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Date:2006-12-07 18:52
Subject:*~Merry Christmas~*
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Mood: stressed

I'm working on a 3 page X-mas special manga. Sorry, but I can add the shading and toning etc. to it. Currently doing some fund raisers(my 1st time ever)and having 2 older opposite sisters influncing me. -_-; *sighs* I WISH those 2 would get along..... I'm glad that my fav. sis is home for good, but she's a bit too negative. >< Just got my permit and going to get a job soon 2.

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Date:2005-10-10 15:52
Subject:DEVIANT ART PAGE
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Mood: depressed

PLEASE GO HERE TO MY DEVIANT ARE PAGE FOR MY LATEST JOURNAL, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A ENOUGH TIME TO TYPE IT HERE. I'M REALLY SORRY EVERYONE FOR MY LACK OF ABSENCE! >_<

http://darksnow.deviantart.com

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Date:2005-07-08 13:33
Subject:Summer + Net
Security:Public
Mood: depressed

Ohayou minna. Internet is down for the past few months @ my house and I'm using a friend's for today. Hopefully I WILL get the net back at the end of this month.

So far, my dearest older sis moved to LA at the beg. of June. =(
Got a new short hair cut 2 weeks later and is being bossed around by everyone in my house. Yesturday, a few funnels were close by and some cities had flood. Luckily, nothing happend to me or my family. Nothing new, execpt I REEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY miss everyone alot and wish to talk to you guys soon. I can use my sis's cell phone to send message : ^_^; I forgot it @ the moment, but wish me luck you guys. ^_______^ *glomps everyone* Oh and sorry for not being on. ~Jaa!

THANK KYOU EVERYONE For your kind comments on DA! ^_^

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Date:2005-04-08 18:55
Subject:Last time...
Security:Public
Mood: depressed

Okay, for some STUPID, SELFISH reason, my christian-bitch-brat-arrogant-who I hate the most locked my brother's door a week or so ago, so I'm NOT checking up on everyone's lates DA or journal - sorry guys and gals! ^_^; -
I think my stupid brother's going to take his computer to his house when he leaves and that means NO more internet in a VERY *as in maybe a year* long time. *Cries a bit* Things just keep on getting worse everyday in my family... They argue everyday, I get mad my sister who's acting innocent and making me cry about everyday too. >_< School's getting harder and my family's becoming further and further apart eachday because of the arguing. I wanna leeeeeeeeave this family...

Anyway, I have ALOT of drawings that I would love to put up, but for some reason the stupid computer won't detect the scanner. I'm going to miss EVERYONE who I've talked to on the net sooo much! *glomps/hugs everyone* This may be the last time that I'm going post here and I'm not too sure that I'll be able to get on tommorow either. ~Sayonara minna...
*Good bye everyone...

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Date:2005-04-04 21:19
Subject:Back to school...
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First I wake up late and miss the bus, then I had to run 4 laps on the track for PE. - My friend and I had walked the last one. ^_^ Luckily the PE teacher didn't care or told us run. Anyway, I got soooooo tired from running those 3 laps. >_< I'm just glad that 4th period was calm and normal - class not being too loud and daily things.

Drawings --------
For some unknown reason the computer won't detect the scanner. So until further notice, I CAN'T put up my drawings. As for my latest drawing, I drew a new bishi - Takeo Korume - and no there's no such word as Korume, I added the words Kokoro and yume together~ ^__^ I love Takeo, and will draw many more of him and perhaps me together with him in some pics. XD Takeo is mine and mine alone~ *Ahem* Enough about him, I don't feel like continuing the late - Easter pic, because Easter Day was kinda bad for me. ^_^;

Anyway, thats all for now ~Jaa *Later or C-ya*

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Date:2005-03-30 19:38
Subject:Less Internet Time
Security:Public
Mood: sad

