Nobody posts on this anymore, and I have been made aware that they used to quite frequently.. Come back guys!! The friend page gets lonely..

I miss London.. But I like Lusk too... I really like Lusk now because there's nature everywhere and it's not crowded and smelly... Although I might prefer if there were a few more people around, it's like a ghost town around here sometimes!

I really love painting... Bought some oil paints today, but I've never painted with them before, so I don't know... We'll see.. I may stick with watercolours.. I like those the most... Paint-wise..

It's kind of strange how much the comic Calvin and Hobbes applies to my life.. Along with certain songs at the moment..

And I really wish people would send me more post... I really like post.. It's one of the little happinesses.. Getting a letter or a card or that kind of thing.. That's why Aubergine Wildflower is my postal vice...

DYLAN MORAN. On the day, I may have trouble breathing. I'm going to bring a bottle of wine, -nice wine-, just incase we manage to run into him, jump on him etc.

Bernard's special biscuit, that's right THE special biscuit is unsuitable for vegetarians.

It's very upsetting I know, but Fox's Party Rings contain gelatine, rendering them unsuitable. It was a recent discovery I made and am now mourning the fact that I can never have Party Rings again unless they make them animal free. Why did they have to put gelatine in? Why? It's a biscuit, it shouldn't have animal in it anyway!!

All I want is a vegetarian biccie!!

I just ate really old chocolate.

I sometimes find it very hard to trust people, but I've thought about it a lot recently and... I have those few people that I can trust. Just those few. And when I think about it more, they're all I need, because I think about some of the people around me and who they are friends with and what their friends say about them behind there back, and I know that I've found at least one or two people that won't do that. That's what makes me really happy.

I think really what everyone wants and needs is someone to talk to. Really talk.

These are just messages that are incomprehensible, but I think they need to be said, I just don't have the guts to say them to the people they're directed at;

Sometimes I feel sorry for the people who don't know you.

I can't stand spending time with you, but I hate being apart from you.

I knew it was coming and I thought I would mind, but I don't and I'm happy for you.

I actually couldn't imagine life without you, and I really mean it.

Somehow I don't think I miss you, but I want to, did we just grow apart?

Well now that's out of the way.. I really think it's time for some moaning.

I think some people complain about being fat when they're not just because everyone else is doing it. I know that some people obviously do believe it and it's really sad when they let it get them so down, but some people do it when they don't believe it. It's not a real problem but they manage to turn it into one.. Is it just attention?

Teenagers are annoying. Just because you're a teenager doesn't mean you have to be this angst monster. Seriously, it's always "I'm fat; I'm ugly; I hate my friends; My friends hate me" WE KNOW. Most of them don't have real problems, I should know, I'm one of them.

Music in the 2000s is worse than the 80s.

But really I love my life and I love my friends.

I love you I hate you I love you I hate you I love you I hate you I love you I hate you I love you I hate you.


Make up your mind!!

Loooong time since I posted here..Well the jc is over, that's good!! I've had such a wonderful week!!
Sile's birthday picnic was fabulous..(Happy late Sile day) Lots of fun and such.. Found out about the Vintage shop!! Wow!! I mean, why didn't anybody tell me before now???
The Street Performance festival was amazing too, the acts were fantastic, I think we should enter into it next year. Most definitely!
Today and yesterday were absolutely hilarious though...! You see, Edel and I went to Lusk and hung round with David for ages and it was really funny because people just kept saying things that were just plain weird but reallllllly funny! And I stayed in Edel's that night.. And that was fun because it's Edel and.. You know.. Fun! And the next day we went to Lusk with David and did the exact same thing.. So funny..

"Ah no, don't give me that tissue or I'll go to town on it"

"OH MY GOD!! These buttons close!! In case you get cold!"

"*Jones quote*"

"So I was taking this nap *bursts of laughter* and your dad was there *bursts of laughter* and he was holding this box and there were chips sticking out of it and I ate one.. But it wasn't cooked properly *bursts of laughter*"

Ohh it goes on.. Seriously.. Hysterical!! Or... maybe you just had to be there..!

