This is Esti's (death_of_dreams) list of fanfiction recommendations. They are categorized by fandom, and ALWAYS worth the read for whatever reason. I will try to update this and keep it as neat as I can, as often as I can.

Created: May 26, 2008
Updated: July 9, 2008

Coming Soon:
X Men (Evolution)
Justice League
Firefly

Okay, quick status report:

1.I cut all of my hair off. No, not really, I still have hair, but it is very very short. The shortest my hair has ever been cut by me. I love it, I think it's fabulous, it's all short and awesome. ^_^

2. My internet sucks. Something has happened, and my internet is ridiculously slow right now - am trying to find the source of the problem, because this occurs on my brothers laptop as well. All suggestions for how to make wireless internet faster are welcome.
THEREFORE Alala = killing Nestor to load. So please don't expect me to be posting lots. It is absolutely beautiful, Chani and Kelly and Pete did an amazing job with it, 4.0 is so much better and amazing and it really makes me think how far you've come since the days of Ezboard. ^_^

3. I'm tired. My mom is calling doctors and freaking out. Because no matter what I do, I don't sleep. I have been drugging myself night after night- but only on schoolnights. On weekends I just stay awake. Until around 3 AM, when I finally sleep, and get the equivalent of 3 hours.
I make up for this by taking naps during the day, when my system crashes. Stop taking the naps you say? Duh. Tried it. It doesn't work - my system gets overtired and doesn't crash, it goes into hyperdrive and I don't sleep at all that night. So I sleep when I can - which is generally from 1:30-5pm and then I get up and organize dinner and do stuff with my mom. I have to go on hiatus from Karate AGAIN until we can get my sleeping patterns fixed, because I am so freaking out of whack that I can't function like a normal person. Going about my day is killing me. Seriously. It's a serious concern of me and my mom - and so, of course, my mom is calling my psychiatrist and freaking at her because of my meds. Typical Cari's mom.

I love you all. Sorry if you don't hear from me - AIM and MSN work fine, but loading pages/images/videos is really bitchy right now. So I will try and stay updated as possible, maybe even post, but we'll see. I'll let you know when my wireless is back to full speed.

P.S. I really want a new mood theme. It might be fun, so maybe I'll make one. We'll see. And now, for Cari to crash to sleep.

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Everything's explained at beckyzoole's LJ, but basically: on Friday, March 21st, we will not be posting or commenting for 24 hours. I know that's hard for us LJ dwellers, but we must in order to bring back our beloved LJ.

Title: Bathing
Author: Esti, AKA death_of_dreams
Fandom: Firefly
Characters/Pairing: River Tam. Jayne Cobb, Rayne
Rating: PG13 - mention of nudity.
Summary: Jayne Cobb finds River Tam in his bunk, trying to get clean.


To Rayne Goodness - You know you waaaant it.

Hey! I'm back. And on today's menu...

Buffy/ Angel
Firefly
     -Rayne
Kingdom Hearts
Veronica Mars
The OC
Movies
Rent
X Men
      -Evo

+18 Quotes, Text icons and Name Tags
! NT requests filled. ! ^_^

Teasers:

  

( I'm not an addict...maybe that's a lie )

A lot has been said about how to prevent rape.
Women should learn self-defense.
Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark.
Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts.
Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended.
Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.

Instead of that bullshit, how about:

If a woman is drunk, don't rape her.
If a woman is walking alone at night, don't rape her.
If a women is drugged and unconscious, don't rape her.
If a woman is wearing a short skirt, don't rape her.
If a woman is jogging in a park at 5 am, don't rape her.
If a woman looks like your ex-girlfriend you're still hung up on, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in her bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is asleep in your bed, don't rape her.
If a woman is doing her laundry, don't rape her.
If a woman is in a coma, don't rape her.
If a woman changes her mind in the middle of or about a particular activity, don't rape her.
If a woman has repeatedly refused a certain activity, don't rape her.

If a woman is not yet a woman, but a child, don't rape her.
If your girlfriend or wife is not in the mood, don't rape her.
If your step-daughter is watching tv, don't rape her.
If you break into a house and find a woman there, don't rape her.
If your friend thinks it's okay to rape someone, tell him it's not, and that he's not your friend.

If your "friend" tells you he raped someone, report him to the police.
If your frat-brother or another guy at the party tells you there's an unconscious woman upstairs and it's your turn, don't rape her, call the police and tell the guy he's a rapist.