For some unknown, stupid reason my older sister *not lennethvalkyrie* hid the modem whenever I want to get on, so I can ONLY get on when my sis - lennethvalkyrie says I can. *I STILL can't stop crying..... =(* She declared that since yesturday and I'm ONLY planning to get on 1 time a day so DON'T expect me to be on as usual. My sister who hid the modem has a thing against me and ONLY me. *Cries even more and can't stop crying* Why is she sooooo mean to me? I obey her every word. Anway, sorry for telling everyone this and I can't draw as well recently.^_^; Hope you guys can still have fun here on DA + on Astral Lines forum. ~C-ya

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Date:2005-03-25 10:22
Subject:School + Drawings
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Mood: blank

I would've posted this yesturday *Thrusday* but my stupid brother was on. ^_^; Anyway, I HAD to go to this stupid, boring ESL *EnglishSecondLanguage* celebration party for exiting out of the ESL program. 1st some lady chosen as the ESL teacher of the month told us about how she accomplished her dreams even though she's from Puerto Rico. Then they gave out cerificates to all that are exiting the program. Funny thing is, people had to clap EVERY 10 secs. LOL XD Anyway, then we got to eat. - I didn't eat, because I reeeeeeeally didn't want to go to the party in 1st place, I was FORCED to go by the ESL teachers. ^_^; I'm on good terms with them, I just asked them if I had to go.

During the party, I drew a sketch of my late-easter pic. I DID draw another pic, but Eichi *from Full Moon wo Sagashite* looks like a girl in it. >_< *feels embarssed* so I will put them up after I'm done with the Easter pic.

Also, my sis took me to go to the mall and get GOLDEN SUN THE LOST AGE! ^__^ *I paid for it* I'm soooo happy, but I need a link cable.. ^_^; *Wasn't expecting to get it yesturday*

Thats all, and I think this is the longest journal entry I've done so far.

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Date:2005-03-21 18:36
Subject:Astral Lines aniversary
Security:Public
Mood: amused

WOOT!=D Its been officially 1 year since I joined this Astral Lines forum - http://chrno.pootato.org - ^__^ I'm soo happy, because its the 1st forum I've ever joined and I stayed with it for a whole year~ Too bad I CAN'T make any graphics to celebrate or draw anything today. =( *Today one of those days which I can't draw at all* But I'm still happy and glad that most of the time my homework is just to STUDY *for all classes XD*

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Date:2005-03-13 22:11
Subject:Friend's quizes results
Security:Public
Mood: amused

HASH(0x89ff148)

Your Hidden Power Is Wind


You have a twisted soul. You change your
directions and mind easily. Your beauty is you
over powering feature. But many enemies are
surprised by your beauty and your great power
to control wind

Gem Stone: Amethist, Eye
Color:
Grey Blue,Hair Color:Grey that
goes to your shoulder Blades

Quote:And if the cloud bursts, thunder
in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear.
And if the band you're in starts playing different
tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
brought to you by Quizilla

http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
brought to you by Quizilla

lonely
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
brought to you by Quizilla

HASH(0x8c00e24)
The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

.........Most of them are true about me, execpt the 2nd to the last one. ^_^; Sometimes I DO like being alone, sometimes I don't. ^__^

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Date:2005-03-12 15:35
Subject:Deviant Art UPDATE
Security:Public
Mood: content

Here's some links to some of the recent pics that I added~ ^___^

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15931566/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15931209/
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15930831/

Hope you like them and the 1st link is a b-day gift for someone on DA, 2nd link I reeeeeeally hate the coloring and the last pic is my #1 FAVORITE! ^_^

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Date:2005-03-09 19:46
Subject:Too Peaceful...
Security:Public
Mood: blank

First I WAS thinking about writting a new journal yesturday, but I decided not too until I regretted doing it. ^_^; Strange thing is yesturday morning it was clear - and my classes were good - until it got cloudy and my day went bad... Don't you think thats odd?

Today its all mostly clear skies and everything's really good - which creeps me out because its a little too good because of what happend yesturday.... -_- This is REALLY creeping me out, its like the sky can sometimes predict how my day will turn out and I found this out last year but I kept on thinking its just a coincidence but its been happening more often in a row straight... -Very ironic isn't it?

