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I never thought I could love someone so much it would hurt.
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[12 Aug 2007|05:14pm] |
The weekend is going so fast. back to work soon. Anyhow Friday Trav came down to visit me. We just talked and played with shay for about an hour then i had to go to work. Work went fast got done about 8. Then I hung with Tara a bit. Then i went down to Mindies.
Saturday was awwwsome! Me, Mindie, Her boyfriend Erik, and his friend Dave went to Kennywood. It was soo fun. We rode like qalot of really fun stuff. We rode the King Kahuna then the Phantoms revenge.... Then i puked. It was really gross. I got some on Erik's shorts i felt bad. But felt better and rode more rides. I tried play this one game but i lost... i always lose so i don't play to much. Then we slept out there at Daves and his roommate little annoying dog kept jumping on the couch and woke me up like one hundred times.
Then today we came home. but we stopped and ate at this really good bbq pork place. it was yummy but too much i was stuffed. Then i went and looked at my sisters new house. It is really very nice. Now i'm gonna go get ready to go see I Now Pronounce you Chuck & Larry with Trav, Kelly, and her husband Mike. I hope it is good. Then maybe to the drive ins tonight with Tara. We'll see. I just love movies and amusement parks.... and boyfriends and friends TOO!
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[01 Aug 2007|04:05pm] |
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I've been good. Alots changed since my last post. My sister did have her baby a little boy she named him Brayden Micheal. I quit at the hotel i work with mindie now, basically cleaning office like buildings. Never quit the HIE they'll try to have you arrested it's crazy! Im starting scvhool again soon. I'm probably going to move out of mt APT this month and put all my stuff in storage and just live like a gypsy. Thats the way to live anyhow. Im still "seeing" the guy i met at kellys wedding. umm... i might get to see Bob on friday!!! I'M SO EXCITED. i miss that guy alot. I can't wait. well i gotta get to work now.... peace
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[16 May 2007|12:01am] |
Work is so gay. It's getting harder to entertain myself there. I'm just sick of everything. I'm working on getting my liecense... finally. I don't think I'm a bad driver everyone says I'm alot better than when I was 16. Kelly's wedding was so fun. Although I had way to much to drink and made a bit of a fool of myself. I'm a slut like that. Even so I had a wonderful time. It was very nice. Mindie was there it was way fun! I'm sure I had at least 10-15 shots and 3 rum and cokes. I dont think finished and of the R&C's though because the first one i left at the bridal table, I spilt the second all over the table and I have no idea where I left the third. It was the shots that got me. It was unforgettable though!
My sister is going to have her baby soon. She's due saturday so any day now... Which means I'll probably be working two jobs for awhile. I'm ready... almost.
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[19 Mar 2007|09:17pm] |
St. Patty's Day was awssome! Well it was pretty cool. I ended up working till after four so poor kems and tara had to wait around for a bit. Then we went to my place and made spaghetti it was very good. around seven thirty we started playing fuck the dealer. i lost really bad. and i was so drunk after playing. I had only had A fuzy navel, a shot of starght something, vodka and coke, then i had another vodka and coke, then i had three beers. Yeah i was drunk by probably 8 30. my cousin came down around then she was fun. we played never have i ever. kemo so kept think of stuff she knew i did. good game plan i didnt think of it at the time. then my cousins friend jayden came. she was really fun. although i only remember say one thing to her... "im sorry" i dunno. im weird. well me and my cousin went up to get the acual rules for never have i ever but we didnt get it so we made it up when we went back down. we played that some more. Then megan called tara and i answer but i guess the phone went out of service so i dunno. she called tara back but tara would let me talk. then my cusin texted fuck you to her from my ohone then she called me and we talked for like half and hour. i wasnt even an asshole. i dont think i was anyhow. then i sat down and alot happened while i was on the phone. every one ate and all kinds of stuff. then i went to the bathroom and i heard people singing hinder. it was a weird bathroom experiance. we hung out some more then jayden left then me and nichole looked at some picture then she left then i went in the rooom to watch boondock saints and fell asleep around two thirty threeish. the i woke around six and just hungout alone since everyone was sleeping. and fell back asleep around seven thirty.
( some pictures )
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[09 Mar 2007|10:14pm] |
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drink, fight, fuck, live the life!!
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[26 Feb 2007|11:40pm] |
after a very long, exhausting game of clue I'm finally ready to take a shower and hit the hay! have a goodnight. im basically syaing that to myself.