Tell your sons, god-sons, nephews, grandsons, sons of friends it's not okay to rape someone.

Don't tell your women friends how to be safe and avoid rape.
Don't imply that she could have avoided it if she'd only done/not done x.
Don't imply that it's in any way her fault.
Don't let silence imply agreement when someone tells you he "got some" with the drunk girl.
Don't perpetuate a culture that tells you that you have no control over or responsibility for your actions.
You can control yourself.


If you agree, repost it. It's that important.
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I posted this as a public entry. The whole world needs to see things like this.

Comment to be added.

^^ I wanted to make an icon post for sometime now, soo...here goes.

-11 Buffy The Vampire Slayer
-2 Final Fantasy X-2
-4 Kingdom Hearts
-4 X Men
-7 Random
Total: 28 icons

Preview:

     

( A bunch of Icons that I really like...by me )

It's so cool!

You get told what character you are and then you vote on others.
It's like thelabeled ones, only not.

Btvs_rating

So go try it!

So.

There's a threat that tommorrow someone's going to blow up our school.
Needless to say, I'm bringing a camera to school tommorrow. ^_~

Buffy gang:

I need a dark lord and a ingeune (sp?) for a buffy icontest.

So far:
hero: spike
anti-hero: buffy
sidekick: Willow
Dark lord: ???
Ingeune: ???

HELP! (will post the set when I'm done.)

Update that is very important:

Scott (he'll be my official boyfriend after Saturday) has a long tongue.

That is all.

It's awesome! You get labelled. ^_^

Step 1: Put your media player on random
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from and who the artist/band is.
Step 4: Bold the ones people have guessed correctly already

( Think we need a password? How about 'Kick it's ass'. )

 

 

Have we all seen this...? *gives thanks for being Canadian*

*sits down and cries*
I honestly think I've become completely inivisble. That or everybody's decided to go blind...
Maybe I'm not worth looking at anymore, but it doesn't seem like more then two people are listening to me right now anyway.
Because I seem to be a well of pain and hurt and suffering. I cause pain and hurt to those around me, while being full of it by myself...
and they said life was fun.

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Wonderland sucks

Wonderland sucks and so do you.

Does the word break not mean to destroy? Hmmm. I wonder indeed. 'Cause the word break sucks, just like wonderland.

On the upside, I may write a fic called Wonderland Sucks, as that is just the coolest title ever. ^_^ I'm a title ish person.
However, the ish is not a title.
Interesting...

My Lewis Carol post will come, and maybe I'll change the date to be sneaky sneaky...

Can you do my test?
I doubt more then 4 people will even try.
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=041217214156-736704

I EXIST! (comment if you acknowledge my existance.)

Whoo! It's been a long time. Therefore, a long post to keep you entertained.

First off, I have three new icons. See them at the lj cut. One is Kill Bill, the 'bow down and stare in wonder' is Giles' drawing. ^_^.

Okay. So school is up and running...
French:
I HATE my teacher, Mr.Bagarozza. He sucks. He says I 'talk to much' which means I whisper to Michael during class. *rolls eyes* It's damn helpful that I'm a genuis in french. Mon professeur est un klaxon, un faison, un batard, et un meurtrier. My teacher is a hooter, a pheasant, a bastard and a murderer (of the english language).

Gym:
I like this class. It's lots of fun. All girls, too. My gym teacher will like start talking about somebody's hair. She acts like one of us, and it's really funny. Plus, she challenges us to step away from the stereotypes. ^_^ She even made us play football!

Science:
You couldn't get a more boring class. It's a serious snooze fest. But, our teacher's kinda cool, despite his corniness. He reminds me of Mr.Royer: You can insult him and he'll just laugh and like you more. ^_^ Plus, I don't pay attention and still fly through it all.

Geography:
My favourite class. Mrs.Serwatiak is so awesome. She's really fair and nice to us all and I learn a lot from her. ^_^ She picks on the guys in a friendly way, and even they like her. Need more be said?

WE GOT A PHOTO PRINTER!! I'm excited.( Trish, if you're around and you read this, I wanna know when you can come over. You gotta come see me. Whenever you can, except Tuesday. Other then that...come over! Even if it's Wednesday, or if you want me to do your papers with you on Friday!)

I'm lonely again. Bleh.

( Icons )