the day until we could finally talk and fixed it up.
Clogging
Devin was supposed to leave on Thursday. I was glad he stayed for another day...I felt bad though that he wanted to wait in the van while I danced. We picked out a dvd for him to watch and I bought him some food and drink to have while I was inside.
On the way to clogging however was such a mess! There were four accidents all on the route to the Ruritan club! Dev and I were stuck in traffic for half an hour...^^; He said he enjoyed being with me.
I got to try out my new shoes he got me. It felt so great to be dancing again! I had missed it over our break. Looks like a good majority of the girls will be in a new exibition routine with the Pussy Cat Dolls song, "Don't Ya?" Looks like it might turn out well. I learned a new step...like a fancy chug I guess. They do something like it in the Precision routine.
The Terrible Good-bye
Devin stayed till Saturday as I said earlier. Both Friday and then, he'd had a fever and felt ill, a side effect of coming off his antibiotics. His mom said he could stay, a bit worried for him. After he called his mom Saturday, I told my mom that she said it was ok for him to stay one more day.
Despite me telling her, she woke us up not even half an hour later by pounding on the wall, yelling at us to "get our asses out of bed. Devin is leaving today!" Somehow my mom blanked out what I told her about Dev being sick and what his mom said. Thus...shouting between me and her. This happened while she was on the phone with Devin's mom. My mom continued to declare that he was going home today.
Frankly I got pissed. And the whole fiasco she put up forced Devin to leave. Kicked out despite his condition, despite the fact that he was my boyfriend. As he started to get ready to leave my mom said I wasn't listening to her, that I was twisting her words around. Bull shit... Devin heard the whole altercation and knew that Mom wanted him out of the house.
The parting was difficult for me under the conditions...I couldn't keep myself from crying. Because of what happened, Dev asked me to go to a friend's house...just to get away from my mother for a day because knowing her, she'd bring everything back up again. As he left, he gave me his sweater jacket and ^^; he found my Target giftcard that I thought was lost (my mom gave me hers to replace it until I found mine). Despite my promise to give my mom the card in exchange for using hers, I kept it.
I after Dev left, I retreated to Jess' and we went shopping. I spent the gift card on two long sleeve shirts and some Supergirl unmentionables ~^^~. It was a nice break from reality...but Devin was constantly on my mind.
He got a ticket in front of his college on the way home. I hope they can getit rvovked because it was such a bogus ticket.
I miss him so much right now. And now I have tonsilitis on top of yet another healing abcess on my stomach. This one was my third and the worst of all. Its healing nicely and I pray my meds will keep me from getting anymore. I'm embarrassed enough as it is of my scars. |
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| Teh Christmas Cheer |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Fucking Christmas... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Carol of the Bells - Trans-Siberian Orcestra | ] |
Ooooh yeah...I was totally feelin' the love on this Day of Jesus' birth
The Spread
>New sheets for my bed (since I wore a hole in my other set about where my tush lies ^^; ). Their light purple...so they'll match the comforter. From my parents.
>New speakers (again). Maybe this time they'll last longer than a month, eh? From my Da
>A Chicago Bears hoodie...my aunt gets impression that I care about the sports teams of Chicago ^^;. Its an okay hoodie, squishy...like my PCC hoodie but I don't think I'll be wearing it that often. Obviously from my aunt.
>Candle...And an oddly shaped one at that. Ya know those pictures of kings and queens wearing their big fancy crowns and holding their scepters and this little jeweled ball in their hands (Like coronation paintings I guess)? Well the candle looks like that...and its purple...Did I mention how much I dislike purple now? Again from my aunt.
>Gift card from Jess ~^^~ from Borders. That girl knows what I like.
