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Darci gave me this idea. Judge me as you will. [Oct. 24th, 2005|11:31 pm]
[Current Mood | determined]


( My Life... )
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|03:39 pm]
Hey everyone. I got a MySpace Account. Add me if you have one. I would like to see who all has it.


Here is my URL:
http://blog.myspace.com/garandels_kingdom
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[Sep. 30th, 2005|01:39 pm]
You are a

Social Liberal
(68% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat



Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
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[Sep. 27th, 2005|04:20 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |'Blade Rave Theme']

Your Birthdate: February 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual.

Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.



Tis true, tis very true! lol
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|11:15 pm]
[Tags|, , , ]
[Current Mood | too much to do]
[Current Music |"In Time" Mark Collie]

*sigh* so i have been busy workin and playing harder. I have also been trying to get people to give me a call and talk to me, i am so isolated from the outside world... It is fairly sad, but i live with it. I have met alot of really nice people, and some cute girls too, no j/k. but anyways i am just giving anybody who cares an update on my life. i know i am really not very fun for having a summer vacation. I really just help my dad on his remodel job and hang out with either chris or Ian really. That or sit around in my room or work on stuff for Stage Crew next year. That is really all that is goin on in life for me... sorry to waste your time on readin about my life...
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[Aug. 12th, 2005|04:16 pm]
Very Well-Rounded


You have:
70% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and
62% EMOTIONAL INTUITION
The graph on the right represents your place in Intuition 2-Space. As you can see, you scored above average on emotional intuition and above average on scientific intuition. (Weirdly, your emotional and scientific intuitions are equally strong.)



Your Emotional Intuition
score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their
unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates
social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good
at Quake.

Your Scientific Intuition
score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well
you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with
high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the
sciences.



My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 99% on Scientific
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 99% on Interpersonal
Link: The 2-Variable Intuition Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating
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quiz thing [Jul. 31st, 2005|08:35 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]

1. What time is it? 8:43 p.m.

2. Name as appears on birth certificate: Cole Anthony Fish

3. Nickname(s): Fishy, Fish, Cole, Garandel, Boss (rarely), and cole-bozu, and seahorse

5. Single or taken?: Taken People!

6. Chinese zodiac: Aquarious

7. Hair color: Brown. I want to dye it black and red tho, I might for Halloween

8. Eye color: Silver Blue

9. Height: 5'7"

10. Shoe size: 12

11. Glasses, contacts or neither?: Glasses, but I need new ones

12. Braces?: Never

13. Piercing/tattoos?: Want some

14. Birthplace: SLC, Utah

15. Current residence: SLC, Utah

16. Siblings names: N/A

******HAVE YOU EVER*****

17. Gone skinny dipping?: Nope, I want to though, anyone wanna join!?

21. Skipped school?: I have

22. Bungee jumped?: Want to

23. Kissed someone not related to you?: yes, about five people

24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? no...

