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synthpop woot
im guest djing at motion tonight at the mercury.

come play!

-c

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tonight

come out and play with me!

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need to vent somehow...
i haven't been this upset in a long time... i've cried everyday this week...

i wasn't ready for this. im stronger on my own.

EDIT :: i realized i shouldn't really be wining about this shit...

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broke ass hoe
 so, i just found out that i have a $700 phone bill.... yeah... i don't have $700... i've never gone over my minutes in the 10 years i have had a cell phone... i knew i had gone over (thank you long distance relationship...), but i figured it'd be like $100-$150...NOT $700!!

well... i have a week to come up with the money, and you know what that means... gotta go to work on my massage table! i take my board exams next month, so like i've stated before i cannot ask for payment, but i can accept donations.. so over the next week i'll be doing as many massages by donation as possible. 

if you, or someone you know would be interested in this please email ASAP! blurredsenses AT gmail DOT com.

thanks!

-c

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my playlist from last night's prototype
 

Bunnybeatz
Accessory :: Holy Machine
Sister Machine Gun :: X Rated Movie
Pigface :: Hips Tits Lips Power!
Pow[d]er Pussy :: Cryogenic Pussy Lover
Hate Dept. :: Blood
Leaether Strip :: Antius
Spahn Ranch :: Locusts
Miss Nicky Trax :: Acid in the House
1000 Homo Djs :: Supernaut
Annodalleb :: EvilF1 (Digitalis Evil Breaks Mix)
Destroid :: Bird of Prey
Haujobb :: Noise Institute


All Out DJ Battle
Bunnybeatz :: Sister Machine gun :: Sins of the Flesh
Cabana-Bot :: Wumpscut :: Christfuck
turbolars :: Front Line Assembly :: Provision
Seraphim :: Nitzer Ebb :: Fun To Be Had (Long Mix)
Bunnybeatz :: Ministry :: Burning Inside
Cabana-Bot :: Hate dept :: New Power
turbolars :: Daft Punk :: The Brainwasher
Seraphim :: Aesthetic Perfection :: I Belong To You
Bunybeatz :: Tactical Sekt :: Chosen One
Cabana-Bot :: Underworld :: Born Slippy Nuxx (Radio Edit)
turbolars :: Ohgr :: Cracker (Request)
Seraphim :: Stromkern :: Stand-Up
Seraphim :: Ayria :: Infiltrating My Way Through The System
turbolars :: Seabound :: Watching Over You (Live Version feat. Regan Jones of Iris)

Current Location:
home
current sentiment::
amused amused
resonating is::
the boy composing house music
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TONIGHT :: im djing @ the merc, come play!

THIS THURSDAY @ PROTOTYPE - ENDIF "CARBON" & LUCIDSTATIC "GRAVEDIGGER" RELEASE PARTY

Courtesy of Tympanik Audio we have not one but two excellent releases for you at PROTOTYPE!

THURSDAY, AUGUST 14th, we are honored to host the release party for the new hard-hitting, genre-bending albums by ENDIF "CARBON" and LUCIDSTATIC "GRAVEDIGGER". LUCIDSTATIC serves up a fierce hybrid of Breakcore, Powernoise, and classic Industrial elements while ENDIF offers sonic compositions of mind altering, dirty, tech-minded rhythmic beats and a fierce uncompromising aesthetic.

We have a limited amount of these two albums to hand out, so show up on AUGUST 14th for your chance to walk away with one of them!

As if that wasn't enough, starting at this PROTOTYPE at the MUSICWERKS table, you'll be able to purchase your tickets for up coming shows, like IMPERATIVE REACTION w/ [:SITD:] & AESTHETIC PERFECTION (on 9/30/08 at the El Corazon)!

Come out, support the music and help make a better club scene, shop around the MUSICWERKS booth, and dance your asses off! We'll see you on the 14th for dancing, drinking, giveaways and the return of DJ BUNNYBEATZ!

We're located @
1009 E Union St
Seattle, WA 98122

doors open @ 9pm
$5 - 21+

repost and tell your friends! see you this thursday!

http://myspace.com/prototypeseattle 

Current Location:
bastyr
current sentiment::
chipper chipper
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round 2
 
Current Location:
home
current sentiment::
bouncy bouncy
resonating is::
nutmeg, vsnares
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just a little update at why i  may be unreachable or weird for awhile...

my father had his 4th and 5th heart attack over the past 2 days... im struggling with my reactions to it....

i am angry. i feel guilty about being angry. i lack compassion for him, yet feel like shit because im always a compassionate person. i hate him, and am frustrated with myself. i don't want to regret my actions for the rest of my life (especially since i believe regret and guilt are wasted emotions)... but being there for him is absolutely killing me! but no one else is my family will do it. everyone has abandoned him... and me, who has more reasons than anyone on this planet to hate him, is the one that is taking care of him... me and my brother took him to the hospital. i sat with him for 5 hours... it made me so sick, i thought i was gonna throw up when i got home...

so if i am weird when you see/talk to me... that's prolly why...

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tomorrow night
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massage
so i need massage clients for school. 1-3 a week, depending on the week, for a 1.5 hour massage.