>I consider this a Christmas gift from Tray. I spent the whole day with her, driving 'round Suffolk and Chesapeake getting presents for her friends and boyfriend. It was fun ~^^~ We had lunch and dinner together, talked about pretty much everything. I ended up spending the night. It was terribly hard not to cuddle with her ^^; Thank you Tracy for that wonderful day~
And I'm gonna be a whiny brat about Christmas...because this has always been the time of year where I could get what I actually wanted. I didn't get the acoustic guitar I asked for...Instead I was provided with the option of either getting a guitar or paying off all my clogging crap...I still haven't given my mom her answer. It seems like she came to that decision herself. My dad appeared like he still wanted to get me one. I didn't get Guitar Hero either. The comment my mom made two weeks ago was, "Why should I buy you a guitar and then buy you a video game that mimics playing one?" *sigh* whatever. I only asked for two things this year from my family and I didn't get anything...
My Stocking
This ended up turning out better than my presents!!!
>Cool Tenchi figurine from Tenchi Muyo!. My aunt found it in like a second hand store...so he doesn't have the sword. My aunt bought it because it was something anime...she didn't know what it was from or who it was so she was hoping that when I saw him I'd bust out the geekiness. ^^; I did...was probably the favorite thing I got for Christmas.
>Turtle candies...one of my fav kind of candy too~
>Butterfinger bells
>Solid Milk Chocolate Santa.
>Two Kinds of Mentos...mixed fruit and strawberry ~^^~
>Milky Way Santa Head.
>German candy
>Hazelnut and chocolate seashells
>Biore nose strips
>Venus razors ^^; I don't use a Venus anymore so I'll be giving them to Tray.
>And last but not least, AA batteries for my electronic crap.
All That Excitement For Nothing
I was looking forward to Christmas soo much...I was left disappointed. First it was with the gifts...then it was with dinner.
I wanted to record the gift-opening...since Devin couldn't be there...but the moment my aunt saw the camera she got kinda pissed. Despite my intentions, I wasn't allowed to film her, only my mom, dad, and brother opening their gifts. No body recorded me...or offered for that matter. Hopefully I can make up for the lack of present footage when Devin gets here and we open each other's gifts.
I wasted some camera time on my cat with her new toy that I got her for Chrismas. That brought a smile to my face as well as talking to Dev on and off today.
Laurie wanted to know all about the things I had been doing this year. I started off showing her my Mask projects from my last year of art in high school. She loved them and praised me...disappointed though that I didn't bring down any drawings for her to look at. Next, I gathered photos of Devin and me at my prom and his. I also had my camera handy to show my aunt the stills on it... but the entire time she seemed so disinterested...I gave up on showing her anymore of anything with Dev and I together.
My aunt took total control of the kitchen...it pissed off my mom...so she hardly ate...my aunt ran off to talk to her new beau almost immeadiatly after dinner...*sigh* I retreated to my room to try and make the best of the rest of my evening...
I was also really looking forward to Christmas because the day after, Devin would be coming up to spend time with me till after New Years. His lawyer needed him the morning of the 27th...so he won't be coming till the afternoon or evening. I was sad...but I understood the reason and did my best not to mull over it.
But When He Does Visit...
I plan on spending as much time as I can with Dev. In a way my Christmas hasn't come until he comes up here. I apparently have 8 or so gifts waiting just for me when he gets here, aside from the split-sole taps I asked for ^^; "You think that after us being together for nearly a year, I'm just gonna buy you one gift?" XD Well I don't feel too terrible about my presents because Dev got one for my mom, dad, and Joshua. I dunno what Dev got them or the other presents he got for me...so I'm kinda worried.
We plan to open our presents to each other at his hotel room and then give my family their gifts later.
Well thats that. I wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a very Happy New Year. See ya on the other side! ~^.~ |
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| So Far Away |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|01:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  5 more days till Chrim-mas!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Roses Are Red - Aqua | ] |
I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you It's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I wan't this to last, need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static and everytime we kiss i reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and bad times we've been through them all,
you make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I wan't this to last, need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch,
I feel this static and everytime we kiss I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I wan't this to last, need you by my side...
Dude, I really miss Dev now. I know he's only been gone for 3 days but technically I haven't seen him since the first of December. I don't want to wait 5 more days to see him.
