| A ramble of love - everything on my mind currently |
[Aug. 15th, 2008|06:09 pm] |
NOTE: I will warn you, this is going to be a bit of a long ramble of love, I have a lot on my mind and I thought, if I wrote it all down into words that maybe I would be able to think more about things to talk with Stuart rather than love all day long, no doubt, that I will later tonight or tomorrow... but I hope that I won't be ranting as much as I am now.
Recently, when talking to Stuart online since we stopped playing Guild Wars as often as we used too, I am talking a lot more about love and also being a lot more quiet than usual with him online. It gets sort of hard when I want to talk to him about something, but I usually get concerned that I will upset him or make him angry, even bored if I talk about something he isn't interested in. So usually, I repeat the phrases 'ilove you' and 'i am sorry' over and over. Hell, I don't know how many times I have used them in ONE sentence, I guess it is getting a bit crazy now.
A lot of things crop up into my mind, the way I treated him before we were together, what will happen in the future, hell even what will happen the next time I see him, but for once, I wish that I could start a long conversation with him online as well as offline. I mean, I CAN talk about things.. I just melt.. well I don't know how I can explain it, I just want to talk about love and think about him..
I really really wish I could try harder. It isn't that I am not trying, but eventually, when I run out of things to say, I just talk about that.
I am going to get better soon, but I think the only thing that will help, will be seeing him longer than 2 days a week when we go back to college.
*sighs* rant over, I really hope that will help my mind and that I can discuss something OTHER with stuart.. but I don't think I will. |
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| Back to College/Part Time Uni? ^_^ Love you stu |
[Aug. 5th, 2008|10:39 am] |
Back to College
I will be back to college on the 2nd of September, so I am just trying to enjoy the last few weeks of spending time with my beloved stuart before we start back. I hope that we can see each other on the same days/at lunch and breaks etc.
I cannot wait to go back ^___^.
Part time uni
I have been rechecking Strathclyde's site for the date of the new japanese course, so I can phone them for a leaflet *if they don't send it to me straight away* so I can have everything sent away for that also.
Once I have and sent the money away, I'll be busy in october ^___^
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Love you stu
I have really enjoyed the past weeks with Stuart and the amount of time we have spent together, whether being 2 days or 3, I feel that we have been able to express our love a lot more and well become more open as a couple. As well as freak out the rest of the universe XD.
I cannot wait to see him on thursday, and with tomorrow being our 10 month anniversary, I hope we do something good, but I haven't even thought what we will do for our 1 year anni yet!
I hope we can talk about that soon. |
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| What Donna did today (mini version!) |
[Jul. 28th, 2008|08:03 pm] |
Today I went out with my darling Stuart (and I will see him again on thursday).
Today was another hot day, but we both sort of relaxed on his bed, with me with my head against his chest watching him play FF4 DS <3.
We also watching a bit of fawlty towers and he showed me the pc version of portal plus his new download, garry's mod.
afterward, we went for a walk around town after and very hot train ride to the city centre and we ended up taking the subway to the train station to get juice before i left stuart to get his train home.
<3<3 happy |
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Two quizzes stolen from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) lunapitty and love |
[Jul. 21st, 2008|08:38 pm] |
( Quizzes for the quizziful? Taken from lunapitty )
Stu
I would like to take a moment of my blogging time, to say how much I love my stu <3! *giggle* I have been talking about how much I love him all day and well, I just wanted to say it more here...
I LOVE YOU STU <3<3<3 ^_^ |
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| Guess the Songs!, Guild Wars and Cinema Trip tomorrow |
