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sometimes i really don't understand human beings... different kind of faces we face each day.. and sometimes i feel stupid for treating ppl well when they don't appreciate and reciproate.. its seems like they 'deserved' the treatment i should give them.. and if we don't treat them in a certain 'nice' manner --> we are labeled as unfriendly, stingy, selfish and other negative terms..
ppl can be so fucked up at times when they can forget their roots where they come from.. who are the ppl who helped them along the way.. its not as if we want them to treat us like kings or queens but a simple appreciative gesture, a respectful gesture to know that i am thankful for what you have done.. sometimes they just take it for granted which pisses me off BIG BIG Time..
now i know i must not be a FOOL any longer.. whenever the kind of treatment i get, they will just get it back at their face... no longer to play the mr nice guy role again because they will just take you as a fool...
these are hte kind of ppl who 'wake' me up to know what kind of world that we live in.. seriously fucked up ppl who deserves to be slapped to wake up them.. they must know things are not going status quo and rosy for them all year long.. having money, status or power doesnt mean you are a league higher than the others.. to me, when you have no character, you have NOTHING, not even a piece of shit to me..
HUMANs are just intriguing creatures.. and sometimes we tend to forget why we exist in this world.. chasing after a certain status make you blinded to certain things..
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wow.. its a long time since i updated my blog.. what had happened so far?? wah, i had fufilled one of my dreams of going to the HONGKONG in early july.. hahaha.. it was nearly abt a mth since i went to hk and im still suffering slight withdrawl symptoms especially i see the familiar buildings.. i MUST go again to HK next time!! its so much more happening than singapore after i have been to hk.. hahaha..
these days feeling kinda of a bit aim-less and meaningless, especially after talking to lingying, realise that actually in life should have something for us to work towards to and i have been asking myself these days what am i looking into to work towards to?? this is such a tough question that i'm still searching for an answer...
i think probably it all boils down as in whether i should stay in my profession after a year's time.. after talking to huixia, it appears that i have become quite jaded and indecisive whether i should remain in this line... and i don't wanna give up so soon as in after 2 years, i go into another line... but im also asking myself why i should be in this line in the first place?
*ponders* ---> is it to help ppl? is it to fufill my personal agenda of feeling happy to be useful for the underprivileged? or is it to be different, and not engage in a normal office kind of job.. hmmmm.. in the past i would easily say im in this line to HELP AS MANY PPL AS I CAN.. but after working for a year, suddenly you would realise your 2 hands is quite tied up and limited to help as many ppl as you can...
and finally touch on the pay issue, one qn i must ask myself is whether i would be satisfied with the amount of pay that im having in 5 years time and especially seeing my friends in a different league.. materialistically its pretty hard to comfort yourself and the instrinic value of the job can run out at times...
sigh.. guess it seems like after typing so much, im still at a loss... i think my GOAL now for myself is to find MEANING in my working life..
on a lighter note, i've been catching singapore idol on and off and i must say i LIKE JON LEONG! hahaha.. i promise myself that if he goes into top 2, i would give one vote to him! hahaha.. GO JON LEONG!
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| A day to the GIANTIC JUSCO mall! |
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yesterday i was on leave as i accompanied my mum back to johor, to my uncle's place as it was my ah-ma death anniversary. So there was actually a feast in my uncle's place as we prepared a lot of food for the event.. and the other highlight of the day was a trip to the BIG JUSCO mall in the afternoon at abt 2pm!!
wah, i tell you the mall is just like the ones that i went with hx the other time to KL, those big expo, imm style!! wah, when you put me in this kind of place plus when im 800 bucks richer (thanks to the progress package), it makes me sooooooo HAPPY and excited !! and i don't even know which shop i should tackle first! hahha.. as usual in the shopping malls, the first floor are those branded shops like top shop, dorothy perkins, mango, esprit.. you name it they have it! ;) so i wasted no time and went to the 2nd floor instead where the shops are more affordable and more of local brands!
must mention here that i love their local brand call fyi now!! hahah now padini, seed and soda is aside! this brand's cutting is a bit bigger and the designs are nice and simple (according to the sales person, hard to find similar designs around also) and got huihui element! hahah so i happily purchased 2 tops from the shop that cost me less than S$20 each!! wah that was the best buy i had yesterday man!! besides the 2 tops, i bought another 3 clothing so i spent abt S$85 just in abt 3 hrs time!! really shopping therapy man!! but one thing sad to say is that i didnt manage to walk throughout the jusco mall, cos we gotta go back to my uncle's place for dinner and also back to singapore.. but shopping in such a big mall on a weekday is just plainly SHIOK.. i repeat, SHIOK! hahaha.. just bring back those 'tai-tai' memories that i had when i was shopping with hx in KL's one utama and the curve!
