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	2030.05.12  20.16 The starting of a century Rules to my Live Journal: This is a regular blog for me as well as a photo blog for my life and my travels. This journal is 80% Private and 20% public All images in entries will remain in public view for all of eternity. They will be filed and categorized into the Memories for easy browsing. Some memories categories' entries overlap others. For example: An entry of photos of my pets and photos of Seattle will be placed under both the pets and seattle memories category. You can also view all the photos posted here on my Flickr Account, hopefully organized in much the same way as the Memories are. My regular journal entries will be posted in public view, after some undetermined amount of time will go into private view which means not only can the public not read it but my firends cant either. I do it that way to be fair so that all persons I've not friended get to read the same material as those who I have friended.

	2008.07.24  09.19 I'm making a donation boobs for free, to anyone who wants them.

	2008.07.23  13.27 Ebay sucks I'm trying to sell my WoW WOTLK beta key and it wont show up in ANY listings.. I'm selling it like less than half the price everyone else is selling theres but no one will ever see my listing.. why? because ebay sucks! On top of that I hate my feminine body and all its shit it does, my boobs hurt, my tummy hurts and all I want is chocoalte and peanutbutter, toast with nutella, and to sit at home moping and playing world of warcraft. GODDAMN YOU BODY!

	2008.07.22  08.49 yesssssssss I have a ride :D I have a ride! this old 80s rocker dude, he seems cool... I have a ride!

	2008.07.18  12.09 I havnt touched an instrument in months "hey diesis i do booking for bigtime and im working on an all ages show at el corazon that i think your sound would fit well onto. its on 7/20, would yoube able to play that show? i can get you all the info and stuff, just email me at my booking email account sea@bigtimeentertainment.net (i cant really do any booking through my myspace account, the myspace inbox is horrible to work in) didn't see an email address so i figured best to just msg you to get the ball rolling. -sam " What would I do!?!?! I think I'm going to decline, but seriosuly coolt hat he asked me.

	2008.07.17  13.49 RAWR! This is how I feel, tiny and helpless making a tiny little rawr. boss monster sucks. Mood: tired of this shit

	2008.07.16  00.00 cooommmoooonnnn I just need a ride to burningman. 1.5 months left!!!!!!! I still dont have a tent.... or a ride... money is impossible to save!!!! damnit. If I could find someone to haul my shit I could greyhound it down there (to reno atleast) for 170 bucks... UGH!!!!! I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. I wish I had a car. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

	2008.07.11  20.33 alcohol? whats that? Apparently, and quite randomly... I have developed an extremely high tolerance to alcohol. I had 4 tall drinks of heavily alcoholic blue Hawaiians on tuesday. I felt absolutely nothing. Today we had a company sumer party. all drinks on the companies pay. I had 4 blue Hawaiians. 4 cocktails. I felt nothing. What happened to tipsy? What happened to drunk? I'm doomed to never be loopy again!

	2008.07.10  10.11 Tank. Girl. Theres not enough time in the day to play with my dog and kitties!!!! Serious. I could play all day and they still want more! Burning Man's Theme is the American Dream. so.. I was thinking of painting my tent, a tank on one side and a silhouette of a girl on the other side... MY interpretation of the theme... Well weather it has something to do with the theme or not, I still want to do it.. Tank Girl is my idol lol!!!!!! I feel bad for saying that :( pa Pa PA POW!!!!