[Jul. 16th, 2008|04:11 pm] |
Guess the Songs ^__^
( Guess the Songs (behind this cut) )
Guild Wars
In guild wars, I have begun to vanquish areas with my beloved stuart, and we have been trying really hard to gain more skills for doing some of the harder parts of the game, a few of them which we have tried and have got so far in and then had to give up due to lack of time.
I am really proud of what we have done in game <3
Cinema Trip
Tomorrow I am going with stuart to the cinema, on our first date in a while <3. We are going to go see 'The Forbidden Kingdom'. I am gonig to really enjoy it, since it will be very special of us.. also I will probably cuddle and share a bucket of a popcorn ^___^ I cannot wait. So I won't be on until laterish tomorrow.. |
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| Guild Wars, Contact and love? |
[Jul. 12th, 2008|09:05 am] |
Guild Wars and Contact
Lately I have been playing Guild Wars (with stu <3<3), and since a majority of you don't know that, I thought I'd stress it out here.
If my MSN is on busy, I am in Guild Wars (if it isn't on busy, I am either out of game or the 'turn to busy when in a full screen game' isn't functioning properly XD)
Please, if you need to say something to me, and my msn is on busy, either email me on an email address or pm me here or on any forums you know me on.
If anyone has xfire, you can add me on there and see when I am in game or not to make contacting me easier XD... you'll probably find my xfire username/miniprofile in my journal somewhere, but I will repost the miniprofile at the bottom of this journal in a moment.
Love
I've been having lots of fun this summer, since so far, as I said above, I have been mostly playing guild wars with stuart.. <3
but when i am not playing, I am at stuart's house on a thursday and this thursday coming, we are going to the cinema ^_________^ I cannot wait for that.. it's going to be a lot of fun.
I love my stu very much so and to get to spend time with him irl or online in game and having fun, it makes me very very happy and we both enjoy our time together, though I think we both wish that we could be together irl more often v.v.. but one day ^-^... <3<3
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| Food and Stu? ^___^ |
[Jul. 1st, 2008|04:54 pm] |
Recently, I have been thinking about things and most of them are relating to being with my stu for ever and ever and.. ever? *giggle* you get the general idea!
I have been trying to think of things to do to show that I love him ever ever much, and I want to learn to make food that stuart likes.. maybe find some ideas online and make stuart something freshly made with ingredients and love.
*giggle* So, watch out LJ fans, for soon you will see me posting links of food ideas and maybe my own suggestions? videos on how to make them etc etc.. all because...
I LOVE YOU STUART <3
^___^ let's hope I get the food JUST right for him ne? |
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| Life and Link Updates |
[Jun. 1st, 2008|09:35 am] |
-- Life --
As you may have noticed, I haven't posted very much on LiveJournal. Mainly because I have been busy at college, and I am just taking this time as a chance to update you on my life, before I disappear again. I should make another post next week or the week after and then I will be officially back at LJ posting awaaay.
College so far has been going very well, however, I am there for a extra week rather than on my holiday next week to finish off this Touch Screen Flash Project. I also have a small amount of work to hand in to other lecturers, but that flash is the one that takes the longest compared to the first block flash project which I haven't got much left to do in.
After that, holiday @__@. I deserve a break after all this hard work.
I'll be spending all my holiday with my boo <3<3 I love my stuart very very very muchies. He has been working very hard in college and I am so proud of him <3
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-- Links! --
http://guildwars.wikia.com/wiki/Main_Page
http://www.pvxwiki.com/wiki/Main_Page
http://www.guildwarsguru.com/forum/
http://wiki.guildwars.com/wiki/Main_Page
http://guildwars.gameamp.com/
http://wiki.guildwars2.com/wiki/Main_Page |
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| Summer Schedule |