25. Kiss more than two people in one day: once

26. Kissed?: well, duh!

27. TP'd someone's house?: yes

28. Won something?: yes

29. Asked someone out? every time

30. Been rejected?: twice

31. Been in love?: a few times

32. Been to a funeral? four

33. Used a lighter? i own one

34. Been on stage?: yes

******FAVORITE*****

35. Food: Steak, marinated for two days

36. Ice cream flavor: Snickers

38. School subject(s): Science and Computers, and Stage Crew of course

39. Breakfast cereal: Anything really, i eat Honey Bunches of Oats right now.

40. Number(s): 13

41. Book(s): I got a few

42. Movies: Alot!

43. Candy: Skittles, snickers, butterfinger, there are more

44. Soda: Mt. Dew, Coke, Fresca, Root Beer

45. Color(s): Red, Black, and blue

46. Vacation spot: dunno, California is the best i have been

47. Sport to watch on tv: don't watch 'em

48. Sport to play: touch football, softball, Capture the flag

49. Bands/musicians: there are too many

50. Letter(s): S and T

51. Fast food restaraunt: Wendy's

52. Cartoon Character: Gir

53. Holiday: Christmas

54. Name for a boy: Syaoran

55. Name for a girl: Sakura or Chii

******DO YOU PREFER****

56. Chocolate or vanilla?: Choc

57. Boys or girls?: Girls

58. Long relationships or one night stands?: Long

59. Dogs or cats?: Cats

60. Scary movies or comedies?: Both

61. Silver or gold?: Silver or Platinum

62. Croutons or bacon bits?: both

******THINGS THAT COME TO MIND*****

63. Doctor: rich thing

64. Hedgehog: spikes

65. School: long and boring

66. Grass: green

67. Cow: moo

68. Canada: big mass to the north

69. Mouse: sqeek

70. Hand: grope

******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie?: yes

72. Talked on the phone?: yes

73. Cried?: almost

74. Threw up?: no

75. Drank a glass of water?: many

76. Gone to the bathroom?: lots

77. Read a book or magazine?: nope

78. Watched tv?: yes

79. Looked in the mirror?: yes

80. Taken a shower?: three

81. Taken a picture?: nope

82. Listened to music?: yeah

83. Hugged or kissed someone other than family?: no...

84. Done your hw?: don't have any now

85. Told someone you loved them?: yes

***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....****

86. Heaven? nope. but i am open to the possibility

88. Aliens? yeah, i would hope there would be some people other than humans out there

89. Fun for the entire family?: not really

90. Freedom of speech?: yes

91. Love?: yes

92. Magic?: not much

*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******

93. Last movie you saw in theatres? "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

94. Are you listening to music right now?: no, just the hum of my cooling fans

95. What color shirt are you wearing?: black

96. Do you like your middle name?: sure

97. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: video games and computers

98. What color is your backpack? black, red and silver

99. Are you gonna send this to your crush?: i will read it to her

100. Who is your crush?: April Assmusen

101. What time is it now? 8:58 p.m.
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|03:55 pm]
[Current Mood | giddy]
[Current Music |'Accidentally In Love' Counting Crows]

w00t! I have a car now! It is a 1990 Toyota 4Runner. It is really awesome. I also get two 10" subwoofers and a CD player! It has 4WD and almost brand new everything. I am really happy to have it! ^_^
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|03:17 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |'Going down in flames' 3 doors down]

Time started:11:00

Nicknames:Fish, Fishy, Cole-bozu, Garandel, Sound God, Seahorse

Sexx: Male

Birthday: February 13, 1988

Sign: Aquarious

Siblings: none

Eye Color: Silver-Blue

Shoe size: 12 Mens

Height: 5'7"

Innie or Outie: Innie

What are you wearing right now: My l33t, "ph34r m3!!" T-shirt, and my blue levi shorts, with my old work Vans

Where do you live: Sandy, Utah

Righty or lefty: Lefty

Any pets?: Mine have all died recently

Can you make a dollar in change right now? Maybe...

Relationships: I have many different ones.

Who are your closest friend(s)?: Chris, April, Darci, Taylor, Ian, Kaylie

Do you have a bf or gf?: yes

Did you send this to your crush? Yeah


Fashion Stuff------------------------------


Where is your fav place to shop: uh, usually Mervyns or Hot Topic

Do you have any tattoos or piercings: Nope

Favorite kind of pants: Baggy Cargos


Favs ---------------------


Color: Red

Number: 3

Boys Name: Syaoran

Girls Name: Rei

Subject in school: Computer Technology or Stage Crew

Animal: Huskies

Drink: Coke with Lime

Sport: uhm...Gaming in computer is my sport

Food: Sushi and any oriental food

Fast-Food Place: Wendy's

Month: February or December

Movie: So far, it would have to be Sahara

Juice: Starfruit

Finger: pinky

Breakfast: Pancakes

Cologne: idk...don't usually wear any

Perfume: Rasberry

Have you ever -------------------

Given anyone a bath? no..

