Saw this once again in an old entry and /had/ to do it again.

( JRock Survey )

I should REALLY stop looking at my old journals, for cereal. Anyhow, I found this and I wanna do it again.

"I was just thinking, and I realized how much I love answering questions about myself (well, isn't that a bit narcissistic?). Anyways, I want you guys to ask me a question about *anything*, and I'll do the best of my ability to answer it. It can be something extremely personal, or just a little question. For those who don't know me that well, it's a chance to get to know me! Hell, you can even ask me more than one! OMG."

*nod*

Someone posted these on y!, so I thought I would post the ones I like the best.

http://www.pown.it/?uid=1281

www.pown.it/?uid=9

http://www.pown.it/?uid=244

http://www.pown.it/?uid=1249

http://www.pown.it/378

http://www.pown.it/?uid=1218

http://www.pown.it/1230 (this one is a bit vulgar, but I did enjoy it)

bored. I've still been looking through all of my old entires and there have been some memories I refer not to remember, but oh well, what can I do?

So yeah, I'm bored. No one is online to talk to except Jaz, but even then she's on her phone so it's not like I can show her links or anything. I really want to roleplay...I wish Cai would come on because I really miss Mao and Yuki and their son who's name I can't remember because we haven't rped in so long. I sort of want to join another JRock rp group because I was reading about one I used to be in with Gackt and it was a hospital and he was a patient and he fucked Kyo and Shou...but I remember that one ended pretty quickly. Saa.

My mouth is doing better at least, I can eat things a bit easier though it still hurts.

Bored bored bored...bored bored...ugh.

I got a new monitor yesterday 'cause my old one just totally died...therefore, I renamed my computer to Frakenputer because the only original thing about it is the speakers and towers, everything else has been replaced. It just sucks because I need to get a new laptop soon for school anyways, but it's not like I can go without a monitor until then because who knows when I'm exactly getting my laptop and what the hell am I supposed to do while my mouth heals up?

Though I am happy that I got back to into blogging, but unfortunately I don't have as many friends on here as I used to...well, that's what I get for ignoring LJ for awhile. Saaaa.

I found this on one of my old entries, so I thought I would do it again and compare.

( Layers of me )

I'm in the mood to blog and I haven't in a long while, so let's do it.

Monday I got my four wisdom teeth pulled out...definately not fun. I was awake during it, so instead I got atleast 12 injections to the mouth rather than getting knocked out. So pretty much I got to feel them doing everything~ Some of it hurt, some of it didn't, but either way it is sore as hell now. I had gauze stuffed into my mouth afterwards since they didn't put stitches into me and I went to the store to get some things for me to eat. Yeahhh...at one point while I was trying to talk to my mom, blood splattered onto my shirt so I had to run and go put cold water on it.

I'm on three different medications for this, two painkillers and an antibiotic, but either way, these things are making me sick as hell and tired like no other. I already puked once today because of them and I've been close to it many times. I actually should be taking one soon, but ugh...so sick of meds, I just wish my mouth would heal faster.

I am a little bit swollen, but not too much, just sore.

I think that's all for now~ I am taking pictures to record everything, so I'll maybe post those up here~


And I was looking at my old journal entries, so I'm gonna bring something back.

Random Question of the Day: What are some really good books that you have read lately?

Supposedly, if you have seen more than 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own facebook Live Journal account, paste this as a noteentry. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

( I'm pathetic. )

So, in case a few of you don't know, for the past...give or take month, I've been babysitting my cousins basically for 5 days a week (sometimes their dad is off so yeah). Well, I was pretty much just doing it because I wanted to get my damn doll soon and I was getting paid $50 a day.

Now, some of you probably just made the mistake of thinking "wow, 50 a day just to watch cousins? Hot damn!" Oh no. Oooooh no. I made the same mistake, but then I realized that I would have to be getting up at 6:40 in the morning and then watching them for ten fucking hours. I'm sorry, I know there are no taxes taken away from it, but that comes to $5 an hour, less than mininum wage, and seriously, these kids will drive you batshit crazy. On Saturday, my grad party, my cousins were there for only a few hours and they were already driving my friends crazy...yes, try 10 hours of that when you barely had any sleep in the first place.

I was hoping that I would get a huge break from it when I went to California for a month, but since I haven't heard ANYTHING about that and we're supposed to be going next month (note: it's already June 27th), I'm assuming that we're not going and my mom wants me to continue watching my cousins to get the money for college.

Maybe I'm a selfish person (no, I know I am, but whatever), but I seriously do not want to be spending my entire summer before college watching my cousins. Five days a week, 7am-5pm, and the weekends off. Fuck no. It's been less than a month since I've started and I'm already going crazy to the point where I'm just beginning to cry at everything now and I NEVER used to cry. I just don't get any time to myself anymore because sometimes they even spend the night and they want me to enertain them until they go to bed. My mom said it's becuase they're attention starved since they don't get much attention from their parents. I'm sorry, but it's not my responsibility to enertain them all the fucking time becuase they have useless parents. And then my mom suggested, so I wouldn't have to wake up at 6:40am, that they spend the night twice a week. I mean, I barely get any time to myself let alone even my friends.

I need a cigarette and maybe a few drinks.

So, I've had this bug bite on my arm for about....4-5 days and it's taking a long time to heal, and none of us could figure out what the hell bit me. Well, only about 40 minutes ago, I saw a HUGE as yellowish spider crawling on my wall and seriously...I freaked out. Normally I love spiders, but when they're in my home and I have this unknown bite on my arm, I am not down with that shit. Well, I took a pic of it on my phone and caught it (the first time I missed and I whined and nearly cried), but then I finally got it outside.

After looking up several websites, I've concluded that it's a Yellow Sac Spider.

"Typical symptoms of a sac spider bite include a stinging sensation followed by redness and mild swelling. In a few cases, the bite may blister and break, leaving a sore that can take several weeks to heal. Sometimes the person will feel mildly ill."

Yes, that sounds about right. So yes...fuck you, mr. yellow sac.


And hi, I haven't been here for awhile~