[May. 7th, 2008|10:01 pm] |
-- SUMMER PLANS 2008 --
May 16th - Stu Finishes College
May 30th - I Finish College
Thursdays - Going out every Thursday *random thing happen here*
Thursday June 5th - Dinner date with stuart (decide on restaraunt)
Friday June 6th - Anniversary of getting together (8th month)
July 6th - Anniversary (9th month)
August 6th - Anniversary (10th month)
August - start back college
September 6th - Anniversary (11th month)
October 6th - 1 year anniversary
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Restaraunt Ideas:
La Tasca (maybe but maybe not)
Oko, Wagamama and Ichiban (No Nos due to food amount) |
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| Guild Wars: Elite Skills and Fanfic Ideas |
[May. 2nd, 2008|10:23 am] |
PVE Characters
Megami Ichigono's Elite Skills
Core
Elementalist
Elemental Attunement
Lightening Surge
Mesmer
Crippling Anguish
Monk
Word of Healing
Prophecies
Elementalist
Ether Renewal
Glyph of Renewal
Monk
Unyielding Aura
Factions
Elementalist
Shatterstone
Shockwave
Warrior
Dragon Slash
Nightfall
Elementalist
Searing Flames
Monk
Glimmer of Light
Necromancer
Jagged Bones
Paragon
Song of Restoration
TOTAL (Includes core skills)
Tyria - 7/90
Cantha - 7/120
Elona - 8/141 (as of 07/08/08 140, lightbringer sig no longer elite)
Michelle Makino's Elite Skills
Core
Prophecies
Factions
Nightfall
India Masuki's Elite Skills
Core
Prophecies
Factions
Nightfall
Makino Healer's Elite Skills
Core
Prophecies
Factions
Nightfall
Asuka Miyuko's Elite Skills
Core
Prophecies
Factions
Nightfall
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Guild Wars Fanfic Ideas
( Spoilers Behind the cut for Nightfall storyline ) |
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| Guild Wars Characters: Full Details |
[Apr. 2nd, 2008|07:58 pm] |
----- Basic Info -----
4/4 Games:
Prophecies
Factions
Nightfall
Eye of The North
6/8 characters:
1 - Megami Ichigono Lvl 20 (Elementalist/Mesmer) PVE *Prophecies*
2 - India Masuki Lvl 5 (Dervish/Ranger) PVE *Nightfall*
3 - Michelle Makino Lvl 2 (Necromancer) PVE *Factions*
4 - Makino Healer Lvl 2 (Monk/Ranger) PVE *Prophecies*
5 - Megami Pvp Lvl 20 (Warrior/Monk) PVP *Prophecies*
6 - Asuka Miyuko Lvl 5 (Paragon/Warrior) PVE *Nightfall*
7 -
8 -
Play with: Stu The Adventurer ALWAYS (and his other 3 characters)
Guild: Guardians of Divinity [GoD]
----- Professions -----
Warrior - 2 (p/w, w/m)
Ranger - 2 (d/r, m/r)
Monk - 2 (m/r, w/m)
Necromancer - 1
Mesmer - 1 (El/Me)
Elementalist - 1 (El/mE)
Assassin
Ritualist
Paragon - 1 (p/w)
Dervish - 1 (d/r)
----- NOTES -----
Megami Ichigono - Notes
None ATM
Michelle Makino - Notes
Not decided on secondary profession. deciding between monk and ritualist
India Masuki - Notes
None ATM
Makino Healer - Notes
Makino is currently only a Monk, I haven't done the secondary profession quests with her yet.
Megami Pvp - Notes
My first PVP character.
Asuka Miyuko - Notes
Needs to decide on secondary
----- Skills List -----
Megami Ichigono - Skills
1) Flare
2) Aura of Restoration
3) Firestorm
4) Lava Font
5) Conjure Phantasm
6) Imagined Burden
7) Ether Feast
8) Resurrection Signet
NEW SKILLS as of 5th April 2008
1) Ice Spear
2) Ice Spikes
3) Shard Storm
4) Frozen Burst
5) Water Attunement
6) Energy Tap
7) Ether Feast
8) Resurrection Signet
NEW SKILLS as of 7th April 2008
1) Ice Spear
2) Ice Spikes
3) Shard Storm
4) Frozen Burst
5) Water Attunement
6) Energy Tap
7) Ether Feast
8) Signet of Capture *caught Flame Burst, which replaced signet of capture*
NEW SKILLS as of 13/04/08 (Different Order though)
1) Ice Spear
2) Ice Spikes
3) Shard Storm
4) Frozen Burst
5) Water Attunement
6) Energy Tap
7) Ether Feast
8) Signet of Capture *caught Ether Renewal [Elite], which replaced signet of capture*
NEW SKILLS as of 13/04/08 (Mission)
1) Water Attunement
2) Steam
3) Flame Burst
4) Fire Storm
5) Meteor Shower
6) Cry of Frustration
7) Backfire
8) Blackout
NEW SKILLS as of 14/04/08
1) Fire Attunement
2) Meteor Shower
3) Flame Burst
4) Inferno
5) Incendiary bonds
6) Fireball (replaced with Maelstrom)
7) Steam
8) Cry of Frustration
NEW SKILLS as of 16/04/08
1) Elemental Attunement [Elite]
2) Meteor Shower
3) Flame Burst
4) Inferno
5) Incendiary bonds
6) Maelstrom
7) Steam
8) Glyph of Restoration
NEW SKILLS as of 28/04/08 (Mission)
