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This is the last time I ask Tezuka-san for advice... [28 Feb 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | "Lucky Star" - Yoshida Sayuri ]

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Every time I do, I think it just makes the situation more complicated. Aniki was extremely disappointed to hear we weren't going away on our ski week end because I was coerced into going on a blind date by Tezuka-san. At least I know Aniki can't beat him at tennis or do anything really horrible to him. I really think I was probably better off going out on date with Aniki though than with whoever Tezuka-san picks. I mean... Tezuka-san is really really supportive but... well.... He's not very good at listening to me and I sort of wonder who he is going to set me up with. Could it be Echizen?!?! That would be sort of weird. Though I guess it could be worse... He could pick someone like Sanada-san or Atobe-san.. or Kirihara-san... Does Tezuka-san know anyone that doesn't play tennis?

I felt a little better talking about the whole situation with my pet hamster Cheeky-san. I have to confess that Cheeky-san is one of the best presents Aniki ever gave to me. I mean I really liked the Naruto plushie, cause I like Naruto and I like the manga a lot, but when I feel really upset I can talk to Cheeky-san and talking to my Naruto plushie... well I would feel pretty stupid doing that.

Why does everything have to be so complicated.... If only Aniki wasn't my older brother... though I guess then I don't know.... it's too complicated.

*HE* says since we're not going away for the week end that I should at least go out on a date with him Saturday night. *HE* says he found a new Italian restaurant in Shibuya and that they have wonderful gelato...

I probably should say yes...

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Quick entry before I arrive at Yuuta's dorm room... [17 Dec 2003|10:22pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | "Fly High" - Matsunaga Toshiko ]

While I travel to Yuuta's dorm room, I think I've waited long enough for him to work on his homework, I've decided to make a quick post to my LJ. ^_^

I added [info]sumeragiskank and [info]wakkawoo to my friend's list. *waves* Please [info]sumeragiskank, keep a close eye on [info]rkold for me. She's *SUPPOSED* to be working on a fic for me as a gift, and has been very slow about it. *sighs*

Thanks to a report from [info]mrcheeky, I discovered my dear friend Subaru has a new assistant, [info]ditzy_go_blonde. I've decided to add him to my friend's list as well as it should prove most amusing. *waves hi to [info]ditzy_go_blonde

Well, I've just reached Yuuta's dorm room, and as everyone reading this LJ should know by now, my brother always comes first with me. ^____^

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More memes... [14 Dec 2003|11:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Question of Time" - Depeche Mode ]

I found this meme on [info]sumeragiskank's LJ and while I'm not friends with her per se, my friend [info]rkold is. ^______^

I hope no one minds if I slash my co-workers for this ^_~

One True Pairing Ship - SyuusukexYuuta, isn't that obvious?
Canon Ship - SyuusukexYuuta, isn't that one obvious too?
"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship - Me and Tezuka *shudders*, Me and Seishirou *shudders*, Saeki and Yuuta*shudders*, Mizuki and Yuuta*shudders*, Ryoma and Yuuta*shudders*, Me and Subaru *shudders*, Me and Kamui *shudders*, Me and Ryoma *shudders*
"You are one sick bastard" Ship - EriolxFujitaka, KamuixTezuka and RyomaxMuraki
"I dabble a little" Ship - KouichixKouji, AyamexYuki, TatsuhaxYuki, HakkaixKanan, SetsunaxSara, RyousukexKeisuke, ShougoxRena IrumixKillua(notice a trend)
"It's like a car crash" Ship - KakyouxKamui, SubaruxKamui, Most peoplexKamui ^o^
"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet" Ship - EriolxSeishirou
"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not" Ship - KamuixTezuka and EriolxThat guy who was with Misaki-chan at Piffle Princess the other day...
"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" Ship - SubaruxAnyone...
"When all is said and done" Ship - SyuusukexYuuta, someday, I see us married with two sons of our own... *happy sigh*
Guilty Pleasure Ship - AkabanexTohru and IsaacxThat Guy Who Pilots Strike
"I can't believe I read it and liked it" Ship - EriolxSakura and RyomaxMomiji
Favorite Older/Younger Ship - KamuixTezuka and AkabanexTohru

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Added some friends ^_^ [14 Dec 2003|04:33pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Fly High" - Matsunaga Toshiko ]