Bungee: nope, might want to though

Been in the opposite sex's washroom: sure

Eaten a dog biscuit: uh, once...got $5 off of it

Loved someone so much it made you cry? twice now I believe

Broken a bone: yeah

Played truth or dare: a good 5 or 6 times now

Been in a physical fight: yes

Been in a police car: no

Come close to dying? plenty of times

Been in a hot tub: oh yeah

Swam in the ocean: yup

Fallen asleep in school: too many times to count

ran away?: no

Broken someones heart: a couple times

Cried when someone died: never

Cried in school: maybe in elementary

Fell off your chair: a few times

Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: once...

Saved MSN conversations: not really, maybe if it contains something I plan to use later or need to remember

Saved e-mails: no...

Fallen for your best friend? yes

Made out with JUST a friend?: a few times

Used someone: no

Been cheated on?: yeah

Done something you regret: nope


First thing that comes to mind-----------------------


Blue: my eyes and the sky

Autumn: orange and red trees


What is.......................


Your good luck charm: uh, i don't have luck...

Stupidest thing you have ever done: blown up a cannon and nearly killed me and a couple of my friends

What's your room like: small. clean. not right...

Last thing you said: Well, maybe I won't then...

What is beside you: A can of Fresca, some candy, a stack of games and CDs, a cup, my Butane Lighter, a phonebook, my Stereo remote, and some papers.

Last thing you ate: fried rice

What kind of shampoo do you use?: depends on what my mother buys


Have you ever had-------------------------------


Chicken pox: nope

Sore Throat: yeah, plenty of times

Stiches: yup

Broken nose: nope

Belief in love at first sight: used to, i don't anymore

Like picnics: sure

Like school: not really. only certain things

schools you have gone to: Washington Elementary, Granite Elementary, Albion Middle School, Brighton High School

Love anyone?: Yeah, alot of people


Would you:---------------------------------

Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000: depends on the hampster

Go to a Hanson concert if you had a free ticket: no

Love someone and you were keeping something from them and it would
hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: depends on what it entails

Who do you admire guys/girls: girls, for putting up with us guys...

Who is the last person that called you: April, she always calls me...Where is everyone Else!?

Who makes you laugh most: chris or Taylor

Makes you smile: Too many people


Last person:------------------

You Kissed?: uh, like for real, Darci.

You yelled at: my mother

Who broke your heart: Chantelle

Who's your loudest friend: Kaylie


Do you/Are You:------------------------------------------


Do you like filling these out: sometimes

Do you wear contacts or glasses: Glasses

Do you like yourself: sure

Do you get along with your family: Most of the time

Do you do drugs: nope

Have piercings below the waist?: no, don't plan on it either

Stolen anything over $50: yeah...lol

Depressed?: not really


Final questions ------------------------


How many ppl are you sending this to: idk...the world

How many buddies are on your list: uh, alot, but only like 6 talk to me

What did you do yesterday: worked. and played PS2

Do you want to get married: yes

Good driver: yeah

good actor?: sure

good singer?: sure

have a lava lamp?: two of 'em

How many remote controls are in your house: 8

are you double jointed?: nope

what do you dream about?: nothing, at least i don't remember them

Last time you showered: this morning

last time you took a bath?: a long time ago

last movie you saw in theaters?: uhm, Star Wars: Episode 3

Sun or Rain?: both

Scary or happy movies?: both

White or chocolate milk?: both

Root beer or Dr. Pepper?: both

Mud Or Jell-o Wrestling? mud is hotter, Jell-O is sticky and fun to clean off. lol

Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate

Skiing or boarding?: Both are interesting

Silver or Gold?: Silver

Diamond or Pearl?: diamond

Sunset or Sunrise?: Sunset

Sprite or 7-Up?: Sprite

Pants or Shorts?: Pants

Orange or Apple Juice?: Apple

Cats or Dogs?: both

Coffee or Tea?: Coffee

In person or over the phone?: Both work good with certain things

Oldest, Middle, youngest or only child?: all of them

Indoor or Outdoor?: Both


--GUYS ONLY SECTION--


Makeup or none: some, but not layered

Painted nails or not: sure

Straight hair or curly hair: I like it straight

Freckles or none: don't matter

Jewelry or not: sure

Cute or hot girls: both are good with me, The cute ones are usually smarter though

