woo, i've felt kind of alive for the past week or so ^^

nnnothing much else has been happening. uhh.....

wow, this is the stupidest entry i've ever written XD

Tags: aliveness
what i'm feeling: bouncy
what's in my head: if everyone cared--nickelback

yeah so i had training for work today...umm i'm really lazy right now but I actually am really looking forward to working with the kids, it went really well.

ummmm oh yeah and this crazy (literally, something is seriously wrong with him) 40 year old freak won't leave me alone....there is seriously something psycho about him.

Tags: work
what i'm feeling: tired
what's in my head: she thinks she missed the train to mars

i had a most interesting weekend.

Friday---Went over to becca's house. we worked on our halloween costumes....they're coming along quite nicely, i must say....
that night, just as we were picking up, the freakin power goes off....so we find a flashlight, scavenge the entire house for candles, and then go up to her room and light them all.....n'awws it was cutsey ^____^ lol pete and alex called at 1:00 in the morning.....gawd that was a WEIRD conversation, discussing matters such as where girls keep their souls, and why the heck our boyfriends like to rape eachother o_O hahahaha Peter: Agh, stop, no, alex STOP NO, NOOOOOOOOooooo!!! *fades out* Alex: He's busy right now.

oh my gee folks, oh my gee.

saturday: went over to jeni's with becca. worked on their neptune project (lol, it was....niiiiice.) we went on an awesomly lame haunted hayride....becca and i were talking to the scary people walking beside the wagon thing XD me: *to the big scary man* how's it going? big scary man: pretty good. me: that's good....bye! big scary man:*waves* XD oh, and: scary lady: come with me!!! me: wher're we going? scary lady: to my graaaave!!! becca: can i ask my mom first?

wow it was funny XD

we finished their project at 5:30 this morning...meaning we stayed up all night working on it XD we went to bed at six and got up at 8:30...holy freakin fudge.

OH! new music obsessions: The Cranberries and Tegan & Sara.

Tags: alex, becca, halloween costumes, haunted hayride, jeni, music, neptune, peter, power outage
what i'm feeling: good but tired....
what's in my head: She Wants Revenge

Today I got to miss school because the band went on an exchange concert in islesborough (i don't know how to spell it) the actual concert was pretty darn boring, but the ride there an back was excellent! we took the ferry out to the island and everything....

way there: rode with erica and played 20 questions and "i'm thinking of an animal".

way home: played "No laughing contests" with jackson, erica, zach, and david. oh my god, it was so hillarious it wasn't even funny.....wait...nevermind.

quotes:

me, erica, jackson, and zach: *silent for the last 2 minutes from the no laughing contest*
david: my toes are long.
everyone: *bursts out laughing*

yeah it was fun. on the way back jackson drank three 20oz bottles of soda. smart guy, jackson. smart guy. hahaha.

Tags: band
what i'm feeling: cheerful
what's in my head: Been a Son-Nirvana

Happy Mother's Day All You Mothers!

(heh heh family joke, if you read it the redneck way...)

yes, well, we went to my aunt's house for mother's day.....my 2 aunts, 2 uncles, grandma and grandpa, and cousins joe and forrest were there....had a lot of good laughs ^__^

and...yes, now i'm home, just kind of hanging around....i FINALLY drew an ID for myself in the car riding back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!! WOO HOO!!!!!


and now i am happy, and shall go colour it.....


oh yeah, one more thing: i can draw again! yay!! i've gotten my swing back because i figured out my own problem....i have been way, WAY to stiff-backed when it came to my artwork...i finally realized that i just have to let myself loose, and let whatever come come. i'm so happy ^__^

what i'm feeling: chipper
what's in my head: Love to Love You--the beatles

yeah.....life is rolling allong. umm well recital songs are coming along quite well, i suppose...........and just doing stuff like that.



ummm....well yes spent the day being jealous of jeni's totoro shirt ^__^ aand had a quite nice study hall wiv bex and jackson....




oh, did i tell you? my mother and i had quite the argument a couple nights ago over who was better: superman or batman? i was rooting for batman, myself.......likewise, my mother was rooting for superman. it consisted of us saying stuff such as "oh yeah, well at least batman doesn't have some weird square chin!" "well superman wears glasses?" ".....and batman doesn't, what's your point?" "superman isn't some stupid rich snob who lives in a masion!" "WELL, GOTHAM IS A COOLER CITY NAME THAN SMALLVILLE!!!!" hhahhahahah it was so funny....

what i'm feeling: aggravated
what's in my head: standing still--jewel

uhh yeah went back to school today.

Josh bleached his hair.

...

*throws up* yeah it was a little weird XD


ummm well i'm not really doing anything i just felt like updating. in the middle of making an ID for myself.....

what i'm feeling: calm
what's in my head: everybody needs someone sometime-jewel

i want to sing but i won't because i'm a sucky singer.


gaaaah pain.


such a lonely day....and it's mine....the most loneliest day of my life.....such a lonely day.....should be banned....it's a day that i can't stand....the most loneliest day of my life....the most loneliest day of my life......such a lonely day....shouldn't exsist....it's a day that i'll never miss.....such a lonely day...and it's mine....the most lonliest day of my life......and if you go....i want to go with you....and if you die.....i want to die with you.....take your hand and walk away..........the most loneliest day of my life....the most loneliest day of my life.......the most loneliest day of my life.......such a lonely day....and it's mine......

it's a day that i'm glad i survived............





i would go on typing the next song on the cd, "soldier's side", because that's also how i feel whenever i turn on the tv, but i can't remember the words and i don't want to offend anyone.....*shrugs*

what i'm feeling: this is how bored i am:

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.

what i'm feeling: bouncy
what's in my head: something by the gorillaz...

well, in my point of veiw, christmas 100% ROCKED!!!!!!!!!!!


i got a number of awesomely cool things.....such as.......

-a new jewel cd

-a guitar chords poster

-a number of assorted materials from the Art Mart (including a little device that you stick your short pencil into to make it longer----my dad thought it was a cigarrette holder XD)

-a new bristol board sketch pad

- a HUGE VHD WALL SCROLL!!! (i don't care that i've never read the books.....i just happened to fall in love with that poster the second i saw it in walden books)

-a ski ticket to Sugarloaf from my aunt and uncle

and stuff like that.........

we went to my grandma's for christmas eve, where all of my relatives were.....my aunt and i were looking at my grandmother's old photos, that was fun ^_^ and my cousin took up Bass guitar......same as me ^_^

we stayed home for christmas. got up, ate muffins, opened stockings and presents. my mum cooked this huge christmas dinner, and i made pie.......it was so much fun. then my mum and i stayed up late watching movies.

what i'm feeling: amused
what's in my head: little saint nick......why the hell is that stuck in my head