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September 4th, 2030 (01:24 am)
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♥Miss Self-Sufficant♥ [userpic]

July 21st, 2008 (11:52 pm)
happy

current mood: happy

 

Title: Poison
Video Game: Tenchu (Between WoH, and Tenchu Z
Pairing: Onikage/Ayame
Rating: M for Mature for later content
Note About Fic: Words in italics are for thought, and words in bold are for emphasis.

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July 14th, 2008 (03:46 am)


hey guys, I just made a TiBette video =]
You can watch it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fT4YuV4wL5o

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July 12th, 2008 (09:20 pm)

Wasted Lies of the Soul

What if I told you

I didn't care any?
Tainted lies, wasted jealousy
Pretentious cries, reflect your goodbyes
What if I told you
I left you behind?

I left behind
The memories of you and I
Left them to dry
Left them to die

[Left to die]

What if I saw you
Through these cursed eyes
Through the thousands of lies
What would you do?
Would you run away and hide?
I've left you, all
All the memories of deception

[Deception, deception]

Crimson tears from these fateful moments
The precious skin thickens to a faint marble
Now I glimpse that fateful vision
Soaring high, stealing wasted pain
Crimson tears from those wasted tries
Now I see-
The role you long to be

[Keeping Zero]

I left you behind
The wasted-
Wasted jealousy
Left them in your bloodshot eyes
Left to wither
Left to die

[Illusioned beyond my dreams]

What if I told you
Of the illusion
Tainted smiles
Would greet your every growing day
Left to rot
Left to die
Left for all but mine
Tainted, taken away
What if I told you
that I knew of your carefully crafted deceptions?

Finally, I left behind the heartfelt lies
Created by your reality
With no one left to save you
Left to dry,
A broken marionette of lies

[Pretentious]
[What if I told you]

Saving the role
You long to play
I believe I should have told you, what you already knew
We were never meant to be

[Wasted memories]

Crimson tears can't be washed away
Crimson tears won't be taken
Live each day as you long to be
Each day a hard-bitten dream
An illusion wasted by those fateful moments so left to bleed

Now I see,
I know you don't believe in me
Wasted jealousy

I left behind,
all the poisonous memories of a forgotten world,
The borrowed time
The fabricated decomposing lies of the one who wishes not to grow old
Trapped in a reality of broken hollow dreams
What if I told you
Words you never heard from the air?

Continue the wasted crimson tears,
Sickness of the heart, will tear a prevaricate life apart
Now I see the shattered blades which you ran me through
Now I see
The role you long you long to breathe

Crimson tears flowing free
Years of wasted jealousy
From tainted eyes of deadly sins

Leaving behind the luminescence of a former life
Who you were, in the game of spies
Now I see
What you longed to be
Steel from the soul,
Wasted in cold arms

Now I grasp, the corrupt lies of wasted dreams
My world is not for you
I leave these memories
Worthless, created by septic tales

Forgetting me, forgetting you
Wasted moments of the endless game
Forever gone
Forever lost
A marionette bound by her own toxic strings
Forever deceased with the memories

[What if I told you]

I've seen who you are
The translucence of 2,000 moons could never shield you
From who you are, who you will never be-
In a realm based of stupidity,
What you have become

I don't have to tell you
Nor do I expect you to believe
Now that I am free
Take my years, I am set free

[Lies of a tainted marionette]
[Expecting deliverance]

Crimson tears won't be shed for a fantasy
For a fabled marionette,
Wasted jealousy, I saw through your eyes-the way you used me
Forever living a fantasy
Tainted lies, selfishly using me

Leaving you behind
To give way, a world beyond your mind
I know who you are,
Now that I left you behind
Unable to spell out every cue

[What if I told you]

To not make the same mistake beyond my fantasies
Crimson tears won't be shed for tainted eyes
Tainted lies, tainted hopes
Selfishly
Selfishly completing your plan

[Bound by your blood]

I'm not here save you,
You can't escape
The world you created without a thought
A world without I
A world of constant misery
Are you so blind that you cannot see?
A world where you will never be free beyond the thick chains of your fabrications?

What if I told you,
It was never meant to be
Never keeping you near
Keeping you far from slaying the poet of dreams,
your mindless shattered grief
Impossible to be
With someone who can't see past their scene

[Keeping nothing]
[Erasing what seems]
[What if I told you]
[What if I told you of your stupidity]
[What would you do?]

To see above the dreams is above your scheme,
Between the lies
Between the lies, far above and life wide
[Above the dreams]
Knowing who you became
With nothing inside

[From dying]

Crimson tears flow through memories,
Memories fading to red with wasted jealousy
[Above your hate]
Never yours
Wasted smiles, pipe dreams

I'm through with your fantasy
[You will never destroy me]

♥Miss Self-Sufficant♥ [userpic]

June 14th, 2008 (12:37 am)

My Heart Is
My heart is breaking
My heart is aching
My heart is bleeding
My heart is dying
My heart is lost, broken, and without hope

If only I had a rope..
My heart can't beat, without a sound
My heart is decaying in the lies, of this world..

♥Miss Self-Sufficant♥ [userpic]

June 7th, 2008 (08:53 pm)
sleepy

current mood: sleepy

New story ^_^
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Title: Connection
Rating: M
Fandom: Movie: *2007* Transformers
Summary: *Sam/Bee* Sam told Bee of his feelings in a message, and the Autobot is quick to give a call to his human. Two boys, one phone... you do the math ;P
Warning: Male/Male romance

“Remote Connection"

♥Miss Self-Sufficant♥ [userpic]

August 13th, 2007 (08:57 pm)
relaxed

current mood: relaxed

rSorry about my last post guys, I had a hugeass panic attack <3 I'm ok today and feeling much better.

♥Miss Self-Sufficant♥ [userpic]

October 15th, 2006 (12:07 am)
anxious

current mood: anxious

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Fanfic

October 12th, 2006 (02:55 pm)
pensive

current mood: pensive

Title: My immortal
Anime: Samurai X/Rurouni Kenshin
Summary: Kenshin/Tomoe fic. The song "My Immortal" is lyrically played into this, as Kenshin watched Tomoe dies. This is a drabble I've been working on in school, in my free time.

Disclaimer: I don't own Samurai X, or the song "My Immortal." Amy lee does.

Onto the fanfic. Enjoy. )

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September 24th, 2006 (08:37 pm)
tired

current mood: tired

Thought I'd pimp a rating community on my livejournal for those who would want to join. V for Vendetta specificly =P

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If you do join, keep in mind that you need to vote on other people's applications a couple times.

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