so after the leaving the mall and doing first-hand recee, im SUPER tempted to go in again with shopping babes aka miss huang, miss goh, miss tan, miss huixia hahhah.. i think i can be the spokesperson for this JUSCO mall already man.. but scully if you gals go and dont find it fantastic, think you all will slaughter me... hahha but anyway if you gals are keen to go, remember to jio me man! its abt 20 mins ride away from the customs and we can take the friendly cab driver from the customs too! hahha.. 'MALAYSIA, TRULY ASIA'
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6 may 2006, polling day of singapore, first time as a singapore citizen, im able to cast my vote and support.. well, it really took me 9 long days for me to consider which party i should vote for and i also diligently followed through the elections through newspapers, internet(channel news asia website, online rallies and even i went to the AMK workers' party rally to get the feel of campaigning!! hahaha.. suddenly i felt so interested in our country's politics.. and who says the generation y ppl don't know about our government?? Miss Chum here follows the singapore history and government closely man!
anyway, went to the polling station today with my mum at around 1 plus, and there wasnt many people around.. but the policemen were rather friendly as they directed us to the correct stations.. the whole experience was like less than 2 minutes?? and i look and examine the ballot ticket, and see the correct party that i should vote for and carefully marked a CROSS.. haha i must say the media explanations of 'how to vote' is really effective as it made me less confused and blur.
nevertheless, im awaiting for the polling results at 10pm! and in the meantime i shall entertain myself through my beloved youtube again!!
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[29 Apr 2006|04:01pm] |
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Took half day leave yesterday, did some solo shopping in J8 with the intention of purchasing shoes.. actually i went to URS with my colleague to bugis on thurs night, but the nice URS shoes cost abt 60 plus, wow.. HEART PAIN eh.. i will need to think very very long before i make the purchase.. so yesterday i went to j8, see if there are nice shoes.. there is another brand call tracce which i think is quite comfy too but the designs they have are not my pattern.. so i didnt buy any yesterday, didnt want to make any impulse buy!
but instead, i bought 2 tops from U2, they have this new series, tank top spaggetti so its going for 2 at $20 and i bought 2!! so happy cos i was thinking this can come in handy for my HK trip in july, esp so many ppl telling me that its going to be very very hot! so this 2 tank tops defintely will go with me to HK! im also thinking of purchasing a nice and comfy causal pair of shoes for my hk trip, hmmm thinking of birkies but dun have the chance to go down to the shop and see yet.. shall KIV!
ok, progress package is already in my a/c and i can do some serious shopping!
SHOPPING LIST:
1) TRIUMPH bras -> will go with my mum to buy on e saturday that im working
2) NEW CLOTHES (CASUAL OR WORKING) --> intending on buying the msia brands of padini, seed or soda when i go msia on 16 may with my mum, intending to shop the new bug JUSCO shopping centre that my aunt has been telling me!! so excited!
3) decent shoes (one for working and one for casual)
wah, think abt the new stuff that im going to get for myself so happy already! hahaha
oh yeah, i had a new haircut also! haha, wanted to cut hair yesterday after i shop finish but the hairdressing shop got too many ppl, so i went to snip my hair today! just nice to have a nice passport photo for my new passport! =)
since having broadband, my new hobby has been going to youtube to watch videos, and nowadays i got this new taiwanese idol gp that i have been beoing, surely will let my friends say i got no dignity that i like to watch their shows.. hahah.. this group is... *drums roll* 183 CLUB!!! hahahaah i quite like the mingdao and wang shao wei inside!! hahaha.. actually i cannot believe that i will like them too but after watching their wan quan yu le and the idol drama, its quite funny and i must say they look quite good also! hahaha..
now im contemplating to rent their idol series (which is airing in taiwan now) when is available in singapore and i can continue to gush abt them! hahah *drools*
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| how how how? notebook or pc or reformat? |
[22 Apr 2006|03:45pm] |
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sigh... im at a dilemma now.. due to my slow notebook problems.. got so many options but dunno which one should i deploy:
1) go to fujistu and enquire what is bloody wrong with my notebook.