	2008.07.07  12.11 I cant wait for the desert Burning man supplies. For previous goers please fill me in on anything I may be forgetting: Tent tank, (or just paint a tank on my tent) bike, rope, clothes, blankets for sleepin with (or a sleeping bag...), tread and needle, pocket knife, dry soap, 1ply toilet paper, camera, 2 memory cards, spork and bowl and cup, dust mask, bug spray, sun block, aloe, sunglasses, goggles, Blonde hair again before I leave, tan before I leave(I'm not a fan of tans but if it helps me not to burn so bad/fast I can make an exception) spray bottle Food: Oatmeal, Dried Fruits, nuts, Peanut butter, Bread, Water, Water, Water, Water, water, Water, Water, Water, What else can I bring to the desert for food for a week? things in italicized, I already have

	2008.07.03  21.14 3 cats 1 dog So, my apartment managers are moving to Hawaii and they can't take their pets with them. After some long and careful consideration Chris has adopted their cat and I adopted their dog. I already had 1 cat, as does Chris, and it was a difficult decision, but since their cat is an indoor/out door cat and I'll be leaving the apartment in a few months we felt that it was okay to adopt them both. We didn't feel it was right to let Doobie (the cat) leave the neighborhood into a new family somewhere since she knew this neighborhood so well, and I have wanted a dog for a really long time and Ginger (the dog) is probably one of the best kind of first dog/apartment type of dog someone can get. We began a slow transition of spending more and more time with us and less with their original owners so that the transition wouldn't be such a shock, as well as to make sure they got along well with the current two cats. As of July 5th they will be official ours. So to celebrate I will share photos. I apologize for semi blurry photos, its hard to get pets to sit still. Doobie: Doobie and Ginger Ginger Bonus photos of the two resident cats: Fluff (mine) Kiki (Chris'): Surprisingly they are all female. I also would like to ask if anyone knows of a good way to help a dog cope with getting a new owner after 9 years. Or any advice you may have for me, and having a 9 year old dog that has arthritis in her hips.

	2008.07.02  22.48 some fun pictures from pride In no particular order. I also accidentally deleted half my pictures/movies :( I had some good stuff too! All the dykes on bikes.. lost *sob* And of corse.. the rest of them can be found on my flicker account Here (  Prepare to be blasted with RAINBOWS )

	2008.05.28  11.15 retardedness I had a dream my burningman ticket was regected. I got plasterd - drunk last night and passed out when I got home. because I found out my job is in jeopardy because of new supervisor. and my computer neighbor is harassing me about doing work. my old supervisor is concerned about my well being, says I've been "down" allot lately. I met a girl last night named michelle. shes super cute but very.... bouncey? she rambles allot and bounces around from person to person. Cute if you ask me :) and she introduced me to a friend of hers whos name I forgot but spent the rest of the night talking to, and hitting on girls with... lol well actually she did most of the hitting on, rather distastefully, she was pretty drunk too... atleast it wasnt me making a drunken fool of myself this time. woke up at 5 am this morning with a headache like someone hit me with a hammer a few times, And a rather soggy stomach: needed bread. I wonder why? 6 tall very heavily acholoic drinks I bought plus the one michelle bought me and the one her friend bought me, nah I should of been fine. :p I really hate living in the u-dist... allot! I really miss living near capitol hill/first hill/ downtown maybe coffee wasnt the best thing to have this morning, I'm all jittery. Mood: blah

	2008.05.23  13.41 this feeling was lost Ever meet one of those people that upon meeting them your kinda stunned by them because you're attracted, so much infact that you can formulate proper thoughts or sentences and generally make a fool of yourself? Well I use to a long time ago, when i highschool, I havnt felt that way in a long time. BUT! I met a girl today that made me do it. She said "Hi, how are you" and I said "no, i dont know, I guess, nevermind" I was really overwhelmed when I walked into my favorite vegan sandwich shop at this cute, short, perfectly and every so slightly poogy, with 80s hair including a hairband, and big dorky 80s glasses that where much too big for her cute tiny face. *melt* AND she was wearing pink!!! <3 pink I even almost fell off my bike when I was heading to leave, cause I was thinking how adorable she was and not paying attention.