*waves to [info]yukiru, [info]kaitou_marina, [info]supplanter, [info]miss_aya and [info]tiffangelwings*

It's always nice to know there are other people who believe in the fight for love and justice. Once I finish a bit of school work I'm thinking of going to visit Yuuta. I'd like to give him a little bit of time to get some of his homework done, as I've been visiting him a lot recently. ^__________^

Eriol-kun seemed very pensive this evening. It seems he went to some sort of memorial service today. It's too bad that Eriol-kun doesn't have a little brother to seek comfort from. I'm so lucky to have Yuuta. ^_^

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This looked rather amusing.... [03 Dec 2003|03:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Jessie's Girl" - Rick Springfield ]

Borrowed from Jen:

01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. Am I lovable?
03. How long have you known me?
04. When and how did we first meet?
05. What was your first impression?
06. Do you still think that way about me now?
07. What do you think my weakness is?
08. Do you think I'll ever get married?
09. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your LJ/blog and see what I say about you?

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*sighs* [27 Sep 2003|09:22pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]
[ music | Believe (Freedom G Control Mix) - Tamaki Nami ]

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I don't like waking up in the morning, I particularly don't like it on week ends, and I even more particularly don't like it when Aniki.... ummm yeah...

Sometimes, I feel like Aniki doesn't really listen to me. Though it seemed like today he was mostly trying to be considerate. We went out to play video games together and it was ....nice.... Originally, I was sort of nervous he was going to do something to embarrass me, but he didn't really. (Well, I guess winning that UFO Catcher prize for me was a bit, but I was afraid he was going to do something much worse....)

I was sort of surprised that we spent most of the day together because I remembered Tezuka-san saying he was planning a special practice this week end. When I asked Aniki about that, he just smiled and said that spending time with me was more important. ^^; I hope he didn't say that to Tezuka-san when he got to practice! Things are already complicated enough and I don't need Aniki to exasperate the situation anymore than it has been.....

We walked back to my dorm, and our relatively peaceful afternoon was shattered when Aniki asked me go on a romantic ski holiday with him next week end. >.< I wish he wouldn't ask me out on dates, it just seems so wrong since we're....well...uhhh....
I told him no. He then.... uhhhh anyway and left to go to his practice.

I spent some time talking to my hamster, Mr. Cheeky, about Aniki and his insistence on asking me out on dates. I know that sounds strange, but Mr. Cheeky is more than a pet to me, he's like a friend. And unlike some of my other friends, I uhhh never feel like he has ulterior motives or is disappointed in me....

Anyway, I guess I should work on my homework before I fall behind in school. Sometimes it gets difficult to balance school and uhhhh Aniki. He can be very uhhhhh devoted....

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I don't like funerals, they always remind me of my own... [15 Sep 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Akatsuki no Kuruma - Fiction Junction featuring Yuuka ]

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Today, I had the sad responsibility to pay a condolence call to my dear relative Kinomoto Fujitaka. (How does one refer to their other self? ^^;) The look on poor Fujitaka's face was pitiful and Sakura-san seemed so confused by everything. Neither could understand how Touya could have done a thing like that. It's a horrible thing to lose a family member, I should know having recently lost one myself. It's so hard to appreciate one's loved ones until they are gone. Shuusuke-kun is so lucky to have an adorable little brother...

I talked to Sakura-san about the fact that Yukito-san would particularly need her support and attention. She just looked blankly at me and said "Hoe?" She's so sweet and innocent, it's hard to believe that she is related to me in some way. If only she was a boy....

Yukito-san was in his true-form and seemed particularly hard hit by Touya's death. I didn't know quite what to say to him. Yue always took death so poorly. I remembered when I was Clow how heart-broken he was when I told him I was going to die as I was both 'father' and 'lover' to him. I put a paternal arm around Yue and whispered that if it would help I knew a certain love hotel.... He blushed, nodded and discreetly followed after me when I left the Kinomoto's.

While I love my transitive creation, he just doesn't have the fighting spirit I so crave. He obeys my every whim as I am the reincarnation of his first love. It truly takes all the fun out of everything. *sighs*

I do hope Sakura-san will be there to comfort Yue. Perhaps Nakuru would take some time out of her/his busy schedule and talk to Sakura about this. Nakuru has such a way with words and images....