2) buy a new desk top and get rid of the current white elephant desktop in my bedroom which takes up a lot of space
3) buy a new notebook (after seeing dell having promotions online) but i would not carry it around and would just leave it at home
AHHHH!! what should i do??? i so keen to change a new computer soon! but dunno where i should start! ok, i know aleady, i shall go to j8 best denki and see see look look first then i make my decision.
anyway friends out there, there will be this hongkong holiday trip sometime in july, suppose to post it earlier on but i had forgotten:
date: yet to be confirmed but in july , sometime late in july
ppl who are confirm going: mildred, huixia, gemaine and myself
length of stay: 5 days 4 nights (intending to cover macau for a day as well)
our budget for this whole trip: $1000 the max
*we are still trying to sort out the best deals for air tickets and confirmation of accomodation. For more details, feel free to enquire from us! this is a trip which we surely must go or else our surnames will change!
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Hahaha long time never update my journal, basically due to a couple of reasons :
Number 1: my cheapo free 56k NUS dialup is disconnected. I mean they were kind enough to even let me use for few months after graduation before totally disconnect me.. hahaha
Number 2: only recently sign up singnet broadband last tues then I officially got broadband at home. I repeat again, its my FIRST Broadband at home leh! I’m super suaku and was so excited when I got broadband at home.
In fact, I have did some research on broadband plans then I eventually decided to sign up with singnet cos I wanna pay something that my budge is comfortable with considering I got a few bills to settle every mth. Initially felt so ‘proud’ that im a owner of 512k broadband, then I suddenly realise this is the slowest speed. Again, im slower by ppl a mile to realise this.. nowadays ppl upgrade to 1500 or 3000 or max online or whatever and I’m stuck in the 256k and 512k era.. suddenly realise things are moving so fast that im too slow to catch up or rather im ALWAYS slow in catching up
Eg: ppl upgrade to discman already and I was in walkman last time, now ppl upgrade to mp3 and im still in discman, ppl have digicam and last time I was using the normal camera hahaha.. ppl having mms, im still SMS.. hahah aiyoyo so many things that im outdated!
Anyway, I pretty excited that I have a certain level of purchasing power which I have a sense of satisfaction when I manage to get something going. Like when I went to citylink hello shop for my broadband, I ended up literally SMILING walking out of hello shop cos I had purchased the broadband with my own money.. haha seems like a very small thing but somehow I felt contented.
Now with the progress package coming, im intending to purchase:
1) NEW BRAS (triumph one somemore)
2) KIV a new laptop after I have trade in for my present one or KIV repair my current laptop cos its really slow and keeps hanging for example, this is my 2nd attempt in writing this entry cos previous one was hanged.
3) Buy new cover shoes like the URS one ooh.. that’s my fav shoe shop for covered shoes now
4) KIV UZAP – the advertisment on ZAP ZAP BUTTOCKS ZAP ZAP stomach ZAP ZAP thighs.. hahaha quite tempted to buy it esp my bro even proposed to spilt cost with me so we can share.
Wah, I think the above items confirm exhaust all my progress package money and I even have to add on money.. that’s what the KIV items are the most expensive ones and I shall definitely buy my new bras and shoes!
P/s: in case my readers wonder how come I can post an entry at this office hr . its because im on leave hor! Or else you all will think I eat snake ah!
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[19 Nov 2005|11:17pm] |
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wah, its been a long time since i updated properly.. reason is because i have not been going online at night for the past few months since i've started working.. so every friend of mine has been saying, "eh, why your blog always nv update one?!" ok, so friends, here is a proper update of my life.. hahaa
anyway, things has been going rather fine with me at work during these months.. or rather i must say im rather lucky to land a job that i am enjoying and great colleagues to work with.. time really flies, and 30 Nov will mark the 6 months that im working in amkh already.. wow wow wow.. when i first took the job, i was thinking if im able to survive the 6 mths probation, and on monday, i will be having my confirmation report already..
anyway, i find that i had miss sch after working also.. and life has been really MONO i must say.. everyday, wake up early go work, then stone in the MRT, and walk to the hospital, then deal with patients' families and patients, and maybe some ppl will amuse or make me angry, end the day of work and back home and start the new day again.. i was just telling my colleague the other day that if im going to be a social worker for life, i will never be rich.. sad eh? but seems thats the reality.. i should be getting enough to feed myself and parents, but having extravagant things would not be feasible..
so maybe i might be joining another profession if im tired of my social work in future eh? but i thought that after working, i also realise that im very much fortunate than many other ppl who worry abt really the BREAD and Butter issues.. so sometimes when you think like you are in the most shittiest position, there are always ppl even worse than you.. so moral of the story: be contented with who you are and what you have i suppose, maybe you will be happier and thankful..
