decived_devil

well
been moving into the house and saying goodbye to friends old and new. It's hard moving again... I never seem to stay in one place for more then 5 years. I've only been in this house for 4 1/2 and in that time i've overcome many hardships and advanced as a person in general. which i'm happy for.

Today i'm off to buy lots of cameras for tomarrow. goin photo happy. and tonight i'm getting my tongue peirced for the 3rd time, it'll hurt like an unholy mofo but i want it done for good. Got a new cute lil barbell for it. Black with a di on top.

this is a really calm kind of entry cause i don't know if i should feel happy or not.... weather i should jump with joy, or cry under my bed... wish for a better life or only know it will fall like thin ice under me. ...

DAMN SHEEZY! IT ISH DOWN!! >.<
the one day inbetween moving we have power to the house and sheezy is down when i get on. Damn damn damn *shakes fist*
any way

been a blah week... blah times call for blah measures *falls asleep*

Oh btw i've started an Anime account on Sheezy Http://black.jack.sama.sheezyart.com because i wanted a seperate account from my Anthro account... I draw about more anime then i do antrho but color less. So for pratice i'm worken on anime..

hope to be in the new hose damned soon... i hate waiting >.

Hmm where to start where to start...

The last few days have been really weird, and really mind boggling.
I'm failing some of school... alot of school. My teachers are pissed at me for my attendence and i don't really care.

But yup as all teenage girls do. i've got guy problems

It's this kid named david, which i haven't really talked about but i like him, i like him ALOT (underline underline underline) He's got to be the coolest guy I've gotten to know out here. Even more cool then ben is.. doesn't help i've found ben to be irrilaiable and stupid... and whipped by the "perfect girlfriend he's ever had".. >.<
BUT ANYWAY. David and Lucas came over yesterday, which I was excited for... well not about the Lucas part but hey David was at my house. Yeah i was a gitty school girl and got excited about that XD really excited. I sat on my fence pillar and lit matches and burnt stuff as I watched them wrestle on the grass. Eventually they dragged me to the ground and tickled me to death... god my stomic hurt from laughing so hard.
However... a while back i wanted nothing else to go out with david. and lucas was his best friend as well as a child hood friend (like from age 11 or so) of mine and i thought it would work out really well... Except one day when Lucas was talking to David about how things may go... David slipped that he didn't want a relation ship and that he was moving. When lucas "HINTED" this to me, i just noded in understanding. I didn't want to start liking some one who was moving i mean... yeah... it's not right and i don't like long distence relationships... seen to many of them go bad, real bad. ANY WAY....
After david left my house, I thought to myself wile meditating (an old habit from my Kung-fu days ) i figured out how much i really liked him, and my guardian spirit kept telling me things will work out eventually...
Well around midnight, Lucas gave me a call. He told me that he had been talking to David all day and that he had something to tell me. Of corse i litterally almost yelled at him to tell me because he wouldn't at first but he did.
Lucas told me that David was fighting with his parents to stay living in Utah, and by a Utah right law, he was old enough to say if he wanted to move or not.
Lets just say my mother came running into my room thinking i was underattck cause i was yelling and jumping up and down with joy

but thats about it. me and David seem to be getting closer and i keep my cell phone with me in case he calls/texts me AT ALL TIMES XD yeah i hope to have good news soon, real soon <3 <3

Current art trades: OPEN
*Note: I will still take art trades however they will be put in Qeue
Sa-tina (DA) - working out details

Commissions: ACCEPTING (PLEASE!!!)
SuperMan tattoo ( Oo wtf??)-- $5

Personal Ta-do list
Character Refs- To be uploaded 3-19-05
Echo(anthro)- sketched
Shadow Nixxius- Sketched
Echo(pipe Fox)- Sketched
Doom Katarie- Sketched
Rosic- Adding Info
Fish-Netz - Sketched

Gift art
Sa-tina (DA) -Sktethed (inking)
Silent paws (SA)- Sketching

hehe Art trade any one?