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Date:2005-03-03 18:33
Subject:
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I am the mission.
You're a mecha pilot!

You might be a sub-category of bishounen, but this hardly matters since you don't notice anything that didn't feature in the last edition of Guns'n'Ammo magazine. You have been trained since an unfeasibly early age to be a machine of death and destruction. If you've noticed an annoying girl following you around and repeatedly getting into danger and requiring rescue recently, run like hell - she's probably your love interest...

Which generic anime character are you?



O_O - Love interest is SOOOOOOOO NOT TRUE! >_< *I'm not in even interested in guys THAT much yet.. - Only has guy friends..^_^;* But other than that, LOL Mecha Pilot rules! ^____^ - Thinks of Gundam Wing -

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Date:2005-03-03 17:48
Subject:Bad Day
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-_- *sighs* How worse can today get? First in 2nd period, majority of the idiots won't shut up so they made the nice teacher get REALLY angry, so angry that he WON'T go over our study guide for our test *going over means he's giving us the right answers after we do them on our own* T_T  *Wants to hurt almost everyone in her class* THEN IN PE SOME *BEEEEEEEEEP* Stole my PE clothes...=( Now I couldn't join PE *Not that I didn't mind..XD* So I just walked around the gym  *with my gothic friend who didn't participate because she found out that she had a bladder infection O_o * PE wasn't TOO bad, but SOMEONE STOLE MY CLOTHES!  Lucky for me, my PE coach was NICE~ ^___^ Then in 4th period the 2 stupid idiots that I sit in between WON'T shut the hell up... >_< but at least I got help from one of the idiots on a worksheet.... Well thats all from school and HOPEFULLY my day won't go as bad as school at home. 

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Date:2005-02-27 13:38
Subject:-edited- Forgot to add this on last LJ enry..
Security:Public
Mood: loved

^_^ I CAN'T belive I FORGOT TO TALK/TYRE ABOUT HIM! *_*

Anyway, yesturday while at the mall I saw this HOT, KYUTE korean guy with light*mostly has brown highlights in his hair at the mall selling some korean jewelery with his mom. HE'S SOOOOO HOT! >_< He was sitting down on this stool wearing a light white jacket. I'm sooooo stupid, I should have asked for his name! He looks to be around 17 or 18. - He could be older. ^_^; but its just that I've RARELY check out guys and he's one of a kind~ ^______^ I wanna see him again~ *can't stop thinking about him*

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Date:2005-02-27 08:21
Subject:Shocking news.... T_T
Security:Public
Mood: depressed

>_< Its partly MY FAULT that the internet connection is broken on my sister's computer which has photoshop on it! =( *Very shockec and a bit down about it* - At least my brother's computer's internet works... - but I'm still saaaaaaaaad. >_< I've made some REALLY cool avatar *with what I had before my stupid sister disconnected the modem* and NOW NO ONE WILL GET TO SEE THEM..... AND I CAN'T CHANGE MY AVATAR OR SIG ANYMORE... >_

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Date:2005-02-24 20:55
Subject:Poem by my friend
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Mood: amused

Here's a poem that my friend wrote and she made me a copy~ ^__^  - Thank kyuu~

Lost in this Dark Shadow

I'm so lonely
Where are you?
Broken hearted forever
I can't see without you
Is this dying rose my destiny?

[chorus]
Lost in this darks shadow ( I can't find my way to you )
In the back of my mind ( so cold and so lost)
In my nightmare ( I still search for my life )

Is someone there?
Hiding in my fears
My enemy is breathing do the back of my neck
Should I play dead
Or let the fire take my life
Is this dying rose my destiny?