I heard this song on the radio and instantly fell in love with it. Plus it makes me think about Danger Boy ^^;
Devin is currently on a Christmas cruise with his sister, dad and dad's girlfriend, heading to Mexico. After they get to Mexico, they spend a day there then shove off to Nassau. They spend a day there then come back to the States via Fort Lauderdale. The whole trip is 5 days long.
Dev and them left early on Friday to spend some time with his extended family, Uncle Shawn and Aunt Katie. I love them to death as well as their sons.
Devin will be back sortly before Christmas and the morning of the day after (hopefully) he'll be on his way up here to spend time with me until well after New Years.
Its gonna be kinda funny that he'll leave some time before the 11th and then come back a week later for his court date in Greenville for the speeding tickets he got coming up for my graduation and leaving. But he'll be back up for our one year anniversary! ~^^~
This is the longest I've been with a guy and I intend to keep it that way with Dev.
Chrim-mas!
My dad likes to say that this time of year so no its not a typo ^^;
I went shopping today for Christmas presents and oh my god...I honestly had not seen such a mass of people at the mall on a Monday night! I've been to the mall on Black Friday but this seemed just as bad!
Anyway...I bought two gifts with the money I was given. I found a beautiful pair of earrings for Tina (Dev's mom). They have this new store called Fiore. It sells mostly women's acessories like purses, earrings, and make-up compacts. I guess you could classify it as a Women's gift store. I hope to god she likes them. I also got another present that cost an arm and a leg...if they don't like the gift I think I'll die (or my parents will since technically, it was their money that bought it ^^; ).
I was given 20 more bucks...I don't know what for but I have it...I think I'll see how much Dev's air bazooka is at Toys'r'us while submitting a job application. That and find a present for Tray...She really deserves one for what I put her through this year.
By the way Tray if you read this journal anymore, I will hopefully post your kiriban before New Years...I'm so sorry that I haven't been able to use my scanner.
My Chihuahua
For those of you who don't already know, my family has a pet chihuahua female. XD I sadly take pleasure in bathing and grooming the poor creature. Today I take her to the groomer's so she'll be nice and clean for when my aunt comes in from Chicago.
I bought her two new sweaters for the occasion too. XD Yes, I've become one of those pet owners that dresses her dog up. But this isn't because I think she looks cute in the stuff I get her (no, its my mother that adores her little clothes), it's to keep her friggin' warm. Ya know how hard it is to keep a chihuahua at the proper temperature??? Well I got her a purple knit sweater and bascially a purple winter coat. The cloth on the outside it like flannel and the stuff inside is fur or fleece...but it keeps her uber warm.
But she can't wear 'em till she gets her bath~ XD |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|12:03 am] |
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World, Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, Look right through me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad World, Mad World
Enlargen your world
Mad World |
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| Disney Test |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|02:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy | ] |
 | You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.
Sleeping Beauty | | 94% | Goofy | | 69% | Donald Duck | | 63% | The Beast | | 63% | Cinderella | | 56% | Peter Pan | | 56% | Snow White | | 31% | Ariel | | 31% | Pinocchio | | 31% | Cruella De Ville | | 19% | </td>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
created with QuizFarm.com |
Darn...I was shooting for Cinderella, but this is just as good~
Its a good test, you all should try it! |
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| Do you realize how much I hate this song? |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|11:51 pm] |
And yet I'm doing this meme...god help my poor drugged up soul!
And...with my updated friends...I dunno which one is better. You guys tell me.
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| What...I'm Not Dying? |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|11:43 pm] |
Well good news to all...I didn't have a staph infection but I did have a pretty wicked abcess. I had it worked on last night...and the whole event was pretty painful.
For starters, the thing hurt so much that even when I walked, it hurt. If I were to barely even touch it, I'd be in a world of pain. Now all of you are probably thinking, "Oh my god, your such a wuss Sarah!"...Very few of you would understand seriously how much this hurt.