~ Dragon

Blah blah blah egafargin
HAHAHAHAHA
boop booop har har

ART STATUS
+Nuzzles+ SOLD -awaiting payment-

Art Trades - Open
Finished- None

Pending w/ Status-
Sa-tina- Plotting

Commissions - Open

If i said my life was cheery...
i'd be lying >.<

ART STATUS
+Nuzzles+ Forsale Please Email or comment

Art Trades - Open

Commissions - Open

I'm closing down, slowly but surely. I wish i had enough money to commission all my firends, buy their art and help them as artists but i can't. i can't even support myself at all... Not to mention my home life isn't as hot and dandy as well. I want to curl up in a ball and cry.. but i wont, i know i'm stronger then that and it makes me want to puke the way i feel inside.

I'm slowly locking down, pushing people out, leaving myself to rott... i guess i'm destened to draw and rot...

No more talks for me my life is real personal

ART STATUS
Art Trades- Open

Commissions- Open

"Beliving that something can happen
wont make it happen
but Doight something about it
will make all the difference"

My teacher ish smartzies XD


on another note, i take to long to draw and stuff... well to color... like i have 3 or 4 pictures i need to finish ... i guess i'll be able to finish more once i'm done with homework and stuff hehe w/e =P


oh Alex and Me opened an AH on Furbid... cause we need monies =P
http://furbid.ws/cgi-bin/auction.pl?justdisp&Poptartdragon

hahahahahaha
i got an offence on sheezy XD
how gay are they hmmmm???
well it only encourages me more to get my own gallery sight up and running. Also need to figure out a way to teach the winner of my contest how to put their own stuff in their own gallery without me having to do it....

hmmmm.......
need to buy a paid account on Sphosting as well...
much to do much to do

Art trades Open
Commissions Open
requests closed forevered.... maybe

well alot has happened lately...

was worken down at my dads excavation co place, fell and got a peice of steel through the middle of my hand. it didn't really hurt until i got it pulled out. actually, the tec shot hurt worse ; . ; unless needles are peircing something, like ears, nose, tongue... i can live without them.

finished my trades, happy happy joy joy. and did some ink drawings that i'm proud of. but i'll take more trades. cause i'm still in a weird type of artist block...

also watched The Grudge... THAT IS A FREAKEN WEIRD MOVIE.

i have to admit it scared the living crap outta me and i didn't sleep at all last night. but omg, there wasn't anything to it and because it had to Digital grapthics to it and was all done with makeup and stuff it made it a whole lot scareir for me...

OH OH if ANY ONE plays FF11 and is on the Quitziquatal (sp) server, lemme know cause like, we're doing hard stuffs.. and like... my weddings soon... hehehe yeah i'm getten married...

that is all... that is all

yup I'm hosting a contest! yay! please read the info below ^ ^

Why?:
for a while me and alex have been looking to create an online gallery OFF of sights such as these, and i have a decent amount of HTML knowlage so i'm going to be making one.
so i'm hosing this contest to get 1 or 2 other people whome i'll make a gallery for.

What to enter:
The picture MUST contain one of my characters Echo, Fish-Netz, Shadow Nixxius, or Rosic

+Picture can contain blood and gore (extreams amount welcome)
+NO YIFF (ewwwww)
+Pictures can contain your characters as well
+Any midium is welcome
+Being nice, or being my friend wont give you extra points

The Theme:
Every picture must have a 'theme' to them. the theme for this contest is...
'A moment when fantasy exists'
Please allow your mind to wounder and decide what the theme means for yourself

Prizes:
1st- (split between 2 people)
-the winners character and mine fully colored commission quality
-A pasword protected online gallery
2nd-
-A line art peice of their character and mine
3rd-
-a clean sketch of your character and mine

The Judges:
Alex and Myself will judge the peices, IF we can't decide the winners then we'll ask for outside assistence. These will be people NOT in the contest.


to enter:
Please send me a PM or comment to this journal. when you finish the picture send me a pm or comment with the link and i'll post the info here.

Deadline:
The contest deadline is March 17. the deadline may change depending entries.

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Entries-
None yet!

wow haven't been uploading alot, but i've been working... mainly alot of sketches and stuff... i may post them on my sever sight and give links to em here so peeps can see em, cause like i said i draw alot of sketches that never really make it to the final copy ; . ;

oh yeah... ummm more trades <3 mrr??? ^ ^;

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Poison-Poptart - DA Related - [ gonna start here soon ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [to be uploaded]
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well i'm really bored, joined SheezyArt, i'm sorry DA has been having to much trouble and the Sheezy community seems to be a whole hell of alot nicer.
http://deceiveddevil.sheezyart.com

i've been really confused lately, bein 15 doesnt' help either cause all of a sudden my parents are just bein bigger ass holes ever sence they got home from Mexico... but... eh

BIG NEWS
Me and alex will start selling our art now to make room for other art! i will have a page up of it soon showing what all we're selling please stay tuned!! we need a car!!

