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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008

Subject:job front and cooking-tardedness and uh yeah i SUCK!
Time:2:57 pm.
Mood: ok.
well, looks like the director of pharmacy that was offering my sister and i a position at her pharmacy is moving to michigan. rofl, guess that kind of makes that decision easier, considering the hr at that pharmacy just told my sister they don't generally hire anyone that makes what she makes, which means to ask to make what i make would even be pushing it. so i will probably be sticking it out a bit longer at my work until the great pharmacy closure happens. after that uh, i guess i am on god's good humor.

in other news, i am retarded and can't fry an egg. it was a little undercooked too, so if i die from salmonella you know why! i was trying to replicate an amazing turkey egg and cheese sandwich that i used to get at an old pizzeria here. it came out alright to my surprise, i used deli turkey and provolone cheese that i spent my soul for at the store, sliced a tomato i bought for the occasion, and even went out of my way to toast the bread on the skillet. i prolly need more mayo next time, and maybe some lettuce (i'm poor so i skipped it at the store). but the egg was the major part, if i'm not mistaken the pizzeria had it fried to where the sunny part doesn't explode when you bite into it. i'm not an egg-spert (ohhhh yes that was painful), but i don't remember it being a messy sandwich. mine kind of was. still a very good sandwich, just not amazing.

ohhhh also i was severely humiliated and embarrassed at work today. because i've been there so long and we all joke around with each other, it's a daily thing where me and a few other coworkers give each other the finger. so yeah i was outside eating my salad when i look over and see who i thought was a certain coworker smoking. she looks over at me and i point at her and give her the finger. i then go inside and see the coworker i suspected putting some stuff away and yeah, wearing different clothes than the lady outside. oh shit. it had to be someone from the post office next door. oh god, i gave a stranger the finger. everyone laughed at me the rest of the day, and i just wanted to crawl somewhere and die.
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Friday, July 18th, 2008

Subject:what a world, what a world...
Time:6:01 pm.
Mood: sad.
alright, i'm at a fork in the road.

short of it:
my work sold to a corporation.
i have another job offer.
i don't know what to do.

long of it:
i am nearly done with my scc degree, one class short which i will be taking this fall in the evening. once finished with scc, i'll be taking classes at ucf, which will probably require a very flexible schedule. my job i currently enjoy. i basically set my own schedule, which is now essentially 6am-2pm m-f excluding the 2 saturdays per month that i work. i love my supervisor, i love the travel time to work (approx 15 minutes), and i love my pay. however, this is all essentially "short" lived because the pharmacy got sold, and this big corporation will eventually shut down our location. some (those left who wish to stay with the company) will be moved to a location about 20 minutes away, but it would be a whole new environment and most of the people i work with now will not by their own choice be moving with the company. when our location closes, these people will find new jobs - if they haven't found any before then.

a different pharmacy, owned by a pharmacist who i used to work with, has offered me a job at their location. i have been told that essentially my pay could stay the same, but the location is further south towards the airport and could be a 30-45min commute. that means more gas. i wouldn't be working under my supervisor anymore, the hours wouldn't be the same, and i would really only know my sister (who is leaving the pharmacy i work at now and going there). my job would be relatively different as well.

i honestly can't decide on a course of action. after being in shock for days from the announcement that our pharmacy was sold, i've just started to get back into my comfort zone knowing of course the inevitable move that may come at any given time, but will most likely occur in december.

so do i hold out until the move? or do i move now? if i wait i am afraid i won't be able to find another job, but if i leave now i'm afraid of jumping into new waters to have a new supervisor who probably wouldn't give me the freedom of scheduling i have now, and to get used to a whole new job.

my ideal situation would be to stay until the move and then maybe get a job at the place my sister is going to, but there'd be no guarantee of that. i'd hate to leave the people i work with now, but my supervisor said "i'll love you no matter what you do, and you have to do what's best for brittany, not what's best for me or anyone else."

i just... don't know. i'm mentally exhausted over so many changes and don't think i'm prepared to handle a whole new atmosphere and job, but... i don't know.

i fucking hate our economy.
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2008

Subject::)
Time:9:14 am.
Mood: i need a nap.
last night i had a dream that i sang bamboo at the top of my lungs on a bus and that i was engaged to that someone special who performed bamboo on said bus. happysigh <3

ps i love my new icon, thanks leeeeesa <3
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Wednesday, July 9th, 2008

Subject:nomnom
Time:2:54 pm.
Mood: full.
just made chili cheese dogs and had chips with them, finished the meal off with some gummi bears <3 <3 <3
digo la verdad

Wednesday, May 28th, 2008

Subject:good news
Time:10:31 am.
Mood: good.
news that makes me happy:

http://www.orlandosentinel.com/business/custom/tourism/orl-bk-bears-052808,0,1490252.story?track=rss

awww da burr just wanted to ride some rides and go swimmin and do the touristy stuff! then it's off to home so it can have a nice trout lunch before a nap. nomnom.

