:( I have a bunch of fics saved on Microsoft Office's trail thing because I didn't realise I had Word and now I can't do anything with them. I can't even copy and bloody paste those into Words, so I'm going to have to type them all out again.

You know unless someone knows something I don't which is always possible.

Oh yeah and the Howard thing- sort of went well, in that I got to see him very close up but not to interact with in anyway :( but I was pissed by the time he came on at 1.30am and gave up just looking at him after about half an hour. Bit of a waste of time, but I'm still glad I went.

In a couple of hours I will on my way to see Howard Donald DJing, I'm already starting to freak out about it. I'm not sure if I want to wear the outfit I've picked out or not and I know I wont even get that close, but after the minor freak out I had at Plug when James Righton was DJing I hate to think how this'll go.

I've loved Howard since I was like 12 see, and while he's not realy my favourite any more it's still Howard freaking Donald! Hopefully him not being in Take That and dancing about will help me stay calm but...*flails* I suppose the worse that can happen is I'll make a twat of myself in front of him.

I need a drink clearly!

Returning to UTR - good idea/bad idea?

There's a reason I don't do mornings, the fact I'm entirely braindead is only one of them. I knew I shouldn't have got up but I was tossing and turning so I did and now I want to go back to bed :(

Blah!

Sooooooo apparently Depeche Mode will definitely be touring next year, and tickets will be in cale around October, which means any gigs I'd be torn about going to (like Black Kids) I'm no longer torn about because I'm gonna need all my money to do my DM stalking like last year (or was it the year before? Shit time moves fast!) This should also make not going out much easier to take. I'm going to see Howard Donald DJ at the end of the month and I really need to go to Plug again soon, but other than that I think I'll be okay not going anywhere. I mean a nigh out probably isn't much less than a ticket to see them, and well seeing DM is always amazing.

*is excited now*

Klaxons are also meant to be releasing their new album soon, but since I've not heard anything about it for ages I'm expecting that to be put back a bit, knowing my luck the tours will clash and I'll have to decide who I love more, and I really don't know who'd win, there's a lot to consider for gigs when you're all short and shit :/

Still yayz! *bounces*

Someone tell me I don't need a paid account for the Rani :/ I've spent over an hour looking for a PB for her as Ushas and found some beautiful icons and since I'm now RPing her and writing her at who_topia after a long while of not daring to because of the other post-canon Rani around. She really is going to need more expressions though, pissed off and sooty can only go so far.

Why save money for actual material things when you can just waste it on a bunch of pretty pictures for fictional characters. One day, when I have a life I'll remember that, but for now as I don't I think I'll try to keep myself happy in my little slightly paranoid world of fandom.

WTF? I just phoned Vodaphone to cancel my contract and you have to write to do it, only the address isn't on the website so you have to phone first. Nice of them to make it easy for you huh?

Still least I'll have a new spiffy pink phone and a much cheaper tarrif at the end of it.

Also while I'm here I might as well whine about having felt like crap most of yesterday (which included me going back to bed which I never do), I still feel a bit odd and shaky today actually :/.

I'm also feeling generally abit blah and meh and not good :(

Cruxshadows were good on Friday though, I'll write more about that when I'm feeling less shitty though.

Holy fuck Howard Donald's DJing at Plug next month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I may be a little over excited about this, despite the fact he'll be in the dance room, but OMG yay!!!!!!!!

Bored and a bit drunk, fun times!

Decided to make my fic journal fickle_fics into a bit of an rp related journal too. I'm only in two official games at the moment so it won't be updated that much and I doubt many people will want to friend it cos of that but thought I'd mention it anyway.