| 2:04 am |
Time is the fire in which we burn Life continues to be full of beauty, beautiful friends and fantastic days. Aaah it's been so great.
I am truly blessed and very lucky. But I also would like to think I have something to do with it. Surround yourself with good people, good karma, do onto others as you want done to you and...
No time for people & situations that suck. Life is too short :)
Don't forget to enjoy today and not wait for tomorrow or until this or that has changed.
Current Mood: happy Current Music: Friend's MySpace |
| 11:26 pm |
Father's day Feeling much better now. I was pretty down for a couple of days. I called his number on Sunday, and left a voicemail. It really sucked.
Then I tried to think about what an amazing dad, judge and person he was and how he has influenced and shaped who I am in every way. It is still so weird not to have him there. He was such a rock, ready to give up anything, everything, his left arm or his life for my needs. Most parents might be willing to die for their kid, but to know and be constantly reminded that you mean so much to someone that their entire being revolves around you is a pretty powerful stuff. And then to have that person be respected by two entire cities of millions, well no wonder I am so confident. I really do owe him everything. My honesty, morals, caring, sweetness, lovingness, selflessness for those I love, strength, passion for life and everything in it, being open minded, having seen much of the world, being sure of myself, my success, IQ, reasoning, loyalty, humility (though clearly some of that has been eroded while away from him), fairness and appreciation for all that is good and just.
Thank you farther. For everything. I love you so much. It breaks my heart that you are not alive any more. Rest in peace. |
| 1:01 pm |
So perish all would true love part, that love may still be lord of all.
Blithely they saw the rising sun when he shone fair on Carlisle wall; But they were sad ere day was done, though love was still the lord of all. Now all ye lovers that faithful prove, pray for their souls who died for love, For Love shall still be lord of all. --Sir Walter Scott |