People.
Music.

People.
Music.

People.
Music.

Argh, we had the art exam today and we had to write up the report for science. That was fine, only they gave us a 15 minute break to last us 6 hours and the shop was barely open, so no food for the hungry.

When I got to Lusk, looking forward to a lovely dinner, but on my way I got a call from my brother, unusual, so he asked if I wanted to go to the beach and I said pfft hell yes. We went to Skerries but instead of going to the beach, we went to Killian's friends house. I kind of knew some of the people there, but didn't really feel like talking to them a lot, seeing as they weren't talking to me and when they were talking it was about niteclubs and drinking. Turns out he only asked me because there was no one else in the house. It was such a waste of time. Big headache.

On a lighter note, Forrest Gump is on. Wahaaaay.

OH MY GOSH!!!!


Major news!!


Okay, so at the start of transition year every year we go on a bonding trip called Recess, which is a whole load of water sports and singing and fun and stuff, but because our year is significantly bigger they can't take us all together...

So instead...

WE'RE GOING TO BELGIUM!!!! It's kind of similar, there's the water sports and everything, but the best part is we get accommodation in INDIAN TPS!!!


Pretty cool yeah...?


Your friendly neighbourhood EleMONSTER.

I like trust. Although, I am not very good at it, but sometimes.


Trust is good.



So is popcorn.

I was on the bus today, sat down beside this man. 29 years old. He started talking to me, really loud. Well not really loud, it's just the other people on the bus were being really quiet. So he told me that he was on drugs since he was 10 and was smoking since he was 9. He told me his daughter's name and where he thinks she lives. He told me that she is hiding from him, but he doesn't know why, he would never lay a finger on her and that without her life isn't worth living. He said that his grandmother took custody of him when he was a kid and threw him out when he was 12 in three feet of snow. She threw out a sleeping bag and slammed the door. He said he then went outside an oldfolks home and put his bag down and slept there. He thought he was asleep for a few hours, but he was there for four days, and due to hypothermia he began to hallucinate. A caretaker was sweeping some snow away from the pavement at the home and she saw his face. She screamed and he woke up and said "howya" and then blacked out.His organs began to fail and he was taken away in an ambulance.The doctors said that if that woman had been a half an hour later he would have died. The doctor told him he should start praying. The man went on to tell me that his brother died in a fire in a caravan and that he'd had three family members die in his arms. He said that he'd been hit by a car last week and went on to show me his wounds, despite my protests.He started talking about the drugs he's taken and how he's been trying to get off them for 19 years. He then accused me of being on ecstasy or hash or something. He told me he had been given a load of Valium from the doctors today (and showed me the Valium) and said they'd all be gone by tomorrow. All but one that he would keep just in case he had a panic attack.

I don't know how much of that I believe. Sad though.

I kind of wish there was another seat on the bus.

I don't know if I should have said that or not, but oh well.

I love mouthing the words to Sweeney on the bus, unaware that surrounding people can hear what you're playing on your ipod..

HERE COMES THE SUN guys, it's really here!! Eat an apple in the sunset, it'll do you good!

Les Miserables auditions in two weeks, I'm not gonna get a part but gosh darn it I'll try!

Music practicals were today, hilarious!! Hilarious!!

Ooo I was asked to be a witness for Olympia's confirmation!! Which is going to be quite ironic considering my views on Christianity.. She's 15 and making it now, they have to go to meetings for months before they make it... Eek!

I ate a really nice sandwich today,

I want to know someone with the name;

Fran-So I can call them frantastic.

Jude-So I can say oh, hey Jude.

Bernard-It's just a fun name!

Jim-I know people called Jim, but I wanna know more.

Dhani Harrison-Not someone who shares the same name, just Dhani Harrison. He's amazing. He looks so much like George it's crazy. I mean....Wow!

He's fantastic, right?

I was on the bus with this guy today, he had such an amazing tie, he thought it was amazing too,which is why he "borrowed" it from his friend's dad.

Oh my gosh. Bored games night was SUPER AWESOME!