1) Elemental Attunement [Elite] (switched to Water Attunement)
2) Maelstrom
3) Ice Spikes
4) Shard Storm
5) Frozen Burst
6) Deep Freeze
7) Armour of Mist
8) Glyph of Elemental Power
NEW SKILLS (back to fire) as of 30/04/08
1) Elemental Attunement [Elite]
2) Meteor Shower
3) Flame Burst
4) Inferno
5) Incendiary bonds
6) Maelstrom
7) Steam
8) Glyph of Restoration
Michelle Makino - Skills
1) Deadly Swarm
2) Vampiric Gaze
3) Resurrection Signet
4) Life Siphon
5)
6)
7)
8)
India Masuki - Skills
1) Vital Boon
2) Heart of Holy Flame
3) Chilling Victory
4) Crippling Sweep
5) Pious Assault
6) Whirling Change
7) Grenth's Fingers
8) Resurrection Signet
Makino Healer - Skills
1) Healing Breeze
2) Banish
3) Resurrection Signet
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
Megami Pvp Skills
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
Asuka Miyuko Skills
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
----- Possible Characters for Empty Slots -----
possible Rt/A Factions (PVE)
possible ?/? ? (PVP) |
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| Please learn.. thank you [A rant.. about japanese] |
[Mar. 28th, 2008|01:17 pm] |
Alright.. I will start this rant by saying that I passed my Japanese 1 course on the 17th March 2008 and have been self teaching myself Japanese since about.. 12 maybe later than that.
I used to do what a lot of japanese anime/jdorama fans do on youtube these days, you know, use japanese language in their comments for no real reason because it is 'cool' and they know about two words.. 'kawaii' and 'baka'. Now, I have NOTHING against learning japanese and showing your knowledge.. but we don't need to see it all over the net especially if that is all you know.
If you are interested in Japanese, take a course or self teach yourself, learn more words and how to say the words and use them properly. Maybe learn katakana and hiragana, then push yourself to learn Kanji.
But please.. use it ONLY when it needs to be used. This isn't a rant at ANYONE on LJ at all.. I am just a little annoyed at youtube members due to something stuart showed me...
I am trying my best to stop using Japanese via type and speech irl unless I need to (for my course.. or talking to japanese people.. etc etc) but I still do it because I don't want to forget what I have learnt.. I find if you don't use it all the time, you tend to forget it.
So.. to end this rant.. please remember, the internet is your friend ^_^ and that you can learn things from it... |
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| College Holidays + Birthday Stuff |
[Mar. 21st, 2008|05:25 pm] |
My Holidays
Friday March 21st March (day off anyway) till monday 24th March
7th april - 13th april??
birthday stuff
Not sure what is happening birthday wise yet.. but if you look at my wishlist.. you will know what I would like.. however.. whatever I get I will appreciate..
if the college strikes don't stop by then, I have.. no clues ;-;.. what to do..
but.. 20 .. god..
XD i ish getting older... slowly...
very very slowly.... |
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| Online TCG: Endless |
[Mar. 14th, 2008|06:20 pm] |
Name: Donna
Level: Shiva (Prejoin)
Cards: 57
Coupons: 8 (choice x4, random x4)
LP: 1x 5LP 4x 1LP 1x 10LP
Worth:
TOTAL 64
alright09 - 1
ancient13 - 1
clash10 - 1
diamond03 - 2
lament01 - 1
[griever05 - 1] TRADED POINT DOESN'T COUNT
musicbox08 - 2
pa08 - 1
pilgrimage01 - 1
pilgrimage10 - 1
pilgrimage11 - 1
pilgrimage13 - 1
water02 - 1
spheres03 - 1
alright14 - 1
clash12 - 1
rebels05 - 1
gullwings12 - 1
pilgrimage07 - 1
restoring05 - 1
momentum11 - 1
eruyt03 - 1
onewinged12 - 1
smile03 - 1
strength03 - 1
support06 - 1
trance01 - 1
event01 - 2
event04 - 2
[member card - 1] traded one, replaced with another
angelwing04 - 1
water09 - 1
alexandria07 - 1
trance15 - 1
soldier04 - 1
sharpshooter03 - 1
songstress13 - 1
breathing01 - 1
event05 - 2
dolls10 - 1
loveless13 - 1
machina15 - 1
vegnagun7 - 1
puppy14 - 1
resurrection11 - 1
narcissist15 - 1
baron04 - 1
vegnagun1 - 1
spheres11 - 1
praetor05 - 1
trance11 - 1
ancient06 - 1
soldier02 - 1
dragon01 - 1
event02 - 2
aria08 - 1
fatalis01 - 1
pilgrimage04 - 1
member card - 1
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Link Button:
Level Badge:
Previous Level Badges:
License Board:
Collecting: pilgrimage (6/15)
Starter Deck (12/13)
           
