Current mood:	flirty
Current music:	sisters of mercy (coz i iz a goffic innit!)

my faith restored
Thank you Down Boy!.. my faith has been restored.

After years of being dribbled and leached over by the lowest forms of mankind (some not even reaching that level)at Slimes (and it has put me off going for nearly a month now..)I had lost my faith, i didn't think there where any nice, or even likable, single male alternative/goth types left in the world.. let alone london. Like the old cliche goes.. either married or gay.

Last night proved me wrong! Hurrah!...Although i went along expecting the worst, the geekiest, sadest, desperate guys there. They where all quite lovely. Two guys especially.. just because they knew how to chat and make me laugh and feel flirty, comfortable and good about myself.

Some guys where a bit shy..a few words of advice.. if you want to chat up a girl.. you have to erm...well.. chat to them!!!!

I myself felt very positive and good about myself and was chatty and flirty and had lots of fun (no nasty self-doubts or thinking i was the worst girl there etc)i did some dancing and had alot of fun.

Though i didn't pull or drag someone home.. it seemed to matter not.. the ego-massaging did me a world of good.
(As did the head massage i got off the male hairdresser earlier on in the day....mmmmmmmmm getting little twitches again thinking about it!)

I hope there are more of these evenings for us sad and desperate, but not bad looking or not bad personalities people! I no longer think i have something wrong or weird about me for being single. Huzzah!