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Poison-Poptart - DA Related - [ gonna start here soon ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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...
i don't know what to do
my 'stalker' from like 2 years ago came over to my house today, and stayed here for almost 5 hours ; . ; i don't like him but i thought i'd be nice and yeah.... it wasn't what i thought it'd turn out to be...

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B DAY COUNT DOWN ISH TOMARROW

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Poison-Poptart - DA Related - [ gonna start here soon ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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theres so many god damn mother fuckers out there >.<

On better news peirced my tongue today...
i'll have to do it again cause i had the wrong gadge ring ; . ;
and it hearts like an unholy mofo ; . ;

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B DAY COUNT DOWN 5 days (january 12, i'll be 15 =P)

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Poison-Poptart - DA Related - [ gonna start here soon ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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hmm i want to do commissions yet i don't want to just yet... i think i'm ready and can give you what you pay for but.. eh i donno. he he i think the insents are getting to my head real bad like...

they smell like pot x.o

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B DAY COUNT DOWN 6 days (january 12, i'll be 15 =P)

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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you know when you know that something...
but you don't feel like you can tell that person you know something about them...
yet everyday they look at chu and you want to tell them that something...
but the promis you made to yourself keeps you from telling them...

if you get that i give you a cookie

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B DAY COUNT DOWN 8 days (january 12, i'll be 15 =P)

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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well i'm back from my snowbording vaction in Jackson Hole wyoming... which wasn't even a 'snowbording' vacation >.<

Day 1:
Driving only too 2 hours or so to get to Evingston Wyoming, where me and my family spent our first night. There was a pool there and of course when me and my older sister Heidi get together we're on guy watch until we both get BFs...
well of course where we are (by an XXX video rental store and a liqur store) we're not gonna see any guys we like =P but hey we looked and boy we saw. There just happened to be two guys about our age in the hotel that night and Heidi whistled at one she thought was cute and i didn't and he thought it was me.... O.O i wanted to beat her head in...
That night Me and my 2 step sisters had a room to ourselves and we stayed up to the long hours of 9 'o clock but woke up at 2 for a bar fight. after that i woke up halusinating... and Missy (my oldest sis) started crying cause Heidi wouldn't hold her candle O.O

Day 2:
This day we made it to Jackson Hole at about 5 or so. so we went to lunch and walked around. A lil later we met up with our Cuzes from Montana and we had a grand old time