im just so amazed that how fast all of us have grown up, it always seems like yesterday i had just completed my O levels or A levels.. human beings seem to be contradicting creatures, in the past, i would always like myself to grow up and finish studying faster, so that i can go and earn money and need not depend on parents all the time.. then now i seem to like the carefree life of studying whereby you need not bother so many things.. as you grow older, life becomes more complex.. sigh.. but i think thats how everyone is going through and we have to face it at times..
and people do change all the time too, i used to have this notion that my friends will never change and they would remain the same to me, but after what i have seen and been through, it seems like its not true either.. or maybe im the one who had changed too?
today gemz commented that im the type who would 'ji chou' (who would take things very hard if one had let me down), and its very true which i agreed totally with her.. i think im the type who would really sever ties with someone who kind of hurt me very badly and i would remember the score with him/her.. hahha.. sounds quite scary hor? but im also the sentimental type whereby i would keep my pri sch keychain with me till now, and my sec pencils/ pens which i would not throw away due to memories.. so it seems like im the type who would always remember abt the past and reminiscience abt it..hahaha.. i think thats me lah, just so thinking abt the past and might be reluctant to move on at times.. but what to do? hahah.. i think thats the flaws that everyone of us might have.. anyway, its a long entry today i realise, but i always believe that blogging is a good thing to ventilate.. till then, chum puipui will update again!
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| quiz from amy's blog |
[07 Nov 2005|08:46am] |
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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| long time no see see |
[08 Jun 2005|09:14pm] |
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wah.. its been a bloody long time since i've updated my blog.. and LOTS of stuff had happened.. firstly, its the layout of my blog! hahha.. thanks to ms gemaine goh yu mei who had helped me design the blog and make it look livier(at least thats what i feel la)..ahaha
2nd: my house has finally finised the INNER upgrading!! yeah!! which means ppl wont be coming in out of my house again liao!!! i've got an extra utility room now!! so ppl, feel free to come over and visit my new house!! 3rd: i've started work last wed and it has been a week since i worked there.. like ms huixia, im equally shocked when i got a table of own, my own computer (can log on to internet using broadband somemore) plus stationary, plus name tag.. wah! so overwhelmed! and look so professional! so different from my attachment days.. hahaa.. and today i've finally cut cases liao.. i think this is the sign that implies MORE work is going to come my way..
well, been feeling rather tired after work, so i think wont be able to bump into many ppl online.. quite a pity actually, and i also wouldnt know abt my friends' latest happenings.. hmm.. so ah, if ya all are like free for dinner or over the weekend, feel free to just call or msg me and ask me out lah.. can relax relax also..
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its official, i've got a job and i went down to sign the offer letter today.. even got my medical checkup done.. so if nothing goes wrong(like fail my exams or fail the medical checkup), i should start work on 1 June.. now i must grab all the opportuities to enjoy myself first.. but since on sat, the ppl are coming to my house to do the drilling and stuff, i guess i will only be able to so-call enjoy frm monday onwards.. sigh... ppl: if u all want to mj or ktv, feel free to call me hor!!
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Description of Your First Name of: Huihui
Although the name Huihui creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it limits your versatility and scope, tuning you to technical details. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the elimination system, and through worry and mental tension.
Your first name of Huihui gives you the desire for responsibility and takes you into practical pursuits. You would excel in work of a technical nature where concentration and attention to detail are important. Whatever you undertake, you have the patience and determination to do well. You feel a sense of security in positions of responsibility where progress is made through systematic, step-by-step procedures. However, you lack vision and you could become too involved in technical details, system, and routine. You do not readily adjust to changes in your routine.
p/s: the one on technical details and do not readily adjust to changes in my routine is so true!
'kop' frm mil's blog.. heh.. the website is: http://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/your.cfm
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IM SUPER PissEDDD OFF AHH!!! my mum always take my stuff and not tell me where she put them, now i have this bag of my notebook stuff, my recovery disk, and my equipemnt for printing all dunno where she put them!!! I SUPER PEK CHEK LAH!!!! cos i need them to print my stuff and the disk to reformat my notebook!!! ARRRHHHH!!!!