What do you notice first about girls: their waist


GIRLS ONLY SECTION--


Boxers or Briefs:

Tall or short:

Good or bad guy:

Dark or blonde hair:

Dark or light eyes:

Hat or no hat:

Long or short hair:

Tan or fair:

Foreign accent or Canadian:

What do you notice first about guys:

six pack:

muscular arms:

Jewelry or none:

Do you want your friends to fill this out and send it back?: Sure I would like to know more about my friends

End time: 11:35
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|04:35 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |'Headstrong' Trapt]

Hey guys, been bored recently, now I have to find a job to get insurance money. Well, went camping last night and had fun. That was a first in a while. I have been having an alright summer. I am really looking foreward to what happens next year in school. I am going to strive for the best scores in classes and tests in our class for next year. I hope I do well. I am now head tech of the Floor Crew, Sound Crew, and Building Crew for Stage Technology all next year. I hope I see you all come to all of the plays. And whoever goes to Brighton and likes plays, join the Drama club next year and you can go to like four that we do not do next year! You guys need to call me and hang out with me sometime. I miss some of my old friends that never talk to me anymore.

~Cole~
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hmmm. [May. 30th, 2005|06:05 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |"She's a Rebel" Green Day]

The world is interesting from a third person perspective. I have found out that people complain about everything and never do anything about what they are complaining about. It is very sad. I have decided that I will do something about anything I complain about. Even if it is so subtle or small. I will have at least proven I am willing to do something about it. I am basically content with life currently. I have basically no problems too major and nothing I cannot deal with. I have that usual little prejudice issue over being an athiest, but that is not my fault I am being judged because of it. I am trying to get really good grades now. I really cannot wait for school to just be done. I cannot wait to start my own business. I want to go on vacation. I also need to find a well paying job for this summer so I can get the money needed for me to afford a car. I am really getting to crunch time. I have to buckle down and focus on that now.
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[May. 16th, 2005|06:52 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]
[Current Music |'Step Up' Drowning Pool]

I am in a very pissy rant mood at the moment so either ignore this entry or just....idk....

Well, today just sucked ass...I got hit a few times for just being around my group. Got disgusted by seeing Chantelle and her "girlfriend" technically making out. I was not too up during my 4th period. I just wanted to go home during 5th. Then I went through hell until 6:30 because of rehearsal! I only have one problem with the rehearsal that made it so bad. People think they know every damn thing there is to know about the sound system...They Don't!!! There is a f---ing sophmore running the whole system like he owns it when I have more experience and knowledge than he does!!! I am f---ing going to hit that kid if he think he can brown nose his way and breeze through this class. I have busted my ass over the past two years to get where I am and he thinks he can just do what he wants!? Bull! I will deal with him soon enough...
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:59 am]
[Current Mood | amused]
[Current Music |'Chop Suey!" System of a Down]

A - Age you got your first kiss: 14
B - Band listening to right now: nothing, thinking about System of a Down though
C - Crush: I got one.
D - Dad's name: Kenneth
E - Easiest person to talk to: April
F - Favorite ice cream: Neopolotin
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Both
H - Hometown: Salt Lake City, Utah
I - Instruments: Guitars I like, especially Bass Guitar
J - Junior High: Albion Middle School
K - Kids: none, plan on having a couple though
L - Longest car ride ever: Driving to Idaho.
M - Mom's name: Linda
N - Nicknames: Garandel, Fish, Blackstar, Colbie, Sound God
O - One wish: To be loved for the rest of my life
P - Phobia[s]: None
Q - Quotes: "I got a lovely bunch of Coconuts"
R - Reason to smile: Being told I am loved by the one I love
S - Song you sang: "Everything You Want" Verticle Horizon
T - Time you woke up today: around 4:30
U - Unknown fact about me: I am really an insomniac
V - Vegetable you hate: Asperigus
W - Worst habit(s): Chewing on my fingers
X - X-rays you've had: Leg, Foot, Arm, Teeth.
Y - Yummy food: Anything really
Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarious
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*sigh* [Apr. 19th, 2005|11:54 am]
Well, things are going well i suppose. I have g/f and I am getting more happy now. Some may mot agree on the g/f thing but hey, I have my feelings and you also. I just feel there is a need for a companion in my life. Feelings lonely sucks and it needs to change for me.
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|11:13 pm]
http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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[Apr. 11th, 2005|10:57 pm]
Assassin