So I'm walkin into the Patient's First, hunched over like an old woman with a bad case of scoliosis, and Ihave to keep moving from seat to seat because I have to sign in and give my info and all that crizap...then the doctor comes in and she's all poking and pushing on the sore (which about the size of a cherry, no pun intended), wondering why the heck Dev's doctor said it was staph when she didn't do a culture on it.
Well after prodding it some more, she decides that she's gotta cut it out and they start getting the blades and trays and stuff.
No way, she's not cutting me open unless she injects pain meds in there. Thankfuly she does, lol but the moment she pulls out the needle, the stuff start coming back out...now mind you, most of that area is numb...and it feels like someone poured soda on my stomach!
After all was said and done...I walked out of there nearly in tears because the lidocane wore off before I left and the hole she cut into me (about a quarter of an inch deep) is stuffed full of sterile gauze and a bandage over it to keep it all in.
My mom and dad doted on me till the pain meds the doctor gave me kicked in and I was forced to bed.
Sadly my evening grew worse from then on...I slept but not very well...
Today was a bit better...but I'm worried I might have pushed the gauze out of the hole on accident ^^; |
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| "A kiss, for luck" |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|02:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | oi vey... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eurythimcs - Sweet Dreams | ] |
Whew...finished wathing Batman and Robin...I never realized how corny the movie was!Though I think I annoyed Danger Boy cuz I kept asking him questions while he was trying to play Guild Wars and watch the movie.
I plan on leaving early Thursday morning so I can be back in time for clogging. I need to practice both routines for the Christmas show with Tray then.
It will be even harder to leave this time...this is the longest Dev and I have been together...
Thanksgiving turned out nicely and everyone had a good time at least that is what I am led to believe by my family. Only two parts of the event weren't pleasing. First, my mom chewed me out for "making" her come down to South Carolina for Thanksgiving...I was so upset over the whole phone call I started to cry...I felt bad that I had cried in front of Dev's family...eventually I cheered up, thankfully with Dev's help. LOL I had some mighty fun kicking the shit out of two helpless aluminum soda cans, one empty, one full.
Secondly, my mom got drunk on the last night they were here. We spent the evening at Dev's dad's house...where there was plenty of wine to be drank. By the end of it, my mom was practically shouting at anyone she was talking to. I wanted to scream at her that there weren't any jets to scream over...but I just bit my tongue and tried to enoy the rest of the evening ignoring her drunkenness.
Oi...and to make things even better...I got a spider bite at some point this weekend and it contracted staph...so now I have a staph infection on my abdomen between my navel and panty line..joy.
Its mad late...And I have the oddest hankering of Chicken and Star soup O.o |
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| Boredom |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|01:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  html's are fun! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | About You - Ayumi Hamasaki | ] |
Hehe ok...lemme just warn you know that this wasn't the result I got. I changed the html's to have this result...but you gotta admit...it looks an awful lot more like me don't it? ~^^~
Been busy with work and clogging. Peanut fest is coming up and I'm hoping to go. Pray for me!!! Plus I've learned that the weekend of my birthday, we're gonna have 2 shows. One on Saturday and one on Sunday. Lord knows I won't be going to both, I know that much...but this would be a good chance for Dev to finally see ME dance like he had wanted when he came up in June.
Things with Dev are good...been rough the past couple of nights because I'd either been pissed off or depressed to tears. He's been in rough shape too, still sick with his infection but heh...in a want to make him fight the illness mentally and not let it him keep him grounded I ended up making a misunderstanding...to which I thought it was my fault and I cried for half an hour. I haven't cried this much in a long time...but with teh fight with my mom, me falling down the stairs and Dev not in good shape and sad too, I really couldn't take much more. I simply wanted him to be happy again and have fun with his friends and in school like he had before...it got all messed up. ^^;
Oh yeah...for those of you that read it, I did fall down the stairs. Ended up slipping carrying pieces of my parent's new Sleep Number bed upstairs. I fell own and then the box (full of the heavy pieces of the bed as it were) fell on me. I hurt my wrist and my knee. My wrist catching myself as I fell and my knee when the box fell on it. It's hurting right now...I'll have to wrap it again this time for work...stupid me I couldn't find my bandage so I just grinned and beared it. Dev had a cow over it and pretty sure he had one when I went to work the next day with it all swollen and bruised albeit wrapped in an ACE bandage.