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Relaxing day with Yuuta... [01 Sep 2003|10:48am]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | Happy Summer Wedding - Morning Musume ]

When Yuuta woke up, I tried to convince him to play strip poker but he just wasn't interested *sighs* Still I couldn't complain as we had spent the night together and despite Yuuta's exercise regime I could imagine he was starting to feel achey. ^o^

Since I know Yuuta likes to play video games, I took him out on a date to an arcade. He actually seemed rather pleased with this and gave me one of his rare smiles. Not only did he look adorable, but I admit it made me so gratified to see it. I really do love my little brother. We played "Type or Die" as a team, which was so.... enjoyable. ^_________^ I much prefer the two of us working together than being at odds. I wish Yuuta would understand that, with him I don't feel a need to compete, I love him just as he is. He's so stubborn sometimes. I won Yuuta a few prizes at those catcher machines. (It does help to have Sakurazuka magic sometimes ^o^) and bought him an ice cream crepe before taking him back to the dorms. Before leaving, I asked Yuuta on a ski date for the next week end. He got really flustered and said he had too much school work. I love when he gets all embarrassed like that. ^____^ I'll have to keep asking him until his resolve crumbles.

After dropping off Yuuta, I went to Seigaku as Tezuka had arranged a practice for us. I knew I was VERY late and that I would likely have to run laps around the courts. But how could I be anything but satisfied, I'd spent the day with my brother, and what is 50 laps when one has spent the day with one's brother? After finishing my laps, I showed Eiji some of the new pictures I took of Yuuta. Eiji thinks I'm a little weird for taking so many pictures of my brother, if only he knew the truth. ^_^

I wonder if I should visit Yuuta again tonight.... I know I've visited him nearly every night for the last few days but I do so love my brother...... ^___________^

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More fun quizzes ^o^ [07 Aug 2003|04:22pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Broken Wings - Suzumura Kenichi ]

yum. incest.
Incest Kouichi


Which Kimura Kouichi from Digimon Frontier are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

So that's who Kimura-kun from my scrapbooking club likes to take pictures of... I had been wondering. We should talk about how important it is to protect one's younger brother and the importance of brotherly devotion... ^o^

I wonder if he would be interested in becoming an intern for Borgia, someone that committed to his younger brother certainly shows the right qualifications....

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Rather amused ^o^ [22 Jul 2003|03:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Hearts - Hoshi Souichirou ]

I joined a blog crew today. I also took this rather amusing quiz on-line today:

I'm Fuji!
You're Fuji!


(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Really, is the result any surprise? ^o^ Though Tezuka use to make me run 50 laps (or more) for having "unholy" thoughts about Yuuta. And to be honest some of the answers weren't exactly correct....why play strip poker downstairs when I can play strip poker with Yuuta ^_^ Which, actually come to think of it, might be a fun activity today...

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Angels, Ice Cream and late night visits.... [11 Jul 2003|01:09pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Strangelove - Depeche Mode ]

After class today, I decided to visit Piffle Princess as Eriol has mentioned they were having a sale. I had thought it would be a wonderful opportunity for me to learn more about Angelic Layer as my earlier conversation with Misaki had been rather intriguing. While I still enjoy tennis, particularly the opportunity to humiliate anyone who tries to get too close to my brother, ^o^ it's just not all that challenging anymore. ^^;; I like the fact that Angelic Layer doesn't sound like it's a team sport as I confess I'm really not much of a team player.

I was rather surprised and delighted to run into Misaki while shopping at Piffle Princess. There is something so innocent and earnest about her. Her new companion was far more entertaining than her previous companion, as he proved rather easy to rattle. I know I shouldn't have done it, but it's so rare for me to find someone who is so easy to torture like that. I do somewhat regret it though, as Misaki left before I could get her phone number and I would be rather interested in playing her in Angelic Layer. Yes, I decided to buy an angel, and since Misaki seems to be some sort of champion, what better person as my first opponent. ^_^ I'm sure it will be rather embarrassing for her to lose to me, and I do feel rather bad about it because she just seems so...sweet. I will have to see if somehow I can set-up a game between the two of us....

