09:40 pm - is your garden growing.

this is a good little video how how to help your garden.

Current Mood: giggly

11:41 am - Finally the rock has come back...........to live journal

over a year and two months man what a trip. going back to school watching gilmore girls got a new computer. a dog savannah is doing great.


play this game

11:04 pm

my my my my my it has been 10 months since I have been here. wow how is everyone. hmm in the ten months I have been married, went to jamica, went to vagas went to a class reunion. got my drivers liecence back. have a enitre new side to a family.. makeing good money with a MLM. saw more of my fam in wash then since n 3 years. Life is better then it has ever been selling the restaurant as well. my best friend lives here.

11:10 am - it has been a while

I thought I would brush the dust off of this crapfest LJ and throw some lines down. What has been happening. I am currently living with 2 roommates, becca ad dustie and savannah. it has been a fun time. The most has been though this past week. aaaaand a half. I met the woman I am going to marry, her name is karena. she is very open minded, very very nice , non judgemental. and I feel warm with her. We are getting married in June. I am soo sure about this. I have never felt like I wanted to actually marry anyone before. I am excited. all of my friends are excited. I haven't been able to tell me family yet, except adam. I get the usual snide remarks from adria but that is what I expect. anyways I hope you all can share my enthuseasm

Current Mood: grateful

10:59 pm - want to touch the hiny

emotantraman's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 29% Politically Correct!)

Started : 31st December 2005 09:49:26 PM Ended : 01st January 2006 03:51:57 PM

Alco Money! : $ 313

Guests of Honour

whatinthehell is a melancholy Wiccan. whatinthehell drank 18 Lagers, 1 Tequila.
redpunch is a loathsome Fundementalist Christian who pisses on house plants because the proper water is always just out of reach. redpunch decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
_legally_reese_ is a spiritless Taoist. _legally_reese_ drank 1 Aftershock, 1 Coffee Liqueur.
hostle_apostle is a mean-spirited Muslim. hostle_apostle drank 4 Sherrys, 9 Red Wines.
_alyssa_milano_ is a happy-go-lucky Atheist and a newbie boozer. _alyssa_milano_ drank 4 Vermouths.
dreamer906 is a demented Atheist and usually an abstainer from all things alcoholic who keeps a tally of how many people they've led to suicide on MSN. dreamer906 drank 5 Red Wines.
emotantraman is a happy-go-lucky Muslim. emotantraman drank 14 Vodkas, 2 Aligator Bites, 1 Cider, 2 Everclears, 1 Aligator Bite.
emotantraman is a wobegone Buddhist. emotantraman drank 18 Cognacs.
jbernoski is a bewildered Atheist. jbernoski drank 7 Aftershocks, 1 Stout, 1 Cider, 3 Goldschlagers.

Sick!

Clean up at emotantraman's place! Urgh bejesus man, there's soup pieces in this barfpile! Fucking ell theres 6 of them!

Fights

redpunch was sentenced to 25 years in prison after the brutal murder of whatinthehell at a party hosted by someone known only as emotantraman. whatinthehell was burnt at the stake at emotantraman's home sometime around 03:10:25 PM.

'Look Godchild, I've had enough of your bollocks. It's time to meet your maker!' mumbled _alyssa_milano_ before they began bludgening redpunch to several yards from death with emotantraman's mother's ironing board.'

Lovers

There is a high probability that after last nights ahem....display of affection that jbernoski and dreamer906 will be announcing jbernoski's glorious pregnancy pretty soon.

The Drunkest

whatinthehell was by far the most pissed by the end of the night and even admitted to being
rather partial to the odd Coldplay track.

Random Events

During a somewhat turbulent game of scrabble emotantraman told emotantraman to "Fuck your triple word score, yer daft mongoose bastard!" before pelting them with the plastic letters.

emotantraman broke into emotantraman's fathers car when they were but a nipper, driving it at 100mph down the wrong side of a dual carriageway!

04:28 pm

today is warm

03:06 pm - jager

I woke up 4 days in a row on the floor of the restaurant, amd I do not know how I get there. BIG BIG BIG News I inducted Josh Piva to the Ateam. and he wants me to work at carinos in boise as a waiter. that would be fun. I have been hanging out with edda again. and I am remembering why I liked her. We almost kooked up but ryan pettitt got in the way of that one.

I have to have at least 8 shots of Jagermiester to go to sleep now.

Current Mood: giggly

05:39 pm

last night I met this girl named jeni. she works at intermountain in boise, a doctor. it was the most amazing night I have had in a long long time. since umm july 2, 2002. the other most amazing night of my life. I missed older women. over 21 I mean, we jst hung out all night. I cooke dher food and we listen to outkast, which we both knew the same words to the same songs. I was pretty wasted, most of te night, which is another thing I drank wine and I hate wine. so there we go. no one has ben able to get me to like wine. she came over again today. she worlks at the Idaho rock montain ranch. a co worker of mine I ad to hit because he said damn you did a huge step up from your last girlfriend. That wasn;t very nice. 2 more days till we open and I am loving it I feel rejuvinated, relieved, refreshed. and most imprtant I have found my innerlove again. I am happy once more. I am excied for everything. I wish the best for everyone. I know no one will read this but it is cool I love it and tis webste sucks ass.