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all of a sudden, im in a vegetarian mood... heh.. and it was unplanned.. i started going vege yesterday cos my dad bought me this vegetarian noodles in the morning.. then i thought since i started the day being a vege, so i shall continue.. and im still continuing.. heh.. surprisingly, i dun have the urge to eat meat yet.. as u all know, im the type wont eat meat will feel weak one.. but im still surviving rather well.. heh.. so i was telling my dad i shall go vege until see how long i can tahan.. heh.. well, going vegetarian might have a few reasons eh? i think mine is mainly staying healthy and de-toxing my body.. think my mum would be quite happy if i tell her i have not been touching meat these days.. heh.. cos she always want me to accompnay her to be vegetarian during the 1st and 15th of the chinese lunar month.. heh.. feel quite excited of being a vegetarian now.. thinking of wat kind of food i shall eat.. hehe..
anyway, shall jiayou for my EXAMS!!!! cant really concentrate on studying 100%, think my heart is somewhere out there.. sighhh.. anyway, good luck to all peeps who are having exams soon!!
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finally the midi is done.. can heave a sigh of relieve now.. i try to make it very scottish-like.. haha.. anyway music is very subjective.. hahah.. hopefully the lecturer likes it.. anyway, nowadays im VERY into chinese 70s Oldies.. heh.. yesterday went to chinatown w hx to check out the tour prices, and then went to buy this old singer call zhen ni.. haha.. cos i was damn amazed by her singing during the nkf performance.. and now im listening to mr liu wen zheng songs.. hehe.. soo soothing.. anyway the tour prices tat we checked ranged abt 600-800 plus (destination: shanghai, beijing and other places near them).. there was this package that is either 6 or 8 days in shanghai, suzhou, tianjin and then 2 days over in bangkok and only 600 plus!! oh my, hx and me were like beo-ing this package lah!! so worth it! can go bangkok and shop somemore.. anyway, all the details and pamphlets are with us.. we shall discuss it and plan where to go!!
*so psyched up*!! hahha.. just waiting for exams to be over then enjoy!!
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wah.. finally finish the main portion of the midi liao, now need to touch up the background part.. wah sei.. super tough for me to figure out the notes man.. and finally i have written my if2101 content analysis portion already also.. ok good, everything is turning out according to wat i plan.. after midi and reports are passed up: next main goal is to do studying on exams!!
task list:
-> finish midi
-> Read my mental readings (only module havent clear readings)
-> write notes on 2101 and mental and gender for exams!
YES! I CAN DO IT! GO PUI PUI!!
ok better go orrh now, gotta wake up in 4 hrs time.. YAWNZ!
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| recap of sch (and friends)... |
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ahh.. my if2101 project is not over yet.. im just wondering when will it be over considering next week is already last week of sch!! and i gotta watch NKF charity show tml night to observe the media kind of pattern.. aiyo.. actually thought of spending the time to do my midi.. but well?
anyway, realise that next week is the last week of sch for me.. and officially, its the LAST WEEK for being a full-time student.. got quite a lot of thoughts these days and thought of posting something regarding abt sch.. recap my highlights during my sch days.. here so it goes to serve as a memory for me:
Pri Sch (1990-1995):
well, my clear memories of pri sch is that during pri one, i do not know ENGLISH at all, and i was practically struggling with the language during the first half the year.. i guess being a child, u get to adapt to new things very easily, so learning the language back in pri sch was still alright.. during the pri sch phase, actually got a little rebellious during pri 4, didnt think much of studying which led me to FLUNK my math exam.. heh.. got band 4 during mid year, then panicked then study hard till all the way i guess. think the turning point in studying is during the failing of pri 4 math exam.. heh..
friends wise: i kinda lost contact with my pri sch 'BEST' friends.. think only back in pri 5 or 6, i then begin establish 'close' friendships whereby BEST Friends seem rather popular at that point in time.. to name a few that i have kept in contact: well, proud to say Jeanette ( amazing thing is that she is my bus buddy only, and know her for so damn long), rachel (pri 6 partner and still keeping in contact now), mildred (not very close to her in pri sch, only get to know her better in sec sch).. other that that, no more! hahha..