When I got home, I immediately started work on creating my Angel. I, of course, decided to name him "Yuuta" after my cute little brother. ^_^ I will definitely need costuming advice from Daidouji-san, because I will need something adorable for "Yuuta." ^o^ It was rather a challenge to figure out exactly how I wanted to set up "Yuuta's" stats and I had to make him something to wear for the time being as I couldn't have "my angel" completely naked. ^o~

By the time I finished, it was rather late, but I couldn't resist the thought of visiting the *REAL* Yuuta as the next day we don't have to worry about waking up in the morning. It was close to midnight when I reached Yuuta's dorm room. I knocked gently on the door, and when there was no response, I assumed he must be sleeping. I decided to just use the key I have to his room. Yuuta was peacefully asleep and looked absolutely adorable. I know I ought to have let him sleep, but he's so hard for me to resist....I *REALLY* love my brother a lot....

I gave a cheerful smile to Mr. Cheeky and then returned my attentions to Yuuta. I started by kissing him gently on the cheek before moving to his lips. Half-asleep he mumbled my name and attempted some sort of movement, but I just held his arms down and continued the kiss. It wasn't long before Yuuta's eyes opened, he is a rather light sleeper for some reason #^_^# Oddly enough he seemed surprised to see me, but I merely smiled and kissed him again. The rest of my night was even more enjoyable. ^___________^

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Anou.... [07 Jul 2003|11:45am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]
[ music | My Sister - Juliana Hatfield 3 ]

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Aniki wants me to get my own Live Journal, but for now he is lending me his. I don't really see the point of these things. If they're a diary, why do you post public entries for other people to read and if they're not a diary what are you supposed to be saying in one these...I think I'm missing the point.

Well, uhhhhh.... Yesterday evening Aniki came to visit while I was on the phone with Tezuka-san. Ever since I left Seishun Gakuen in the Fall of my first year there, Tezuka-san and I have been talking to each other on the phone. I think he wanted to make sure that Aniki didn't uhhh... (I can't believe I'm really writing about all this!) Anyway, I'd talked to Tezuka-san over the last few months but hadn't uhhhhhh revealed what had been happening with Aniki. After he saw us at Tokyo Tower together, I guess Tezuka-san...well he asked point blank and I had to tell him the truth. I think Tezuka-san is really disappointed in me. He wanted to know when it started and I told him right after he lost to Atobe-san. Tezuka-san apologized to me, but I feel like I'm the one who should be apologizing, I was supposed to say "no." And then to make matters worse Aniki came to visit and hung-up on Tezuka-san!
If only I was stronger....
If only I could resist Aniki...
If only I didn't love Aniki so much...
If only...
I want to keep trying like Tezuka-san said, but then I remember all those promises Aniki I made to each other....
I can't believe I just wrote all this where other people might read it! ^^;;

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Why look who has a LJ.... ^o^ [03 Jul 2003|12:38pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | Meteor - TM Revolution ]

I woke up earlier than I expected and Yuuta was still fast asleep. I kissed him a few times to try and wake him, but he just continued to sleep. I guess I exhausted him with our earlier activities ^o^ I love that Yuuta is so passionate.

Since I couldn't fall back asleep, I decided to play with Yuuta's computer and was surprised to discover that Kamui has a LJ. I'm rather intrigued by the possibilities. Of course I heartily disagree on sex and the family mixing, particularly when it pertains to brothers....

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My uniform *IS* charming... [23 Jun 2003|01:34am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Unstoppable -The Calling ]

I'm really rather pleased with it. I really think Seishirou-san is jealous. The design is nearly exactly like the one Daidouji-san drew on a piece of paper for me, well I did make the slits a little higher cut than in her drawing, but it just seemed more comfortable that way. ^o^ After my fitting, I felt like wearing it to visit Yuuta, but decided to wait for a special occasion. It will be rather drole to play heroic Borgia agent with him and truly it does show off my legs to great affect. All those laps around the tennis court in a vain attempt to get me to stop thinking about my cute little brother seems to have only been to my benefit.

I was rather unamused to find Yuuta on the telephone with Tezuka when I arrived. >.< I'd told Yuuta before that I didn't think he should spend time on the phone with Tezuka and I particularly feel that way now, after finding out Tezuka's *TRUE* affiliation. Yuuta appeared to be apologizing about something, so I removed the phone from his hands and hung it up. This of course put Yuuta in a bad mood, as he doesn't like it when he thinks I'm running his life for him. He yelled quite a bit at me, but I admit it only endears him to me more and he always looks so cute when he's angry, though I admit I think he always looks rather cute. ^o^ I waited until he'd blown his anger out and then wrapped my arms around him until he sagged against my chest. I know Yuuta so well. We of course spent the night together. Yuuta always forgives me, he knows that I love him and that I only do the things that I do because I think they are best for him. I really think he ought to get a LiveJournal so he can express his feelings as it seems a better solution than talking to Tezuka. I've given him a LJ code as well as my password so hopefully at some point he will use it.