ETA: The awsome record i found at the thrift store today! for only a dollar too!
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[17 Jan 2007|04:22pm] |
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Sofar... today is a great day!
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[16 Jan 2007|06:42pm] |
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I find myself to be extremely lucky in one of the worst moments of my life, so far. Right here, right now I don’t feel lucky at all, but I know that I am because I’ve been blessed with the most amazing friends anyone could ask for. Well, I don’t think anyone would be so deserving to ask for friends like that ones that I have/had. It wasn’t exactly the individuals themselves but all of them together that suited me perfectly. One who knows me. One who knew about me. One to talk to about everything imaginable. One to goof off with and still be able to talk seriously with. Me, being the complete arrogant asshole that I am, have pissed all of them off a great deal for almost absolutely no reason at all. Some incidents I’m extremely sorry for, some, I must say with much trouble admitting it, I’m proud of in a satisfying way. Considering I’ve tested several of these friendships many times, I’ve had them for a long time, the longest: 7 years, the shortest: 3 years. I was determined to keep my teenage friends forever, I would never even consider that it was impossible. Now that I know I lost one of these friends, I’m beginning to understand that it is. The surprising part is that I don’t care. I care that I don’t care, but I don’t care that I lost this friend. I feel that because it wasn’t my decision it wasn’t my fault. I don’t exactly put all the blame on this friend though either. Perhaps I just have more in me to go on and on with something that basically became shit. You could beat me in the face a hundred times, if I was still alive when you were done, I like to think I’d get up and come back for more. If it even gets to the first punch that is. You must admit though, when the worst gets to its worst, then stops… It feels so good. I do put much blame on her though for being so shitty. I hype her up to be a better friend than what she is and in my mind ever could be. She should thank me for that because I always will. As I get older I’ve been making new friends which are so different from the ones I have. I think it’s because they vary in age were as my other friends are the same age as I am. I’m no longer desperate to keep the friends I have and have them be my best friends forever. I do hope however, that they will always in some way consider me their friend. Because even if I refuse to talk to or even look at them, to me, being my friend once means always being my friend. I believe my graduating class was 234 people, that’s 234 personality’s. I would have never thought there could be more than that but there is. I’m excited to movie on and meet new people, meet new personality’s, and make new friends…. everywhere. I do hope to always keep my first friend, my longest friend, my best friend. If any friend I’ve ever had is my “best friend“.
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| Don't drink and drive kidies! |
[03 Jan 2007|05:09pm] |
There was a beer party out in the woods and, all of a sudden there was a downpour of rain and thunder. Two young men ran for about 10 minutes in the pouring rain, and finally reached their car just as the rain let up. They jumped in the car, started it up and headed down the road, laughing and, of course, still drinking one beer after the other.
All of a sudden an old man's face appeared outside the passenger window, and he tapped lightly on the window! The man on the passenger side screamed out, "Ahhhhhhh! Look at my window!!! There's an old guy's face there!"
The old man kept knocking, so the driver said, "Well, open the window a little and ask him what he wants!" So, the passenger rolled his window down part way and, scared out of his wits, said, "What do you want?"
The old man softly replied, "Do you have any cigarettes?"
The passenger, terrified, looked at the driver and said, "He wants a cigarette."
"Well, give him a cigarette! HURRY!!" the driver replies.
So he fumbles around with the pack and hands the old man a cigarette and yells to the driver, "Step on it!!!", rolling up the window in terror.
Now going about 80 miles an hour, they calm down, and they start laughing again, and the passenger says, "What do you think of that?"
The driver replies, "I don't know. How could that be? I am going pretty fast."
Then all of a sudden AGAIN there is a knock, and there is the old man again.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaah, there he is again!" the passenger yells.
"Well, see what he wants now!" yells back the driver.
He rolls down the window a little ways and shakily says, "Yes?"
"Do you have a light?" the old man quietly asks.
The driver throws a lighter out the window at him and rolls up the window and yells, "STEP ON IT!"
They are now going about 100 miles an hour and still guzzling beer, trying to forget what they had just seen and heard, when all of a sudden again there is more knocking!
"OH MY GOD! HE'S BACK!"
The passenger rolls down the window and screams in stark fear, "WHAT DO YOU WANT?"
The old man replies, "You want some help getting out of the mud?"
