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[03 Sep 2008|01:25am] |
I got my license today. Its nice knowing I can go where I want now. I also found out my insurance is like 240$ a month. which means a job. im listening to sigor ros right now. It's so relaxing, it makes me miss tripping.. I remember when Kenny and I went up to north florida. I'd just thrown up outside, and Kenny and I were outside, watching the sun rise on all the plants around the yard. It was a silent morning, and it was very wet outside due to previous rain. I spent the rest of that day chillin in Teddy's room smoking a lot of pot and being SO comfortable. I think I can't wait to get out of this house. It's really getting old. Wonder what Danny'll do when I move out.
No time for girls.. miss the compassion they give.. got to get a job, it won't be so bad. things are good. things ARE good. I think I ace'd a test today in math, also. I shaved my hair two nights ago, so my license has me being a bit bald.
You know, my mom told me she was proud of me for getting all my shit taken care of. It felt nice to hear that, I don't get it a lot, and it means a bunch when used correctly. I don't remember many dates.. I don't know when I had sex for the first time, or the date of anything sexual. I don't know the start date or end date for any relationship I've had. I know I got my license on today.
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[01 Aug 2008|03:24pm] |
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Still getting things squared away: school, college, car. Not much going on, just letting time pass by. I'll tell you one thing.. its boring.
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[09 Jul 2008|03:21pm] |
most people don't really look at this. I don't really mind though. This site is so much better than myspace. I'm currently in california for 3 more days. I got here the 5th and leave the 13th. Spent 3 days in Vegas. It's an amazing town. I don't really feel like talking about it though.
Its weird: I only dislike being here when I'm alone. I'm content when I'm talking to people online or hanging out with my grandfather. Its been 5 days here and I don't know what to do with myself.. I don't really know why either. its freaking annoying!
recently ive been missing having other people around. kinda makes me wonder about having a girlfriend. i think id regret it though. i always do. I end up being on the phone all the time. women are just so time consuming. another reason is that im greedy. I care about myself more than anyone else. I dont know if thats greed. I dont believe there is a place after death. life, then death. should i not be here trying to make the best of my life depsite other people getting hurt in the process? i don't know where im going with this.
err.. i don't even know what to say. how can i come up with such a blank? i've been in vegas for 3 days, with nothing much to say about it. been in cali for 3 days, also with nothing much to say about it. to be percise, I have nothing interesting to say on the subject. the place is exciting and busy and flashy and shit but thats all it is. I saw a show there which was amazing, Cirque de something. the only way to describe it is amazing.
i feel like ive written nothing worth reading here. not because i think little of what i have to say; but because when i started this entry i didn't know what to say and now that im this far in it i'm wondering what i said.
fuck it. minesweeper.
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[05 Apr 2008|05:26pm] |
Doing rather ok in my Online class.
Had an insane night last night. Finally got to try acid again. What a night.
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[28 Mar 2008|06:25pm] |
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So it’s safe to say that my relationship is done with. An oddity, that I only noticed a short while ago, is that my last entry on this live journal was the first time mentioning Chey. That’s interesting. Maybe she helped me lose the addiction for the internet? Well, it’s back now, so I told some people I’d use this again….
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