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Poor Seishirou-san.... [10 May 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | amused ]

He seemed rather under-amused when I had to move back my fitting today, but with the excitement of joining his little organization and visiting with Yuuta the other day I'd forgotten about my scrap booking club meeting.

I truly enjoy those meetings, and it was Akabane's turn to bring in refreshments. I so love his fruit baskets, he always makes sure to bring Fuji Apples just for me. ^_^ Having just seen Yuuta, I had many new pictures and tokens to add. I think I'm soon going to be starting on another album. I'm always impressed by the members that have more albums than I have, but then some of them are quite a bit older and I'm sure when I am their age I will have quite a collection. ^_^

I was talking to my friend in the club and mentioned that I'm having a fitting later today and her face just lit up. While I didn't share the details of what I'll be doing as a member of Borgia, she agreed with me that special jobs require special costumes. She pulled out a pad and immediately started sketching a few costume ideas. Judging from the pictures, she agreed with me that I should find something to show off my legs. ^o^ I'll have to see if at some point she's willing to help me design a few costumes for Yuuta. ^_^ She's shown me a few pictures from her scrapbooks and some of those costumes are absolutely adorable. ^_^ I'd love to see Yuuta in quite a few of them, or at least see him in them long enough for me to get his picture before I help him take them off....^_^

I think after my fitting I will have to pay a visit to St. Rudolph's. I really wish Yuuta would listen to me and transfer back to Seishun Gakuen, but he is as stubborn as ever. I'll have to find a way for us to go to the same high school. Perhaps we can even be room mates. ^_________^

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[01 May 2003|12:34pm]
Today I decided to go to Mandarake before my fitting to do a little shopping. It`s amazing how much money Americans will pay on eBay for smutty yaoi doujinshi when I can find them for 200 yen. I think I`m going to have to ask Yuuta out on another date and take him away for a nice week end with the profits from this latest investment. Really, this is so much easier than working at ahost club like Sengoku and so much less degrading. ^o^ I`ll have to make sure to get advance admission for Haru Comic City.

I`m rather looking forward to my new costume as it will make me feel like an official member of Borgia. I`ll have to see if I can find something that will show off my legs...
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Strawberry ice cream at Tokyo Tower [24 Apr 2003|08:55am]
To aid *laughs* in the battle for love and justice, I've decided to start a LiveJournal to share my thoughts.

Yesterday was a most amusing day. While at Tokyo Tower on business, I had the pleasure of running into Yuuta. ^_^ He was there with the rest of St. Rudolph's, but once I made my presence known, they departed. The expression on Mizuki's face was priceless. I don't think he will ever come to terms with the fact that Yuuta and I are romantically involved, so very sad really. Perhaps next time I see him, I will mention he ought to look for another boyfriend, as I do not believe in sharing mine. Yuuta seemed rather embarrassed but didn't say no when I offered to buy him a strawberry ice cream. By this time, the business dispute I had been engaged in before Yuuta's arrival had concluded so we had the cafe to ourselves. (I had no idea Tezuka felt *THAT* strongly, I had just thought he was trying to get into Ryoma's pants. ^o^ It's probably a good thing we've only a few more months of going to school together as I expect things to be awkward now.) Having already eaten, I only bought Yuuta an ice cream and enjoyed watching him eat it immensely. He's so hard for me to resist.

When he finished his ice cream, it was getting dark and I debated whether to ask Yuuta home or to go back to St. Rudolph's with him. Finally, I decided to walk him back to his dorm room as Yuuta has a harder time waking up in the morning than I. Once we were together in the privacy of his room, Yuuta was far more enthusiastic about seeing me. It was a most enjoyable evening for the both of us. ^_^

Someday Yuuta, you won't have to be ashamed by what we feel for each other, Aniki is determined. Judging by what I've seen of AID so far, I have little concern of them. Hopefully, they will prove worthy enough to amuse me as tennis just hasn't been giving me the same thrill lately.
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