<3 burrs
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Sunday, May 25th, 2008

Subject:new bedding
Time:7:51 am.
Mood: tired.
our new bedding arrived on thursday. i hate walmart sfm but ok: i accept the fact that they are far superior in bedding selection. target can suck it.



i was lazy and didn't take more pics, but you can see how pretty it is. the whole bed in a bag (comforter, sheets, shams, pillowcases, and bed skirt) for $72. AMAZING.

i need art to put on the wall to go with it. any suggestions? NO COUNTRY THEMES PLZ.

i was thinking maybe a travel poster theme because i think this picture is beautiful and would tie in all the colors:


but i'm still not sure. more ideas would be great!
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Sunday, May 11th, 2008

Subject:guitar hero
Time:2:10 pm.
Mood: busy.
i suck but i am getting better, i actually do better when my fingers aren't stuck to the keys but i have to learn to get used to the right way. :[

my boss beat slayer on medium. i totally underestimated her prowess. i will tell her tomorrow that i until i beat slayer on medium, she is a guitar goddess.
digo la verdad

Friday, May 9th, 2008

Time:6:09 am.
Mood: sufre mas.
another dream, another pain so great it makes me want to cry :(
digo la verdad

Saturday, April 26th, 2008

Subject:oh god.
Time:10:31 pm.
Mood: busy.
i like a miley cyrus song. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
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Saturday, March 29th, 2008

Subject:another dream featuring her
Time:8:33 am.
Mood: sleepy.
i like to mark them down to remember them later. )
digo la verdad

Tuesday, March 25th, 2008

Subject:you know
Time:10:33 am.
Mood: what a bitch.
you know i don't like to talk openly about religious or political beliefs because i don't like to disrespect the thoughts and opinions of others.

but come on.

hillary clinton is a slimeball, and she has completely ruined any chance of a woman running for president again lest they be compared to her wrathful, deceitful, lying self.
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Saturday, March 22nd, 2008

Subject:relaxation
Time:7:40 pm.
Mood: calm.
i woke up in the middle of the night last night for some reason, and out of nowhere got a sudden fear of a meteor crash and the realization that i would die. it scared me. badly. once the immediate rush was over, i layed in bed fearing death in its many forms. i couldn't even get back to sleep for a long time, i'm guessing it was at least an hour. i wish i wasn't so afraid, but i am and i probably always will be.

i'm ready for another vacation already. relaxing is good. i got used to sleeping A LOT on the cruise and drinking tea at least once if not twice a day before bed or before a nap, and i had forgotten just how nice that was. we went to the grocery store today trying to get basic food items to keep our costs down because i owe taxes due to hr fucking up my exemptions, but i had to splurge a few dollars and get myself a variety pack of teas. i got the bigelow pack because it was the cheapest, and it does have a very good earl grey. the rest of the day, we just lazed about. i just got out of a nice, hot, steaming bath and now i'm sitting here sipping on a fresh mug of earl grey and talking to you all about it. i have to do this more often.
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Friday, March 21st, 2008

Subject:oh yes.
Time:10:07 pm.
Mood: amused.
now available at ihop:



i can personally vouch for jojo's breakfast.

oh man, the green eggs and ham are awesome!!!

and the who-cakes, they are pancakes on candy crack.
digo la verdad

Friday, February 29th, 2008

Subject:money sucks
Time:3:40 pm.
Mood: poor.
so a little over one week until our trip, and we are scraping by. we just found out yesterday that the apt complex is demanding we replace the blinds that we've had down for a year now (somehow they only now notice?), which is disgusting considering the condition of our apartment, broken a/c, mold coming through vents, none of that matters. but for VANITY REASONS we have 30 days to replace the blinds. wooooow. as if i needed more things to worry about buying. won't even be able to afford souvenirs or alcohol on this trip, but we're still going to have a good time damnit. my financial state is described so lovely by annette funicello in babes in toyland.

the price of milk and eggs and bread is rising every day
now with our bankbook in the red, these bills are hard to pay
if we stop buying chocolate cake and lived on green string beans
exactly how much would it take to live within our means?

put down beans and cross out cake
let me see, oh dear me
what a job to undertake
milk plus bread, oh my head
add subtract and multiply til your overcome
this is much too hard for me, i cant do the sum

the stove and rugs and furniture will soon be repossessed
this makes me feel quite insecure and mentally depressed
would we be better off somehow by living in a tent?
how can i pay the mortgage now, and save the 6 percent?

we're so poor, insecure
six times x, how complex
numbers always stick my brain
why am i so dumb?