BONUS
LP
 x1 (1 removed for shiva tile)
 x4
 x1
Coupon
 x4
 x4
Collections (NOT DOUBLES.. same cards listed under collections)
* = starter
^ = won in games/treasure chests
& = freebies
-- Alright --
-- Alexandria --
-- Ancient --
-- Angelwing --
-- Aria --
-- Baron --
-- Breathing --
-- Clash --
-- Diamond --
-- Dolls --
-- Dragon --
-- Eruyt --
-- Fatalis --
-- Griever --
-- Gullwings --
-- Lament --
-- Loveless --
-- Machina --
-- Momentum --
-- Musicbox --
-- Narcissist --
-- One Winged --
-- PA --
-- Pilgrimage --
-- Praetor --
-- Puppy --
-- Rebels --
-- Restoring --
-- Resurrection --
-- Sharpshooter --
-- Smile --
-- Soldier --
-- Songstress --
-- Spheres --
-- Strength --
-- Support --
-- Trance --
-- Water --
-- Vegnagun --
Won in Games (21/?)
-- Hangman --
-- Treasure Chest --
  
-- Summon Mix Up --
  
-- Palom's Game --
-- Moomba's Mark --
-- Mission Start --
-- Chocobo Seek and Hide --
  
Event Cards
   
Member Cards
 
Trades
New Deck Pickups
               
Level Pickups (4/?)
   
Birthday Pickups (5/?)
    