Work is really putting a strain on me. I worked 25 hours this week alone...I'm dog tired. And I know its only gonna get worse. I'm gonna need to bust my ass in order to get that time off at the end of the month to go to Orlando with Dev, his sister and father. Ecstatic that I'm going with him and getting to meet even MORE of his family, giddy at the fact I'm goign to Orlando, yet another place I've never been...not so thrilled that I'll be stuck in a car with Mr. Miller and Nee for...ooooh...8-10 hours?
God if my bosses don't let me go after how much I'm planning on busting my ass...I'll just quit then. I'm gonna be putting in some serious overtime already this week. I would have 3 days off if it weren't for Karen asking me to work in her place on Tuesday. Plus, Sai...she's a real nice Asian woman who's 8 months pregnant with her first child...has asked me to work in her place on Thursday for the Day Shift. I would do anyting for her, she so sweet to me and who am I to deny a pregnant woman a day of rest she sorely needs? I hope Leo says yes...I don't care if I have to work the day before I go to clogging, I'll still have Saturday off.
Well its 2:15 now. I need to try to get some sleep before its too late and Dev chews me out for staying up so late. Ja ne. |
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| Quizzes, Clogging, and Cannons! |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|10:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles | ] |
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
Yay! I'm bi! O.o...wait...what?
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.
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I do not hog the covers!!!
| Your Power Color Is Magenta | 
At Your Highest:
You energize yourself and push others to succeed.
At Your Lowest:
You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.
In Love:
You are surprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.
How You're Attractive:
Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.
Your Eternal Question:
"What is my next source of inspiration?" |
Ewww a variation of pink...that doesn't look good on me
| You Are Likely a First Born | 
At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.
In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream. |
now that's just plain creepy...
Wow...sorry to put you all through the quizzes and my bouts of depression.
Like always, Thursday's cheer me up ~^^~. But clogging last night was rather stressful...lol and needless to say, I got pissed off at people I probably shouldn't have...mainly the manager ladies of the Peanut City Cloggers.
We had costume checks and since I only had onedress...I'm guessing they didnt check it. Once I pay off my costume fees and my dues..they'll give me my dress and shoe bag and the rest of my dresses.
We also had try-outs for routines...god I think I sucked in the Traditional and Precision routines. I almost didn't try out for both...
Tray powered me trying out for Traditional Line. Tray, Christina, and Andrea have been trying so hard to teach me the routine and have had such patience in doing so ~^^~. So I put my skills to the test and did my best for the routine. My foot slipped more than once during that and I forgot some of the steps in the middle of the routine.
Now Precision...I was the odd man out, I didn't have anyone to dance with and I was one of the last people in the line to try out. I sat down and just watched, forgetting about ever trying out and Andrea came up to me was all like "I'll dance with you"...after she had just danced with someone else! Mmm God Bless that girl! Here I pretty much did know what I was doing with the exception of...3 steps. I was trying so hard to do my best the by the end of it, I was shaking so bad!
Lol and then everybody had to try out for Southern Appalachian/Kentucky Hoedown and Only a few tried out for Running Set.
Running Set was killer...but I think I did good. ~^^~
After clogging I got to play Halo with Dev and Leep. It was really great because I didn't camp and I just ran around shooting shit, having a blast. Tray and I even got to play with the members of the clan that Dev and Leep are in that they let me join. Shaved Wookie is the name of the clan. Man.. some of those guy were real jerks. But we played Multi-Team and I had a good time playing that.
I spent the night at Tray's because I was too tired to drive home. Thanks again Tray for letting me crash there. I'll pay you back I promise! ~^^~
Ja ne. |
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