i'm not a great financial wiz, of that there is no doubt
the outcome of our income is our income's all gone out
if we walk on our hands with care instead of on our feet
would what we save on shoe repair suffice to make ends meet

walking on our hands with care
off our feet
make ends meet
saving on our shoe repair
leaving holes in our soles
what should i be adding to
or subtracting from?
this is much too hard for me
i cant do the sum


there you have it. pondering getting a second job, part time, after i'm back from the trip. we'll have to move soon too, because our rent is too expensive and can't afford another increase. but i can worry about that later. one week until relaxation...
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Friday, February 22nd, 2008

Subject:come onnnnnnn
Time:6:27 am.
Mood: anxious.
only 2 more weeks, hope everything works out so we can all have a great time.

and yay i get to sleep in tomorrow!

ps i had so many dreams last night and i remembered most of them. i am messed up in the head. wtf masterbating tiger?!?!
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Tuesday, January 1st, 2008

Subject:whoops!
Time:8:53 am.
Mood: :).
3 glasses of ouzo later, i pass out for 9 hours straight and miss the ball :E OOOOOPAAAAAAAAA i did have a lesbian dream though with i wonder who yay:D~

HAPPY NEW YEAR, i am sad it is no longer december or 2007 but i hope that 2008 is grrrrr-eat like frosted flakes.

jan 3rd starts my resolutions.
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Monday, December 24th, 2007

Subject:MERRY CHRISTMAS
Time:6:21 am.
Mood: excited.
omg christmas eve HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY CHRISTMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!!

go get em santa!!!!!!!!

i have to go to work and it will be busy and it will suck but IT IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

i want a reindeer.
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Thursday, December 20th, 2007

Subject:FREEDOM!
Time:2:02 pm.
Mood: FREE.
I AM OFFICIALLY DIVORCED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!
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Wednesday, December 5th, 2007

Subject:alright
Time:6:31 am.
Mood: exhausted.
come on week hurry up. i finished (and started lol) my paper for math last night, when i get home from work today i will make the powerpoint and study for the retake test. then i go to math class. tomorrow is my optional final after work for psychology, and then i'm doooooooooooooooooone with classes until next term. and then just one more day (friday) and my vaycay starts. oh sleeping in i cannot wait!
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Sunday, December 2nd, 2007

Subject:YAY
Time:10:02 am.
Mood: good.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE!!!!! :-* OMG 24 SO OLD a toast to you!
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Monday, November 26th, 2007

Subject:plehhhhhhhhhh
Time:6:36 am.
Mood: annoyed.
2 more weeks until i have my week off work, i sure do hope i can make it til then :( another new home is added on sat because you know its the holidays and WE'RE NOT BUSY ENOUGH APPARENTLY. the boss just wants money in his pocket, not like HE has to do double work or work on any holiday or anything.
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Tuesday, November 13th, 2007

Subject:still in disbelief...
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood: enthralled, she loves me!.
for all of you holics and shakira fans, for all of you who believe in dreams, this is for you!!!

everyone else: YOU MUST BUY THE ORAL FIXATION DVD IN STORES NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, November 6th, 2007

Subject:if only!
Time:6:32 am.
Mood: sad that i am poor.
cry, i got an invitation to upgrade my amex gold to amex platinum. i so wish i had the $450/yr to do it.

Exclusive access to once-in-a-lifetime experiences—from sports, fashion, and fine dining to the visual and performing arts. These unique experiences are simply not available to the general public at any price.

:( :( :( :(
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Wednesday, October 17th, 2007

Subject:goosebumps and a smile
Time:7:55 pm.
Mood: je suis heureuse parce que la gente comme ça....
beauty can exist in the most unexpected places. it moves me everytime.

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Friday, October 12th, 2007

Subject:i am so broken.
Time:2:22 pm.
Mood: crappy.
i got a call about my biopsy today. i officially have psoriasis, which is a chronic condition. hooray. i have an appt to return to the dermatologist in about 3 weeks to follow up. i am on steroid cream which sucks.
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Thursday, October 4th, 2007

Subject:hoorayyyy
Time:10:00 pm.
Mood: tired.
the punkie patch is open!!! just a few more weeks and i will be selecting my punkin of choice. i already have an idea of this year's design, hopefully i get the time soon to mock it up. time to go to bed.

ps i got a biopsy from my splotches so in a couple weeks i'll find out what i really have. woot going from 1 prescription to 4 \o/
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Friday, September 14th, 2007

Subject:tired much?
Time:6:18 am.
Mood: tired.
wow, i really was exhausted. i crashed in bed at 8:30pm last night and just woke up now after 6. i blame work bullshit. at least it is now FRIDAY and i can SLEEP IN TOMORROW. but jesus, asleep at 8:30!!!11 and i could sleep some more if i didn't have to work today.
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