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[23 Dec 2006|03:41pm] |
kemos profile
me acting stupid
kemo puttin it down
beer
me being weird
me
me with my hair down
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[28 Jun 2006|09:20pm] |
01. you are in the witness protection program and must invent a new first, last, and middle name. what's your new name?
Jane Leigh Lagoo
02. you are in a threesome with two famous people, alive or dead, who would they be?
Jason Wiles and Jim Carrey
03. you are in charge of naming your new band. what's the name of the band? what's the name of their first album?
The band name would be Coca Cola Comics The fist album would be Ice Cold Coke Coming Out Your Nose
04. you are going to get a free tattoo. what and where is it?
umm not sure. i would really hav eto think about it.
05. you are being forced to listen to one song over and over, ad infinitum, as a form of torture. what song is it?
i would want where does the good go. but that wouldnt torture me.
06. you are leaving your state/province. what state/province do you move to?
I would leave Pennsylvania and go to New York or Washhington State
07. you are leaving your country; where would you move to?
Ireland. But i would never move out of the US
08. you get to choose one book as the best ever written. what book do you choose?
I havent read enough books to make an accurate decision and it wouldnt be fair to all the books out there.
09. you get to choose one movie as the best ever made. what movie do you choose?
Hmm. Excluding Plot and script just on the editing and shooting i would have to say... Angel Eyes
10. you get to spend one day each as a bird, an insect, and a mammal. what bird would you be? what insect? what mammal?
bird would have t be a mocking bird cause there fast and people feed them. Insect would ahve to be a butterfly because there too pretty for people just to kill. and mammal would be a lion because i could protect myself with my roar.
12. you must relive one year of your life. which would you least like to relive? which would you most like to relive?
ummm i dunno. 4th grade i guess.
13. you have a time machine that will take you backwards anywhere from 1800 to the present. what decade do you most want to visit?
1960's Johnny Cash times
14. you must choose to go skydiving or very-deep-sea diving.
Skydiving
15. you get to return to the past (using that handy dandy time machine we were talking about before) and have a sexual encounter with a rock star who is no longer alive. who do you pick?
ummm. Johnny Cash maybe or i dunno i have no idea really.
16. you get to be a contestant on any game show, airing today or in the past. what show do you want to be on?
what would you do or.... Super Double Dare or whatever its called. wait no global guts!
17. you are given $1 million dollars but you must give it all to one charity. what charity do you choose?
something for cancer
18. you must ban one word from the dictionary and all usage, to be no longer uttered or written. what word do you ban?
umm.... ignorant because its improperly used by everyone and its annoying to say.
19. you can have 100 million dollars tax-free but, if you take it, you'll die at the age of fifty. do you take it?
heck no man
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[16 Jun 2006|06:31pm] |
I made 9 very basic textless mer icons. *some caps are from the finale.*
You can use them if you like them but please credit.
TEASERS
 
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[16 May 2006|12:05pm] |
so lunch is over. still nothing on the grey matter blog. im insanely bored. just sitting here. downloading a few songs to put on my mp3 player.
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Gold Lion
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Gold Lion Diplo Remix
Masha Qrella - Destination Vertical
Gomez - How We Operate
This is my third entry for today. but this one will be much more detailed.
So far today all ive been is annoyed. I couldnt find headache pills in time this morning so ive had one all day. we had to make 17 dozen cookies this morning. it wasnt as bad as i was expecting. we each made four or more batches so we only had to make them once. i doubled my surgar cookie recipie and got exactly 4 dozen. they were nasty though. i guess. i didnt accually try one but they didnt look apatizing. anyhow we got done we that in one block. thats when i started waiting around for the blog to be updated.
for lunch i had tea and chips. i sat over here in culinary just chillin. some weird movie im not intrested in is on. maybe if i had watched it from the beginning id have something to do. megans is really into. aldon borrowed my headphones to listen to music. an every gay other person in this class is watching it or asleep or on the computer. but the obiously found something fun to do. come to think of it im not so bored now that im writing here. but no that ive said that i have no idea what to talk about.
ill talk about what larned in english yesterday. i was accually paying attention i was asking questions too. first to be a smartass. then because i wanted to know stuff. we were learning about the royal family's in england and that. well after she layed out the basic one all coming off queen elizabeth i asked about princess di. and she also told us all royal familys are somewhat related. they're cousins and such. but only first borns really become king so they others obecome smaller royalties or whatever. but since all them are related and royal familys like there offspring to marry other royal people they are pretty much inbreads. and it all clicked for me. because i remember seeing things on how princess di was depressed and such. mrs havener said they're all pretty loopy.
though i still dont like english.
or my teacher.
greys anatomy was on last night. ill make a post about that later. ill just say now it was A-MAZE-ZING.
the movie is over. i wonder how it was. not really.