Day 3:
.... was not a good day. I was tired and the beds were to damn soft but we got up anyway. New years day and we just had to walk around. we went just about every where then went on a horse drawn slay ride to see HUGE wild eld. and i mean FUCKING HUGE!! i'll upload pictures later when Heidi and my mother get them developed.
after that me and heidi came home and hit the hot tub and it was GREAT... cept OMFG hot guys... running outside... back and forth, back and forth. Heidi whistled at them but they didn't notice... and i felt akward cause i was in a two peice with out a hat on so my hair was flat like a guys unlike heidi's long black beautiful hair... ; . ;
But soon fricken 6 year olds raided the hot tub and we RAN. Litterally getting out of the hot tup asap and just left... as we were walking buy this room 111 which was 2 or so doors down from the hot tub i spotted the hot guys and they saw me. Heidi walked pasted and WAVED! O.O i wanted to fall in the snow and hide myself. Well, the dude named Big Z came out and started talking to us and tellen us about the party they were going to have in their room later today... I wanted to get outta there but at the same time i didn't cause t here was a really cute guy in there and yeah....
Well me and Heidi went back to our room for a lil bit wile the kids left and went back down to the hot tub... heidi demanded that we call the guys' room and invite them down, which she did... but they stood us up for an hour. When that hour was over Heidi called their room again and they came down in their cloths but they came down... heidi started chatting with them and i noticed they were drinking... then Heidi started lying about the both of us, tellen them that we drak and smoked....... and for the record I DON"T smoke or drink and never will...
Heidi sat there taunting them for a long while until they got up the nurve to go and get their swim sutes on... this kid named Bob and Big Z came back and chatted a lil more and when back to their room then this other guy came in and started chatting with us.
It was then my Parents came in and started shooting at us with this lil conffetti guns they bought at the dollor store that luckly scared the guys off...
but Big Z and bob came back, only Z got in the hot tup, and sat drink and all in it for a while. Then as a 'joke' or so he said wanted Heidi to give him some head. I told her that she absolutly couldn't no matter what... and we got into a fight. lets just say it turned them on to see a Wrestler and a Grappler go at it ; . ; i didn't want that...
3 rounds later and both me and my sister soaked in the Hot tub the lady came in and told us she was gonna lock us up.
I praised the lord and started to get out of the hot tub wile Z and Heidi started to make out... i wanted to cry it was nasty to listen to those two. I only got my boots, binni, and arm warmers on before Bob started commen over to me. I just glared at him for a second then started towards the door. heidi got the hint and got out as well. But still her and Z went at it... Heidi wasn't gonnna leave until we officially got kicked out and i wouldn't let her stay alone... i couldn't have so i stayed and bob tried to make his move. Standing real close we chatted and stuff for a lil bit about guitars and my arm warmers... gay convos to get onto 'other' things... ; . ; fineally he took my hand and asked if i was wearing black nailpolish, i said i was, taking my hand he looked at it then pulled me into a kiss...
I turned and wanted to puke, his mouth tasked like wisky and other things... and then my ENTIRE FAMILY walked in. I felt like shit, heidi had to push Big Z away and she did just in time before any one saw. The two guys quickly left and they went off to their room where they still watched us. Mom and my cuz were going to go shoot em with the lil dollor store guns they bought but i didn't let them cause i wasn't sure how drunk the two boys were.
but i had to stop and think, if i wouldn't shoot em it may look like i was trying to hide something so i went over and shot em a few times. and i shot em in the groin to. Needless to say they felt it... however my mother and my Cuz wouldn't go away and my dad came over. Even drunk my dads more keen then a fox and he smelt whatever was on em. and he asked them to. they replied quite confadently that they were on Heorin... My dad clenteched his fists and we had to intervine. If you knew anythng about my dad he hates when people do drugs. My mother and Cuz had to wrap around him to keep him from knocking them out cold and i shoved them back in the door and shut it. corse they opened it again and i had to tell them that if they wanted to live they'd shut the door and not say a thing to my dad. Luckly, even drunk, they listened to me and they did...
after that my sis got a lecture which i'm glad she got.. cause every time we go anywhere together we get in trouble. We went home... watched the ball drop in N.Y.C and went to bed.

Day 4:
we came home... =P
yup that's it... and i'm home.. didn't get a chance to draw anything but i'll get to work on stuff....

*waves goodbye to everyone*

well i'm off to Jackson Hole Whyoming on a Snowbording trip with my family (mom dad and 2 step sisters) mrr i'm excited.

I'll let chu know how it goes!!

*puts on her best outfit to impress the snowbording guys*

If I fell
to the ground today
would i parish
like dirt in the rain
if i fell
into hell today
would hell except me
or cast me astray...?

my minds a mixed ramble right now... and i've got headaches that'd make grown men cry... i feel like i'm gonna die... *sigh* i need to go back to school, i need to see alex, i need to see ben and chris... i need to laugh, i need to see other people other then my parents and step sister... blah i'm such a wrek...

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art stuffz
haven't mentioned this on Da just yet, but for those who read this can be rewarded. I'll be doin free requests and badges... this'll stop when i upload my first badge of Echo. So ask now. Commissions will be on hold until I have over 50 watchers AND 3k padge views on da. by then that'd mean i may actually be good at art ^ ^ mrr until then

B DAY COUNT DOWN 18 days (january 12, i'll be 15 =P)

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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I really need to learn to control my temper sometimes...

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art stuffz
haven't mentioned this on Da just yet, but for those who read this can be rewarded. I'll be doin free requests and badges... this'll stop when i upload my first badge of Echo. So ask now. Commissions will be on hold until I have over 50 watchers AND 3k padge views on da. by then that'd mean i may actually be good at art ^ ^ mrr until then

B DAY COUNT DOWN 18 days (january 12, i'll be 15 =P)

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Art Status:
Art trades- .... ask donno we'll chat about it's, message me or e-mail
Suzanami- DA related- [inking and coloring! YAY ]
Personal art- [sketching]
gift badges- [sketching]
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