	2008.05.21  13.46 This is the wierdest thing that has ever happened Gracie and I where living together in this apartment building that also had hotel rooms We rented a hotel room for a night (she paid for it) to have a wild drunken party, the two of us. We had so many bottles of alcohol everywhere and pizza and trash everywhere. She had to leave for work in the morning and left me to clean up, but I had to go outside and do something before I cleaned up. I went outside and I was kidnapped into a black SUV by two women and a man They took me far, far away into the woods. The man and the women in the front where husband and wife and the girl in the back was kind of like a kidnapped concubine for the man. When they got me back to their home it was huge and they treated me well. I was supposed to take the place of the concubine, that’s why they kidnapped me. The man tried to win me over by being sweet and kind to me but I wouldn’t give in to his sexual desires! Since they had me they let the other girl go home I was worried about not being able to clean up the trash in the hotel room so they brought me back to clean it up, but a day later, so that Gracie had to pay for a second night so that I could come back and clean it up Then I went back to the people’s home. They where rich and well known and treated me kind of like their own child. They had this big party with a bunch of important people and this Asian priestess lady was there. It was a party for her and all the people came for her. I was in charge of herding people around. The priestess lady pulled me aside and the couple that stole me and told of a plan she had for me to do She told me that her mother was coming in that weekend and wanted to see her family and any children she had. The priestess had notice I had the same face as her, so she wanted me to pretend to be her daughter for the weekend. I would have to wear make up to match the priestess a little better. The couple that stole me agreed and I was made to pretend to be the daughter. I work a kimono and everything. Then I woke up.

	2008.05.15  16.41 OH GOD! SO CUTE IT HURTS! Mood: ouch

	2008.05.12  20.17 LJ! I'm here for the long haul So after some long thinking (it was an instantaneous thought process) I decided not to move off of LJ and make a photo blog elsewhere. I will stay right here! So no worries about having to visit an external page to view my traveling photos! In attempt to stay here and make my residence LJ into a photo blog double I went through the past 4.5 years of entries and made public every entry with a photo. I also added each entry with a photo to the memories for easy browsing. http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=diesis There are many photos no longer working because Way back when I posted them I didnt know that image shack would eventually delete them off its server. I've learned my lesson and strictly use photobucket now :) I am changing my initial LJ rules. All entries with photos will remain public now and forever. The rest of the standards mostly apply. All entries(with a few VERY rare exceptions) will be posted in public view and go into private view after some undetermined amount of time. I went through my older 2 LJ's deadlywhisper and deathlymassacre and made public any entries I had made that contained photography of me or other things I took. Unfortunately, not a single photo exists anymore, the service I hosted the photos on shut down years and years ago, but the entries are still there for reading and good fun :)

	2008.05.06  12.05 The Galaxies will collide!

	2008.04.26  18.07 GEETAR playing People keep asking me if I'm going to make any more songs, I keep telling them "I'm more interested in my acoustic guitar lately, and I don't know when, if ever, I'm going to make any more noise music and record it." I don't play my guitar often. I first picked up electric guitar 5 months ago and then about 2 months ago someone gave me an acoustic and I haven't been back to electric since. The actual amount of time that I have played is about 1 months worth, but I enjoy it when I play (even if it is rare). I'm not very good but that doesn't matter. I decided to appease those who want me to make more noise music by giving them a video of my acoustic playing, even if it does suck. I suggest you skip to the middle because I stop paying attention to what I'm doing and it gets way better. This is all finger picking, I know I'm holding the neck wrong, its because I'm holding all the strings down at once and that just happens to be the easiest way for me to do that. I need to get a glass finger slide so I can hold the neck correctly. One last thing! There's noise interference from the window behind me being open and the shitty mic on my camera so its not very loud(my guitar playing) but the air is kinda loudish in contrast. Allot of the notes get lost in the background air noise. Oh yea... and my guitar is too big for me :D ( 2 peekturs of um...... ..... me )

	2008.04.23  21.23 Small adventure I didnt want to sit at home when I got home so I dragged chris on a walk to gasworks and back. I took some pretty pictures :) ( And you know... me! )