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes




What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|08:03 pm]
[Current Mood | irate]

alright, It is time for a revolutionay change in the way this person is going about things. Thanks to some people's standing up and telling me what I have been doing wrong, I will no longer be what I once was. The female species and go eat junk food for all their lives for all I care. This person will no longer be that great and compassionate, hopeless romantic, great guy That he has been told countless times. From now on, if anyone wants to have my attention, they need to earn it first. People have used the good side of me with greed and somewhere to hide and leave. I will no longer give these feelings to those kinds of people. This heart is for one person that will earn it. I will show some caring to my friends in hard times, but no longer will be that person everyone can run to. People use that and abuse it. Here are the consiquences. I will no longer be that sad little boy looking for a girl to have in his life. If someone likes this person, fess up or don't mess with my heart. If anyone hurts or abuses my good side, they will sorry. Deeply and truely sorry they even met a person with the last name of Fish. I am now going to comprise a list of my friends, none will have special significance to another anymore. Everyone will be at the same level to me. People will have to earn their way up.

Richard Jelte
Ian Rushforth
Jake Child
Chris Johnson
Taylor Finch
Katie Lieffort
April Asmussen
Colin Slaughter
Darci Dudley
Danielle Swenson
Tambria Lyon
James Pierce

Now if you are not within this list, you have either hurt me in the past and never tried to make things better, you have betrayed me in some way, or you have used me in some unforgivable fashion. That or you have willfully and uncaringly grown apart from this person. To be part of this list again, you must be truthful like all the ones on here, loyal and never hurt me, and on good terms to me. No friend of mine has an exception to these standards. I do not love anyone at the moment anymore. I care more for some than others, but I will not give love where it is not deserved. Nobody has truely loved me with all their heart and meant it, so I won't either. There may be alot of "I" and "me" in this entry, but it is necessary to describe what is going on. If anyone has any questions, comment. There may not be a very nice reply to you, but at least it will be honest, but it could be nice too. Nobody knows.
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|06:55 pm]
[Current Mood | cold]

I have been thinking about life...How much will change in mine in the next year? What is going to happen to me? Who is going to love me? Is anyone going to love me?

I feel as though no matter how hard I may try, how much I may just not bother, I am just forgotten. I have not seen anyone with a kind and pure heart yet tell me they love me but one person...I cannot have this person. For that love has probably faded into her past and she has left me to find my own way....I do not know my way in this twisted and corrupted existance. I do not want to be alone either. I have one more year and if nothing happens then, I will have to basically accept that I will be alone the rest of my life. I am not the social butterfly others are, I do not talk about my inner self that often to anyone. I am afraid of being hurt more. I don't even know who to trust with even caring about me...I have been betrayed so much in life that this is so confusing. I want to be with her, she has a crush on someone else. What can I do? What should I do? Is there even anything to do? I am lost....
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|09:26 pm]
I have decided. I will dedicate myself for one person and hope for the best. If nothing happens then I am going to just not look for a companion anymore and live my life how I always have. If it goes well. Then bonus for me and hopefully her too. I do love this person and care for her more than she even knows.
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[Mar. 31st, 2005|12:10 am]
...I don't know what to think of life...should I even think of it at all? I am kinda confused...I need something solid in life to be there so I know I can hold onto it. Even if it is a person or something in my life. I need something...I don't know...
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