Current Mood: quixotic

06:40 pm

this has been great, all of m boys are here and my friends, I forgot what it was like to have friends who actually cared to see you. It has been time consuming. but with all of the neccessary steps, the restaaurant will succeed. When I go back. I have a choice, April,or katie. The Girl from Albertsons is amazing. She is mature and has great morals, I miss that. The weather is finally nice, and people are coming out. Savannah i shere so that has been a plus, she has been happy to be with me again. not scared. I guess everything happens for the better. I must say I am a much better person now. happier, calmer, and I am in focus again. I have my house, bills and everything squared away. first time ever. I miss katie alot. We talk aot on the phone and will come up from time to time. I hope things work out. A lady told me that To make others feel happy, one must be happy. well that explains my past 2 years. I know no one will reply to this. but just keep in note that he old josh is back and ready to rock on. Falltime Boise shall be mine in a huge way. My homeboys and I are invading, Eric, Justin, Ryan Petitt, KC, Katie. EVERYONE.........EVERY...ONE. The city of blinding lights. I shall take a break from here for a little bit. I will keep you all updated if need be. And to whom this may concern. I mean no harm to anyone. I know everyone backed out on me the last two weeks, but it is cool. Gotta be with your friends when in a time of need. I know I wasn;t a friend. but hope all is well for you all.

RedPunch and Sara if you read this I want you all to be in the boise persuation, invasion.
Angelo you as well. I sencegood in we need to hang out. I miss you man.

03:06 am - At the balcony.

We went to the balcony tonight which is pretty cool besides the fact. that abotu 6 guys rubbed my chest with there hand. I hung out with Kate. She is the nicest woman ever,abotu my age. it is nice to know thatg older women know what there doing and are hella cool about everything. anyways I Danced for about 3 hours and then went home. Kate is here and I don't know what to do....word. I don't have a bed but the futon is quite nice, anyways I will be in stanley soon. So excited. A: TO lose contact with everyone I once knew here and B start over when I come Back with KC, Eric, Erinm, adn Justin living here this winter. we will be unstoppable.

On the other note I had a talkwith adria and told her all about my couseling. and there was a way for us to survive, but again there was resent. it seeems that I could completely chang emyslef, but it seems that she resents all of it. which I don't blame her but you know. I let her talk and do the whole I am sorry thing, You know I am not the only bad guy hereand everyone make mistakes. I am willing to do everything it takes to work it out, but no she wants to be with Tracy.

There is nothing wierder than a guy that your ex girlfriend likes digging through your kitchen and getting shit from your coubard. it was fucked up and I wanted to shoot him. Allen Levie and eric want to kick the shit out of him. but well beat him later. we have better things to do like fishing. anyway I am oout

06:44 pm - It is all clear.

I wnet to theropy today, I unloaded everything in my head on her, adria, my life, Savannah, how I am. Why I do the things I do. It feels good that there is a soulution for everything. Everything that we went through. I just have to open up.

08:58 pm

I finally got to meet the girl from albertsons. Wow Incredible I must say. We went bowling. Katie is her name. or as other people would call as Obi Won, Myt friend ericwas helping me with this plan or a while. I would try to find reasons to go to albertsons. on wed- sun nights. I am sorry for the people I know on here, Sometimes we seems to believe that we love someone, but it turns out that it was just a comfort thing. This should have been done like 1 and a half years ago. Now she wouln't even call or anything. ting for her, or she was going to call lastnight, no dice. or when I had to cancel reservations, to that nice restaurant by Java, cause someone was all doped up on Zanax. and didn't even bother to call,

In a day I will be in stanley

05:28 pm

Ignore everything I have posted in the past week. Please!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: relieved

01:43 am

I’m ‘round the corner from anything that’s real
I’m across the road from hope
I’m under a bridge in a rip tide
That’s taken everything I call my own

One step closer to knowing
One step closer to knowing

I’m on an island at a busy intersection
I can’t go forward, I can’t turn back
Can’t see the future
It’s getting away from me
I just watch the tail lights glowing

One step closer to knowing
One step closer to knowing
One step closer to knowing
Knowing, knowing

I’m hanging out to dry
With my old clothes
Finger still red with the prick of an old rose
Well, the heart that hurts
Is a heart that beats
Can you hear the drummer drumming

One step closer to knowing
One step closer to knowing
One step closer to knowing
To knowing, to knowing
To knowing

Current Mood: confused

12:45 am

hello everyone.

12:10 am

b

06:02 pm - ahh stanley

Stanley is a place of fun and adventure. and money,. Rivers, mountains, etc. There is only one draw back here. that is meeting someone and the slip through your fingers. Crazy thing is she is from pocatello, strange. Her name is Cassie. It is funny how times works in mysterious ways, Katie told me that se had slept with someone else and got pregnant. in june. so enough of that. She had to tell me at eric's wedding. I went rock climbing yesterday. with cassie and we were talking about life and such. she mentioned that her cat was names bono. I fell in love immediatly. on another note I saw some one get burned a week ago. we were at a party ( I was with Katie at the time) and a guy named mike fell into the fire pit. It was up by JC's and he sizzled. his hand actually melted to a rock. It remonded me of anikin burniing on episode 3 of star wars. Cassie and I went to the bot box and I have been up for 2 days striaght . she went home today. so I hang my head. She is mormon but that is not a problem.. anyways I have to go work.. see you all later.

03:17 am

everything in life is a big loop. I know what will happen, it is hard to believe anything. I shall relie on music to help me.

02:11 am

Stanley, here I come it will be great. I need a change for a while. Things here are getting dull. Get it.

06:09 am

ERIC is here, as is my dad, and with adria. Boise is doomed. we are injecting Boise with the ateam posion.