Life is lived forwards...

11:48AM

"Think about how stupid the average person is. Now, realise that half of them are dumber than that."

RIP Mr Carlin.

1:14PM - Who owns you Americans?

1:05AM - Is it really falling?

People are fucking stupid. And wayyyyyyyyyyy to self involved. STOP BEING SO narcissistic. I really don't know what else to say.
happy holidays ya'll.

Current mood: shocked

9:47AM - Yip yips meet the telephone

9:34AM - Classic Sesame Street - Yip Yip aliens discover a radio

11:15AM - redrum

 Orlando Bloom is gross.

Current mood: bored

12:42PM - Anyone home?

 Alrighty, I'll start my little rant off on a positive note. Last night, Chuck and I went to see Halloween and it was done pretty well. I'm not much for horror movies, but one every once in a while is ok.
Aside from that, I'm seeing a trend that I guess I never really paid much attention to before. What the fuck are parents thinking taking their YOUNG children to see movies such as these? Last night, I seen so many kids that had to at least be under ten, with their parents to see Halloween. I  mean, besides the T&A, sex, and skull fucking dialogue-you had some pretty disturbing violence. Why in the hell would you take a 5 year old to see this???  I seen a mother with a little boy who couldn't have been over four.Sure, I guess some parents are very preoccupied with the notion of being the "cool" parent and maybe a "bonding" experience to see a movie with your child that you seen as a child, but, seriously-something register's as  majorly lacking in the mind function of these parents. I've seen parents take their very young children-even infants-to see the last exorcist, The Omen, Grudge, and what have you. Chuck even seen a father take his six or so daughter to see Superbad recently.
So,....it is technically child abuse to have your child not only purposefully-but accidentally-witness sexual acts and be in constant presence of extremely vulgar dialogue-...but it's A_O_K to take them to be entertained by this in a theatre or at home. WTF? Can anyone explain the rationality of this to me, cause I just don't get it. This shit makes me livid.

Current mood: irate

3:09PM - open eyes

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

If you have about two hours to spare at some point in your day, please, click the above link.

8:52AM - My Heart and Joy

Today is my little girls' 5th birthday!!!!
Happy Birthday Elysia!!!!

Current mood: excited

2:35PM - It's somebody's birthday!!!

Happy Birthday Charles!!!
I love you more than I could ever begin to say<3

5:36PM

I watched a video in my human development class on Alzheimer's disease. It was of a couple, with the wife already being diagnosed for six years. The video kept up with them to show the progression of the disease until she died on her thirteenth year of diagnoses.
Heartwrenching to say the least.

Current mood: tired

1:09PM - Fuck veggie tales!

On our trip to school this morning, my daughter recited pretty damned near ALL of the words to Jefferson Airplanes'-WhiteRabbit as we listened to it.

*******glee********

Current mood: crazy

2:51PM - Kathleen Hannah Spoken Word

5:02PM - Merry Christmas!!!

So far, this is an amazing day! Our girls woke up at about 8 a.m. and went nuts with the presents...Then it was time for Chuck and I to open what we got for each other...of course what I got for him pailed in comparison to what he had gotten me. First, he gave me a piece of antique looking paper which had promises he was making to me. I was happy with just recieving that, but when I went to turn around he held out a ring and asked me to marry him!!!
This is indeed the best Christmas ever. 
I love you Charles forever and always.

Current mood: giddy

4:04PM - Combichrist - This S*** will F*** you up

"Combichrist - This S*** will F*** you up" on Google Video
I thought you might like this Chuck....in case you're bored shitless at work :)

4:06PM - I guess someone had something against 69 q's.

1. What’s your middle name?
Marie

2. How big is your bed?
King

3. What are you listening to right now?
a drill

4. What are the last 4 digits in your cell phone number?
6330

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Honey Bunches of Oats

6. Last person you hugged?
Elysia

7. How is the weather right now?
nice for someone who has a fucked up body temp.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mother

9. What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?
depends on the day. Usually it's how the person holds themself.

