Esco's Blog - un-fun times interrupted by a general epiphany

Esco's Blog - un-fun times interrupted by a general epiphany

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un-fun times interrupted by a general epiphany

[Mar. 10th, 2005|11:57 am]

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Attn: Job hunting IS the suck.

Right now I dream for an idyllic existence of old- living with a friend in Berkeley, making ends meet, soaking up the culture every day, training vigorously with a genuine sense of fun, not having much but loving the day to day life. Good company and good times.

BUT NAY. Now is not the time for peace or love, it's time for pain and struggle. Moreso than usual. Time for trials! Trials and tribble-ations! Time for some of that lovely "growing up"- whether I like it or not. *Kicks and flails instinctively in face of impending behavioral change*

Don't you hate it when you have to break a routine? One you've just comfortably situated yourself in for a long period of time? A routine you've painstakingly crafted and tailored to suit your needs? One that has suited you and your actions quite comfortably and help express to the world your passions and infractions? And suddenly circumstances pull and swell until you've no choice but to disrupt that cozy wavelength-

THAT'S RIGHT. I'M BECOMING A MALE STRIPPER.

Oh that's just not true. Very odd mood I'm in right now, that transitional period between normal bread and toast that only an alto saxophone and Afro-Cuban congas can dunk a man in. Did that sentence make sense? Fuck I'm not checking.

Although things are pretty fuckin' bad right now, and there's no guarantee that things will get better and just continue to get worse, I'm not letting it get me down. Sometimes, despite your best efforts, things just get out of hand and you can't fix it as immediately or conveniently as you'd like. Hope and act for the best and ride that wave- then improvise. BREAK DOWN! DUN DUN! DUN DA DA DA DUN! WHOO! I like that. Turn around, here we go.

Ever find out somebody you had a completely different impression of turned out to be obscenely hot? Ain't that a fucking kick in the head? Swear, sometimes I just wish to inherit a fortune so I can blow it on buying everyone flexible shower heads. Good times for all, yes.

I'M NOT DEAD. ROCK!

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