Sec Sch(1996-1999):
ok, this is the 'glorious' period of my time.. haha.. went through many kind of stuff.. good or bad.. and also being the most hardworking era in my life!! wah.. really cant describe my hardworking-ness at that time... think im not even 1/2 of it now.. during this period of time, learn a lot things in life.. think IJ had kinda build up a certain level of esteem in us.. met many wonderful friends also.. most of my close buddies are now are from sec sch era.. lingying, calista, mildred, huixia... back in sec sch days, not many worries also, rather carefree in the sense that studies is the priority and there wasnt many 'friendship' kind of issues for me..still remember back in sec 4 (the most happening year), everyday just looking forward to go sch.. didnt have the feeling that going sch will be sianz.. hehe.. then hang out with people you are comfortable with and enjoying every moment of it.. think this is one my happiest moments in life i must say.. oh yeah, and my tuition days back in sec 3 and 4 with jeanette.. haha.. that one is really memorable.. going to A math class not knowing how to do the questions and always bombard the teacher on questions.. hahaa.. jeanette was really my best tuition buddy.. haha..
JC (2000-2002):
wah.. this one ah.. hahaa.. got no words to describe also.. rather happening as in the sense always flunk common tests or exams.. nv do tutorials during first year.. had no clue wat is math c all abt during first year.. haha.. still remember got F for math c promos, then still go for dawn's bdae celebration plus class outing in sentosa the next day.. then yr 2 start to buck up, whole class was very united against SOMEBODY who gave us hell whom i should not mention here.. also establish various good relationships, think especially ada who sat next to me.. ada, mil and me always crack up stupid jokes during class time.. plus vic jeanette provide unusual humor.. haha.. think they really made my day back in jc also.. then year 2 start to buck up real hard.. do math tutorial every day.. work on history, actually read the book that we bought.. and econs --> pick out past year essay questions to do model answers.. and not forgetting meeting ly and mildred every sunday in bishan to do math c paper to prepare for As.. wah.. even though we always complete abt 10 qns every meeting, but it gave me this sense of encouragement that 'i can math c actually' hahah.. and i guess the revision did paid off eventually..
NUS(2003-2005):
hmm.. this is the place that i dream to go when i was in pri sch.. must say very psyched up when nus accepted me.. and during these years, life in sch has been very mono.. doing projects, doing readings, doing essays, study for tests, study for exams.. made the decision of going into social work which many people did not thing very highly of it.. and enjoying the social work modules that i have took.. and establish friendships with my colleagues back in my attachment agency.. besides, this is the era where i met good people: gemz (think it took a good 12 years before we know each other well enough), amy(do not have a good impression of her in the past, but after hanging out with her in nus realise that she is not that bad after all.. haha..) huixia ( really glad that establish a good solid friendship with her, considering we are really POLES apart, the things we like are really DIFFERENT.. hahaa..)if you realise, there are from ij also.. always have this ij link that cant be broken..new people that i have met: linnea, azeanni, harveen, and other social work people i have worked with..without these people in sch, it definitely wont not be very fantastic.. its always abt seeing familiar faces in sch that would make ur day better.. and looking foward to have lunches with them, catching up with latest gossip or news, or even teasing each other..
anyway, need not mention much abt my friends.. if you realise abt this entry, i have come to a conclusion, friends do make a part in your life and they really influence and impact on my thinking.. so wats my definiton of a 'best friend' now? well, i eliminate the word best, i replace it with CLOSE; think as long as there is a good considerable amt of contact and understanding between each other, its really good enough.. i feel that if the other party makes an effort to continue to make contact with us, its really good enough.. at least they do think of ya.. well, as ya can see, my definition of close friends changes frm pri sch to now.. and friends whom we made during sch are really the ones that are probably going to stay with us.. well, we shall see in the next 10 years when i do an evaluation again.. heh..
FUTURE (2005 -?):
well, i do not what the future holds for me, but i know i have to work hard.. being a typical organised person, already kinda of work out how to spend my salary, and planning for my future esp if i dun intend to marry.. just hope that after sch, going into the working work would be pleasant for me.. and probably i might continue to further my studies again (esp if i intend to stay in social work).. one more wish in the future: studying overseas! guess this is something that i always wanted to do but no money to do so! well, looking forward for the future now!!
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[07 Apr 2005|01:13am] |
guess wat i saw when i was on my way home from tuition just now? A DEAD RAT AT THE STAIRS! ahHH!! i was quite freaked out ah.. i was like, "EEEKSS" to myself when i saw it.. normally when i see insects or coachroaches, i dun have much reaction but its a DEAD RAT!! you know, those fear factor type of dead rats in a tub of water whereby ppl have to retrieve using their mouths?? yeah.. those type.. yuucckkkss
anyway, my cough is still not gone.. i damn sad lah.. gotta go YIH again to see doc and i forsee myself going to wait for abt half and hr.. sigh.. anyway shall go back to my 3101 report then i go orrh liao.. cant take it anymore..
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