Trading Log
14/03/08 - Joined Endless. Got starter deck (alright09, ancient13, clash10, diamond03, lament01, griever05, musicbox08, pa08, pilgrimage01, pilgrimage10, pilgrimage11, pilgrimage13, water02. lp5, choice x2 and random x2)
14/03/08 - level up to Ifirt, got sphere03 as a bonus, updated license board with ifirt square
16/03/08 - Played Hangman, won alright14, picked up treasures from chest (clash12, rebels05, gullwings12 + 1lp x2). Played summon mix up won pilgrimage07.
21/03/08 - Played Palom's Game, won restoring05.
23/03/08 - Played summon mix up, won momentum11
26/03/08 - Played summon mix up, won eryut03. [Not Uploaded yet] - Picked up 5 cards from the new decks (onewinged12, smile03, strength03, support06, and trance01) and event cards (grand opening and prejoin). Also picked up member card
27/03/08 - Played Moomba's Mark, won angelwing04 and 1lp.
28/03/08 - Game: Mission Start. found one of the hidden links, won water09 and llp
28/03/08 - Game: chocobo seek and find. won alexandria07, trance15 and soldier04.
07/04/08 - [Not Uploaded] picking up event card, songstress13, breathing01 and sharpshooter03. I may not get them updated tonight../tomorrow though
02/05/08 - [Not Uploaded] picked up dolls10, loveless13 and machina15 from april 17th update. picked up vegnagun7, puppy14 and resurrection11 from 22nd april update.
03/05/08 - [uploading] forgot to buy the license tile before levelling up. 5lp to license tile. added my birthday cards (10lp, 1 choice, praetor05, trance11, ancient06, soldier02 and dragon01) and levelling up gifts (5lp, 1 choice, 2 random, narcissist15, baron04, vegnagun01, spheres11 and shiva license tile). Editing license board to add new tile, added new level up badge, adding event 02.
07/05/08 - picked up fatalis01 and aria08
07/08/08 - traded griever05 and member card for pilgrimage04 and member card [uploading, removing cards soon] |
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| Donna's List of stuff |
[Mar. 14th, 2008|02:35 pm] |
-- March --
Saturday (16th) - JB signing/stu's house? currently on hold. I am not sure what is happening
Saturday (29th) - Noel Clarke at FP
-- Later --
September - Auchinawa
August(?) - Collectormania Glasgow
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these are subject to change.. because of money/weather.. and stuart's decision .. <3 |
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| Online TCG: Trading Academy |
[Mar. 14th, 2008|01:18 pm] |
Name: Donna
Level: Freshman
Cards: 21
Coupons: 9
Worth:
TOTAL 21
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Link Button:
Level Badge:
Collecting: sailormoon 'Crystal' (1/20)
Starter Deck (5/7)
    
+ 2 extras *coupons* (not chosen ;_;) -
Collections (NOT DOUBLES.. same cards listed under collections)
* = starter
^ = won in games/treasure chests
& = freebies
-- Across --
-- Atlantis --
-- Books --
-- Brigade --
-- Chaos --
-- Craymel --
-- Crystal --
-- Devil --
-- Exorcist --
-- Evolution --
-- Hamham --
-- Heartless --
-- Homunculus --
-- Jigoku --
-- Model --
-- Norse --
-- Poison --
-- Release --
-- Rondo --
-- Spirits --
-- White --
Won In Games (14/??)
Lottery Wins:
 
Card Scramble Wins:
 
+ b grade/coupon
Memory wins:
   
War Wins:
       
Payment Cards for Lottery
iroha09 *removed image case I get shouted at*
Birthday Gifts
    
Trading Log
14/03/08 - Joined Trading Academy. Got starter deck + extras (iroha09, heartless14, books16, model11, norse01, white05 and extra coupons (x2) I've not picked up my extras)
14/03/08 - Game: Lottery. won 2 cards (devil11 and atlantis14) gave iroha09 for lottery
21/03/08 - Game: Card Scramble. won 2 cards (crystal07 and release19) and a B grade.
23/03/08 - Game: Memory. won 2 cards (rondo01 and brigade13)
28/03/08 - Game: War. won 2 cards (craymel13 and spirits06)
28/03/08 - Game: Memory. won 2 cards (hamham16 and chaos17)
07/04/08 - Game: War. won 2 cards (homunculus06 and evolution18).
11/04/08 - Game: War. won 2 cards (exorcist06 and poison12)
12/04/08 - Picked up birthday bonuses (artc, englishc, historyc, musicc, sciencec and extra x2) [not uploaded[
03/05/08 - Game: War. won 2 cards (jigoku10 and across15) |
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| Messengers are NOT love |
[Mar. 13th, 2008|09:50 pm] |
I hate messengers. I restarted MSN, Yahoo, Aim and xfire.. because stuart isn't replying to my messages... I posted to him on here too.. so I hope he is alright ;_;
*sighs softly* be alright my love..
<3 you |
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