| kakiku. tatitu. babibu. |
[Apr. 15th, 2008|08:26 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  sleepy | ] |
aku dah lama tak shopping..
shiaaaalll laaaa
i'm left with a pair of pants, and 2 long skirts only.
Out of 2 pants tu pun satu dah mcm nak koyak sbb aku makin gemuk. hahahah!
Pakai lagi seluar tak stretchable.
And oh...no jeans left!
Smua either dah koyak teruk kat lutut sbb buat keja atas lantai, or terkena ink mase salin nota.
shial shial ~
mari shopping.
kasi duit yeh ;) |
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| my weakness is people like you. |
[Mar. 23rd, 2008|08:23 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  numb | ] |
I think a few months back i wrote an entry bout weakness, desires and temptations.
i feel kinda f*ked up now and then because of this uncontrolable desire towards some person.
It would still be felt, even if i chose not to.
Does that translate into some kind of magnetic attraction?
Sigh.
And the part i'm confused is that.. whether is it a crush? or just liking? or just attracted? or admiring?
maybe the feeling is just admiring that person like an idol.
or maybe i'm in...the stupid four letter word.
I cant tell the difference.
sigh. |
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| dreamland. |
[Mar. 5th, 2008|08:02 pm] |
| [ | I feel |
| |  lethargic | ] |
lately i've been resorting to dreamland rather than facing the stressful reality. it's quite adventurous to experience thrilling dreams when u're aware that u're in a dream, able to do anything u want.
The first thing i would do when i realize i'm dreaming, I usually would jump of a building and float about. Run on walls and ceilings, and at times, i even hit and punch someone i know. just bcoz its a dream.
But I would check first whether i'm really dreaming or not, before i accidently punched anyone for real. I would pinch my self. It doesn't hurt. so YEYY!!! run, jump, fly, and even chased by the bad guys, running and just running between buildings, up the escape staircase, through the wall cracks and even on running staircase railing! fighting in between, shooting, stabbing, killing and all sorts. I dare to do this bcoz i know its a dream and i'm able to control whatever i want to do in it.
thrilllliinngggg!!
haha.
But running on walls is the best. |
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| Desires..temptations... |
[Oct. 28th, 2007|10:41 pm] |
I have a weakness. And this weakness doesn't seem logic at first, but an episode from Desperate Housewive's too did emphasize a preview of this kind of weakness. The kind of weakness I'm talking about is temptation. An episode in season 3 whereby Brie is seeing a guy, who happens to have the same kind of characteristics just like her. And the wierd but true part is that, when she saw the man's way of thinking and practice of extremly perculiar in neatness, cleanliness, organizing habits, she immediately felt this overwhelming feeling of desire towards that man.
And that is the kind of weakness I'm talking about. A particular personality that turns me on, that makes me weak, even when I don't like the person, but a particular way of thinking and actions, could melt and gives me a feeling of desire towards that person. |
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| Hello world. |
[Oct. 16th, 2007|05:59 pm] |
i can no longer update my blog constantly like i used to. Now, browsing through the things i used to do made me realize how fast time has passed by since the last time I post an entry. Slamat hari raye everyone. Mine was..kinda distracted with academic issues that I cant get my mind off it.
Doing something that I don't quite really want to do, for 6 years straight in a row is an agony.
Can't wait to finish it.
Has it been 50 years already since 1957?
wow.
See. Fast isnt it. |
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