Current mood:	calm
Current music:	Metric - Raw Sugar

I'm back.

Livejournal seems different now, new layout, more options. I've probably lost my entire contact list due to inactivity, but eventually I'll build it back up.

Things are different now. I live on my own, in my own place, I finally moved out of that hell hole in New West. My new place is beautiful with chocolate brown hardwood floors and a gas stove from the 1930s when the house was built (it's a basment suite). I no longer work at UrbanFlorist.com, I finally got myself out of that stress inducing employee abusive customer scamming hell hole. I now work at for RipTown.com Media, otherwise known as brand name BoDog.com. I'm 21 now, and it's scary that I'm older. In the past year I've fallen in love with SpongeBob Square Pants, discovered Japanese pop music, drank a whole lot of wine, bought my very own computer for the first time, become a borderline tech geek, gained and lost several friends, found a genuine friend in my little sister, opened a gmail account (j.montroy@gmail.com), become a webcam live chat model (yes, say what you want, it pays well), smoked a lot of pot, watched my older sister create the perfect life (got a great perfect paying 'career' job, bought a new car, got engaged to a long time boyfriend my parents love), I've had a pregnancy terminated, I've gone on two road trips with great friends (Whistler and Seattle), I've stuck it to the man, learned that sex is just sex sometimes, learned that nothing is worth being treated poorly and feeling like shit on a consistant basis (not even a great paying job with a lot of responsibility!), I've gotten my learners liscence, but I've never gone for a drive, dyed my hair hot pink and black and then back to normal, cut my hair shorter than it has ever been, finally paid off all of my Visa debt, and realised that at the end of the day a large part of me is still the insecure yet overly confident socially akward always wanting never deserving struggling 16 year old.

This feels compfortable.

I'm glad to be back.