1. Cluedo is so much more fun in cockney accents.

2. Pictionary is super fabulous.

3. I know no useless information. Ellen is queen of Trivial Pursuit.

4. Bono should NEVER sing anything by the Beatles. Please Bono, if you're reading this, never again.

5. Ellen, Claire and Sile are wonderful.

"Okay, Claire's time to shine, *rolls dice*... One."

DO ALL WITHOUT DOING.

Swords day was great, Evanna got me an Abbey Road sign post!! Bliss!!

We went to the Sushi bar and ventured TK Maxx and such. Good times.

So Claire, my love, lent me a Hard Day's Night (the film). It was FANTASTIC! It was so funny!!
"Excuse me! Do you know this is private property?" Angry owner.
"Sorry we hurt your field mister.." George.

Love it.

SEE ALL WITHOUT LOOKING.

I love the Beatles. So much.

Yesterday, on the 24th of March 2008, Neil Aspinall, 'the fifth Beatle' died, age 66. Rest in peace.

ARRIVE WITHOUT TRAVELING.

I'm thinking that I wanna cut my hair shorter, like the cats in Chicago. Kind of like Roxie's hair at the start, but I'm not sure. I guess if I don't like it I can always grow it longer, but that takes long time. Any suggestions?

The farther one travels, the less one knows, the less one really knows.
Beatles lyrics right there, oh yeah.

BLUE is my new favorite colour!

I am now addicted to guitar hero, slightly. I hate it, but I can't stop playing it.

Boosh was funny last night..:)

Had the cousins and aunts and uncles and such here today, my mother organized a little egg hunt for them, it was cute, although George (13...ish) seemed to think it was degrading and it probably was, but come on, hidden chocolate!!

I want more food, the potatoes were really good!! But they are all gone...I'm not hungry, but I want more food. Thank Christmas for dessert!!

Okay, here's what's really stupid; at dinner, lunch, whatever, the only conversation that people were interested in was how pissed Killian was last night and how much he had to drink and whether he had a hangover and what he drank and where he drank it, ALCOHOL ISN'T THAT INTERESTING.

The trousers I am wearing are really big, HUGE.

Today was the only the worst. Emma told me to come to Swords at 3. So I did. Then she said she was running late and probably wouldn't be there until about half 4. I found some people and wandered around with them for awhile, none of us wanted to be there, you could tell. I got a bit annoyed and texted Emma to find out where she was and when she was coming, none of which she replied to. Eventually, after I had waited for an age, Emma sent me a text to say she wasn't coming because of some bs story which I know isn't true. Hooray for being stood up.

On the upside; CONGRATULATIONS TO CAT!

She knows why...I think...I hope...

Nobody ever expects the Spanish inquisition!

I am electro boy!! I am electro girl!!
*ahem* sorry..

Before I forget, I think this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcxzeqYuFVc is something everyone should see.. The guy in it went to the same school as us.. Us being Corduff.

Paddy's day was interesting.. Edel, Colin, Andrea and I went to the Lusk parade, which was great at the time.. But now that I think about it, it was worse than ever, a few tractors and trucks, the Judo club and the bikers. That was about it really.

Then we queued up for like an hour to get icecream, buuut last year, Edel, Emma and I sang the Paddy's day anthem that we wrote in order to get free icecream... Which consequently did not work.. We tried it again this year, didn't work, but he did remember us!!

Soo we set up for the picnic on the green and Edel rang William, William came down.. It was like a 6th class reunion!! Plus Colin! It was such a nice picnic, it was so sunny!!

We went back to my house and Colin went home.. So the rest of us just watched mooovies and reminisced about times in Primary school...

Today on the other hand was super boring!! I was way too lazy to go out.. I was getting so bored that I was on the borderline of microwaving some popcorn and watching the 1st series of Lost again.. But then Sarah came over and brought the game of Life!! But I SUCK AT LIFE!! The game that is.. And my dinner turned out awfully wrong and I'm just too lazy to get up and make something new.. I'll just have to wait!!

I wish I didn't live so far away from everyone and everything!! It gets so super boring out here...

So you know.. If anyone wants to come out here and entertain me, you're more than welcome!!