10. Favorite type of Food?
mexican or italian.

11. Do you want children?
yup, two.

12. Do you drink?
wish i could more.

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
The first night i ever consumed alchohol.

14. Hair color?
black/superdark brown

15. Eye color?
A weird hazel/brown

16. Do you wear contacts/glasses?
uh huh.

17. Favorite holidays?
halloween.that's it.

18. Favorite Season?
Autumn

19. Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
sure.

20. Last Movie you watched?
Sleeping Beauty

21. What books are you reading?
various textbooks.

22. Piercings?
12. more to come.

23. Favorite Movie?:
Equilibrium.

24. Favorite college football Team?
fuck football

25. What were you doing before filling this out?
math homework

26. Any pets?
2 cats

27. Dogs or cats?
both are great.

28. Favorite Flower?
the wishes

29. Have you ever loved someone?
Yes I do.

30. Who would you like to see right now?
Elysia,Sabra, and Chuck.

31. Have you ever fired a gun?
nope.Had a dream last night I did.

32. Do you like to travel by plane?
It was neat that one time.

33. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right, but my left is pretty fun too.

34. If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
my bed.

35. Are you missing someone?
I'm always missing someone.

36. Do you have a tattoo?
Yes, a coverup and I'm still not happy.

37. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
against my will, yes.

38. Are you hiding something from someone?
Isn't everyone?

39. Are you 18?
Havent been for a while

40. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
wallpaper for my phone?

41. Did you get enough sleep last night?
It doesn't feel like it.

42. First thing you thought about this morning?
My head hurts.

43. What do you have handy at your bedside?
lots of stuff.

44. Grilled or fried?
grilled

45. What makes you unique?
I don't know.

46. Are you afraid of the dark?
sometimes

47. Favorite hangout?
where ever. I miss hanging out at the buzz tho.

48. 4 things you can’t live without:
water,air,sleep,light

49.What’s your favorite song:
yeah, picking just one is impossible. I really really like that new song by muse.

50. What are you afraid of?
people

51. Are you a giver or a taker?
it alternates b/n the two.

52. What are your nicknames?
jen?

53. What is your Dad’s middle name?
Wayne. I'm sensing a theme here.

54. What is your mother's middle name?
Lee

55. Stuck on a deserted island and you can take one thing?
cereal

56. Favorite TV. Commercial?
what?

57. Who’s your cell phone provider?
satan

58. First thing you'll save in a fire?
whoever i get to first.

59. Whats your favorite color?
red

60. What are the things you always take with you?
phone,keys,wallet

61. What did you wanna be when you were a kid?
a rock star

62. What do you do when the clock turns 11:11?
make a wish

63. The color of your bed sheets?
green

64. What do you think about right before you go to bed?
did i set the alarm clock

65. What is one thing you wish you had, that you don't?
Sabra.

Current mood: calm

7:13PM - lalalalala

Your Life Path Number is 6

Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.

Current mood: crazy

9:09AM - funfunfun stuff

My first time ever seeing Voltaire was last night and I wasn't let down in the slightest!What a great time!!!It was so cool how he just hung out with the crowd until he performed...Someone said he was a snob, but I highly disagree. The crowd was great as well.. a LOT of new and old faces. Thank you so much to everyone who put in so much effort into making this night happen!

Current mood: awake

5:59PM - Yay for progress.

Welp, the gayness formerly known as "my tattoo" has gone through stage one of being transformed!I have another session to go before it's done.....I can't believe I got one of the most retarded tattoos on my body so quickly(two days after my 18th b-day) and waited sooooo long(7years) to have something much better mask it. Anyways, for the next few weeks I have to walk around with this incomplete art and you can still make out the old tattoo, but oh well, it's worth it.

Current mood: mischievous

2:32PM - Happy Day Happy Day!!!

Today is my little girls' fourth birthday. Wow!
Time truly does fly.

Happy Birthday Elysia!!!

Current mood: happy