[chorus]
Lost in this dark shadow ( my obession will destory me )
In a dreamless time ( I wait to die )
Lost in this dark shadow ( a steel blade goes into my heart )
On a dark day  ( I collapse on the inside )

[Intrumental]

Darkness devour's me alive
Will I survive to remeber my dreams?
Of my dying rose
And I will remeber you

[Chorus]

Lost in this dark shadow ( I feel the fire burning me )
In these scorching flames ( memories of my life take my site )
Lost in this dark shaow ( I fight life and death )
In this dark room  ( I lie in ashes )
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Sooooooooo what do you guys think?

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Date:2005-02-21 18:38
Subject:School and Teacher
Security:Public
Mood: depressed

>_< Its soooo horrible today.... oH yea, um FIRST LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT: I WILL be putting up 1 scrap, and 2 DA'S when I get the chance to because my *beeep* older sister disconnected the modem to the other computer *where the scanner works* so I CAN'T add anything right now, but one of the DA's is REALLY bloody~ ^___^ *The blood is wonderful xD*

School : >_< Had 3 tests, wrote WAY too much..*right hand hurts* - not much of a problem...

Teacher - On my last Science quiz, my teacher wrote that both of our paper *this guy sitting next to me* had the EXACT same answers and that we were cheating! *cries* I've NEVER cheated before! =( Well 1st I accused of him *the guy* of cheating because most of the time, he would ALWAYS ask me for an answer or 2 on normal worksheets. Then he accused me. Later the teacher said that its a warning for the both of us.. *cries more* =( I don't think the teacher likes me~ =( - Feels REALLY depressed and down because of that, because I've NEVER EVER been accused of cheating before, even though I KNOW I'm innoccent. -

I'll tell you guys on LJ when I've updated or addec new pics on my DA okay? - by giving the links to them if anyon'es interested.

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Date:2005-02-17 17:08
Subject:Friends + Test
Security:Public
Mood: sad

I feel really sad and outcast today. My guyfriend told my other friend that he ONLY likes her as a friend *Only after she pestered + stole his hat XD*. Then at lunch, I just felt REALLY left out even though alot of people sat around me.. -_- Oh well, I ended up leaving them after I ate and sat with my other guy friend. *I have 3 different guy friend and this friend is my best friend's younger brother's best friend. XD - Hope it isn't confusing* I feel like I'm changing, but I'm sad about it... >_< *confused and sad today..*

Test:
For tommorow *Friday* I have 3 tests in 1st period, 1 test in 2nd and another in 3rd. This is SOOOOOOO bad~ >_

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Date:2005-02-12 12:24
Subject:Friends
Security:Public
Mood: giggly

One of the best things I like about my bestfriend is that she can tell how or what I'm feeling right away with just looking at me. ^__^ I don't have to say anything and she knows. X3 Thats sooo cool~ Oh yea, she's my childhood friend since the 3rd grade. ^__^ - I'm just really glad I can talk to her on the bus + at school.

My OTHER friend who I have all my classes with has a crush on one of my guyfriends. XD My guyfriend doesn't look good, but he's really sweet + kind. ^__^ I think that's why she fell for him. XD 1st she and 2 dreams of him, then the next day she buys him a valentine gram and now she CAN'T stop thinking about him. LMAO! XD At lunch I told her this : Before you can love someone else 1st, you need to love yourself " . Then she said " I love myself. I love being nice to people. " I said " Okay, NOW you're creeping me out..." Normally she's REALLY pessimistic gothic girl. Its just soo creepy to hear her say that...^_^;

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Date:2005-02-07 14:28
Subject:B-Day
Security:Public

Woot! Its ALMOST my birthday - Feb. 8th. ^__^ On that day at school in 1st period, my class gets to see The Grudge. I that a good, stupid or really scary movie??? - don't spoil too much.
I wonder what my bestfriend will get me? ^__^
T_T I'm going to miss being 14.... >_< I ALWAYS start missing to be my last year's age.

Here's my next DA original~ ^_^ [link] - Hope you like it!

^_^; Its going to be a while before I post another DA again, and NO I'm not doing a V-Day pic, because I'm not in the mood.

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