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[16 May 2006|11:11am] |
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im really bored waiting for the grey matter blog to be updated. lunch is in three minutes. maybe there will be something after that.
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[16 May 2006|10:24am] |
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im gonna make a fan mix
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| Monday Mornings |
[15 May 2006|11:51am] |
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Prom was on Saturday.
I got my nails done on Friday and the crazy chinese bitch fucked me up. Seriously. almost all of my nails were bleeding.
The morning went sorta fast. I woke up at 8 and wasnt tired at all. Tara called around ten to go to breakfast but it was way too late cause my hair appointment was at 11. Marlena did my hair really really nice. i Thought. I'll post pictures of it later. then i sat around and did nothing. i cleaned a little. then my mom took me to peirce my ears and it didnt hurt. i saw sara. we talked for like a minute or two. i was ready at like four but my mom wouldnt take me to the HIE and i was very very mad at her! then kemo came and megan and jimmy and we took pictures then we went to prom. I wanted to punch the bitch next me and dinner. I danced a little bit with megan and amanda and ashley and kemo and tara. umm it was fun i guess. i took balloons too! and got anoter picture frame.
That night me tara nad kemo went to my house. we got mikes and irish red. derek came over for a little bit. amanda was suppose to come but didnt, i called at like three o-clock. i guess ashley stopped down there so they stayed there. and something about i didnt answer my phone. we talked for a little bit then hung up. i watched the outer limits it was good. then amanda called me and we talked again until her phone died. i was suppose to call back ashleys phone but i was too tired. so i went to sleep. then tara woke up at like 8am and left so i got in the bed with kems. we sleep till like 1.
Me and kemo made cheese sandwhiches and she only put mone peice of cheese on them. i want mad but i always do two. we watched 'rumor has it' and 'wonderland'. I couldnt find my remote and was flipping out for a really long time. then i found it downstairs. After kems left i showered and such.
>ha ashleys being a jerk and narrorating my sexual life with her. like how carrie narrorates her sex and the city shit as she types it. but ashleys not saying what i type.<
anyhow. after i showered i watched greys anatomy. the conclusion is on tonight. its two hours tonight.
When i came into school today i was late so it was suprizing that megan was the only one in class. kris stopped by to say hi then left other than that it was just me and meg. in grad project it was me megan kris kj and joanne. I iwent in the hall during class change. it was like a publicity stunt. haha. just showing m y face. and the halls were so empty no one came. and it was relly noticable. no one was really even talking. when i saw someone i knew i just nodded. it was like no one wanted to talk. then i came back in and made breakfast. steak and eggs with toast. then i just surfed the web until lunch time. and i went over and got a sandwich and fris and ice cream. i ate most of my sandwich a few fris and all my ice cream.
megan made me and her maskes out of foam plates to put over our faces in english. mines smoking a cigerette and hers is smoking a doobie.
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Texas Drinking Rules
A Mexican drinks his beer and suddenly throws his glass in the air, pulls outhis pistol and shoots the glass to peices. He says, "In Mexico our glasses so cheap we don't need to drink from the same glass twice."An Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glassinto the air, pulls out his AK-47 and shoots the glass to peices. He says "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink out of the same glass twice either."The texas boy, cool as a cucumber, picks up his beer and drinks it, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his gun and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi, and catches his glass. He says, "In America we have so many illegal aliens that we do't have to drink with the same ones twice."
( don't diss the juju )
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[09 Apr 2006|03:45am] |
http://www.thedeathpsychic.com/
While sleeping, you're tied to your bed by your boyfriend and peeled to death using a vegetable peeler.
eww
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[27 Mar 2006|07:51pm] |
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Im really mad because i finished my johnny cash autobiography and wated to get junes from the heart. so my mom called BDalton and they dont have it because it out of print. since it was from 87 and such. its going for like 100$ on ebay so i dont no. i found one on biblio for 30$ maybe ill do that. like when i found out i couldnt just go get it up there i wanted it more so now im all determined and such. but very very pissed off. ill probly never get the one from the late 70's.
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