I DO NOT HAVE MY LICENSE YET AND CANNOT LEGALLY DIAGNOSE. THIS IS FOR PRACTICE PURPOSES ONLY.

with that legal shit out of the way, i have been trained, and will be taking my board exams in september :) i need a certain amount of hours practicing massage to get my certificate at school, that's where YOU come in! i have a portable massage table and can come to you :)

i cannot legally ask for payment, but if you wanted to kick in a few bucks for gas n' stuff that would be AWESOME because im crazy broke right now while looking for a new apt. and having just bought my massage table...

let me know, thanks! :)

**EDIT**
times i am usually available:

wednesday ::  2-8 (pm)
thursday      ::  2-7 (pm)
friday            ::  varies (i work 4.5 hours that day in lynnwood, and it varies from late morning to early evening)

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ya'lls have fun tonight!

wish i could make it! have fun for me!

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keep an eye out

that's me! (no, i didn't choose the name...)

anything with bunnybeatz on the bill will have me djing woot! :)

Current Location:
home
current sentiment::
chipper chipper
resonating is::
x-rated movie, sister machine gun
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my set last night
Bunnybeatz
Nitzer Ebb :: Nobody Knows
Project Pitchfork :: Carrion
Sister Machine Gun :: X-Rated Movie
Skinny Puppy :: Addiction
Leaether Strip :: Antius
And One :: Metal Hammer
Babyland :: Increased Turnover
Klute :: I Wanna Fuck Now!
Ministry :: Burning Inside
Das Ich :: Goddes Todd (Remix by Dance or Die)
KMFDM :: Naive
Front Line Assembly :: Replicant
And One :: anguish
Nitzer Ebb :: Join in the Chant

::battle::

All Out DJ Battle
seraphim - Excessive Force :: Violent Peace
Cabana Bot - Eco :: Ich Will Dich
Noah K - Xmarks the Pedwalk :: Abattoir
Bunnybeatz- :wumpscut: :: In the Night (Haujobb remix)
Turbolars - Babyland :: Dyn-o-mite!
seraphim - EBN :: Behaviour Modificaton/We Will Rock You
Cabana-bot - Haujobb :: Worlds Window (Fusion mix)
Noah K - Sheep on drugs :: Motorbike
Bunnybeatz- KMFDM :: Nihil
Turbolars - Front Line Assembly :: Provision
seraphim - Skinny Puppy :: Far Too Frail
cabana-bot - Spahn Ranch :: Heritics Fork (Belief Mix)
Noah K - Useless Man :: Minty
Bunnybeatz - Hate Dept. :: Blood
current sentiment::
bouncy bouncy
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i guess i'll use lj for music stuffs :)
im a resident dj now. im pretty excited about it. when are YOU gonna check out prototype?

last night was awesome, and as usual we have some cool events coming up :)

Current Location:
brothers house
current sentiment::
bouncy bouncy
resonating is::
watching harry and the hendersons haha
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get me out of here!
 anyone know someone looking for a roomate somewhere between cap hill and kenmore?

i've found lots of affordable 2 bdrms... but all the studios and one bdrms are crazy expensive! (like only $100-$200 less than a MUCH bigger 2 bdrm...) which means i need to find a roomate stat! :/

if you know of anyone, send them my way! thanks!

-c 

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we're not going away!

PROTOTYPE
Seattles Place For Industrial, Futurepop, EBM & Noise
with DJs Turbolars, Seraphim, Cabana-bot and BunnyBeatz!

JULY 10th - PROTOTYPE OLD SCHOOL NIGHT W/ GUEST DJ NOAH K (LOS ANGELES)

Thanks to everyone who came out to the last PROTOTYPE and who continue to support a better Seattle Industrial scene!

Summer's finally here and as the weather heats up we're starting to feel a tad bit nostalgic. On that note, this weeks PROTOTYPE will be a very special OLD SCHOOL NIGHT featuring tracks spun exclusively from the 1980-1992 era.

We've also got Guest DJ Noah K from Los Angeles on board!

Come out and get your stomp on and prepare to hear a lot of music you probably haven't for a while, as well as a few surprises. It all happens, THURSDAY, JULY 10TH @ 1009 E Union St, Seattle, WA 98122.

Don't forget that you can shop for your favorite CDs at the Musicwerks table; really it's the only place in Seattle to buy the music you crave!

See you on the dance floor!

Current Location:
home
current sentiment::
accomplished accomplished
resonating is::
acsy girl, accesory
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omg
i need to find a place to live... like NOW!

:/

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kick off july 4th weekend right!
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birthdays and holidays...
are times where you analyze your life and who means what within that life....

i had an amazing past few nights! tuesday was a blast! last night was also awesome! (can't wait to post my set eee!) but... as im checking lj this morning... i realize there is no reason for me to have this account anymore. my life has changed over this past year, and with those changes the people within it have changed. maybe i was arrogant in the past to think that some of these interactions were actually friendship... meh, i was wrong either way.

so long lj. it's been a long and bipolar relationship that i no longer need, you know where to reach me :)

signing out
-c

Current Location:
home
current sentiment::
accomplished accomplished
resonating is::
war, annodalleb
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come support me and good music!
At prototype tonight!

it will be a great night!! so come get stompy to my beatz! ;)

let me and our awesome prototype resident djs inspire you to dance!
have a drink (or ten)
get nostalgic and shop musicwerks style
win a new release c/a/t album
...HAVE FUN! you'll be happy you made it out for a thursday night!

Current Location:
home
current sentiment::
bouncy bouncy
resonating is::
come tonight and find out!
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